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hey, what's up

little_rat0641 said to add you?

10:58 PM

also yo

abunny!

little_rat0641 said to add you?

yup, I'm a friend of his

alr alr

He's told me a bit about the issues you've been having. You can feel free to tell me anything you want and I wont judge. Of course, if you're not comfortable that's totally ok

alright, I am not good with explaining with stuff, so sorry if it's all over the place

no problem, feel free to say whatever and I'm happy to listen

alrighty

11:02 PM

so just to preface this

11:02 PM

hold on lemme get it-

11:03 PM

https://youtube.com/@onthelewdtube

silly lil guy :3

MDNI (I MEAN IT.)

11:03 PM

there

11:04 PM

that's me btw

Right, I think I've seen your account around lol

lol, I bet

11:05 PM

so yeah, I should change, right?

11:06 PM

like from the gooning stuff, yk

I used to be in a similar position to you not too long ago

11:07 PM

And really, the question is, do you want to change?

11:07 PM

Do you like your life?

11:09 PM

Most of the people you interact in the gooning sphere are kind of in a bad position in life

11:09 PM

You know, pedophiles, etc

11:09 PM

I mean is that the kind of person you wanna be?

I don't think so

11:10 PM

well, maybe?

11:10 PM

I don't know anymore

11:11 PM

I feel like I have no life

11:11 PM

idk, I'm sorry

abunny!

idk, I'm sorry

don't be

11:11 PM

You know what I see as the difference between you and them?

11:11 PM

You actually agreed to this conversation

11:12 PM

Clearly there's some part of you, however small, that wants to change

11:12 PM

embrace that

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11:12 PM

So how'd you get into all this in the first place?

well

11:15 PM

it started on roblox

11:15 PM

the whole um

11:15 PM

roblox "condos" yk?

11:15 PM

i just got sucked into that

Pretty toxic community from what I've heard

11:15 PM

How old were you? If you don't mind sharing

like arrrround

11:16 PM

13-14ish?

How old are you now? I would guess it's been at least some time

yeah

11:18 PM

18 as of now

11:18 PM

turned 18 on april 13th

I see

11:21 PM

Did you ever expect you would be here 4 years later? When you first began?

11:21 PM

Ik this stuff is really addicting

well no

11:23 PM

I started jerking off at 12

11:23 PM

I said at that time "just that once" then "just those two times"

11:23 PM

and you can see where it goes from there

abunny!

I said at that time "just that once" then "just those two times"

Totally understand that feeling...

mhm..

11:24 PM

so me, being a kid playing roblox, decide to look up something lewd on roblox

11:25 PM

and, that's when I found a "condo"

11:25 PM

and then I added someone from there, and they make sure I sort of stayed in that..

abunny!

so me, being a kid playing roblox, decide to look up something lewd on roblox

I'm sure you're not alone, a lot of kids were sucked into gooning that way

mhm mhm

11:27 PM

keep typing if you want, didn't mean to interrupt you

I just wanted to ask, are you aware of the communities of groomers operating on roblox? They create communities for predators to get in contact with kids very easily

11:30 PM

You probably stumbled upon one of those

I have, although I'm not on that side of roblox anymore

11:32 PM

that's actually how I made my first discord account, to talk with them

11:33 PM

you know, can't really cuss on roblox and stuff, they sorta pressured me to make one (edited)

ah I see. classic tactic to get you to somewhere unmoderated

11:34 PM

Btw what has little rat told you about me?

just your username and that you wanted to talk/help me

Well, I guess I should spill the beans then. I'm a hacker that works in these communities to expose and report pedophiles and groomers. Occasionally I have conversations like this with people who are struggling, to offer advice

11:39 PM

If you want to quit, I can help you out. Little rat and I were planning on making a discord server support group for victims of grooming

11:39 PM

Or I can keep you on track if you want to quit

baneonion

If you want to quit, I can help you out. Little rat and I were planning on making a discord server support group for victims of grooming

he did also say that maybe a community would be made!

baneonion

Or I can keep you on track if you want to quit

all up to you man

11:40 PM

you obviously know better than me

Let me ask you this... where do you get most of your gooning content from? Is it the people you interact on discord with or the sites you visit...

it's a mix sometimes? since I'm 18 and stuff I've been joining 18+ servers, but I have been just looking at porn people have sent me too..

