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Get it off your chest
ungen 08/11/2024 20:15
Sogga 08/11/2024 20:17
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ungen
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/11/2024 20:19
ALRIGHT I'VE COME TO MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT: SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG IS A BITCH ASS MOTHERFUCKER, HE PISSED ON MY WIFE THAT'S RIGHT! HE TOOK HIS QUILLY LITTLE HEDGEHOG DICK OUT AND HE PISSED ON MY FUCKING WIFE AND HE SAID HE IS DICK WAS "this biiig" AND I SAID THAT'S DISGUSTING! SO I'M MAKING A CALL OUT POST ON MY TWITTER DOT COM: SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG, YOU GOT A SMALL DICK! IT'S THE SIZE OF THIS WALNUT EXCEPT WAY SMALLER! AND GUESS WHAT? HERE'S WHAT MY DONG LOOKS LIKE! Pfffffff! THAT'S RIGHT BABY! ALL POINTS NO QUILLS NO PILLOWS! LOOK AT THAT IT LOOKS LIKE TWO BALLS AND A BONG! HE FUCKED MY WIFE SO GUESS WHAT I'M GONNA FUCK THE EARTH! THAT'S RIGHT THIS IS WHAT YOU GET, MY SUPER LASER PISS!!! EXCEPT I'M NOT GONNA PISS ON THE EARTH! I'M GONNA GO HIGHER! I'M PISSING ON THE MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!! HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT OBAMA!? I PISSED ON THE MOON YOU IDIOT!!!! YOU HAVE 23 HOURS BEFORE THE PISS DRRRRRRRROPLEEEEEEEEEEETS HIT THE FUCKING EARTH! NOW GET OUT OF MY FUCKING SIGHT BEFORE I PISS ON YOU TOO!!!
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Sogga 08/12/2024 18:36
look at this shit. LOOK AT THIS STUPID BULLSHIT! "rEsTaRtInG in 12 MiNutEs and 58 seCoNDs" this shit comes up on my computer EVERY. SINGLE. DAY., AUTOMATICALLY! "Your PC needs to restart to finish installing ImPoRtAnT UpDaTeS" EVERY SINGLE DAY. And every single day I click "later." You know why I click "later"?! BECAUSE THERE IS NO OPTION TO CLICK "NEVER" I'D LIKE TO CLICK "NEVER" I NEVER WANT TO INSTALL THIS BULLSHIT, MEANINGLESS, SUPERFLUOUS...-s- I HATE 'EM! I HATE THESE STUPID UPDATES LOOK AT THIS SHIT. EVERY DAY THIS COMES UP! And you know what happens after you click "later" a few times? When a few days goes by and you keep clicking "later" and "later" 'cus you don't wanna fucking do it, you just want to put it off? This automatic bullshit that interrupts your work? IT MAKES YOU TURN OFF YOUR FUCKING COMPUTER AND YOU CLICK "LATER" EVERY DAY, EVENTUALLY IT TAKES AWAY THE OPTION TO EVEN CLICK "LATER" AND IT JUST SAYS: "THESE ARE YOUR ONLY OPTIONS", IT'S BASICALLY PUTTING A KNIFE TO YOUR HEAD AND SAYING YOU COULD EITHER- COULD EITHER FUCKIN'- CAN EITHER WAIT 11 MINUTES AND IT WILL TURN IT OFF FOR YOU OR YA KNOW, BITE THE BULLET AND SHUT IT OFF NOW. IT DOESN'T EVEN GIVE YOU A CHOICE TO SAY "NO" IT JUST COMES UP, WHENEVER IT WANTS, AUTOMATICALLY SAYS "FUCK YOU, WE'RE TURNING OFF YOUR COMPUTER, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE DOING IN 10 MINUTES AND 47 SECONDS" LOOK AT THIS SHIT I AM FUCKING RENDERING SOMETHING YOU COCKSUCKER; I'M DOING IMPORTANT SHIT; WHY DO YOU NEED TO INSTALL UPDATES?! WHAT UPDATES?! SOME MORE FUCKING SPYWARE, SO THE NSA CAN KEEP WATCHING WHAT I'M DOING?! LOOKING AT MY FUCKING DICK PICS?! WATCHING ME JACK OFF?! SPYIN' ON ME????!!! OBAMA YOU FUCKING NIGGER!!!!! I'M A RACIST!!!! YOU MADE ME A RACIST!!!!!!!!!
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:01
Retards be like: "_ influencer is so based!!!" And all they say is "Capitalism bad, trans rights"
13:01
I hate how the stupid japanese mascot chiitan thingy
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Started saying retard politics shit like trans rights
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Like mf, just do your thing. Nobody except retards care
13:06
Nothing is sacred anymore
13:07
"all art is political" is such an easy fucking argument
13:07
Because if you see it in the way of "every piece of art contains bits of the author's life and thoughts" then yeah
13:07
It is
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:07
I have no idea how such a thing could've happened and why it only seems to be happening only in america influenced countries
Deleted User
It is
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:08
But they never mean that, they always mean "there's no piece of art I can't twist into my beliefs"
Deleted User
"all art is political" is such an easy fucking argument
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:09
i mean, art is political, it is making a statement
13:09
but whether its implicit or shoved down your throat
13:09
thats a different story
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:10
Tell me how kirby, the pink ball is political
Мико⚜🐾
i mean, art is political, it is making a statement
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:10
I mean, everything man has influenced can in one way or another be connected to politics.
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:10
Not as a gotcha, but to better understand what you mean
Extra-sensory PURRception
I mean, everything man has influenced can in one way or another be connected to politics.
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:10
That's what I was trying to say
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Deleted User
Tell me how kirby, the pink ball is political
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:12
i generalized
Мико⚜🐾
i generalized
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:12
Ah
13:12
Anyways creative idea guy hit the nail on what I meant
Deleted User
But they never mean that, they always mean "there's no piece of art I can't twist into my beliefs"
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:12
My point still stands tho
13:13
I'm just tired
13:13
School is politics
13:13
Home is politics
13:13
Gaming is politics
13:13
Videos are politics
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:13
My private school is political nigga
13:14
estoy muy consado (edited)
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:14
Euro
Deleted User
School is politics
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:14
Schools are very political
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:14
Please shut the fuck up
Extra-sensory PURRception
Schools are very political
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:14
Still doesn't stop it from being exhausting
13:14
There's no healthy discussions
Deleted User
Please shut the fuck up
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:14
I have it worse because it's a PRIVATE SCHOOL
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:14
It's all pandering bs
Deleted User
Videos are politics
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:14
you sadly cant escape it‍♂️ you could choose to stay ignorant and just blindly feed on it all, but you wake up to a tyrant
Deleted User
Still doesn't stop it from being exhausting
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:15
I didn't say that it was good in any way
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:15
I am sick of teachers asking me pronouns
Eurocyon
I am sick of teachers asking me pronouns
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:15
Eurocyon
I am sick of teachers asking me pronouns
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:15
SAME SHIT HAPPENS HERE
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Shit all caps
Мико⚜🐾
you sadly cant escape it‍♂️ you could choose to stay ignorant and just blindly feed on it all, but you wake up to a tyrant
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:15
long gone is the time that you can just be oblivious and grill burgers in your backyard
Мико⚜🐾
you sadly cant escape it‍♂️ you could choose to stay ignorant and just blindly feed on it all, but you wake up to a tyrant
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:15
Exactly
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:15
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Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:15
I am sick of teachers preaching theories and delusional statements as facts
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:15
Damned if you do damned if you don't
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I just need a detox
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I need to go to a farm or smth
13:16
Live as a caveman in the forest
Extra-sensory PURRception
I am sick of teachers preaching theories and delusional statements as facts
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:16
thats literally what everyone does tho
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:16
Drink myself to death maybe
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:16
from politicians to public figures and scientists
Мико⚜🐾
from politicians to public figures and scientists
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:17
Not really
13:17
Some of them actually present them as theories instead of facts
Extra-sensory PURRception
Some of them actually present them as theories instead of facts
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:17
true
13:18
whereas these idiot teachers just presume theyre allknowing
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:18
But when niggas say that the Earth is spinning in one direction while it's core isn't (edited)
13:19
And say that it's a fact when it's just mere speculation which is most likely false
Deleted User
Drink myself to death maybe
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:19
thats just giving up and running away
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Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:19
What if I want to give up
13:20
I hate being pessimistic but there's no winning
Deleted User
What if I want to give up
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:21
There's always a better option than suicide
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:22
Okay not literally drinking myself to death
13:22
Suicide is retarded
13:22
Bad choice of words on my end
Deleted User
Okay not literally drinking myself to death
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:23
can you not drink at all
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:23
i wouldnt blame you for quitting. but let me just throw out there that the reconquista took 8 lifetimes. the iconoclast controversy lasted over 100 years (edited)
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:24
reconquista was a travesty
Мико⚜🐾 08/13/2024 13:24
there might be no winning in your lifetime but you can lay the groundworks, the foundation for your children and grandchildren
Eurocyon
can you not drink at all
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:24
It gives me like the only moments of true peace
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:25
You are wearing a crutch (edited)
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with a functional leg
13:25
do you know what this means?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian pinned a message to this channel. 08/13/2024 13:26
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/13/2024 13:26
Facts brother
Eurocyon
do you know what this means?
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:26
I'm stupid?
13:26
Be honest to me
13:27
No circling around the subject
13:27
Hard truth
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/13/2024 13:27
To truly escape you need to disconnect and meditate
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Trust me
Deleted User
I'm stupid?
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:27
When you have a broken leg, you use a crutch to help you walk, when you have a functional leg it only gets in the way, it hinders you
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
To truly escape you need to disconnect and meditate
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:27
Based meditation enjoyer
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Eurocyon 08/13/2024 13:28
You already have a positive outlook on life and can manage anger, why not manage stress the same way you managa anger
Eurocyon
When you have a broken leg, you use a crutch to help you walk, when you have a functional leg it only gets in the way, it hinders you
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:28
Ah
13:29
Sorry I don't do well with metaphors
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:29
@Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian What do you meditate for/How do you meditate?
Sogga 08/13/2024 13:33
FUCK THIS IM ON BLOGTV WITH MY FUCKING HANDS UP I'M NOT STARTING MY FUCKING SELF. YOU FUCKING STUPID BITCH THIS STUPID FUCKING JUSTICE ALL FUCKING RIGHTEOUS FUCKING NIGGER!ALEX IS DOING THIS SHIT YOU FUCKING NIGGER I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IM GONNA Yo, everybody type in the chat Alex is a stupid nigger Just type in the chat Alex is a stupid nigger Fuck him Fuck him
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:34
I just feel useless, I'll probably look for help
Eurocyon
reconquista was a travesty
serpente482 08/13/2024 13:34
Travesti?
serpente482
Travesti?
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:35
El que hambre tiene en pan piensa
Deleted User
I just feel useless, I'll probably look for help
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 13:35
Search for purpose
Deleted User
El que hambre tiene en pan piensa
serpente482 08/13/2024 13:36
Deleted User
It gives me like the only moments of true peace
serpente482 08/13/2024 13:37
Lame
13:38
Alcohol is to have fun
serpente482
Alcohol is to have fun
Deleted User 08/13/2024 13:53
I drink it for the hazy feel and taste
Deleted User
I drink it for the hazy feel and taste
serpente482 08/13/2024 14:30
Taste? Que bebes
serpente482
Taste? Que bebes
Deleted User 08/13/2024 14:35
Cócteles de vodka y limón
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Una vez a la semana
Deleted User
Una vez a la semana
serpente482 08/13/2024 14:36
Joder
Deleted User
Cócteles de vodka y limón
serpente482 08/13/2024 14:36
Cubata
14:36
Yo tomo ginebra y limon
14:37
Por que bebes todas las semanas
Deleted User
I drink it for the hazy feel and taste
Deleted User 08/13/2024 14:37
Esto
14:37
Cómo un pequeño regalo
Extra-sensory PURRception
@Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian What do you meditate for/How do you meditate?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/13/2024 14:40
I use the meditation I learned from being into Buddhism to help my prayer time. I meditate for God.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I use the meditation I learned from being into Buddhism to help my prayer time. I meditate for God.
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/13/2024 14:41
Deleted User
Esto
serpente482 08/13/2024 14:41
Pero todas las semanas
serpente482
Pero todas las semanas
Deleted User 08/13/2024 14:44
Una vez
14:44
Cada semana
Deleted User 08/13/2024 15:04
Cada semana
ungen 08/13/2024 15:06
Cada semana
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 15:09
que es "semana" en ingles
ungen
Cada semana
Deleted User 08/13/2024 15:10
Wifi is fucking up help
Eurocyon
que es "semana" en ingles
Deleted User 08/13/2024 15:10
Week
Deleted User
Week
Eurocyon 08/13/2024 15:11
so "next week"
ungen 08/13/2024 15:11
15:11
two
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words
Eurocyon
so "next week"
Deleted User 08/13/2024 15:13
No nigger
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Every week
serpente482
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GR 08/13/2024 15:37
@mothball
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Deleted User
Wifi is fucking up help
serpente482 08/13/2024 19:40
En mi pueblo cayó un rayo y nos quedamos sin cobertura toda la tarde
Deleted User
Una vez
serpente482 08/13/2024 19:41
Un vaso solo
serpente482
Un vaso solo
Deleted User 08/13/2024 19:41
botella
19:42
igual pequeña
Deleted User
botella
serpente482 08/13/2024 19:42
Cuantos litros
Deleted User 08/13/2024 19:43
creo que menos de uno
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o uno pelao
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no me acuerdo
Sogga 08/13/2024 19:43
putos negros...
Deleted User
o uno pelao
serpente482 08/13/2024 19:48
Ostia
19:49
Puto alcoholico
Deleted User 08/14/2024 02:34
I think I'll just go out and walk for hours this Thursday
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Idk why but I just wanna walk to any place
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Sogga 08/19/2024 11:45
https://x.com/Beez_Wackz/status/1825229888653308002 why do people still do shit like this
noelle @ fishman island (@Beez_Wackz) on X
DONATE SO I CAN ESCAPE MY ABUS!VE HOME (1/5)
Мико⚜🐾 08/19/2024 12:11
job
12:12
a Jew will always tell you what but never why
Zoraxe 08/19/2024 21:19
I'd find it more acceptable if they were just "things are rough so I'm taking comms". Not "events that may or may not be out of my control might be ruining me". It's just so on the nose of victim culture to take seriously with any wisdom about such behaviors.
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Zoraxe
I'd find it more acceptable if they were just "things are rough so I'm taking comms". Not "events that may or may not be out of my control might be ruining me". It's just so on the nose of victim culture to take seriously with any wisdom about such behaviors.
Мико⚜🐾 08/19/2024 21:21
thats the thing man, i would be in support if they did that more. but no, twitter has to bail them out for free
Zoraxe 08/19/2024 21:22
Hmmmm
Zoraxe
Hmmmm
Sogga 08/19/2024 21:25
NO WAY LMAO
Zoraxe
Hmmmm
Мико⚜🐾 08/19/2024 21:25
Sogga 08/19/2024 21:26
Мико⚜🐾
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Sogga 08/19/2024 21:27
remember to do your research before haggling strangers online for donations
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anywhere but twitter
Мико⚜🐾
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Zoraxe 08/19/2024 21:28
If it's true, then sorry for them. However, you gotta have some introspection and understand the tone of your posts if you're going to be honestly pleading for help lest you appear like another grifter.
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Zoraxe
If it's true, then sorry for them. However, you gotta have some introspection and understand the tone of your posts if you're going to be honestly pleading for help lest you appear like another grifter.
Sogga 08/19/2024 21:28
its all like those "i'm going homeless" posts
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or "living in x household with y family"
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or something
21:29
yeah you get it right
Sogga
its all like those "i'm going homeless" posts
Zoraxe 08/19/2024 21:29
And then their previous posts are like "we should invite more immigrants"
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Zoraxe
And then their previous posts are like "we should invite more immigrants"
Sogga 08/19/2024 21:29
never trust nobody with a watermelon emoji on their username
21:29
they turn out being the worst of people
Zoraxe
And then their previous posts are like "we should invite more immigrants"
Мико⚜🐾 08/19/2024 21:30
1 late night walk home away from becoming an "extremist" (edited)
21:30
but then after that the damage is already done
Мико⚜🐾
1 late night walk home away from becoming an "extremist" (edited)
Sogga 08/19/2024 21:30
Living in a Hua household while supporting Sky
Zoraxe 08/19/2024 21:30
All these people lacking intellectual comapssion as they give their resources to foreigners to "feel good" while natives are homeless and suffering.
