It started right before going to high school at the age of 14.All my friends who have been to my house dozens of times during previous summer breaks have stopped seeing me.I have spent that hot summer inside binge watching hundreds of anime episodes while chatting to people online.
I came to high school completely unprepared for rude, mean and aggressive people many of which were second generation migrants.Two months into high school i become addicted to some free to play mmorpg.I have no friends, i don't study or listen during the lectures and i am eager to just get home and play the game.Next year i begin an online relationship with a girl from a far away country.It's next level escapism for me and i finally no longer feel lonely.She is depressed, hates boys in real life is a neet and has even more time to chat than i do.During summer she disappears for two months and i am crushed.I get back to playing the game for up to 12 hours a day.She is back and we remain dating without any problem for over a year.After that she begins to chatting with other men more and becomes mean towards me.At around 16-17 her emotional abuse is seriously affecting me in real life.
I become a neet and have an off and on relationship with her.At 19 i am a very angry neet who is starting to hate women.I spend my time online seducing women and having them shower me with nudes.I don't feel bad because they are all whores who do the same for multiple men.At the age of 20 i am spending most of my time on r9k and forums for virgin men who hate women.Around the age of 21 i grow out of that, calm down and begin to seek self improvement.I try and i fail for the most part.My life is uneventful now even online.
I am not.I was faithful to my online maiden for many years until she crushed my heart and made me hate women.I regret being an online pervert for a year of my life because it ruined my purity streak.
>>8750 >she begins to chatting with other men more and becomes mean towards me
Girls use virgins to gain confidence.What did you expect "dating" girl from another country.No such thing as cheating exists then.
I know your feels man.No friends pose drugs hoes nothing void black pain ecstasy its rollercoaster fam it gets worse.Start with fame career godless jesus end up dull seneca hating spitting shitting like dunglander.
Dont give up i failed you have chance beware sick ill get gentle fuck solid 7/10 keep distance just go for it chisel yourself dont escape stand and reach.Mans the god im not.
>>8755 >Us this a choice? You seem discontent. I enjoy being single by choice. Frankly you seem to have have behavior issues.
I am a loner by choice now because i can't really stand being around people.I don't hate women but i haven't been even remotely interested in one in a while.You could say i am single by choice but i probably couldn't get a date with a decent person even if i tried right now.For the past 3 years my only concern has been money which is why i attempted to improve myself.If i can earn enough money i can fund my fun projects including an attempt of becoming a full time hermit.
>>8756 >Dont give up i failed you have chance beware sick ill get gentle fuck solid 7/10 keep distance just go for it chisel yourself dont escape stand and reach.
I am not sure if i understand you but i am not giving up and i am not interested in having sex with women.My life right now revolves around being able to afford my hobbies and becoming more free.
I wish I could relate.
I've had a weeb gf for years now.
I'd give many anecdotes to try to help, but I refrain as it would put my privacy in jeopardy.
Ask me anything about general relationship advise, what it's like to be with a fellow weeb, etc. and I'll see if I can answer.
It sounds like you're looking in the wrong places. And, by engaging with whores, you only promote the existence of bad women and your hypocritical hatred of them.
Best wishes, nanon
>>8750 How do you find these online girls anyway? I haven't even had this kind of success, incredibly minor and inconsequential as it may be.
>>8760 How did you find her and start dating her? A lot of people say "go to the library", for example.
>>8757 Take a break from the whores. That sounded like an open relationship online, and a summer fling. These relationships are so damaging on the soul and mind. Get away from these habits you developed during your isolation.
Start new. It's good you're focusing on yourself, working on projects and having a set a 5 year goal. You're young and you have a shit ton of time to fuck up and try new things, don't let a stupid cunt girl sabotage your focus to grow as an individual. Get smarter. Good luck.
I could just be oldfag here, but "online girlfriends" seem like a bad idea. I worked with a girl who was like that and she was a attention seeking drama queen. The kind of DQ that would get legal shit involved just to feed off the attention, not someone you want to get close to unless you envy sitting in jail for something stupid.
If you're an introvert you'll need to go out of your way to practice social interaction in meatspace and learn how to gauge the feels of crowds and group think. If you're an autismo, you'll have to learn how to fake this because it will not come naturally to you like it will for normies.
Gayming and Anime are seen as highly degenerate by normies outside computer/nerd culture related groups so you're unlikely to meet anyone that's publicly into these things unless you go to a con or fanclub event. Any sort of cultural cred (see image) will be mocked by normies as being juvenile and degenerative try-hard behavior.