11:43 PM

I sometimes also look at the gooning side of youtube too...

kind of a weird question but what else do you do aside from this? Ik gooning can kinda take over a lot of your time (trust me I've experienced it lol)

well um, I try to go on a walk everyday, and sometimes play video games

11:47 PM

but it has taken over a lot of my time lol

Would you agree if I asked you to block a few people on discord? Possibly the ones that are the biggest sources of your content

sure? who would be good to block?

Do you have any pedos added to your knowledge?

hmmm

11:51 PM

I think so?

11:52 PM

id have to check

Sure, and please let me know who they are. I would say those are probably your worst influences if we're going to get you out of this

alrighty

11:53 PM

what about like, under 18 pedos?

hmm I would say send their users to little rat

11:54 PM

I suggest blocking them

alrighty then

11:55 PM

I feel bad for them, yk?

11:55 PM

I don't really wanna like, reveal them or something

11:55 PM

I know that's bad

11:55 PM

I'm sorry

He's not going to do anything to them

11:56 PM

At most probably have a conversation like we're having right now

alright

11:57 PM

would there be like, anything done more?

11:57 PM

like let's say (as a hypothetical), I give you a 30 year old pedo's username

11:57 PM

what then?

I'll have the same exact conversation I'm having with you

11:58 PM

Sad thing is a lot of these older pedos are set in their ways

11:59 PM

Some are former sex offenders

11:59 PM

But some genuinely want to get out, so I give them a chance

that's fair to think, I think the same

I don't take pleasure in reporting people, I just don't want more kids to be sucked into this like you were

same thing I want

12:01 AM

I don't want kids lives to be wasted to this

12:04 AM

I'm sorry if I'm being too awkward btw

Don't be lol, I'm glad we had this convo

12:05 AM

If you get those names, please let me know and block them. We can work through this one step at a time.

alright, I just feel bad if I tell anyone about em

12:07 AM

like, I'm a bad friend or something? I dunno

It's totally understandable that you feel that way

12:08 AM

Even if you don't want to share their names, I would say block them for your own sake

12:08 AM

And then maybe when you're healthier you can go back and help them out of that hole

alrighty, I sure will

12:09 AM

I have a hard time being mean, I'm sorry

abunny!

I have a hard time being mean, I'm sorry

I get it honestly, but I think it's necessary. You can always add them back

fair fair, I'll just do that now

And ofc if you want to share names, we won't let them know that you were the one that told us. Really our end goal is to help get people out of gooning addiction. If they don't want our advice, we'll leave them alone

okay, I'm just a bit scared of people getting doxxed. that only rarely works

Totally get that. In fact, a lot of times doxing makes people more stressed out and likely to fall deeper into their gooning problems

12:13 AM

If there are certain people you don't want us to dox just indicate that

you dox people? I didn't know that lol

We don't dox just anyone. Mostly people who are actively ruining other peoples lives, like blackmailing minors etc

ahhh I see I see, what is the purpose of that tho? not saying that's not understandable, I get it lol

Well there's two reasons 1. It makes for a better police report (if necessary) 2. A lot of people are likely to quit what they're doing when they realize their real identity is out there (like "if you don't leave this minor alone, we'll file a police report")

12:19 AM

We don't do it to shame people or anything

ahh okay okay

I'm sorry if that scared you or anything. If you don't trust me yet that's ok, you don't have to share any names with me

12:22 AM

But please block them for your own sake

I will, I don't wanna make you feel mad or anything

Don't worry about how I feel, I'm happy if you're happy

12:24 AM

I don't need the names if you want to keep your friends out of this

12:24 AM

But we could potentially help them, is all

I know, I'll just think about giving them to ya

take your time

12:25 AM

It's a pretty late for me right now, so I might have to get some sleep. If you change your mind at all that's totally ok and I won't hold it against

12:26 AM

It was great talking to you, aperson

it was great talking to you too, baneonion

12:26 AM

and, it's zach if you wanted to know my name

12:27 AM

hope you sleep good

Thanks. Good night Zach

good night, and you're welcome

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hey, good morning, sorry if I'm bothering ya rn

no you're not

2:17 PM

good morning

alrighty

2:17 PM

how are you doin?

doing great! and you?