Zoraxe
All these people lacking intellectual comapssion as they give their resources to foreigners to "feel good" while natives are homeless and suffering.
Sogga 08/19/2024 21:31
nobody's doing shit to solve it sadly
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it'll only become a problem when theres barely any native people
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its like a candle, they see it burning down, but only care when its near its end
Zoraxe 08/19/2024 21:32
That's why I want to move to the Midwest. Seems like one of the few places that actually maintains community and rejects big city ideals
Zoraxe
That's why I want to move to the Midwest. Seems like one of the few places that actually maintains community and rejects big city ideals
Sogga 08/19/2024 21:33
asians call it big shitty, im all for it
Мико⚜🐾 08/19/2024 21:35
Zoraxe 08/19/2024 21:36
RIP
Мико⚜🐾 08/19/2024 21:37
yeah thats rough @Deleted User
21:37
isnt it winter where you live as well
21:37
dont catch a cold please
Мико⚜🐾
isnt it winter where you live as well
NasCar 08/19/2024 21:37
Yes
Мико⚜🐾
dont catch a cold please
NasCar 08/19/2024 21:37
I'm dressed well for winter
Мико⚜🐾 08/19/2024 21:38
ahh, oki then
NasCar 08/19/2024 21:39
I'll just lie to my parents or smth idk
21:39
It's not like psychologist are worth anything
Мико⚜🐾
a Jew will always tell you what but never why
Black 08/20/2024 18:14
I used to tell people this all the time. People would literally be in their mid 20s living st their parents house with no job and still complain that they were being mistreated.
Zoraxe 08/20/2024 19:38
Beggars can't be choosers. One thing my father told me is that much of life is "choosing your suffering" Otherwise, somebody will choose it for you and it will feel much worse than if you decided it for yourself (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/20/2024 19:40
My father's primary life "advice" which he seemed really proud about was: "Life isn't fair". Which to me isn't exactly advice, it's just an observation. And he never really elaborated on this quote further such as how to actually approach life if it is fundamentally unfair. The only genuinely good advice I recall him giving me was to be very mindful of my spending and to log all of my spending habits. That has actually served me well but I still cannot reason with how extremely proud he was over his "life isn't fair" advice.
19:45
If there was one piece of advice to give to my future kids based on my own experiences it would be: "Discipline breeds freedom, not the other way around.". You cannot make any meaningful progress in anything without a plan of action. So that would be my advice. And even then I would still encourage them to have a daily routine which is written plain in text.
NasCar 08/20/2024 19:49
the only actual good advice from my father is: earn it
Sogga
look at this shit. LOOK AT THIS STUPID BULLSHIT! "rEsTaRtInG in 12 MiNutEs and 58 seCoNDs" this shit comes up on my computer EVERY. SINGLE. DAY., AUTOMATICALLY! "Your PC needs to restart to finish installing ImPoRtAnT UpDaTeS" EVERY SINGLE DAY. And every single day I click "later." You know why I click "later"?! BECAUSE THERE IS NO OPTION TO CLICK "NEVER" I'D LIKE TO CLICK "NEVER" I NEVER WANT TO INSTALL THIS BULLSHIT, MEANINGLESS, SUPERFLUOUS...-s- I HATE 'EM! I HATE THESE STUPID UPDATES LOOK AT THIS SHIT. EVERY DAY THIS COMES UP! And you know what happens after you click "later" a few times? When a few days goes by and you keep clicking "later" and "later" 'cus you don't wanna fucking do it, you just want to put it off? This automatic bullshit that interrupts your work? IT MAKES YOU TURN OFF YOUR FUCKING COMPUTER AND YOU CLICK "LATER" EVERY DAY, EVENTUALLY IT TAKES AWAY THE OPTION TO EVEN CLICK "LATER" AND IT JUST SAYS: "THESE ARE YOUR ONLY OPTIONS", IT'S BASICALLY PUTTING A KNIFE TO YOUR HEAD AND SAYING YOU COULD EITHER- COULD EITHER FUCKIN'- CAN EITHER WAIT 11 MINUTES AND IT WILL TURN IT OFF FOR YOU OR YA KNOW, BITE THE BULLET AND SHUT IT OFF NOW. IT DOESN'T EVEN GIVE YOU A CHOICE TO SAY "NO" IT JUST COMES UP, WHENEVER IT WANTS, AUTOMATICALLY SAYS "FUCK YOU, WE'RE TURNING OFF YOUR COMPUTER, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE DOING IN 10 MINUTES AND 47 SECONDS" LOOK AT THIS SHIT I AM FUCKING RENDERING SOMETHING YOU COCKSUCKER; I'M DOING IMPORTANT SHIT; WHY DO YOU NEED TO INSTALL UPDATES?! WHAT UPDATES?! SOME MORE FUCKING SPYWARE, SO THE NSA CAN KEEP WATCHING WHAT I'M DOING?! LOOKING AT MY FUCKING DICK PICS?! WATCHING ME JACK OFF?! SPYIN' ON ME????!!! OBAMA YOU FUCKING NIGGER!!!!! I'M A RACIST!!!! YOU MADE ME A RACIST!!!!!!!!!
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/21/2024 20:24
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Sogga 08/21/2024 20:24
she meant to say nincompoop, guys!
Sogga
she meant to say nincompoop, guys!
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/21/2024 20:24
Please send me the original, I lost it to time
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Please send me the original, I lost it to time
Sogga 08/21/2024 20:25
you ask and i deliver
Arcane BOT 08/21/2024 20:25
@Sogga has reached level 27. GG!
Sogga
you ask and i deliver
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/21/2024 20:26
God bless you
Sogga
you ask and i deliver
Hope's biggest fan 08/25/2024 03:37
Where's the sped up version where he sounds like the balloon from gumball
Sogga
you ask and i deliver
_wf 08/25/2024 15:43
.speed 3
_wf
.speed 3
NotSoBot BOT 08/25/2024 15:43
Sogga
you ask and i deliver
Sogga 08/25/2024 15:53
.pitch 2
15:53
oh
Hope's biggest fan 08/26/2024 05:09
.pitch
Hope's biggest fan 08/26/2024 05:17
When he yells he sounds like the balloon dude if you speed it up by 150%
Мико⚜🐾 08/26/2024 06:46
ungen 08/26/2024 06:48
Bet you this trash site doesn't even have settings to stop that goyslop from showing up (edited)
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ungen
Bet you this trash site doesn't even have settings to stop that goyslop from showing up (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 08/26/2024 06:49
it does, but you have no way to diffrentiate porn from posts with mature or explicit themes. say if i wanted to read about how someone changed their life after attempted suicide, or a drug journal (edited)
06:49
its a blanket that covers everything
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/26/2024 07:04
Degenerate
Paeikazy 08/26/2024 07:04
its fucking reddit what do you expect?
Black 08/28/2024 00:57
Libs be like "eat the rich" and weigh 300 lbs
Black
Libs be like "eat the rich" and weigh 300 lbs
Sogga 08/28/2024 04:26
clearly they were eating the rich
Sogga
clearly they were eating the rich
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/28/2024 04:32
Top kek
Sogga
clearly they were eating the rich
Black 08/28/2024 17:36
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:19
Genuine question
21:19
Was talking to some retard about climate shit bc they actually think we’re gonna die in 10 years
21:20
Explained this concept
21:20
The Toyota hylux and trucks like it are compact trucks
21:20
They run off a diesel engine with a small turbo and make 40mpg
21:21
Average petrol fuel car uses refined gas (more effort) making 13-25mpg some really good ones 30. However the computers and systems in the car decay fast, the extra bullshit they throw into them to make them “safer” end up going bad in like a handful of years
21:22
Meaning you’d need to constantly be making expensive parts for an already expensive car, to then have the car be totaled or reach engine failure within a few years typically a decade or less. Meaning MORE cars ending up in lots
21:23
All to replace a damn near immortal set of trucks that last decades because of “climate change”
Arcane BOT 08/29/2024 21:23
@Xbox360hoodmoments has reached level 4. GG!
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:23
Retards talk about this stupid Paris climate deal as if it’s not some elitist bullshit for companies to circumvent. It’s literally more safe and efficient to make simpler diesel cars yet every retard thinks its not
21:24
Me when I suck fr
Xbox360hoodmoments
Me when I suck fr
Sogga 08/29/2024 21:24
suck what??
Sogga
suck what??
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:27
No like, the other side sucks
21:27
Like “me when insert shit take”
Sogga 08/29/2024 21:28
i see
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:29
Fr read what I said tho
21:29
Average petrol car makes 120,000 miles and then dies (edited)
21:29
Average diesel car/truck makes about 450-500,000 miles
21:30
Basically quadruple their lifespan
NasCar 08/29/2024 21:30
idk jackshit about cars
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:30
Mind u oil is the 2nd most common resource in the world next to water
21:31
It’s replenished faster then it will ever be depleted so the shitass fracking argument goes out the window
GR 08/29/2024 21:31
dieselpilled
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:31
I’m so tired of shitass cars like actually
21:31
Ppl hate diesel so much but it’s literally more efficient
Sogga 08/29/2024 21:32
eventually if we ever do run out of diesel, the CIA will release water powered cars
21:32
why the CIA? because i said so
Xbox360hoodmoments
Ppl hate diesel so much but it’s literally more efficient
GR 08/29/2024 21:32
my male brain also just appreciates the sound of diesel engines more
GR
my male brain also just appreciates the sound of diesel engines more
Sogga 08/29/2024 21:32
i transheart cars releasing gas
21:32
that was gassy
21:32
this road needs a hero!
Sogga
this road needs a hero!
GR 08/29/2024 21:33
Sogga
eventually if we ever do run out of diesel, the CIA will release water powered cars
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:34
It literally is impossible
21:34
“Fossil fuels” is just oil
21:34
Everything has oil in it
21:34
It’s just the way you refine it turns it into fuel or something edible pretty much
21:35
The same oil in olives is the same oil that over the years seeps back into the ground and turns into mineable oil
21:35
Same with the oil on your face or literally any other organic matter
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Sogga 08/29/2024 21:35
incredible gassy themed vehicle in gta online
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:35
Incredibly funny
Sogga
incredible gassy themed vehicle in gta online
GR 08/29/2024 21:35
or something like that
Мико⚜🐾 08/29/2024 21:35
biodiesel>>>
21:35
imagine getting an EV lol
GR 08/29/2024 21:37
hate EVs
Мико⚜🐾
imagine getting an EV lol
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:38
Hear me out
21:38
Electric bikes
21:38
R kinda cool
21:38
The like motorcross ones
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Xbox360hoodmoments
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Sogga 08/29/2024 21:39
me after the oil change:
Arcane BOT 08/29/2024 21:39
@Sogga has reached level 31. GG!
Xbox360hoodmoments
The like motorcross ones
Мико⚜🐾 08/29/2024 21:47
ofc
Xbox360hoodmoments 08/29/2024 21:49
Anything serious like a car needs an engine
Zoraxe 09/01/2024 08:26
https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1664772896049860625 I'm still worried about those batteries exploding. Gotta be careful where you store them (or getting into elevators with one)
This is why you shouldn't buy an ebike. Their batteries are fucking...
...re fucking dangerous. Just get a motorcycle. Subscribe to @reftsarcasm on Minds
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/01/2024 12:52
Good lord, I hope he survived
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/03/2024 17:16
17:16
17:16
Rambling about Euro yet again
ungen 09/13/2024 20:10
What is the holy equivalent to buying the cheapest shotgun and a single shell. Buckshot to the skull only "solves" physical and mental pain temporarily. What do you do when it goes beyond that. How do I take aim at my soul and absolutely nuke all the sin. I'm about at my limit, but I don't think such easy and quick solutions exist. We must struggle, and boy do I need strength.
ungen
What is the holy equivalent to buying the cheapest shotgun and a single shell. Buckshot to the skull only "solves" physical and mental pain temporarily. What do you do when it goes beyond that. How do I take aim at my soul and absolutely nuke all the sin. I'm about at my limit, but I don't think such easy and quick solutions exist. We must struggle, and boy do I need strength.
Sogga 09/13/2024 20:11
ungen
What is the holy equivalent to buying the cheapest shotgun and a single shell. Buckshot to the skull only "solves" physical and mental pain temporarily. What do you do when it goes beyond that. How do I take aim at my soul and absolutely nuke all the sin. I'm about at my limit, but I don't think such easy and quick solutions exist. We must struggle, and boy do I need strength.
serpente482 09/13/2024 20:29
What happened
ungen
What is the holy equivalent to buying the cheapest shotgun and a single shell. Buckshot to the skull only "solves" physical and mental pain temporarily. What do you do when it goes beyond that. How do I take aim at my soul and absolutely nuke all the sin. I'm about at my limit, but I don't think such easy and quick solutions exist. We must struggle, and boy do I need strength.
Sogga 09/13/2024 20:30
abstain from all evil
20:31
1 Thessalonians 5:22-24
BibleBot BOT 09/13/2024 20:31
1 Thessalonians 5:22-24 - Revised Standard Version (RSV)
<22> abstain from every form of evil. <23> May the God of peace himself sanctify you wholly; and may your spirit and soul and body be kept sound and blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. <24> He who calls you is faithful, and he will do it.
ungen
What is the holy equivalent to buying the cheapest shotgun and a single shell. Buckshot to the skull only "solves" physical and mental pain temporarily. What do you do when it goes beyond that. How do I take aim at my soul and absolutely nuke all the sin. I'm about at my limit, but I don't think such easy and quick solutions exist. We must struggle, and boy do I need strength.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/14/2024 05:43
Repentance
ungen
What is the holy equivalent to buying the cheapest shotgun and a single shell. Buckshot to the skull only "solves" physical and mental pain temporarily. What do you do when it goes beyond that. How do I take aim at my soul and absolutely nuke all the sin. I'm about at my limit, but I don't think such easy and quick solutions exist. We must struggle, and boy do I need strength.
Мико⚜🐾 09/14/2024 05:44
the Jesus prayer
05:44
fasting of the eyes and the stomach
Мико⚜🐾 09/14/2024 05:54
almsgiving good works done unto others
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/14/2024 05:55
I've done shit I don't think I can ever forgive myself for.
05:56
But my father in heaven forgives me and faith in that forgiveness is what allows me to move on.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/16/2024 22:23
I think I am slowly making peace with the fact I'll probably never have kids or get married. I was thinking the other day about how much I value my alone time and don't like being disturbed, and while I think I'd make for a good parent, I just don't think I'd realistically be cut out for it; It may be something I want but it may not be something I need. I also value the importance of two active (ideally married) parents playing their own roles in their children's lives which means maintaining a relationship which I also don't think I could realistically do very well. I regularly need a lot of alone/quiet time to mentally recharge and I also like to autistically lose myself in various things - I cannot see many women finding that type of guy appealing. I am now also much more aware of when I feel resistance when trying to make certain decisions in life. In accordance to scripture, God has a plan for us all. When I walk my CompSci path, everything naturally falls comfortably into place but when I try to put motions in place for a potential partner I am met with a lot of resistance. And I know it's not a case of lack of "rizz", I've had partners in the past (and a number of sexual partners at that). It just seems that the more I have grown spiritually, the more aware I am of what God wants for me and he seems to frequently steer me away from pursuing partners. So, yeah. I'm not necessarily bummed out over this since I trust in the path I am walking and feel confident this path will satisfy me. But I also feel like I may be missing out on something at the end of it all.
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I think I am slowly making peace with the fact I'll probably never have kids or get married. I was thinking the other day about how much I value my alone time and don't like being disturbed, and while I think I'd make for a good parent, I just don't think I'd realistically be cut out for it; It may be something I want but it may not be something I need. I also value the importance of two active (ideally married) parents playing their own roles in their children's lives which means maintaining a relationship which I also don't think I could realistically do very well. I regularly need a lot of alone/quiet time to mentally recharge and I also like to autistically lose myself in various things - I cannot see many women finding that type of guy appealing. I am now also much more aware of when I feel resistance when trying to make certain decisions in life. In accordance to scripture, God has a plan for us all. When I walk my CompSci path, everything naturally falls comfortably into place but when I try to put motions in place for a potential partner I am met with a lot of resistance. And I know it's not a case of lack of "rizz", I've had partners in the past (and a number of sexual partners at that). It just seems that the more I have grown spiritually, the more aware I am of what God wants for me and he seems to frequently steer me away from pursuing partners. So, yeah. I'm not necessarily bummed out over this since I trust in the path I am walking and feel confident this path will satisfy me. But I also feel like I may be missing out on something at the end of it all.