Another thing to take into consideration is the biological hand you were dealt. If you're not seen as physically attractive (soft-bodied, out-of-shape, neckbeard, poor hygiene) by women, they will never go out of there way talk to you. Mannerisms also play a big role. If you cannot maintain proper etiquette with eye contact, you will project bad vibes that women can pickup on.
The best thing you can do between the ages of 18-21 is to focus on technical training, internships, or trades. Meeting people on the same path will help you more than wasting time on some attention whore over the Internet.
Women will mainly focus on your economic potential which is why deficiencies in the above can be substituted to a certain degree with income/wealth. This is not fool proof since golddiggers and whores will put up a front to get to the goods.
>>8760 >It sounds like you're looking in the wrong places.
I am not looking and i do not need your help.
>>8761 >How do you find these online girls anyway? I haven't even had this kind of success, incredibly minor and inconsequential as it may be.
I wouldn't know as my last time was 4 years ago.It was a different time with chat rooms but i guess you could do the same on discord now?
I don't encourage you to try.
>>8764 >These relationships are so damaging on the soul and mind.
Irl relationships are even worse.Eventually almost everyone ends up being cheated on while getting close to someone.
>>8772 >If you're an introvert you'll need to go out of your way to practice social interaction in meatspace and learn how to gauge the feels of crowds and group think.
I understand group think which is why i censor myself in public all the time.That was i just come across as weird instead of weird & dangerous.
>ayming and Anime are seen as highly degenerate by normies outside computer/nerd culture related groups so you're unlikely to meet anyone that's publicly into these things unless you go to a con or fanclub event. Any sort of cultural cred (see image) will be mocked by normies as being juvenile and degenerative try-hard behavior.
I really don't care about being mocked by people.I just keep my mouth shut about my political views to not get kicked out of places or have someone report me to authorities.
>The best thing you can do between the ages of 18-21 is to focus on technical training, internships, or trades. Meeting people on the same path will help you more than wasting time on some attention whore over the Internet.
That's the same advice i would give to anyone that age.If i started working on that earlier i could afford the things that i want right now.
Is someone in this thread that hikki who worships noriko? The guy who satou-posts all the time as well as a certain distinguishable typing style? The guy with the youtube account and the wordpress blog?
Wouldn't surprise me if he came here.
>>8760 >by engaging with whores, you only promote the existence of bad women and your hypocritical hatred of them
yes, also promoting existence of beta mindset
>>8772 I don't mind wearing mask, I love masks, mask is truth, mask is purpose, but what you are suggesting is conformity; truthless, dissolving absolution; death, lie.
If anything, grab the mask, put it on and steer the group your way, destroy their culture, reincarnate them, deceit and will; au naturel humain. People follow shepherds hence sheep they are.
>pic
It really is degenerate.
>women will mainly focus on your economic potential
Also absolutely degenerate. Not to say they can be very easily persuaded that money is just paper and laws just words. You were born as slave, never tried to ascend.
>>8733 >everyone ends up being cheated on while getting close to someone
Being mature and crying about natural won't help. That's like humans are retard.
>>8776 >censor myself
kill yourself
>I just keep my mouth shut
1000x times
be
>>8761 >How did you find her and start dating her?
As larpy as it sounds, we're middle school sweethearts. I'm very lucky. Our psyches developed from youth together, which helped our bond.
As for finding her, too long; won't say for privacy's sake: she seemed le nerdy and le introverted like me, so I acted accordingly in asking her out and she took it well. My assumptions were proven and we were happy.
Women fucking suck. Humans are totally shitty creatures--deceitful, manipulative with no virtues--and women are the worst of them. The world is a fucking matriarchy. You can go play in it--competing with other men to be the most useful to women(I'm so alpah as fuck bruh, lel) and make yourself disposable or you can fuck their stupid games and live your life for yourself. Live your life to your strengths--if you're short don't try to be a successful professional basketball player, ugly a successful model, not a chad don't play chads' games, etc..
>>8802 >Humans are totally shitty creatures--deceitful, manipulative with no virtues--and women are the worst of them.
People behaved better in the past because they had to.When stuck in small communities their actions like infidelity or scamming people for money were known to everyone around them.People also responded to such actions with violence because they were not as cowardly as today.There was an actual risk of getting killed when you were fucking other man's wife.
>>8816 >How conventionally attractive is she?
A solid 8/10. Would be a 9 if her skin was better. I'm a sucker for eyes, and hers are incredible.
>How attractive is she to you?
Ideal.