2:18 PM

have you thought about what we discussed last night at all

baneonion

doing great! and you?

could be better, thanks for asking

baneonion

have you thought about what we discussed last night at all

sort of, I've been busy is all

abunny!

could be better, thanks for asking

got anything on your mind? you don't have to tell me if you're not comfortable

not really. just been feeling sad is all

2:20 PM

anything on your mind you wanna talk about?

yeah not much here either. it''s sort of an average friday for me

2:22 PM

we're working on that discord server tho, I'll let you know when it's ready

alrighty, take your time man

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2:22 PM

no pressure ^^

2:24 PM

so like

2:25 PM

is there anything I could help you with?

do you want to join us? we could use all the help we can get

2:26 PM

basically it would involve talking people out of being gooners/pedos

2:26 PM

ofc no pressure if you're not interested

eh, maybe?

2:26 PM

i'm not good with talking with people or anything

do you want to learn how to dox?

oh?

2:27 PM

not like i'd use it, but sure

2:27 PM

if you wanna show me ofc

just brainstorming ways you could help is all...

2:28 PM

and yea I can teach you

2:28 PM

maybe I'll wait for the discord server to be ready first

2:28 PM

you'll be one of our first members

hmm

2:29 PM

alright.. i do wanna help

2:29 PM

I don't feel like I'll do a good job

2:29 PM

but I'd prefer to convice someone to stop rather than something more bad happen

abunny!

but I'd prefer to convice someone to stop rather than something more bad happen

hey, we all start somewhere. and this mindset is all you need

2:30 PM

you have something that a lot of people don't—firsthand experience

2:30 PM

you know how grooming works and what it feels like to be groomed

2:30 PM

you know how to identify it

2:30 PM

these are all skills that would be really useful for something like this (edited)

that's true

baneonion

you know how grooming works and what it feels like to be groomed

I don't really know how it works—I just know it's bad

2:31 PM

I do wanna stop whatever grooming stuff is happening tho :p

abunny!

I do wanna stop whatever grooming stuff is happening tho :p

Glad you're interested!

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2:33 PM

That's the first step after all

yuh!

2:33 PM

definitely :3

I'll talk to you in a few hours or when the discord server is ready, we can coordinate better that way.

2:34 PM

Also please let me know if you decide to share any names, no pressure tho

alrighty, go do what you need to do

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2:35 PM

I sort of don't want you to go, it's stupid ik

2:35 PM

but just do what you need to!

abunny!

I sort of don't want you to go, it's stupid ik

no I can stay here and talk it's fine

2:36 PM

you said you were feeling sad right, maybe we can talk about that

2:36 PM

if you want to

it's stupid of me to say

2:36 PM

I feel more awkward than anything really

2:36 PM

and I really wanna say sorry to you, for some reason

abunny!

and I really wanna say sorry to you, for some reason

you have nothing to apologize for, I guess you might just be a little stressed out?

maybe? I dunno

2:38 PM

I feel like I NEED to say sorry

2:38 PM

I feel out of place with you, idk

abunny!

I feel out of place with you, idk

that's probably my fault I would say

2:39 PM

I used to be really bad with talking with people, but I'm getting better

2:39 PM

(at least I hope so)

2:39 PM

sorry if I make things awkward at times, just know I care

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I know, I really do

baneonion

I used to be really bad with talking with people, but I'm getting better

bad how?

2:40 PM

like socially awkward bad? or rude bad?

ehh kind of a socially anxious bad, a couple years ago I basically just lurked in servers, never really saying anything or talking to anyone because I was so nervous

2:41 PM

but after making an effort to improve myself It's gotten a lot easier to strike up conversations with new people

ahh I see I see

baneonion

ehh kind of a socially anxious bad, a couple years ago I basically just lurked in servers, never really saying anything or talking to anyone because I was so nervous

I am that exact thing right now, I lurk a LOT

2:43 PM

you're doin good at this btw :]

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thanks

ofc

2:43 PM

thank you too

2:45 PM

you are truly amazing

abunny!

you are truly amazing

thanks, it was really great meeting you

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2:46 PM

also question

2:46 PM

have you ever gone to therapy for any of the problems you've been having?

kinda?

2:47 PM

this was like 1-2 years ago, but I didn't tell anyone about my problems

2:47 PM

after a year of therapy, I "graduated" it

2:47 PM

whatever that means

have you ever considered going back at all?

yeah

2:49 PM

couldn't tho, my mom said she would get me back into therapy but nothing happened from that

you should really pressure her for that if you're able to, I think it could really help you

2:50 PM

are your parents supportive of you? or not really

I don't have a dad, my mom is busy with work

2:51 PM

they probably are supportive of me tho

One thing I noticed (and I hope you don't mind me pointing this out) is you seemed to take a liking to me very quickly. This sometimes happens when people are neglected by their parents or don't get enough love. It also makes them more susceptible to groomers, who might be able to give them validation or the attention they're missing...