Sogga 09/16/2024 22:27
even if you can't find a loving wife, you're still surrounded by loving members
22:27
❤️
22:28
we're the 5 children you always wanted
22:28
me and whoever the rest would be
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Sogga
we're the 5 children you always wanted
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/16/2024 22:31
You'll always be my favourite mentally disabled adoptive internet child
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I think I am slowly making peace with the fact I'll probably never have kids or get married. I was thinking the other day about how much I value my alone time and don't like being disturbed, and while I think I'd make for a good parent, I just don't think I'd realistically be cut out for it; It may be something I want but it may not be something I need. I also value the importance of two active (ideally married) parents playing their own roles in their children's lives which means maintaining a relationship which I also don't think I could realistically do very well. I regularly need a lot of alone/quiet time to mentally recharge and I also like to autistically lose myself in various things - I cannot see many women finding that type of guy appealing. I am now also much more aware of when I feel resistance when trying to make certain decisions in life. In accordance to scripture, God has a plan for us all. When I walk my CompSci path, everything naturally falls comfortably into place but when I try to put motions in place for a potential partner I am met with a lot of resistance. And I know it's not a case of lack of "rizz", I've had partners in the past (and a number of sexual partners at that). It just seems that the more I have grown spiritually, the more aware I am of what God wants for me and he seems to frequently steer me away from pursuing partners. So, yeah. I'm not necessarily bummed out over this since I trust in the path I am walking and feel confident this path will satisfy me. But I also feel like I may be missing out on something at the end of it all.
Мико⚜🐾 09/18/2024 08:13
Not everyone is called to be married
08:14
ive now reached the point where im like "whatever God wills"
08:15
He may just will for you to not pursue for a time though, so don't rule out the family life just yet (edited)
08:18
i dont trust myself to know what is best for me friends will say "what type of personality do you like in a girl" "what style do you fw in a girl" "what body type" doesnt matter what I like, what does God know I need? (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/11/2024 16:11
Not doing so hot. Been very slowly bleeding money. Doesn't help that my tax seems to be messed up with work so I'll eventually have to call them up to sort it out. But also the student finance thing is being needlessly annoying with my money. Further more my bus pass for college has been delayed because of a massive backlog and "looking to see if there's enough funds". So right now my finances are very slowly bleeding and I'm sitting here wondering, what the fuck I am doing and if education is really going to benefit me.
16:12
Not like I am doing a stupid career like gender studies or whatever the fuck. Cyber security is my goal and I've been very careful with checking the landscape of compsci jobs. But still, is slowly bleeding myself dry for the next 4 years really gonna be worth it? Idk anymore.
NasCar 10/11/2024 17:04
good luck dude
17:04
idk much about this stuff because I haven't even gotten out of highschool but I wish you the best of luck
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Not like I am doing a stupid career like gender studies or whatever the fuck. Cyber security is my goal and I've been very careful with checking the landscape of compsci jobs. But still, is slowly bleeding myself dry for the next 4 years really gonna be worth it? Idk anymore.
Мико⚜🐾 10/13/2024 11:25
what other options are left for you at this point? i would not recommend leaving after a lot of thought about this, this could just be a fleeting phase for you
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/13/2024 11:43
None really. Just have to hope it works out in the end, like
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/13/2024 12:35
man I hate school I am not learning anything, for I am already ahead of the class
12:36
for example I am already starting with assembly and learning how operating systems do work while my class struggles with 2d arrays in a high level language
12:41
history? I only learn on the lessons where the topic is moreso secular history than church history when it comes to church history I know more than the teachers sometimes the RE teacher celebrated like he won a lottery when I could not answer a question about something related to it polish lessons? the teacher is universally hated. nobody likes her. yet I still don't learn much. english? I know it better than polish and the class still sometimes struggles with speaking english maths? I can understand it way too easily.
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Sogga 10/13/2024 12:41
school was made to create factory workers
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/13/2024 12:44
yeah but it is a class with a clear focus on IT yet I struggle with boredom on those lessons because I go further than the curriculum and learn how things work on a lower level so that I can write better code and when proposing changes like changing `int` variables to `byte` variables knowing it the variable cannot exceed 255 and does not need negative values I got dismissed by the teacher.
12:45
int is a 32 bit variable type byte is only 8 4 times faster
12:47
and also nobody told me how to use pointers I learned them
12:48
syscalls? same
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/13/2024 13:01
memory addresses are also something I have learned on my own and the C programming language
Мико⚜🐾 10/13/2024 13:21
i can imagine it sucks but you will ultimately have to get thru it
13:21
if you cant make an agreement with your teachers/ school to do your work ahead of class (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/13/2024 16:30
you seeem bright
16:30
so you cant fail school or drop out (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
so you cant fail school or drop out (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/13/2024 16:33
I was on the verge of failing the 1st grade because of polish lessons and a missed quiz and some problems with onedrive deleting all the presentations from february
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/13/2024 16:42
and I can't really go to another school because I got like 37% from polish in the final exam of the elementary school (96% from english and 100% from mathematics though)
Arcane BOT 10/13/2024 16:42
@𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 has reached level 6. GG!
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/13/2024 18:47
also this school as I said in #🗣main-3-ohbabyatriple is full of degens and there's an nsfw channel on the dc server. and a ban on religious subjects on that dc server but teachers are allowed to literally cite fake stories making christianity look bad (Galileo affair after modifications) ad when a student(me) wants to correct them, I can't History and Present lessons where the teacher claims to know Church history but then says stuff like that (in 1st grade we had an actually good teacher, but she was ill this year, so we have a diffrent teacher) and also that history and present teacher claimed the doctrine of the trinity was INVENTED at the first council of constantinople. such beliefs as multiunity were present even in the old testament like in Genesis 1:26 dra (translation cuz the default is vulgate for me) Genesis 1:26 LXX (a jewish translation too to prove it wasn't just a christian modification) or fragments in the new testament like "I and the father are one" or "Do you not believe that I am in the Father, and the Father is in Me? I am not speaking the words which I am saying to you from Myself, but the Father abiding in Me is doing His works. "
BibleBot BOT 10/13/2024 18:47
Genesis 1:26 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<26> And he said: Let us make man to our image and likeness: and let him have dominion over the fishes of the sea, and the fowls of the air, and the beasts, and the whole earth, and every creeping creature that moveth upon the earth.
18:47
ΓΕΝΕΣΙΣ 1:26 - Septuagint (LXX)
<26> Καὶ εἶπεν ὁ Θεός, Ποιήσωμεν ἄνθρωπον κατʼ εἰκόνα ἡμετέραν καὶ καθʼ ὁμοίωσιν· καὶ ἀρχέτωσαν τῶν ἰχθύων τῆς θαλάσσης, καὶ τῶν πετεινῶν τοῦ οὐρανοῦ, καὶ τῶν κτηνῶν, καὶ πάσης τῆς γῆς, καὶ πάντων τῶν ἑρπετῶν τῶν ἑρπόντων ἐπὶ τῆς γῆς.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/13/2024 18:49
there's so much evidence for belief in the trinity in the bible, which is a way earlier source than the great ecumenical councils yet that teacher claims such ludicrous things
18:52
I am propably the person who knows most church history in the entire school btw The RE teacher does not know many things that I have asked him. The history teahcer also does not. The History and Present teacher has some of the most blatantly fake opinions on it.
18:52
and I doubt anyone else is interested in this area of history
Vexzeal 10/13/2024 19:11
My seasonal depression is kicking in
Blackdog 10/16/2024 09:20
vanlife review content/influencers are just fucking horrible, gentrification has gone, i see 100k sprinter vans marked as budget builds and blue hair faggots every time i wanna see a review for a shore power installation, when i think of “”””offraoders”””” and “””adventurers””” i think of men like Dick Proenneke, not some blue haired faggot, same reason i dont like places like moab or tahoe lake, everyone and their dog and 150k van goes there, clogs it up while preaching them “getting away from people” i just wanna stick a shotgun in my mouth everytime i see these people
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NasCar 10/16/2024 11:06
Barely understood anything but I can relate
NasCar
Barely understood anything but I can relate
Blackdog 10/16/2024 13:43
influencers ruin everything
13:44
and gentrification is the worst thing too happen too a hobby or way of life
Blackdog
vanlife review content/influencers are just fucking horrible, gentrification has gone, i see 100k sprinter vans marked as budget builds and blue hair faggots every time i wanna see a review for a shore power installation, when i think of “”””offraoders”””” and “””adventurers””” i think of men like Dick Proenneke, not some blue haired faggot, same reason i dont like places like moab or tahoe lake, everyone and their dog and 150k van goes there, clogs it up while preaching them “getting away from people” i just wanna stick a shotgun in my mouth everytime i see these people
Мико⚜🐾 10/16/2024 14:04
im sorry to hear your hobby has been "gentrified", but as all culture vultures and tourists do
14:04
they will move on to next thing "X"
14:04
or this thing "Y"
Мико⚜🐾
im sorry to hear your hobby has been "gentrified", but as all culture vultures and tourists do
Blackdog 10/16/2024 14:12
well these FAGGOTS need too move onto the next thing so i can have hobby back (edited)
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Blackdog
well these FAGGOTS need too move onto the next thing so i can have hobby back (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/17/2024 07:10
hahahha (REAL.)
Blackdog
vanlife review content/influencers are just fucking horrible, gentrification has gone, i see 100k sprinter vans marked as budget builds and blue hair faggots every time i wanna see a review for a shore power installation, when i think of “”””offraoders”””” and “””adventurers””” i think of men like Dick Proenneke, not some blue haired faggot, same reason i dont like places like moab or tahoe lake, everyone and their dog and 150k van goes there, clogs it up while preaching them “getting away from people” i just wanna stick a shotgun in my mouth everytime i see these people
bongvain 10/17/2024 07:51
stick a shotgun in theyre mouthes
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 10/17/2024 16:24
I hate niggers
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/17/2024 22:38
my school is going down in status fast not only the nsfw channel on the discord, horrible quality of education, those two (I forgot one no longer is, he failed in the first grade of that school) classmates that have absolutely retarded opinions on religion and follow nsfw accounts on twitter how widespread LGBT ideology is I don't learn much in school the only way to make lessons any interesting is to partially take the role of the teacher I am already writing code with memory management, optimising every bit and reading data from files while the rest of the class struggles with managing strings.
22:40
can't the groups be divided into those that are more advanced with technical subjects and those that are less or did it have to be based on how good you knew German at the beginning of first grade even though you'll start from scratch either way
22:42
is it just my brain functioning on a very logical basis (it does operate like that in a lot of cases) and understanding computers well or is it the rest being bad
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/17/2024 22:42
I think you and I are in similar boats at the moment.
22:46
I used to have distain for the world as an Atheist but I am developing a new kind of distain for the world as a Christian. I am so tired of being in a world so rife with sin and I am just as tired of how that sin slowly creeps up on you, poisoning the well that is your mind. Just in another server we were trying to have a discussion about cancel culture and I was talking about how there are often nuances which people don't account for. I tried to use the argument of someone who is a Trump supporter but only supports Trump for some economical reasons and doesn't stand by his other views. But that person also upholds the culture of the group. Is it justified then to boot him purely for his views, even though he's never done anything wrong within the group. A person immediately spun that into how this person "wants them dead because they are trans", not only completely missing the point of my argument but actually validating my issues with cancel culture and how it's all knee-jerk reactions. Genuinely I am so fucking tired of walking into a server to talk about competitive Pokemon and people are talking out the ass about polygamy and hrt and gay rights and how the Germans are becoming Nazis again because they are voting for the AFD and just AAAHH FUCKING STOP ENOUGH!!!
22:47
Unironically becoming a Christian has made me hate the world even more. There is no fucking escape from it.
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/17/2024 22:47
The industrial revolution made people lazy
22:48
I think Theodore was right all along and I am more convinced with every passing day
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/17/2024 22:49
Critical thinking is dead. Playing the "long game" is dead. All people care about is instant gratification and self validation. And I really understand the whole "when you don't worship God you worship yourself" thing when I was sat behind a woman on the bus who COULD NOT STOP TAKING FUCKING SELFIES AND ADJUSTING HER HAIR EVERY TWO SECONDS FUCKING LORD ALMIGHTY STOP STOP STOP NO ONE FUCKING CARES HOW YOU LOOK WHY ARE YOU SO SELF ABSORBED WHEN THE BUS IS DRIVING PAST HOMELESS PEOPLE DYING ON STREET CORNERS FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/17/2024 22:49
people lack wisdom
22:50
and because I think on a very, very logical basis on true/false I am probably insufferable for a lot off people
22:50
of*
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/17/2024 22:50
Do you have any idea how broken my heart was walking past so many homeless people in my city and knowing that my same country is shipping in hoards of people and giving them free housing and food while home-born Brits are literally dying on our streets. I'm so sick of it man, I am genuinely so sick of this rotten world.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/17/2024 22:51
I'm Poland border guards are attacked by illegals and they cannot even defend
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/17/2024 22:51
I'm trying so hard to be the light and hope in the world that Jesus wants me to be but I just.. I can't man. This world is so fucked it kills me every time I even try to fix it in whatever small way I can.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Do you have any idea how broken my heart was walking past so many homeless people in my city and knowing that my same country is shipping in hoards of people and giving them free housing and food while home-born Brits are literally dying on our streets. I'm so sick of it man, I am genuinely so sick of this rotten world.
NasCar 10/17/2024 22:52
corruption loves illegal inmigrants
22:52
cheap labor
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/17/2024 22:52
labour*
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
labour*
NasCar 10/17/2024 22:52
I will skin you alive
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/17/2024 22:53
How many times must I recluse into my God? I'm tired of running to him in prayer thinking, yeah this time I'll walk in the world with love and peace in my heart and then realising just how bleak and fucked this world is. That fuckness affecting me and poisoning my mind and thoughts with feelings of distain and anger and then falling back at my Lord's feet telling him it's getting too much. It's the same fucking cycle. I'm tired of it, I really fucking am.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/17/2024 22:54
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=pRLyAVXa78g
Orthodox Meme Squad
I Am A Foreigner To My Own Family | Psalm 69
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if you want to read Psalm 69:1-36 kjv
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Psalm 69 - King James Version (KJV)
<1> Save me, O God; for the waters are come in unto my soul. <2> I sink in deep mire, where there is no standing: I am come into deep waters, where the floods overflow me. <3> I am weary of my crying: my throat is dried: mine eyes fail while I wait for my God. <4> They that hate me without a cause are more than the hairs of mine head: they that would destroy me, being mine enemies wrongfully, are mighty: then I restored that which I took not away. <5> O God, thou knowest my foolishness; and my sins are not hid from thee. <6> Let not them that wait on thee, O Lord God of hosts, be ashamed for my sake: let not those that seek thee be confounded for my sake, O God of Israel. <7> Because for thy sake I have borne reproach; shame hath covered my face. <8> I am become a stranger unto my brethren, and an alien unto my mother's children. <9> For the zeal of thine house hath eaten me up; and the reproaches of them that reproached thee are fallen upon me. <10> When I wept, and chastened my soul with fasting, that was to my reproach. <11> I made sackcloth also my garment; and I became a proverb to them. <12> They that sit in the gate speak against me; and I was the song of the drunkards. <13> But as for me, my prayer is unto thee, O Lord, in an acceptable time: O God, in the multitude of thy mercy hear me, in the truth of thy salvation. <14> Deliver me out of the mire, and let me not sink: let me be delivered from them that hate me, and out of the deep waters. <15> Let not the waterflood overflow me, neither let the deep swallow me up, and let not the pit shut her mouth upon me. <16> Hear me, O Lord; for thy lovingkindness is good: turn unto me according to the multitude of thy tender mercies. <17> And hide not thy face from thy servant; for I am in trouble: hear me speedily. <18> Draw nigh unto my soul, and redeem it: deliver...