He is probably biased and his girlfriend is actually average or slightly above average looking.Looks are not the issue above 5/10 and it's much harder to find a nice person you get along with than attractive one.Sadly some women are ugly, mean, annoying and dumb all at once yet they think that they are a catch.
>>8856 Eh, nah. She'd love me if I was an obese, slack-jawed basement dweller. At the very least, in a platonic way.
>>8874 Maybe. I feel like she is too slim for some (not me), and her skin is a let down if you're not used to it. But, I promise she fits conventionality, otherwise. For whatever that's worth on a Germanic truffle farm theorizing forum.
I also wouldn't date her if the personality was bad, yeah. I'm a stronk nanon who'll never settle
>Even most shut-ins talk to people online.
I went a couple of years without doing even that, because it seemed pointless. This post seems pointless too and I'd rather delete it all than post it. There's no point to saying anything to anyone, or dealing with people.
>but they are still all alone.
I want to cry.
>>9184 >There's no point to saying anything to anyone, or dealing with people
Yes goyim! It's hopeless!! Disengage from EVERYONE, you'll never find a real ally, haha! Shaloms.
>I want to cry.
I want a nanon meetup to happen magically so bad.
>>9191 >Then why'd you post?
Trying to act against the urge to recluse.
>Sissy.
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>>9193 >Yes goyim! It's hopeless!! Disengage from EVERYONE
This but unironically. Also beautiful webm
>>9193 >I want a nanon meetup to happen magically so bad.
Then we would no longer be nanonymous. I am also a sperg which is why i limit my social interactions to avoid sperging out in public.
>>9194 >Trying to act against the urge to recluse.
You and everyone else needs other people to survive. Even if their favors are small it's good to keep a minimal contact with neighbors, coworkers and classmates.
>>9245 >You and everyone else needs other people to survive
This. Unironically voluntarily subscribing to the hikikomori meme is for pigchaners and cuckchaners.
>>9279 Yeah, but what about a *N*anon meetup? It's objective fact based on real, verifiable statistics that the average nanon is superior in every way to the average anon.
Also, why was it bad kek
>>8750 Highschool is shit for a lot of people. The first few years of highschool are at the age where humans establish the dominance heirarchy.
Getting all upset about a woman is your own fault. Loners must learn to look after themselves. You don't have to be social to have a decent life, as long as you can find some kind of employment.
I'm 29, been a loner since high school too. Nothing wrong with it. Some people are happier by themselves. Many wise people lived alone. Learn to deal with it because you have a lot of living left to do. Use your life to do things apart from trying to impress people you don't care about.
>>9283 >Yeah, but what about a *N*anon meetup? It's objective fact based on real, verifiable statistics that the average nanon is superior in every way to the average anon.
Where would we even meet? I live outside of US and do not consider traveling to that dystopian shit hole.
>>9345 Nanon meetup would only attract degenerate fat larpers. It sounds like a bad idea in general to have an irl meetup of a group focused on anonymity. Even though there probably won't be any police involvement, it is bad practice to unnecessarily expose your membership to a group which is looked down upon by society.
>>9367 I was thinking about how a meetup would work and it became quite apparent to me that the only way it could work would be to use some sort of other event as a proxy. This would allow for plausible deniability (hey, I'm here for the beer), but would allow nanons to be in near proximity.
The best sort of targeted event would be one with the aim of trolling. So we would not actually know who's who, but would see the results.
It started right before going to high school at the age of 14.All my friends who have been to my house dozens of times during previous summer breaks have stopped seeing me.I have spent that hot summer inside binge watching hundreds of anime episodes while chatting to people online.
I came to high school completely unprepared for rude, mean and aggressive people many of which were second generation migrants.Two months into high school i become addicted to some free to play mmorpg.I have no friends, i don't study or listen during the lectures and i am eager to just get home and play the game.Next year i begin an online relationship with a girl from a far away country.It's next level escapism for me and i finally no longer feel lonely.She is depressed, hates boys in real life is a neet and has even more time to chat than i do.During summer she disappears for two months and i am crushed.I get back to playing the game for up to 12 hours a day.She is back and we remain dating without any problem for over a year.After that she begins to chatting with other men more and becomes mean towards me.At around 16-17 her emotional abuse is seriously affecting me in real life.
I become a neet and have an off and on relationship with her.At 19 i am a very angry neet who is starting to hate women.I spend my time online seducing women and having them shower me with nudes.I don't feel bad because they are all whores who do the same for multiple men.At the age of 20 i am spending most of my time on r9k and forums for virgin men who hate women.Around the age of 21 i grow out of that, calm down and begin to seek self improvement.I try and i fail for the most part.My life is uneventful now even online.