2:53 PM

Do you think this might be the case for you?

(I don't mind) maybe? I couldn't say

2:55 PM

I have taken VERY much a liking to you tho, I think you're awesome

abunny!

I have taken VERY much a liking to you tho, I think you're awesome

it's much appreciated, but I'm just worried because a lot of people might manipulate you with that

2:56 PM

a therapist would be able to give you tools to help fix that, which is why I suggested it earlier

2:56 PM

it's alright if you don't want to, just something to think about (edited)

I will think about that, thank you

baneonion

it's much appreciated, but I'm just worried because a lot of people might manipulate you with that

I legit just don't care anymore if they do or not

2:57 PM

hell, you can manipulate me if you want to

abunny!

hell, you can manipulate me if you want to

yeah... not gonna do that lol

2:58 PM

but may I ask why you don't care?

I.. don't know

2:59 PM

I just feel like anyone can do anything to me, just as long as they're happy

yeah, I guess some people (especially demisexuals like you) might end up being extreme people pleasers

3:01 PM

but it's not really a good thing if your happiness is dependent on someone else

3:01 PM

because they can really hurt you when they leave or do things to you

and does that matter?

3:02 PM

people leave and stuff all the time, it's fine with me

3:02 PM

I just want people to love themselves

abunny!

I just want people to love themselves

that's not a bad thing to think, but doing it at the expense of your mental health (clearly you're feeling depressed) is really not worth it

3:04 PM

imagine if you could be in a relationship where the other person cared about you just as much as you cared about them... would that be better or worse than this?

it would be better than that, but any cost should be done if I could make someone's day better

3:05 PM

I want people to be better, I want to make that happen

abunny!

it would be better than that, but any cost should be done if I could make someone's day better

Does it matter whose day you're making better? I mean hell you could do that by being a social worker or volunteering. There's a ton of ways to make people happy that don't involve digging around in the darkest parts of discord

but it's like what you're doing, getting rid of gooners/groomers

3:08 PM

that's good! I want that to happen!

3:08 PM

I want that to happen by any means

3:09 PM

if I must feel bad for people to feel good, it's worth it

You know what would make me happy? if you found ways to make people happy in a way that DOESN'T involve gooning or groomers. You would be a thousand times more effective at what your doing if you weren't constantly surrounded by gooning content and pedophiles.

3:13 PM

Is there any reason you feel attached to these communities?

abunny!

if I must feel bad for people to feel good, it's worth it

And honestly I totally understand this... I used to think the exact same way when I first started out

3:15 PM

But then I realized that it was killing me from the inside and making me less effective, so I started doing this as a hobby instead of making it my 'purpose'

baneonion

Is there any reason you feel attached to these communities?

well, they don't require me to think that much, and they beome my friends and stuff

3:18 PM

sorry idk how to explain it

baneonion

But then I realized that it was killing me from the inside and making me less effective, so I started doing this as a hobby instead of making it my 'purpose'

you're doing good btw

abunny!

well, they don't require me to think that much, and they beome my friends and stuff

yeah that's understandable... but you know, you don't have to have only have transactional relationships where you quote "feel bad for people to feel good" there are friendships out there where people will love you just for being you

3:20 PM

If someone requires you to feel bad for them to be happy, they have other problems and honestly don't really deserve it

3:22 PM

It would be a net positive if you left 1. You get some relief and a chance to focus on more healthy ways to express your desire for people to be happy 2. These people get a chance to reflect upon themselves and their choices in life, and maybe move away from the addictions that make them need support in the first place

what else would I do? I really don't know what I'd be if I left, I've grown into this..

3:24 PM

what else would I be if I did leave?

abunny!

what else would I do? I really don't know what I'd be if I left, I've grown into this..

well, you have a long time to figure that out, you're only 18 right?