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/17/2024 22:57
psalm 69:18-36 kjv
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Psalm 69:18-36 - King James Version (KJV)
<18> Draw nigh unto my soul, and redeem it: deliver me because of mine enemies. <19> Thou hast known my reproach, and my shame, and my dishonour: mine adversaries are all before thee. <20> Reproach hath broken my heart; and I am full of heaviness: and I looked for some to take pity, but there was none; and for comforters, but I found none. <21> They gave me also gall for my meat; and in my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink. <22> Let their table become a snare before them: and that which should have been for their welfare, let it become a trap. <23> Let their eyes be darkened, that they see not; and make their loins continually to shake. <24> Pour out thine indignation upon them, and let thy wrathful anger take hold of them. <25> Let their habitation be desolate; and let none dwell in their tents. <26> For they persecute him whom thou hast smitten; and they talk to the grief of those whom thou hast wounded. <27> Add iniquity unto their iniquity: and let them not come into thy righteousness. <28> Let them be blotted out of the book of the living, and not be written with the righteous. <29> But I am poor and sorrowful: let thy salvation, O God, set me up on high. <30> I will praise the name of God with a song, and will magnify him with thanksgiving. <31> This also shall please the Lord better than an ox or bullock that hath horns and hoofs. <32> The humble shall see this, and be glad: and your heart shall live that seek God. <33> For the Lord heareth the poor, and despiseth not his prisoners. <34> Let the heaven and earth praise him, the seas, and every thing that moveth therein. <35> For God will save Zion, and will build the cities of Judah: that they may dwell there, and have it in possession. <36> The seed also of his servants shall inherit it: and they that love his name shall dwell therein.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/17/2024 23:03
How can I be hope in a world where there is none. I figured, heck, I can at least lift others up. And I rejoice in that. I rejoice in my good deeds and helping those who I can help. Even the smallest things I can do for others satisfies me and I know it satisfies my Lord too. But I am a droplet in an ocean. Again, walking past so many homeless people today on my way to college just tore me up man. There was a woman who must've been in her 60s, curled up on a corner in a blanket and it just broke me man. The sorrow that washed over me, knowing full well there are illegals in this country getting free housing and food, given to them by this very government yet not lifting a finger for that poor old woman. And I cannot help, living paycheck to paycheck hoping that maybe my situation will improve after education. Even if I offered her some company and a friendly chat, it's not fixing shit. It's just not enough. How can I bring others hope when the mask of hope I wear is just a facade? (edited)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 10/18/2024 18:19
I hate niggers
NasCar 10/18/2024 18:30
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I used to have distain for the world as an Atheist but I am developing a new kind of distain for the world as a Christian. I am so tired of being in a world so rife with sin and I am just as tired of how that sin slowly creeps up on you, poisoning the well that is your mind. Just in another server we were trying to have a discussion about cancel culture and I was talking about how there are often nuances which people don't account for. I tried to use the argument of someone who is a Trump supporter but only supports Trump for some economical reasons and doesn't stand by his other views. But that person also upholds the culture of the group. Is it justified then to boot him purely for his views, even though he's never done anything wrong within the group. A person immediately spun that into how this person "wants them dead because they are trans", not only completely missing the point of my argument but actually validating my issues with cancel culture and how it's all knee-jerk reactions. Genuinely I am so fucking tired of walking into a server to talk about competitive Pokemon and people are talking out the ass about polygamy and hrt and gay rights and how the Germans are becoming Nazis again because they are voting for the AFD and just AAAHH FUCKING STOP ENOUGH!!!
Zoraxe 10/18/2024 22:20
That last part has happened to a car server I was originally active in. Discussions running down into gay shit(in a non-joking matter), a disabled trans person constantly trying to shove their life details into chat beyond contextual relavance. There was occasional furry discussion, but some of that was surprisingly less degenerate than some of the other topics that frequently came up. Somebody else I knew apparently had been offered an invitation to a three-some once, and the mods are apparently power tripping over people that disagree with them. The admins/owners are either blind to the problems or nepotistically ignoring it. I'm still in that server but have not been active in it for months.
Zoraxe
That last part has happened to a car server I was originally active in. Discussions running down into gay shit(in a non-joking matter), a disabled trans person constantly trying to shove their life details into chat beyond contextual relavance. There was occasional furry discussion, but some of that was surprisingly less degenerate than some of the other topics that frequently came up. Somebody else I knew apparently had been offered an invitation to a three-some once, and the mods are apparently power tripping over people that disagree with them. The admins/owners are either blind to the problems or nepotistically ignoring it. I'm still in that server but have not been active in it for months.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 00:03
This is why this server exists honestly. Like at least we can have a talk about our hobbies without some fuck making it about them and their fucking life style, like.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 00:29
Genuinely I am so exhausted with this world.
00:30
I give up, I think I genuinely give up with throwing myself down thinking I can maybe make the world an inch less shit by being a good person and just getting walked right over.
00:30
I ain't Christ's strongest warrior, even if I wanted to be. I'd rather just get my paycheck and move somewhere away from people.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
How can I be hope in a world where there is none. I figured, heck, I can at least lift others up. And I rejoice in that. I rejoice in my good deeds and helping those who I can help. Even the smallest things I can do for others satisfies me and I know it satisfies my Lord too. But I am a droplet in an ocean. Again, walking past so many homeless people today on my way to college just tore me up man. There was a woman who must've been in her 60s, curled up on a corner in a blanket and it just broke me man. The sorrow that washed over me, knowing full well there are illegals in this country getting free housing and food, given to them by this very government yet not lifting a finger for that poor old woman. And I cannot help, living paycheck to paycheck hoping that maybe my situation will improve after education. Even if I offered her some company and a friendly chat, it's not fixing shit. It's just not enough. How can I bring others hope when the mask of hope I wear is just a facade? (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 05:29
theres only so much you can do for your fellow man, only so much opportunities we have for God to work through us. All you can do is strive to, with the grace of our Lord, take as much of those chances that are given to us
05:30
"...The human cannot be achieved directly, in a continuous growth, in isolation, but rather in communion, in solidarity."
`St. Dumitru Staniloae`
05:32
Concern yourself with things that are in front of you right now, and you won't have much time to worry about what is outside of your control anymore
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Unironically becoming a Christian has made me hate the world even more. There is no fucking escape from it.
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 05:32
most definitely, but you know what Christ says about those who hate and love the world right
05:33
John 12:25 DRA
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John 12:25 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<25> Itself remaineth alone. But if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world, keepeth it unto life eternal.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
This is why this server exists honestly. Like at least we can have a talk about our hobbies without some fuck making it about them and their fucking life style, like.
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 05:33
yeah man, this place is great
05:33
an oasis in a desert
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I ain't Christ's strongest warrior, even if I wanted to be. I'd rather just get my paycheck and move somewhere away from people.
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 05:35
It's easy to run away and isolate yourself, but you have to understand that man is a communal being. Man is a communal being, because God Himself is pure communal subject, and we are made in His image. The Trinity, 1 God but 3 persons, is a divine family of sorts, so it only makes sense that we would be social creatures as well (edited)
05:35
you lose your humanity after remaining in reclusion for too long
05:37
there are few meant for such an existence, but it is not intended by God for most. (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 07:45
I confronted my parents about theology. It ended horribly (they also said some very heretical things, like that everyone can go to heaven, EVEN THOSE THAT DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, they also ignored that works play any role in salvation.) And they waved away at any logical criticism of what they believe.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 07:52
even contradictions clear as day and when I said that I would rather be looking for truth than living in comforting lies, they were against it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:01
they also rejected objective truth
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 08:02
its simply the philosophy of our age i had a confrontation with my grandma about two weeks ago about the nature of truth myself
08:04
a lot of these alt-right types simply presume that rewinding the clock back to the 50s and the 60s will be enough no, that only delays the inevitable
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:05
this discussion made me think the west deserved the boom of atheism and anti-christian movements it shouldn't have happened, but they deserved it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I confronted my parents about theology. It ended horribly (they also said some very heretical things, like that everyone can go to heaven, EVEN THOSE THAT DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, they also ignored that works play any role in salvation.) And they waved away at any logical criticism of what they believe.
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 08:07
Universalism sounds good to us at first glance, but it ultimately makes a fool of the martyrs who died for Christ's sake (edited)
08:07
Even if some non-believers will be saved, we cannot assume such a thing because it wasn't revealed to us
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:08
John 14:6
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Ioannes 14:6 - Biblia Sacra Vulgata (VULGATE)
<6> Dicit ei Jesus: Ego sum via, et veritas, et vita. Nemo venit ad Patrem, nisi per me.
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Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 08:08
We are saved by the body and blood of Christ, not by ignorance. That is what the Gospel teaches. (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I confronted my parents about theology. It ended horribly (they also said some very heretical things, like that everyone can go to heaven, EVEN THOSE THAT DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, they also ignored that works play any role in salvation.) And they waved away at any logical criticism of what they believe.
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 08:09
debates dont convince a lot of people, being the prime Christian example does a lot more, trust me you did what you could do in that avenue (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:10
they claim to be christian
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
this discussion made me think the west deserved the boom of atheism and anti-christian movements it shouldn't have happened, but they deserved it
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 08:10
definitely the West invoked the wrath of God by forsaking Him
08:11
and we're living through that now unfortunately
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I confronted my parents about theology. It ended horribly (they also said some very heretical things, like that everyone can go to heaven, EVEN THOSE THAT DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, they also ignored that works play any role in salvation.) And they waved away at any logical criticism of what they believe.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:11
It's works in Christ that lead to salvation, not just "works". I've tried explaining this to a friend in my college class, using the court room analogy. God: "You're guilty of murder." Him: "Yeah but like... I donated to charity."
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:12
I never said that faith does not
Arcane BOT 10/19/2024 08:12
@𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 has reached level 10. GG!
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:12
they however did basically say what free grace soteriology says
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
this discussion made me think the west deserved the boom of atheism and anti-christian movements it shouldn't have happened, but they deserved it
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:12
Didn't revelations say that God would cast a cloud over the people? Like, you were given multiple opportunities to accept me, fuck you be blinded by your ignorance.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:13
idk
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Didn't revelations say that God would cast a cloud over the people? Like, you were given multiple opportunities to accept me, fuck you be blinded by your ignorance.
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 08:13
Romans 1 says something like this
08:13
unsure about Revelation
08:14
havent read it in some time
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
they however did basically say what free grace soteriology says
Мико⚜🐾 10/19/2024 08:14
John 8:33-36 DRA
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John 8:33-36 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<33> They answered him: We are the seed of Abraham, and we have never been slaves to any man: how sayest thou: you shall be free? <34> Jesus answered them: Amen, amen I say unto you: that whosoever committeth sin, is the servant of sin. <35> Now the servant abideth not in the house for ever; but the son abideth for ever. <36> If therefore the son shall make you free, you shall be free indeed.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:15
The court room analogy is how I made sense of Christ's salvation
Мико⚜🐾
John 8:33-36 DRA
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:15
I responded with Hebrews 10:26
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Hebraeos 10:26 - Biblia Sacra Vulgata (VULGATE)
<26> Voluntarie enim peccantibus nobis post acceptam notitiam veritatis, jam non relinquitur pro peccatis hostia,
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:17
God's law is perfect To break his law is to receive the just penalty of death But Christ paid the ultimate sacrifice so that your sins are forgiven So by accepting him your debts are paid and you may enter the kingdom of heaven. You walk into a court room and God starts listing your sins. Have you lied? Stolen? Maybe even cheated on a partner? Guilty as charged. If God is a just judge, is he gonna let you walk free just because you donated to a charity? No, you're still guilty. But enter Christ who is without sin and says "I will pay for this man's sins so that he may walk a free man." Do you take Christ's plead deal or do you accept the just judgement God is about to hand you down? (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:20
I never denied that faith plays a role in salvation.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:20
I'm not saying you did.
08:21
But based on what you said, your folks obviously do.
08:21
I have a friend in college who likes to talk theology with me. He doesn't exactly debate me, he's a good listener, but he does question a lot of things about my faith.
08:22
I bring up the court room analogy because he was also struggling to understand why he won't be rewarded for being a good person just because he doesn't follow Christ.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:23
yeah my parents basically said that you can be saved by works alone and/or by faith alone
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:23
The Bible does make a strong point that we are saved not by works but faith.
08:23
But
08:24
It is our faith which drives good works. And those good works are done in Jesus' name. That is true salvation.
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:24
James 2:22
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Iacobi 2:22 - Biblia Sacra Vulgata (VULGATE)
<22> Vides quoniam fides cooperabatur operibus illius: et ex operibus fides consummata est?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:25
James 2:23-24
BibleBot BOT 10/19/2024 08:25
Iacobi 2:23-24 - Biblia Sacra Vulgata (VULGATE)
<23> Et suppleta est Scriptura, dicens: Credidit Abraham Deo, et reputatum est illi ad justitiam, et amicus Dei appellatus est. <24> Videtis quoniam ex operibus justificatur homo, et non ex fide tantum?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:25
James 2:22-24 dra
BibleBot BOT 10/19/2024 08:25
James 2:22-24 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<22> Seest thou, that faith did co-operate with his works; and by works faith was made perfect? <23> And the scripture was fulfilled, saying: Abraham believed God, and it was reputed to him to justice, and he was called the friend of God. <24> Do you see that by works a man is justified; and not by faith only?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:26
Right
08:26
It's works done in faith which saves. It's not one or the other.
08:27
But it is also our faith in Christ which sanctifies us.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/19/2024 08:27
yes
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/19/2024 08:27
And it is our faith which leads to performing good works in the name of Christ
08:27
That is the ultimate honour we show to Christ.
08:27
By accepting him as our Lord and doing good deeds for his sake.
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 10/19/2024 22:12
I hate niggers (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/20/2024 05:41
yeah yeah
05:41
we've heard it already
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I hate niggers (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/20/2024 08:04
It's even funnier the 20th time
NasCar 10/20/2024 12:47
This one's specific to me, but I despise breakcore as a genre, now, I don't mean any song that uses the amen break sample (if I did, I would be hating a lot of other genres and great pieces of music). I hate the breakcore genre specifically, there are only a few decent tracks I've heard from it. But most of them are repetitive chords that get carried by samples the artist didn't even make. Most breakcore songs I've seen have barely any composing and mixing work on them, it's just banging two rocks, and the worst part is that retards eat it up, because the fact that they use a lot of 7th chords means that they're really catchy. So it's basically the equivalent of getting a quick shot of Fent, it makes you think less. And I know I sound really really pretentious, I hate pretentious people and I wouldn't be acting like this if it weren't that the gente is full of FAGS AND TROONS WHO MAKE IT THEIR WHOLE PERSONALITY AND HOW YOU JUST "DONT GET IT". IT DOESNT HELP THAT THOSE RETARDS DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT BALANCING THE VOLUME MEANS
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12:48
THEY THINK ITS THE DEEPEST GENRE EVER, AND THAT ITS THE HARDEST SHIT TO MAKE
12:49
But it isn't, it's a beginners trap, making people get stuck only making songs in that genre
12:49
I used to make some breakcore, and guess what, IT WAS EASY AS SHIT TO MAKE
12:50
SO DONT COME AT ME WITH YOUR DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR, IF YOU WANNA GET INTO SAMPLING AND SOUND DESIGN. MAKE SOMETHING TRULY UNIQUE SOUND WISE, START MESSING AROUND AND DO SOME INDUSTRIAL.
12:51
Or better yet. LEARN HOW TO ACTUALLY COMPOSE SHIT, INSTEAD OF JUST SPAMMING CHORDS THAT REPEAT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN WITH VERY SHITTY MIXING. THEN PUBLISH IT TO YOUR FAGGOT YOUTUBE CHANNEL AND CALL THE SONG SOMETHING LIKE "I would like to eat a salad, but sadly the store clerk is transphobic"
12:54
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I hope at least one of you understands my frustration
12:55
I swear, Hollywood cinematic slop music has more merit
12:56
Btw, using only chords wouldn't be as bad if they varied it up with some polyrhythm at least
NasCar
This one's specific to me, but I despise breakcore as a genre, now, I don't mean any song that uses the amen break sample (if I did, I would be hating a lot of other genres and great pieces of music). I hate the breakcore genre specifically, there are only a few decent tracks I've heard from it. But most of them are repetitive chords that get carried by samples the artist didn't even make. Most breakcore songs I've seen have barely any composing and mixing work on them, it's just banging two rocks, and the worst part is that retards eat it up, because the fact that they use a lot of 7th chords means that they're really catchy. So it's basically the equivalent of getting a quick shot of Fent, it makes you think less. And I know I sound really really pretentious, I hate pretentious people and I wouldn't be acting like this if it weren't that the gente is full of FAGS AND TROONS WHO MAKE IT THEIR WHOLE PERSONALITY AND HOW YOU JUST "DONT GET IT". IT DOESNT HELP THAT THOSE RETARDS DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT BALANCING THE VOLUME MEANS
Extra-sensory PURRception 10/20/2024 13:02
What even is breakcore?
Extra-sensory PURRception
What even is breakcore?
NasCar 10/20/2024 13:03
Look it up
13:04
In short, a genre that makes a popular drum sample and it's variations called "the amen break" the main thing
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/21/2024 10:23
so on designing and administrating databases I:

- got my seat taken
- caught a classmate searching up porn

on the workspace I usually use not even on incognito not in librewolf which has good privacy settings (installed by me) in Chrome. straight up Chrome. no OPSEC whatsoever
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10:27
plus there were many traces of me using that computer automatic firmware updates librewolf, git, scoop, virtualbox, openshell, power toys installed (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/21/2024 10:27
porn in class? bro cant get through the day?
Мико⚜🐾
porn in class? bro cant get through the day?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/21/2024 10:27
I replied this
10:27
reported*
10:29
I would have downloaded emacs in the <14 day period that I have learned it and started using it but we only have lessons in that class on Mondays and there were no lessons on any Monday in that period
10:30
this person claimed that they always say there but they definitely didn't install any of the apps mentioned above
10:33
they didn't even use the krun like search from powertoys like it was not there
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
so on designing and administrating databases I:

- got my seat taken
- caught a classmate searching up porn

on the workspace I usually use not even on incognito not in librewolf which has good privacy settings (installed by me) in Chrome. straight up Chrome. no OPSEC whatsoever
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/21/2024 12:15
Insane
Мико⚜🐾
porn in class? bro cant get through the day?
ungen 10/21/2024 17:33
Reminds me of a similar experience I had at uni >be me >first day at computer science >waiting for our first professor >kinda zoned out >hear a paper placed on my desk, must be a form or an exam >look at it: no text, a bunch of shaky lines - someone gave me the wrong thing? >squint hard: ...it's poorly traced hentai that covers the entire sheet of paper >it's been 3 seconds, is someone trying to set me up? >look up >greasy classmate, visibly autistic, slight buckteeth >fat hand still pressed against the drawing - definitely him >maybe this is how he socializes? by showing people his crap? >idea.mp3 >say "hey, you draw good! :D" in the most fakely positive tone possible >everyone turns their heads at the gooner >he gets frozen like a deer in the headlights >scrams away, taking his paper along with him
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/21/2024 17:34
you did the right thing
Arcane BOT 10/21/2024 17:34
@𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 has reached level 12. GG!
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/21/2024 17:37
also I am in programming too
17:38
and I remember that I once got hit with like 5 thotbots on wordpress. on freaking wordpress. on a site with no domain so you have to have the IP address
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/22/2024 22:13
So two days ago we got issued a research task. The thing is, there were 13 research tasks and 13 of us and we all got randomly assigned these research tasks and these tasks were NOT made equally. As luck would have it, I got picked last and was by default given the hardest one which everyone else avoided - Explaining quantum-fucking-computing. And according to chatgpt, my question is post-grad tier when I am currently at A-level, which is far beyond my grade. I complained about the assignment I was given to my course tutor and he said that I had wrongly interpreted what quantum computing is. He basically said that quantum computing is like data centres. Basically a bunch of computers all rigged up to one another and it's "easy to understand." The irony is that he's actually really fucking wrong about what quantum computing is because I've been forced to research this shit and yes, it is on par with quantum physics. Hence the fucking name QUANTUM computing. The concept of how particles work in quantum physics is mirrored in how binary works in quantum computing and I had to explain fucking quantum physics in order to even begin to address how it works in quantum computing. You don't understand how pissed off I am that I am having to learn a pretty fucking complex topic for an assignment while other people in my class get to study very simple concepts like data and the ethics of AI for an assignment where we're all equally graded. I've made my displeasure known to both my tutors responsible for this assignment, even after being dismissed as interpreting quantum computing incorrectly and I am refusing to do any additional work on it once I finish this crap and send it off. (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
So two days ago we got issued a research task. The thing is, there were 13 research tasks and 13 of us and we all got randomly assigned these research tasks and these tasks were NOT made equally. As luck would have it, I got picked last and was by default given the hardest one which everyone else avoided - Explaining quantum-fucking-computing. And according to chatgpt, my question is post-grad tier when I am currently at A-level, which is far beyond my grade. I complained about the assignment I was given to my course tutor and he said that I had wrongly interpreted what quantum computing is. He basically said that quantum computing is like data centres. Basically a bunch of computers all rigged up to one another and it's "easy to understand." The irony is that he's actually really fucking wrong about what quantum computing is because I've been forced to research this shit and yes, it is on par with quantum physics. Hence the fucking name QUANTUM computing. The concept of how particles work in quantum physics is mirrored in how binary works in quantum computing and I had to explain fucking quantum physics in order to even begin to address how it works in quantum computing. You don't understand how pissed off I am that I am having to learn a pretty fucking complex topic for an assignment while other people in my class get to study very simple concepts like data and the ethics of AI for an assignment where we're all equally graded. I've made my displeasure known to both my tutors responsible for this assignment, even after being dismissed as interpreting quantum computing incorrectly and I am refusing to do any additional work on it once I finish this crap and send it off. (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/22/2024 22:19
quantum stuff is confusing but some guys managed to make a language so horrible that it could return booleans in a state of quantum superposition but not taking one state when observed also, inspiring philosophy made some good vids on quantum mechanics and how they prove God. the introductory videos have to explain quantum mechanics to an average layman.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/22/2024 22:21
I have very slowly been able to wrap my head around quantum computing and explaining how it relates to cyber security... But still I am fucking mad at how fundamentally unfair this assignment is.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/22/2024 22:21
it's really unfair.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/22/2024 22:21
Rage is driving the writing of this assignment and nothing else.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/22/2024 22:22
using AI in such things is absolutely justified
22:22
beyond any shadow of doubt
22:25
and maybe go higher than the tutors
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
So two days ago we got issued a research task. The thing is, there were 13 research tasks and 13 of us and we all got randomly assigned these research tasks and these tasks were NOT made equally. As luck would have it, I got picked last and was by default given the hardest one which everyone else avoided - Explaining quantum-fucking-computing. And according to chatgpt, my question is post-grad tier when I am currently at A-level, which is far beyond my grade. I complained about the assignment I was given to my course tutor and he said that I had wrongly interpreted what quantum computing is. He basically said that quantum computing is like data centres. Basically a bunch of computers all rigged up to one another and it's "easy to understand." The irony is that he's actually really fucking wrong about what quantum computing is because I've been forced to research this shit and yes, it is on par with quantum physics. Hence the fucking name QUANTUM computing. The concept of how particles work in quantum physics is mirrored in how binary works in quantum computing and I had to explain fucking quantum physics in order to even begin to address how it works in quantum computing. You don't understand how pissed off I am that I am having to learn a pretty fucking complex topic for an assignment while other people in my class get to study very simple concepts like data and the ethics of AI for an assignment where we're all equally graded. I've made my displeasure known to both my tutors responsible for this assignment, even after being dismissed as interpreting quantum computing incorrectly and I am refusing to do any additional work on it once I finish this crap and send it off. (edited)
serpente482 10/22/2024 22:25
Quantum computers is awesome and it is the future, be glad you got the best theme to talk about
22:25
Literally game changing
22:27
Someday when i have time to spare ill learn qiskit
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/22/2024 22:28
I couldn't give a shit about that right now. I'm more pissed off about the fact I am learning a post-grad concept as an A-level student for an assignment where my other classmates are writing about things like data and our assignments are all being "equally" graded.
22:28
It is fundamentally unfair and my tutor didn't even understand what quantum computing even is.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I couldn't give a shit about that right now. I'm more pissed off about the fact I am learning a post-grad concept as an A-level student for an assignment where my other classmates are writing about things like data and our assignments are all being "equally" graded.
serpente482 10/22/2024 22:28
What you exactly have to talk about
22:29
Explain broadly what it is?
22:29
Or what
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/22/2024 22:29
Explaining how quantum computing can affect encryption and change the landscape of cyber security.
22:29
But I also have to explain what quantum computing is and my tutor literally thinks its just a bunch of computers rigged up to one another like a data centre. (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/22/2024 22:30
as I said in this case using AI is justified beyond any shadow of doubt and you can always try to go further than the tutors with the case
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Explaining how quantum computing can affect encryption and change the landscape of cyber security.
serpente482 10/22/2024 22:30
Explain the difference of a cubit and a bit, put some numbers to show the actual beast a cuantum computer is, explain that it would crack by brute force literally every single encryption method nowadays and boom
22:30
You just have to talk about how op cubits are
22:31
I love cuantum computers
22:32
The impact cuantum computers will have will be massive
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/22/2024 22:33
I'm more interested in cyber forensics I can't lie. That is looking to be the field I'll be trying to get into.
serpente482 10/22/2024 22:33
Literally is expected to track all the genetic information of the human being like nothing
22:33
Helping massively to find cures to shit ton of diseases
22:34
The only downside with it is that on the wrong hands can do a lot of damage
22:35
But till they dont find ways to make smaller and worth enough cubits it will take time to shine
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
as I said in this case using AI is justified beyond any shadow of doubt and you can always try to go further than the tutors with the case
serpente482 10/22/2024 22:36
Teachers tell us to use ai all the time now
22:36
Not to cheat because at the end of the day the only people who care if we learn are us
22:36
But to improve writing
22:37
Got a subject where they force us to deliver everything in english and we all lack formal language in english and synonims and shit so they tell us to write our job then ask an ai to reword it
serpente482
Teachers tell us to use ai all the time now
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/22/2024 22:39
we cannot I still use it for things I don't understand and documentation is not laid clearly
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
we cannot I still use it for things I don't understand and documentation is not laid clearly
serpente482 10/22/2024 22:40
Of course
22:40
Coding is way easier now
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/22/2024 22:42
the biggest advancement in coding was C from assembly, which was basically unreadable we went to a language that is self documenting
22:47
but we have to also use C#, we cannot use the programming language that is generally used more widely and easier. even Java would be better because of the speed.
22:48
but no, we have to use a language that has a lot of built-in methods and not use them.
22:52
and when I asked "so why don't we just use C if we're not going to use the built-in methods in C#?” I got a reply that was comparing this to using traditional tools instead of electronic counterparts. but we are using the "electronic tools" like they are traditional. I wish this hellhole of irrationality could be left now
22:55
I feel like I am more intelligent than everyone including teachers even though I am not. (edited)
22:57
or maybe it is just my brain running on a pure true/false/idk basis. i don't know which is it (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I feel like I am more intelligent than everyone including teachers even though I am not. (edited)
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:04
Thats a childish feeling most the time
12:04
Feeling better than someone doesnt help at all and makes you look like a douche
12:05
Euro is the best example
12:05
Dont be like eurocyon
Мико⚜🐾 10/23/2024 12:06
and i mean, you can genuinely be more intelligent.. just dont end up thinking that makes you better than them
serpente482
Euro is the best example
Мико⚜🐾 10/23/2024 12:06
yes him and plenty other people think they are genuinely better than others
12:06
because they have knowledge
ungen 10/23/2024 12:08
He has no knowledge.
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ungen
He has no knowledge.
Мико⚜🐾 10/23/2024 12:09
(thats past the point)
serpente482
Thats a childish feeling most the time
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:17
i said that I feel like this but I know it's not true
12:22
however the RE teacher once asked me a question I could not answer. the reaction was similar to winning a lottery. and right after that lesson I asked a question I planned to ask even before it. he did not know the answer.
Мико⚜🐾
because they have knowledge
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:23
They think they have knowledge*
1
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
however the RE teacher once asked me a question I could not answer. the reaction was similar to winning a lottery. and right after that lesson I asked a question I planned to ask even before it. he did not know the answer.
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:24
Whats your opinion on Lisa Simpson
serpente482
Whats your opinion on Lisa Simpson
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:25
idk
12:25
never watched the Simpsons
Мико⚜🐾 10/23/2024 12:25
knowledge is being aware that a tomato is a fruit wisdom is realizing it shouldnt be on a pancake
Мико⚜🐾
knowledge is being aware that a tomato is a fruit wisdom is realizing it shouldnt be on a pancake
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:26
knowledge is a justified true belief, wisdom is the ability to use knowledge
1
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
never watched the Simpsons
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:27
What do your friends of class think of your teacher
serpente482
What do your friends of class think of your teacher
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:27
which one?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
which one?
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:27
The one that celebrated you didnt know the question
serpente482
The one that celebrated you didnt know the question
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:28
he's generally respected
12:29
he also one time said "only niggers work for free" on a lesson (in polish ofc) (edited)
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12:30
I'm only translating and quoting here
12:34
those lessons are not mandatory and last year the number of people attending increased by 1 now it also already did, even though this means you need to go to school 50 min earlier
Arcane BOT 10/23/2024 12:34
@𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 has reached level 14. GG!
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
he also one time said "only niggers work for free" on a lesson (in polish ofc) (edited)
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:35
He seems nice
12:35
Are you sure his celebration of your failing was serious or just a joke
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:37
I could answer all the questions before that with absolute ease and got what is the equivalent of A+ at the end of the last year
12:37
so I have solid reasons to believe it was serious
12:38
I wasn't offended by that celebration or anything
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
so I have solid reasons to believe it was serious
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:38
Why
Arcane BOT 10/23/2024 12:38
@serpente482 has reached level 58. GG!
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I could answer all the questions before that with absolute ease and got what is the equivalent of A+ at the end of the last year
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:39
^ plus as I said, I asked questions even before that they the teacher could not answer
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:39
So
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:41
I also said the lesson before that they I don't know it there's a purpose in attending those lessons because I don't learn anything on them
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
he also one time said "only niggers work for free" on a lesson (in polish ofc) (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/23/2024 12:49
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I also said the lesson before that they I don't know it there's a purpose in attending those lessons because I don't learn anything on them
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:50
I still learn a lot on other lessons like mathematics, history (I only really learn new things about secular history there), physics, OOP, German, etc
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I also said the lesson before that they I don't know it there's a purpose in attending those lessons because I don't learn anything on them
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:51
Why would you even say that
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:52
because I already knew all the answers to questions given to me. with some extra details.
serpente482 10/23/2024 12:52
Are you liked in your class?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 12:55
some people like me, most are neutral and like 1-2 people dislike me (I accidentally outed myself as a furry last year, and now I also correctly identified one person that disliked me on the discord channel for anonymous messages based on how he writes on his phone in the class gc for example)
12:59
but like everyone in class knows he writes that way (without any polish characters like ą, ć, ę, ł, ń, ó, ś, ż or ź, no punctuation, uses sentence equivalents commonly)
serpente482 10/23/2024 13:00
Do you consider some your friends?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 13:00
yes
serpente482 10/23/2024 13:01
Do they share your hobbies with puters
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 13:01
duh otherwise they would not be here
13:02
this is a programming class.
serpente482 10/23/2024 13:03
Do you hangout with them
13:03
Outside
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 13:04
no there's really no possibility
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
no there's really no possibility
serpente482 10/23/2024 13:05
Why
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 13:06
it takes a few hours to even get to school for some. from a different direction meaning it can be even more for me
13:06
to get to them
13:06
and meet them outside of school
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
and meet them outside of school
serpente482 10/23/2024 13:07
And discord vc?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 13:08
no microphone in my computer and the phone has a bad one
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
no microphone in my computer and the phone has a bad one
serpente482 10/23/2024 13:23
Try having a stronger bound with them
13:24
Once you leave school you might not keep contact with them
13:25
Cant go alone in your life
Мико⚜🐾 10/23/2024 13:56
yeah, you dont wanna leave highschool with no friends
serpente482
Try having a stronger bound with them
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 14:56
I have a quite strong friendship with 3 people
15:01
the problem is that I have a plan that is very high risk but there's a high reward it includes migration. so if it succeeds I won't be able to meet them unless we all migrate then the risk is also lowered.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I feel like I am more intelligent than everyone including teachers even though I am not. (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/23/2024 17:23
I'm certainly more intelligent than the rest of my work colleagues. A number of them have outright called me smart, intelligent, etc. The point is that you try not to let it get to your head. Consider it a gift that you can try to share to those around you
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 17:39
I don't let this thought out of my head in school because I know it's false
NasCar 10/23/2024 19:33
Having a massive chud moment
19:33
Rb
19:33
Rn
19:33
There's this parade at school for some activity of a grade idk what class it is
19:33
Buncha fags
19:33
Men in dresses
19:33
Arcane BOT 10/23/2024 19:33
@NasCar has reached level 35. GG!