3:25 PM

theres so much of life out there that you can explore... this is just holding you back

it is? it feels like I'm doing fine

3:27 PM

idk, sorry

well, I'm not asking you to quit all this tonight... it's possible you've just gotten used to spending time here that you can't imagine what life would be like without it but are you REALLY fine? you started this conversation with me saying that you were feeling sad

3:30 PM

AND you also said that you need to "feel bad for others to feel good"

3:30 PM

those two things are 100% optional

I know

baneonion

AND you also said that you need to "feel bad for others to feel good"

I meant it like if I had to feel bad for others to feel good, not that I need to

well, I mean if you're happy then you're happy but you know there are other ways to be happy right? you can talk to people in the same exact way. Why do they have to be gooners and pedophiles?

baneonion

well, I'm not asking you to quit all this tonight... it's possible you've just gotten used to spending time here that you can't imagine what life would be like without it but are you REALLY fine? you started this conversation with me saying that you were feeling sad

also sorry, but idk how I really feel

3:33 PM

because I don't need to be me for them to be happy, that's all

abunny!

because I don't need to be me for them to be happy, that's all

what do you mean by that?

I don't like me

3:34 PM

and I don't have to be me for them!

am I talking to 'you' right now?

3:35 PM

or is this a people pleaser version of you

I honestly don't know

3:35 PM

I don't know who I am, to tell you the truth

abunny!

I don't like me

so you don't like yourself, but do you like the version of yourself you pretend to be?

3:37 PM

like if you automatically transformed into that person, would that be a good thing or would it feel like losing a part of your identity

it wouldn't feel good, or natural

3:39 PM

(what I think) the verison of me pretends to be is whoever talks with me

3:39 PM

I flip flop in how I type, and kinda my personality

abunny!

(what I think) the verison of me pretends to be is whoever talks with me

thats a good skill actually, and it's not something a lot of people have. It means you have a lot of empathy

3:41 PM

but it also means that people have taken advantage of you and made you lock away your actual personality. They made you feel like you wouldn't be enough if you weren't exactly how they wanted you to be. And that probably evolved into what you are right now

3:43 PM

A 'personality' is a lot more simple than people think it is. It's literally -what you believe in -how you present yourself (making other people feel accepted is totally a valid way of presenting yourself)

3:43 PM

You said you don't like yourself... do you think this more has to do with your personality, or what other people MADE YOU FEEL about your personality? Or is it something else entirely?

it's what I've done, with what you could probably guess what I did

3:45 PM

I feel like I can't be forgiven for that, and I hate myself for that

3:45 PM

and so, I feel like other people should hate me

abunny!

it's what I've done, with what you could probably guess what I did

what was it you did? I won't judge you at all (promise), and you don't have to tell me if you don't want to

alright, it's disgusting though

3:48 PM

I dated 2 13 year olds, not at the same time but separate times

3:48 PM

I am currently single now, I have since blocked them

that's a lot less than I was expecting, and tbh the fact that you a) feel regret b) blocked them c) indicated that you don't want to do it again, make up for anything you might have done

3:50 PM

people make mistakes, we're all human after all

3:52 PM

when did you date them? technically until like 2 weeks ago you were still legally a minor

3:52 PM

and relationships like that happen all the time in high school (edited)

well, it was like

3:53 PM

well- first one was in august-feb (2024-2025) (edited)

3:53 PM

second one was march-april (2025) (edited)

I don't think it's worth beating yourself up over... it's literally like your average high school football jock dating a freshman. Yeah, it's a little weird but people grow up y'know?

3:55 PM

If anything just treat it as a learning experience I would say

I guess so, but I just wish I could apolgize to them

maybe you can?

3:56 PM

and tell them to gtfo of this sphere before it's too late

3:56 PM

if not all that, perhaps just apologize to get it off your shoulders and finally move on

I cannot apologize to them tho

3:58 PM

the first one had blocked me already (since we had broke up), second one got her discord account terminated

3:58 PM

I'm sorry

abunny!

the first one had blocked me already (since we had broke up), second one got her discord account terminated

that's a good thing actually, especially the one that got terminated. It's a sign that they've (at least partially) distanced themselves from this community and really the sorry is mostly symbolic, it's basically a way of telling yourself "hey, I no longer have anything to feel guilty for". But you don't really need their approval to get on with your life. And plus, if you had decided to stay on discord for like, another 5 years, think about how many other 13 year olds you might have found yourself dating.

I guess you're right, but I just can't get past the fact that happened I know this is stupid of me

but I really feel like someone who can't change

4:05 PM

I wanna say sorry so much to you

abunny!