NasCar 10/23/2024 19:33
This is disgusting nigga
19:35
NasCar
There's this parade at school for some activity of a grade idk what class it is
serpente482 10/23/2024 20:52
Wait what
20:52
They brought faggots to your school?
NasCar 10/23/2024 20:53
the classmates
20:53
they were dressing up in women's clothing
20:53
and parading
serpente482 10/23/2024 20:53
Wtf
NasCar 10/23/2024 20:53
with makeup, shit was bad
serpente482 10/23/2024 20:53
Why
NasCar 10/23/2024 20:53
and the teachers were applauding it
serpente482
Why
NasCar 10/23/2024 20:54
"Philosophy of art"
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serpente482 10/23/2024 20:54
God have mercy
20:54
Thats actually reportable
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 21:02
Lord, have mercy on them for they know not what they are doing
NasCar
"Philosophy of art"
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/23/2024 21:03
how is that related to philosophy in the slightest???
NasCar 10/23/2024 21:04
how should I know
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
how is that related to philosophy in the slightest???
serpente482 10/23/2024 21:10
Moral relativism
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Мико⚜🐾 10/23/2024 21:24
cultural relativism
21:27
NasCar 10/23/2024 21:40
Мико⚜🐾
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bongvain 10/23/2024 22:33
fluoride hivemind
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 10/26/2024 00:45
Okay here comes one of my biggest problems with videogames
00:45
https://x.com/EricRSammons/status/1316769821749661701?t=ZCXPPvD8djFNoOZzI7UzlQ&s=19
Eric Sammons (@EricRSammons) on X
I believe that video games, on the whole, are more likely to draw you away from Christ than move you toward him.
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00:45
Replies try to brush of this statement as ridiculous and generalising
00:46
As Eric is a "Clown"
00:46
But as you scroll further you see people who are trying to be as offensive to Christianity as possible
00:46
Satanists
00:47
People talking about the "kill God" trope in videogames as a positive thing
00:49
They are proving his point in the thread
00:49
This really shows why I can't trust videogames and will discourage playing and making them
00:50
Even Dawid Szymański in the thread coming in defense of videogames, claiming to be a "Christian gamedev"
00:51
Few replies later we read this
00:52
In the end of the day the defense of videogames comes purely from young people who grew up on them and can't imagine life without them
00:52
It's an addiction
00:52
Spiritually harmful
00:53
But people can't accept this truth as they don't want to stop playing games
00:54
As a lot of them really just have no other hobbies
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00:54
And your anecdotal argument that "I started doing X because videogames" is not an argument
00:55
One because it's anecdotal, two because I doubt it's the games that made you do it
ungen 10/26/2024 08:14
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Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 08:17
lmao exactly how i feel. imagine spending hundreds on newslop you dont even like. could never be me i rarely play the stuff but when i do its just emulating pokemon (edited)
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
Spiritually harmful
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 08:20
often is
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
As Eric is a "Clown"
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 08:23
i mean, thats just going to happen on the internet people fail to realize that while others can be wrong, a lot of the time their view on anything is shaped from their life experience and how they generally perceive the world
08:23
which is different person-to-person but no, youre a clown! or youre literally hitler!
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
People talking about the "kill God" trope in videogames as a positive thing
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 08:24
duh! of course satanists and quasi-gnostics who hate our Lord will get off of that sort of thing and seek out games with those narratives. Because He's rent free in the mind of a reprobate (edited)
08:25
Romans 1:21-23 dra
BibleBot BOT 10/26/2024 08:25
Romans 1:21-23 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<21> Because that, when they knew God, they have not glorified him as God, or given thanks; but became vain in their thoughts, and their foolish heart was darkened. <22> For professing themselves to be wise, they became fools. <23> And they changed the glory of the incorruptible God into the likeness of the image of a corruptible man, and of birds, and of fourfooted beasts, and of creeping things.
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
Few replies later we read this
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 08:26
To be "disenfranchised" with Christ's bride is to cease to be Christian, strictly speaking
08:26
kudos to him for admitting his standing with us (edited)
08:28
We are an "εκκλεσια"
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
In the end of the day the defense of videogames comes purely from young people who grew up on them and can't imagine life without them
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 08:30
thats just a given though. ofc people who enjoy video games are going to defend their choice of entertainment
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
Okay here comes one of my biggest problems with videogames
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/26/2024 08:36
https://youtu.be/DEVpkEFl2WM
Impact Video Ministries
Should Christians Play VIDEO GAMES?
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
This really shows why I can't trust videogames and will discourage playing and making them
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 08:40
would you say itd be a bad thing to aspire to "reclaim" the furry community and help expel the degeneracy that's so endemic within it
08:40
whether that be by making media, creating online communities, funding for meetups etc. etc. if your answer is no then youre not being consistent by discouraging people from creating their own games to fight the status quo (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
https://youtu.be/DEVpkEFl2WM
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/26/2024 08:43
The TLDR is: >games can consume your life so play in moderation >games can become idols so make sure that they don't >games can be a blessing with good themes or stories that improve your relationship with God >you can give up video games to God in order to reap more reward from God
08:45
Either way I decided that I was gonna reel back on video games once I had achieved my goal of 100%ing Emerald, which I did last night. This is more so I can focus on my studies and ensure educational success, since they can be time sinks.
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 09:25
so @Sogga , what happened yesterday? (edited)
Sogga 10/26/2024 09:25
ill tell you when i feel like it, too tired rn
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 09:26
oki
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/26/2024 10:04
I had a very insightful discussion last night.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/26/2024 10:14
Last night I was VCing with a long time friend of mine. I've known him for like 15+ years, very close online friend. He's almost a Dawkins type in his way of thinking, he's extremely factual but he has suffered enough to not neglect feelings in their entirety. We've had a little back-and-forth on my recent return to Christ but never really came at me with a total attack, more wondering why I made this choice. While we were VCing (and watching me climb to 100 Battle Tower wins), I made a confession: I'm getting burned out on Christianity. He knows me well enough to know that when I commit myself to something, I really go all in with it and the constant pursuit of becoming Christ-like is really starting to wither me. There are parts to my personality which are in contrast to the message of Christ and that, completely uprooting have been near-impossible. Things such as the willingness to forgive. In some ways I have done a really good job at letting go of missgivings, but in another sense certain people I could never forgive and whos damn nation I actively wish for. And much of these personality traits are a product of my own suffering I've endured in life. My friend took a surprising approach to me opening up about this. Rather than seeing it as an opportunity to, let's say, pull me away from Christ. He instead narrowed things back on the teachings of Christianity, saying that "Christianity seems to understand human error enough to allow for mistakes. It's much more forgiving in people subcoming to their human nature, which is why I think it has much better staying power." He also remarked that "if you need a religion to not be a shitty person, you're a shitty person" but also acknowledged that, in my case, it acts as an self-correcting mechanism for someone who has had a rough life. Then I remembered what someone in my church told me: "Don't get beaten up over not achieving Christ-like perfection". (edited)
10:14
I think I have therefore been able to decide for myself how I want to approach my faith. This red-hot, rushing in guns blazing approach runs too counter to parts of me which are hard-coded. Using my faith as a balancing act for myself seems to work better, but I'm not going to get worked up over internal misgivings anymore, such as lust of the heart or righteous resentment towards certain individuals. (edited)
Vexzeal 10/26/2024 16:23
They're taking my great grandma off life support
16:23
She's suffering through kidney failure and organ failure
16:23
It's so over
16:23
Fly high Georgia Warren
NasCar 10/26/2024 16:30
Jesus dude
16:30
may she rest in peace
Vexzeal
She's suffering through kidney failure and organ failure
Мико⚜🐾 10/26/2024 17:12
rest in peace. may her memory be eternal
Vexzeal
They're taking my great grandma off life support
Zoraxe 10/28/2024 21:40
May she rest in Peace
Sogga 10/28/2024 21:49
me left server
21:49
life good
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TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
But people can't accept this truth as they don't want to stop playing games
Zoraxe 10/28/2024 21:50
It can definitely be an interruption to responsibilities, spiritual or not. However, I found my original inspirations and ambition from art in videogames. Once I was able to start acting upon ambition in a productive way, video games fell to the wayside and felt to be an interruption to more important or meaningful activities. So did the friends that prioritized it over most other activity too. Of course, that's my anecdote, but it did give me a footing to break out of a stage of personal nihilism as I grew up. I do still have ideas to make a game both requiring engineering ingenuity and a story to encourage positive morals. Even just the drive to make one myself has pushed me to learn a bunch of tangentially useful skills like programming. So, I think if the inspiration is right, it can still be a source of some good.
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 22:19
I sometimes really wonder whether I am actually living with my biological parents I have shown my parents a video I considered funny. It was not anything political or religious or anything like that. the only thing that stood out was the language (Russian) and I got a huge lecture for just showing them a funny video in Russian, because apparently "Russia uses social media to recruit people" same people who said that I shouldn't look for truth because "it could lead me astray" and rejected objectivism and said everyone can go to heaven and they we are saved by free grace. which the logical conclusion thereof is Origenist soteriology.
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I sometimes really wonder whether I am actually living with my biological parents I have shown my parents a video I considered funny. It was not anything political or religious or anything like that. the only thing that stood out was the language (Russian) and I got a huge lecture for just showing them a funny video in Russian, because apparently "Russia uses social media to recruit people" same people who said that I shouldn't look for truth because "it could lead me astray" and rejected objectivism and said everyone can go to heaven and they we are saved by free grace. which the logical conclusion thereof is Origenist soteriology.
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 22:31
try not to lose it, and strive to honour your mother and father as hard as it can be sometimes
22:33
its a bit daft, what youve said to us here but i think you know why theyre scared about the big bad Russian bear and I think you know why they believe in Origen (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 22:33
I try to keep myself from losing it but it is harder with every passing day
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 22:33
the first one, because the media tells them to (edited)
22:33
the second one, because it sounds good to the emotional person
22:34
that all will be saved. they dont think about what it actually means or leads to (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 22:34
yeah they appealed to experience with the soteriology part
22:37
but I feel like I am spied on and can't do anything without their permission even if I indeed know better I did the computer is thermal throttling and asked can I change the thermal paste they said it could harm the computer permanently even though I was the one who had lessons on how to assemble a computer (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I sometimes really wonder whether I am actually living with my biological parents I have shown my parents a video I considered funny. It was not anything political or religious or anything like that. the only thing that stood out was the language (Russian) and I got a huge lecture for just showing them a funny video in Russian, because apparently "Russia uses social media to recruit people" same people who said that I shouldn't look for truth because "it could lead me astray" and rejected objectivism and said everyone can go to heaven and they we are saved by free grace. which the logical conclusion thereof is Origenist soteriology.
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 22:37
no one who denies objecitve truth actually denies it, they just say they do because of brainwashing, also its kinda impossible to state a truth while denying it (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I try to keep myself from losing it but it is harder with every passing day
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 22:40
yeah, but what is to be gained from lashing out at them? nothing really as long as theyre not stopping you from having a relationship with God, I wouldnt really recommend a rebellion
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
but I feel like I am spied on and can't do anything without their permission even if I indeed know better I did the computer is thermal throttling and asked can I change the thermal paste they said it could harm the computer permanently even though I was the one who had lessons on how to assemble a computer (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 22:41
pffft, thats jarring but did you buy the computer?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 22:42
no but it is so bad that school computers are better and they don't have as heavy workloads
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 22:43
well, then while its a bit silly that they wont let their IT son fix the computer, its to their detriment to not let you unless if its not shared and its just yours (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 22:44
the heaviest things to handle on my computer are Minecraft and Hyprland also the computer is only for me and only I can use it as in to be able to use it (edited)
22:46
nobody else can use the Unix terminal nor do they know keybinds in Hyprland or i3 (it's there to fallback to, and there are some different binds then defaults)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:03
only I use that computer and I said that it is absolutely not dangerous and yet it's still refused. also I have to keep windows 10 on my other drive "if I ever needed to use it" the problem with it is, that it was unusable because a lot of things could not load properly and just glitched out. the entire system was merely even running. 5 frames per second with only a single Chrome tab open and I have a suspected cause Microsoft Family Safety. that I was already able to bypass with ease. and I was not able to install Linux (at that point I would not install arch but probably something like mint though) as I said.
23:04
oh and explorer was just refusing to work because it wanted to so I had to learn the basic commands to even launch chrome
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
only I use that computer and I said that it is absolutely not dangerous and yet it's still refused. also I have to keep windows 10 on my other drive "if I ever needed to use it" the problem with it is, that it was unusable because a lot of things could not load properly and just glitched out. the entire system was merely even running. 5 frames per second with only a single Chrome tab open and I have a suspected cause Microsoft Family Safety. that I was already able to bypass with ease. and I was not able to install Linux (at that point I would not install arch but probably something like mint though) as I said.
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:04
probably yeah gotta love that helicopter parenting
23:05
you see thats the reason why no one has children today that korean dude i posted in the world channel said that people want the perfect child today, like its a Sim game so they just micromanage the kid or worse yet, they dont have any because they feel they cant give him or her the "perfect life" (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:05
I saw it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
only I use that computer and I said that it is absolutely not dangerous and yet it's still refused. also I have to keep windows 10 on my other drive "if I ever needed to use it" the problem with it is, that it was unusable because a lot of things could not load properly and just glitched out. the entire system was merely even running. 5 frames per second with only a single Chrome tab open and I have a suspected cause Microsoft Family Safety. that I was already able to bypass with ease. and I was not able to install Linux (at that point I would not install arch but probably something like mint though) as I said.
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:05
is it a shoddy drive or a bad windows install
23:06
5fps is a bit mad
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:06
I suspect the parental controls daemon
23:07
it sees everything you do on a device and has level 0 (maximal ) access
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:08
you could ask them why theyre worried about you so much
23:08
even my mother, and she was a control freak at times, didnt install parental controls onto my computer
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:09
also I could not leave the house without permission until late 7th grade
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:09
worried and scared for you is all
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
also I could not leave the house without permission until late 7th grade
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:10
wait, not even to get dropped off?
23:10
at a friends or something
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:11
btw in like the middle of my 7th grade I had a suicide attempt because I could not see my life getting better. The supervising teacher openly bullied me and it seemed like my parents could not care less about my problems
Мико⚜🐾
at a friends or something
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:12
I basically had no friends because the supervising teacher turned everyone against me.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
btw in like the middle of my 7th grade I had a suicide attempt because I could not see my life getting better. The supervising teacher openly bullied me and it seemed like my parents could not care less about my problems
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:12
Ohh dear, im sorry to hear man
23:13
I'm happy youre still here
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I basically had no friends because the supervising teacher turned everyone against me.
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:13
how odd
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
btw in like the middle of my 7th grade I had a suicide attempt because I could not see my life getting better. The supervising teacher openly bullied me and it seemed like my parents could not care less about my problems
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:14
i think thats probably why they wanna watch everything you do now because what happened before?
23:14
you attempted to take your own life as a direct result of them not paying enough attention to you
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:14
they did control me even more before
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:14
is what theyre probably thinking
23:14
just caused them to become even more extreme with their measures
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:19
three thing actually didn't really impact it that much I had changed schools around that time, because the tension between me and that horrible supervising teacher, because of all that unfair treatment
23:19
and this resulted in some more freedom
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:20
yeah, that absolutely sucks youre stronger than most because that would put a lot of people off of schooling
23:20
some of my teachers bullied me along with the students in 6th grade, i ended up dropping out for 4 years
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:21
that teacher still works on that school btw there are other cases of people who were bullied by her apparently it was because of autism
Мико⚜🐾
some of my teachers bullied me along with the students in 6th grade, i ended up dropping out for 4 years
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:21
you bounced back like it was nothing
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
that teacher still works on that school btw there are other cases of people who were bullied by her apparently it was because of autism
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:22
autism doesnt really justify bullying a child into wanting to end himself, does it? she should have gotten her teaching license suspended to be frank
23:22
it helps piece together an explanation but its not really a justification
Мико⚜🐾
you bounced back like it was nothing
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:23
I tried to keep it to myself because it felt like it wouldn't make a difference either way and I still relieve those memories to this day
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Мико⚜🐾
autism doesnt really justify bullying a child into wanting to end himself, does it? she should have gotten her teaching license suspended to be frank
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:27
here are some other things:

- being proven wrong and still thinking she was right (2 cases)
- punishing people (basically only me) for going faster than the rest of the class and actually wanting to learn
- refusing giving actual psychological help when asked to provide such

(edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:49
the situation was horrible to say the least
Мико⚜🐾 10/28/2024 23:51
yeah, sounds dreadful
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/28/2024 23:54
and while this was happening in school throughout almost 8 years (because there's a grade 0 in Poland) in the fifth grade I finally had a phone, way after any of my peers and of course it had parental controls (that I was able to easily break) I also somehow learned to recognise people based on the sound of footsteps and knocking on the door
00:00
iirc this happened around the beginning of COVID pandemic when I was able to use the computer more freely so I could do more I did not have a computer of my own at this time yet btw
00:02
guess what a person that felt abandoned by everyone else and with a lot of questions would do
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
and while this was happening in school throughout almost 8 years (because there's a grade 0 in Poland) in the fifth grade I finally had a phone, way after any of my peers and of course it had parental controls (that I was able to easily break) I also somehow learned to recognise people based on the sound of footsteps and knocking on the door
Мико⚜🐾 10/29/2024 00:06
i hate that i can do that too, its not normal
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
guess what a person that felt abandoned by everyone else and with a lot of questions would do
Мико⚜🐾 10/29/2024 00:06
create a discord account and become a furry
Мико⚜🐾
create a discord account and become a furry
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 00:07
no this happened later
Мико⚜🐾
i hate that i can do that too, its not normal
Мико⚜🐾 10/29/2024 00:10
supposedly
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 00:11
and I didn't stumble on porn either this thing happened earlier
00:12
at that moment I got hit with rather serious doubts regarding Christianity
Мико⚜🐾 10/29/2024 00:15
i would imagine that would happen at such a time
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
no this happened later
Мико⚜🐾 10/29/2024 00:15
ahhh
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 00:21
but then I found a great video on arguments for God and the doubts went away then I changed the school (to a Catholic one) tbh the situation was better there, I got somewhat back on track, and the 8th grade was the time when this account was created. I passed the final exam of the elementary school with those results: math: 100% English: 96% Polish: 34% and around that time I also got into politics (and found out about the furry fandom)
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Arcane BOT 10/29/2024 00:21
@𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 has reached level 16. GG!
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 00:22
because of people I was around I first saw furries with dislike/hate and then the pipeline happened.
00:28
but I also got into the computer stuff because of changing the school finally at they point IT lessons had something more than Paint, PowerPoint, word or Excel. some lessons involved Linux, some involved disassembling a computer, programming, HTML, blender, etc... this changed the direction of where I wanted to go with learning (but very likely I would end up in the same school as I am now, but in a chemist analyst class instead of a programming one)
00:34
I would not be here if it all didn't happen
Мико⚜🐾 10/29/2024 00:35
thats really lucky, most schools are not teaching kids about flippin linux
00:35
much less in Poland
Мико⚜🐾
thats really lucky, most schools are not teaching kids about flippin linux
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 06:34
it was the 6th greatest school in the city according to the rankings (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 06:54
but I don't think it is needed most Linux distros have detailed installation instructions and after that you can do almost everything in graphical user interfaces unless you installed something like arch or any arch clone meant to make the installation easier but still be minimalistic
06:57
and by Arch clone I mean a distro that tries to follow a similar philosophy to the original Arch while having an easier installation
06:59
Garuda is not an arch clone imo then though it's based on arch because it is meant to be user friendly and fully working out of the box same with Arco
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 07:07
btw Garuda is a great "just works" distro
Blackdog 10/29/2024 17:38
I HATE INFLUENCERS, JUST ALL OF THEM
17:39
kill them all
17:39
i want my media niche and informative
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Blackdog
i want my media niche and informative
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 10/29/2024 17:47
same
Blackdog
I HATE INFLUENCERS, JUST ALL OF THEM
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/29/2024 18:57
Kill influencers. Behead influences. Launch influencers into the fucking sun. Roundhouse kick an influencers baby.
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 10/30/2024 02:34
https://fixupx.com/MLJHaynes/status/1850933737875460426?t=RjMXlSzzO1MeS-U9G3Ov3A&s=19
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Michael Haynes (@MLJHaynes)
NEW: Vatican unveils the official mascot for 2025 Jubilee year, as prep increases & pre-Jubilee events approach. It's designed by Tokidoki creator Simone Legno, who highlights his Italian Catholic heritage. His company promotes Pride month.
02:34
This is disgusting
02:34
Look what else his company did
02:35
02:35
Why would they hire him
02:35
Did they really think this is a good idea?
02:35
I hate this stupid mascot
02:37
It appeals degens, non-catholics and r34 gooners
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
It appeals degens, non-catholics and r34 gooners
Мико⚜🐾 10/30/2024 04:08
that was literally the whole point
04:08
to appeal to non Catholics and make them aware of the Roman Catholic Church
04:12
kids too
04:13
and "r34 gooners" will destroy everything and anything like their father
04:15
how many people will likely be reached or reconsider the Catholic faith because of this character, both directly and/or indirectly? probably hundreds
Zoraxe 10/31/2024 01:47
I was a bit on the fence, but I do think it will spark the discussion and interest in Catholicism for some people and help spread the faith, Catholic or not. I was arguing in another server that it does help to appeal to youthful followers and spark a positive curiosity even for some above that age range. They also argued it was too generic, but I think a simple design might serve their purposes better in relating to the layman than something hyper specific or over the top. People will of course do nasty things with the design, but it's up to the church and the followers to really own it and maintain its innocence. Just because it's "anime"-styled (as someone from that server also just automatically demeans anime) doesn't make it inherently wrong, and the innocent part of it shouldn't be ceded to the domain of evil-doers.
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01:50
This comes to mind the most. Just because a medium is popular doesn't make it automatically evil. It's not wrong to enter a space filled with "evil" and start owning it with positive moral messaging.
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Zoraxe
This comes to mind the most. Just because a medium is popular doesn't make it automatically evil. It's not wrong to enter a space filled with "evil" and start owning it with positive moral messaging.
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 05:24
and thats the thing, i completely agree with kirsche here
05:24
you cannot win the culture war if you run away from what can allow to change the culture. and thats through the arts and creative mediums popular today, not by moving to the countryside and fucking off to be in your little sanitized bubble (edited)
05:25
These guys are just isolationists
05:26
Little bitches who just wanna run away from the world guys like this also do the same thing with certain professions, like teaching. And thats why the educational system, both public and private higher, is a complete mess no male teachers and majority woman classes (edited)
Zoraxe
I was a bit on the fence, but I do think it will spark the discussion and interest in Catholicism for some people and help spread the faith, Catholic or not. I was arguing in another server that it does help to appeal to youthful followers and spark a positive curiosity even for some above that age range. They also argued it was too generic, but I think a simple design might serve their purposes better in relating to the layman than something hyper specific or over the top. People will of course do nasty things with the design, but it's up to the church and the followers to really own it and maintain its innocence. Just because it's "anime"-styled (as someone from that server also just automatically demeans anime) doesn't make it inherently wrong, and the innocent part of it shouldn't be ceded to the domain of evil-doers.
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 05:40
anything relatable would have been r34'd anyway, because people are nasty
Blackdog 10/31/2024 07:12
i genuinely hate the internet, the idea of talking to anyone anywhere is ruining us, humans are social critters but for close family and community bonding, we are overexposed, relationships cant feel genuine without a personal connection, most things online are pure slop, nothing that can be applied to real skills but theres a hook, that keeps the line just tight where leaving is hard, i just wanna throw my devices against a rock most days
07:13
Blackdog
i genuinely hate the internet, the idea of talking to anyone anywhere is ruining us, humans are social critters but for close family and community bonding, we are overexposed, relationships cant feel genuine without a personal connection, most things online are pure slop, nothing that can be applied to real skills but theres a hook, that keeps the line just tight where leaving is hard, i just wanna throw my devices against a rock most days
bongvain 10/31/2024 13:17
take a break
Blackdog
i genuinely hate the internet, the idea of talking to anyone anywhere is ruining us, humans are social critters but for close family and community bonding, we are overexposed, relationships cant feel genuine without a personal connection, most things online are pure slop, nothing that can be applied to real skills but theres a hook, that keeps the line just tight where leaving is hard, i just wanna throw my devices against a rock most days
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 14:00
i have my gripes with the internet too, and agree with most of the stuff you said tbf
Blackdog
i genuinely hate the internet, the idea of talking to anyone anywhere is ruining us, humans are social critters but for close family and community bonding, we are overexposed, relationships cant feel genuine without a personal connection, most things online are pure slop, nothing that can be applied to real skills but theres a hook, that keeps the line just tight where leaving is hard, i just wanna throw my devices against a rock most days
Sogga 10/31/2024 14:18
and here you are...
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 14:23
sogga, stop the wit
Мико⚜🐾
i have my gripes with the internet too, and agree with most of the stuff you said tbf
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 14:25
you cant replace real life interaction with online "communities"
Мико⚜🐾
you cant replace real life interaction with online "communities"
Extra-sensory PURRception 10/31/2024 14:26
True
Blackdog
i genuinely hate the internet, the idea of talking to anyone anywhere is ruining us, humans are social critters but for close family and community bonding, we are overexposed, relationships cant feel genuine without a personal connection, most things online are pure slop, nothing that can be applied to real skills but theres a hook, that keeps the line just tight where leaving is hard, i just wanna throw my devices against a rock most days
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 14:26
wouldnt go so far as to say there are no real skills to be learnt
14:27
we life in an age of information
14:27
but retaining data=/=knowledge knowledge=/=wisdom
Мико⚜🐾
wouldnt go so far as to say there are no real skills to be learnt
Blackdog 10/31/2024 15:15
80% slop
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Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 15:17
i learnt how to produce, compose, mix and master, i also learnt theology and philosophy probably a bit quicker than i would have basic legal tax evasion, cooking and nutrition (edited)
15:18
thats what comes to mind now anyway
Blackdog 10/31/2024 15:19
i learn better visually, so i mainly watch stuff thats just “doing whats already in the manual”
Мико⚜🐾
thats what comes to mind now anyway
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 15:19
a lot of people serially waste their time though
Мико⚜🐾
i learnt how to produce, compose, mix and master, i also learnt theology and philosophy probably a bit quicker than i would have basic legal tax evasion, cooking and nutrition (edited)
NasCar 10/31/2024 15:20
^ all of my music knowledge I've gotten from talking to people (shoutouts to parabeetle x, mf taught me how to use fl studio step by step) (edited)
15:20
not much since I'm planning on actually studying but, still
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 15:21
i still have music industry and fashion connects too, from a past life (edited)
15:21
back when i was in collie
Мико⚜🐾
i learnt how to produce, compose, mix and master, i also learnt theology and philosophy probably a bit quicker than i would have basic legal tax evasion, cooking and nutrition (edited)
Extra-sensory PURRception 10/31/2024 15:21
The internet is a blessing and a curse, it provides infinite ways for you to both waste but also ways to improve your life.
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Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 15:22
agreed
ungen 10/31/2024 15:24
It's an extremely busted tool, for better and worse.
Мико⚜🐾 10/31/2024 21:52
ohh yeah i forgot to say cowboy
21:52
take a break if need be
Мико⚜🐾
i learnt how to produce, compose, mix and master, i also learnt theology and philosophy probably a bit quicker than i would have basic legal tax evasion, cooking and nutrition (edited)
Blackdog 11/01/2024 02:48
it depends on the person
02:48
my works and likes are physical, outdoorsy and automotive
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/03/2024 11:16
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 11/04/2024 22:48
I hate niggers
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/04/2024 22:58
I must say that you either have to be paranoid or porn addicted to land on this account some of the non-porn related stuff happens to me very often. trust me, nobody really noticed
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23:00
like genuinely the spotlight effect there is insane
Sogga 11/04/2024 23:00
literally what
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/04/2024 23:03
excuse me, but I am not in possession of knowledge regarding what part of what I said you are talking about
NasCar 11/05/2024 12:52
Euro started rambling to me in dms about some guy from the sharty recognizing him
12:52
And I'm like
12:52
Nigga is there someone who doesn't know you?
Мико⚜🐾 11/05/2024 12:53
tell him it was me
NasCar 11/05/2024 12:53
Was it you?
Мико⚜🐾 11/05/2024 12:53
no
NasCar 11/05/2024 12:53
Lol
Мико⚜🐾
no
NasCar 11/05/2024 12:58
What if I tell him
NasCar
What if I tell him
Мико⚜🐾 11/05/2024 13:02
itd be funny
Мико⚜🐾
itd be funny
NasCar 11/05/2024 13:13
Wouldn't it be causing more problems for the sake of it?
13:13
You know how dramatic he is
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NasCar
You know how dramatic he is
serpente482 11/05/2024 13:27
Thats the whole point of doing it
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NasCar 11/05/2024 13:35
Aight I did it
13:35
I have no responsibility on this
NasCar
I have no responsibility on this
NasCar 11/05/2024 13:49
Mfw
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Мико⚜🐾 11/05/2024 13:52
lmao
NasCar 11/05/2024 13:53
Like
13:53
Immediately after I tell it to euro
13:53
Lmao
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/05/2024 13:56
Kek
NasCar
Euro started rambling to me in dms about some guy from the sharty recognizing him
serpente482 11/05/2024 16:49
WAIT
16:49
Lmao
16:49
You were talking about kach
16:49
Lol
16:50
Thats kachmeister
ungen 11/05/2024 16:50
Literally who
serpente482 11/05/2024 16:50
ungen
Literally who
serpente482 11/05/2024 16:50
Bankis exejewfriend (edited)
16:51
He is cool when he doesnt hate you to death
serpente482 11/05/2024 17:03
@NasCar xddd
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succui 11/05/2024 17:13
Me and kach never dated at all
17:13
I pondered it once or twice but decided ultimately that I didn’t want to, I don’t like long distance and I didn’t know him well enough
17:14
I don’t know why he’s still stuck on that if that is him
succui
I don’t know why he’s still stuck on that if that is him
serpente482 11/05/2024 19:50
borement probably
NasCar 11/08/2024 00:49
what a shit day
NasCar
what a shit day
succui 11/08/2024 01:33
You okay?
succui
You okay?
NasCar 11/08/2024 01:33
succui 11/08/2024 01:37
Oh damn that is really shitty, I used to get into screaming matches with my mother and it’s always a horrible feeling during and after, and hurting yourself always sucks no matter what
01:37
I hope you feel better
NasCar 11/08/2024 01:44
thanks
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/08/2024 17:00
The depression be settling in again.
17:00
Fighting demons like you wouldn't believe.
17:01
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
The depression be settling in again.
Extra-sensory PURRception 11/08/2024 17:01
Any reason for that?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/08/2024 17:02
Because despite being in education it feels like I'm not moving anywhere in life. Just spinning my wheels
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Because despite being in education it feels like I'm not moving anywhere in life. Just spinning my wheels
Extra-sensory PURRception 11/08/2024 17:34
I hope that your situation improves soon
Мико⚜🐾 11/08/2024 17:37
unsure on what to tell you other than to work on something, anything, a formal or informal project (edited)
17:38
its natural to feel this way sometimes
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Because despite being in education it feels like I'm not moving anywhere in life. Just spinning my wheels
Zoraxe 11/08/2024 20:28
School can be like that. Best thing to do is throw yourself into a hobby of sorts when time permits, or exercise in that meantime. Bonus if you can share that experience with others if they have an aligned schedule.