I guess you're right, but I just can't get past the fact that happened I know this is stupid of me

but I really feel like someone who can't change

hey, you never know if you can change unless you try... and talking about it like we're doing is the first step. I believe in you, AND I don't think what you did was really that bad

it was, just trust me, it was so bad

4:07 PM

but, I don't know what to do next, sorry

abunny!

it was, just trust me, it was so bad

if there's more you can tell me, again I don't judge at all. I'm not a cop, I'm just a regular guy who wants to help. And you seem like you really regret it. I won't hold it over your head

abunny!

but, I don't know what to do next, sorry

The first step is saying hey, fuck this, I don't want to do whatever it is I did again. And I also don't want to be here until I'm 30 years old or get arrested

baneonion

if there's more you can tell me, again I don't judge at all. I'm not a cop, I'm just a regular guy who wants to help. And you seem like you really regret it. I won't hold it over your head

they were both sexual relationships, let's just say that

baneonion

The first step is saying hey, fuck this, I don't want to do whatever it is I did again. And I also don't want to be here until I'm 30 years old or get arrested

that's fair

abunny!

they were both sexual relationships, let's just say that

again, I don't judge. and yeah I kind of assumed that

alright

4:14 PM

should I say sorry to you now? I feel like I need to

you don't need to

4:15 PM

just think about what I said, alright?

4:16 PM

I see in you a person who was groomed at a young age, did something he was ashamed of, and feels like he needs to make up for it. Your regret is enough. I hope that one day you'll be able to move on

hopefully I can move on too, even if I don't deserve it

then I hope one day you realize that you deserve it

probably not, but it will maybe happen soon

hey, this is the first step. I hope that today I've at least partially convinced you to reconsider spending the rest of your life here...

you have, a bit at least...

4:22 PM

so um

4:22 PM

can I give you a bit of evidence btw?

4:22 PM

on:

abunny!

can I give you a bit of evidence btw?

sure go ahead

alrighty

4:22 PM

to preface this

4:22 PM

https://www.youtube.com/@femboy_goosey

️femboy_goosey

️

not exactly straight

️‍

️add meeeee on here

️ I'm pretty nervous but I try to respond

️discord: 1cute_goose1 oh and sub if you want to! >.< I try to post whenever I cannn!

4:22 PM

this guy right?

yeah

you know about him and stuff?

yes, in fact he talks to people just I am

4:23 PM

idk if you knew that

4:23 PM

did you see something odd?

yeah

4:24 PM

something disgusting even, but should I screenshot it?

4:24 PM

it's not like porn or anything, just a comment he made once

yeah go ahead

kk

4:25 PM

herez

4:26 PM

idk if I should've censored that, mb

uhh yeah that's a little too much, I'm going to have to talk to him about that...

4:26 PM

Thanks for sending that over

ofc ofc

4:27 PM

was that good of me to send you?

yes, especially considering he and I work together to help out people in this community

4:28 PM

I have him on discord for that reason

4:29 PM

his channel is supposed to be a 'honeypot' to get people to dm him and get them talking about their issues. But this seems a little too much...

definitely... but maybe he just tries too hard to bait.

4:30 PM

either way, just talk with him when you get the chance to

will do

alrighty

anyway, it was great talking to you, Zach. We'll talk again soon, ok?

okay! just do what you have to man

4:32 PM

sorry for taking up your time -w-

pls don't say sorry so much, you don't have to apologize for anything

4:33 PM

and don't respond with 'sorry' lol

alright lolz

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baneonion

pls don't say sorry so much, you don't have to apologize for anything

habit of mine

4:34 PM

just have fun doin whatever

4:34 PM

❤️

is there anything you still want to talk about?

4:36 PM

idk but that reply made me think maybe there was something on your mind

ehh, you gotta do stuff tho

4:36 PM

don't worry to much about me ^^'

abunny!

ehh, you gotta do stuff tho

I just don't want you to be sad or anything. I know I can't fix your problems, but I hope I got you thinking in the right direction..

4:39 PM

Just give what I said some thought, as I said, you don't want to be dependent on people like me, since we're not always guaranteed to be there

I know that, that's why you should probably do what you needed too

4:41 PM

I'll live without you, I promise

1

thanks, we'll talk later. you can send me messages when I'm offline if you want and I'll respond to them when I can

alright, I'll just wait tho

4:42 PM

you deserve the best I can give <3

come on man, don't do this

do what?

wait on me to come back

4:46 PM

I would love it if you didn't think of me until we next spoke

oh

4:47 PM

that seems mean tho, to me at least

4:47 PM

I'll just let you do what you have to

abunny!

I'll just let you do what you have to

if you think of anything when I'm gone just message me, I might not be back until tomorrow sadly

alright

4:49 PM

just take care

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hey! are you here rn?

8:40 PM

it's fine if you're not, just wondering