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/08/2024 21:42
yes
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 11/09/2024 21:26
I hate niggers
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/10/2024 22:21
I genuinely think my parents don't really care about me once when I showed symptoms of a HEART ATTACK they just did one check and refused to elaborate further it wasn't a heart attack, but there were symptoms of it intense headache out of nowhere? "just take paracetamol"
succui 11/10/2024 22:22
You expressed you thought it was symptoms of one?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/10/2024 22:22
they said that it could be
22:22
but then proceeded to check only one thing.
22:24
and also when I want to buy something with my own money in range [10;25] USD they don't allow it but when any of my younger brothers want to buy something costing >50$ they'll buy it for them in many cases
succui 11/10/2024 22:25
Auuuu that one is relatable
22:26
My sisters got everything they wanted growing up but we just so happened to get poor right about when I was able to function and think for myself, things got bad and suddenly I didn’t get anything, and my mother would criticize every purchase I made regardless on if it was money I made or not
22:26
Even now my sister is living at home, spoiled
22:27
She’s several years older than me
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/10/2024 22:27
it's not like the economic situation changed much in my case
succui 11/10/2024 22:27
Yeah
22:27
In mine it changed a lot but my mother was still able to do things for me but refused to
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/10/2024 22:33
and I have other reasons too, which I expressed earlier https://discord.com/channels/1213500751045857312/1272287319193292944/1300584809919152202
22:34
they seem to care about minute things but not important ones They continued to ignore my mental state degrading for multiple years
succui 11/10/2024 22:58
That’s pretty awful
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/12/2024 02:12
I just realised that like half of the things I post on my private account seem like something that could very well be taken from a suicide note or said by a murderer explaining his motives
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 11/12/2024 22:39
Kill furries. Behead furries. Roundhouse kick a furry into the concrete. Slam dunk a fur-blood into the trashcan. Crucify filthy furries. Defecate in a furry’s food. Launch furries into the sun. Stir fry furries in a wok. Toss furries into active volcanoes. Urinate into a furry’s gas tank. Judo throw furries into a wood chipper. Twist furries’ heads off. Report furries to the Wizards’ Council. Karate chop furries in half. Curb stomp pregnant non-human furries. Trap furries in quicksand. Crush furries in the trash compactor. Liquefy furries in a vat of acid. Eat furries. Dissect furries. Exterminate furries in the gas chamber. Stomp furry skulls with steel toed boots. Cremate furries in the oven. Lobotomize furries. Mandatory abortions for furries. Grind furry fetuses in the garbage disposal. Drown furries in fried chicken grease. Vaporize furries with anti-matter. Kick old furries down the stairs. Feed furries to alligators. Slice furries with a katana.
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22:40
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/13/2024 18:52
a screenshot from my private account
18:52
IT WOULD COST ABSOLUTELY NOTHING
18:57
THAT DEVICE HAS NOT BEEN USED BY ANYONE ELSE FOR A GOOD FEW YEARS NOW TOO
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/13/2024 19:05
I genuinely don't get that decision at all
19:08
I could also make a good use out of that use too I could maybe try using it to try to mess with non-GNU (not using the GNU core utils, which have some stuff that is only in there and not POSIX) Linux distros (like alpine) or use it on the go for things like coding since it came with a detachable keyboard
Мико⚜🐾 11/13/2024 19:41
pfft thats lame
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I genuinely don't get that decision at all
Мико⚜🐾 11/13/2024 19:42
ask about it again
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/13/2024 19:42
I'd rather wait until tomorrow and just try to do it even without permission
19:43
is only going to take 1 day at best
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 17:14
Yeah so I'm gonna drop outta college soon.
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 17:15
You've decided thats what youre gonna do? Well then, cool. I will be praying that you will be guided in your steps
17:16
What will you be doing for the mean time
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 17:22
Basically college has slowly been bleeding my finances and I've realised that I don't really enjoy computer science all that much. Having the A-level would be nice and all but this course is ridiculously intensive and it would be like this for another 4 years with no guarantee of a job at the end. Furthermore I already have a bunch of qualifications in other things that I've done little to nothing with. They just look shiny on a resume and I feel this will end up being another qualification that collects dust. I've given it a thought and this really isn't how I want to live my life. I would ideally like to have a steady stream of income and at some point I'd like to relocate. In addition to that, I've always wanted to be good at something and after a lot of meditating on it, I've decided that working a job + doing art is how I'd rather live my life. Additionally, I figured I could use my skills in acquiring knowledge to look into Bitcoin/Stocks and do that on the side. So, I'm gonna wait for my first college payment to go through, drop out then start working 3-days a week at my current job. That should get my finances slowly ticking upwards again. I'll use the extra time to keep investing in my art as a business (with plans to open comms' in Janurary). Then I'll use this time to keep studying up on Stocks and Bitcoin and once I have a bit more disposable cash, I'll try playing the Stock Market a bit.
17:25
The TLDR is, I want to have multiple avenues of income and I'd be happier living a life like that. So I figured that 3 days a week working + doing art + eventually getting into stocks/bitcoin is how I wanna go from here on out.
17:26
Education ain't for me. I'm getting too old for it anyway.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Education ain't for me. I'm getting too old for it anyway.
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:27
30 and still in college, honestly your loss man
19:27
but get like a high paying job
19:27
shouldnt matter what is it, just if it pays well
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:27
hes already been, as he said in the rant
Мико⚜🐾
hes already been, as he said in the rant
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:28
i doubt they'll take a man like that
19:28
but if they do, im royally fucked
19:28
did i say man
19:28
i meant manchild
19:28
hehe
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:29
can you be mature and not shit on him as he's reflecting on life up to this point
Мико⚜🐾
can you be mature and not shit on him as he's reflecting on life up to this point
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:30
all that to me seemed very avoidable
19:30
his loss, periodt
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:31
he has had work in other professions, he just bought into the comp sci method and as a result lost a year
19:32
not really that much of an L, but youre like 17 so what "very avoidable" Ls have you taken
19:32
none
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 19:32
"Just know exactly what you want to do with your life at 15 years of age and get into a high paying job at 22 lol it's not that hard"
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Sogga 11/15/2024 19:32
it really isnt though
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:33
I'm happy my extended family has people from all walks of life and varying levels of success
19:33
I dont feel pressured to make it at 21 like most of these silly blackpiller kids
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 19:33
You don't actually live in the real world, do you Sogga? Most people work average jobs and live average lives. And even in my college class, the age range is around my range, 30-40.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
You don't actually live in the real world, do you Sogga? Most people work average jobs and live average lives. And even in my college class, the age range is around my range, 30-40.
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:34
i aim to live a more ambitious life
Sogga
it really isnt though
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:34
if you think most of even the most successful people in life make it at 21 it just shows your terminal levels of internet usage
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 19:34
Okay good for you
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:34
planning to do political work
Мико⚜🐾
if you think most of even the most successful people in life make it at 21 it just shows your terminal levels of internet usage
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:34
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:34
obviously aim for higher and dont tell yourself "I can make it when I'm 40", thats a retarded mindset
19:35
but dont compare yourself to nepobabies and unicorn entrepeneurs who curate a false image for themselves on Instagram
Мико⚜🐾
but dont compare yourself to nepobabies and unicorn entrepeneurs who curate a false image for themselves on Instagram
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:35
i do not endorse nor listen to blackpillers either
19:35
why do you make such bold assumptions of me
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 19:35
I forget the exact statistic, but on average most people start figuring their lives out in their early 30s. I've more or less narrowed in on what I want to do with myself. That makes me the norm.
Sogga
i do not endorse nor listen to blackpillers either
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:36
am I addressing you in particular or the multitudes of blackpillers who think life is over because they havent done x and y by z age
Мико⚜🐾
he has had work in other professions, he just bought into the comp sci method and as a result lost a year
ungen 11/15/2024 19:36
I definitely want my compsci degree, but having a strong resume is more important, that's what I believe. A good github account with a history of regular contributions, a personal project or two up your sleeve, a personal website to show the works, and so forth. If you just have a degree and nothing else, you're identical to 40k other fresh compsci graduates. (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
am I addressing you in particular or the multitudes of blackpillers who think life is over because they havent done x and y by z age
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:36
you guys tend to adress me
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:36
that I have talked to
19:36
well, i wasnt when I said that
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:37
well then
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I forget the exact statistic, but on average most people start figuring their lives out in their early 30s. I've more or less narrowed in on what I want to do with myself. That makes me the norm.
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:38
no bro! youre supposed to grind 24/7 and be as rich as your boomer parents out of the womb
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:38
my winter arc is leaking
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:38
come out of the fetus ready
Sogga
my winter arc is leaking
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:38
youre not Guts
Мико⚜🐾
youre not Guts
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:38
negative canthal cilt, t50, irregular face shape
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:38
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOEUXG6w2IU
Gerbert's Void
The Prevalence of 'Main Character Syndrome' in Young Men
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:38
5'4
Sogga
5'4
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:39
youre 5'4?
19:39
well, at least youre taller than lil uzi
Мико⚜🐾
youre 5'4?
Sogga 11/15/2024 19:39
no im just spouting out shit i heard
19:39
this nigga omg
19:39
how come you can tell satire from other people but not me
19:39
19:39
im 6'1 for the record
19:40
thank God
Мико⚜🐾
no bro! youre supposed to grind 24/7 and be as rich as your boomer parents out of the womb
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 19:41
What colour is your Bugatti (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
What colour is your Bugatti (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 11/15/2024 19:41
brown
19:41
to match my leather jacket
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Sogga
it really isnt though
Zoraxe 11/15/2024 22:05
Look man,I've been through school and have a stable job with benefits. And I still feel quite unsettled with life. Not sure if I'm gonna move yet. The job has drained my enthusiasm despite it paying decently well, and there's much I'd still like to achieve with creative work. I'm also strongly seeking out a relationship. I thought I was gonna be smooth sailing after college, but there's still many things I'm unsatisfied with that I'm working to overcome. It's not unusual to be shifting plans even as people go into their 30s or 40s. Sometimes you have to try things before you're certain you like it or not. You gotta have that empathy because you might find yourself having invested in work that you don't find rewarding after a few years as well.
Zoraxe
Look man,I've been through school and have a stable job with benefits. And I still feel quite unsettled with life. Not sure if I'm gonna move yet. The job has drained my enthusiasm despite it paying decently well, and there's much I'd still like to achieve with creative work. I'm also strongly seeking out a relationship. I thought I was gonna be smooth sailing after college, but there's still many things I'm unsatisfied with that I'm working to overcome. It's not unusual to be shifting plans even as people go into their 30s or 40s. Sometimes you have to try things before you're certain you like it or not. You gotta have that empathy because you might find yourself having invested in work that you don't find rewarding after a few years as well.
Sogga 11/15/2024 22:06
Zoraxe 11/15/2024 22:07
And I type this out in middle of me fucking off while in the office again if that gives an idea of what I think of my time here lol
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/15/2024 22:08
Yeah. See I basically realised that this current pace I am at is miserable and even if I managed to land a job in cyber security I know I'd be miserable in a job like that. This is why I've decided to drop out, stick to working semi-part time in odd-jobs so I have ample free time to do things I actually enjoy like art. Also I think doing stocks is something I can do passively and so having these multiple avenues of income means I can actually do things I want to do, namely travel.
22:09
I'd rather make the most of this life. So that's why I am dropping out, more or less.
Zoraxe 11/15/2024 22:17
That's completely fine. Not everyone needs school (especially with how universities have become, but that's another discussion), and people shouldn't be gaslit into believing they absolutely need it to be successful or even just happy. Same goes for office jobs. Sitting in one place all the time Isn't something that everyone can do unless they've got the motivation to stay active at their computer screen
Zoraxe
That's completely fine. Not everyone needs school (especially with how universities have become, but that's another discussion), and people shouldn't be gaslit into believing they absolutely need it to be successful or even just happy. Same goes for office jobs. Sitting in one place all the time Isn't something that everyone can do unless they've got the motivation to stay active at their computer screen
Sogga 11/15/2024 22:52
in this day and age, nearly everything needs at least a highschool degree
22:52
and i wont waste the opportunity to find a well paying job with it, even if it stresses me out
22:52
but it wont because unlike school, i actually signed up for it and im being payed in the process
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 17:56
So something happened on my school discord server
17:57
1. loli stuff was posted on general
1
17:57
Very lewd
Мико⚜🐾 11/19/2024 17:57
...
17:57
the fuck?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 17:57
I reported it
Мико⚜🐾 11/19/2024 17:57
good
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 17:57
and said that I did
17:57
and I was called a pathological subhuman for it
17:58
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1
Мико⚜🐾 11/19/2024 17:58
for reporting loli porn well, you did the right thing
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 17:58
I will also report it to school administration
Мико⚜🐾 11/19/2024 17:58
as you should
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 17:58
there's no way to let that slip
Мико⚜🐾 11/19/2024 17:58
its not good to "be a snitch".. in most scenarios (edited)
17:58
but this isnt one of them
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
Click to see attachment 🖼️
Extra-sensory PURRception 11/19/2024 18:08
kek
18:08
Losers
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 18:08
18:08
I was asked for what point of the tos exactly
18:09
and replied with a screenshot I didn't even bother to censor the person
18:09
He's also a mod (edited)
18:10
Very legalistic
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I will also report it to school administration
serpente482 11/19/2024 18:18
bit extreme to do that
serpente482
bit extreme to do that
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 18:19
no it was very lewd lolicon stuff almost a criminal offence to possess such stuff
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
no it was very lewd lolicon stuff almost a criminal offence to possess such stuff
serpente482 11/19/2024 18:22
and why he posted it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 18:22
he wanted to sell it on a shirt
serpente482 11/19/2024 18:22
still
18:23
involving the school because of discord
18:23
the guy is retarded and a gooner
18:23
but telling the teachers is snitching
serpente482
involving the school because of discord
Extra-sensory PURRception 11/19/2024 18:23
Don't you think that these retarded coomers should face consequences?
serpente482
but telling the teachers is snitching
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 18:24
yeah but it's justified here
Extra-sensory PURRception
Don't you think that these retarded coomers should face consequences?
serpente482 11/19/2024 18:30
yeah but not unrelated consequences
18:30
thats like insulting someone and get stabbed in return
18:31
the guy is just a 17 year old coomer retard he doesnt deserve to get expelled
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
yeah but it's justified here
serpente482 11/19/2024 18:31
snitches are lame
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 21:40
guys my reports worked
21:40
this guy was permanently banned
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21:41
it was only 3 hours
Мико⚜🐾 11/19/2024 21:42
rip
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 21:42
since I reported him
21:42
Мико⚜🐾 11/19/2024 21:44
discord mods actually doing their job?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 21:44
yeah
ungen 11/19/2024 21:45
Banned from the school server, or from all of Discord? (edited)
ungen
Banned from the school server, or from all of Discord? (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 22:31
discord
22:31
duh I reported it to discord
ungen 11/19/2024 22:32
Reportfag but justified considering bro was a cunnyfag
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/19/2024 22:33
I rarely report things
22:33
I mostly block and move on
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/20/2024 13:21
# UPDATE
13:21
school administration acknowledged the problem and allegedly will deal with it
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
school administration acknowledged the problem and allegedly will deal with it
Extra-sensory PURRception 11/20/2024 13:59
Good
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2024 19:54
My stupid fucking job that is normally very flexible won't up my hours by a single day. Meanwhile they keep mass-hiring people only for most of them to leave when a reliable person is right there willing to take the hours for them that they need.
19:55
Fucking unbelievable. So since getting home from work I've done nothing but submit job applications.
19:55
And when I get another job I'll just call up my old boss and say "I quit" then put the phone down.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
school administration acknowledged the problem and allegedly will deal with it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/20/2024 21:06
(their way of dealing with things is in most cases sweeping under the rug)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/21/2024 11:01
after the reporting of lewd loli imagery on the school server I have been accused there: 1. of being addicted to porn 2. of being into nasty fetishes 3. straight a fight in in the school locker rooms 4. of having pornography on my phone all for reporting something breaking the terms of service of the platform some of the accusations came from mods who in regards to some of the rules of the server were more strict and legalistic than Pharisees.
Мико⚜🐾 11/21/2024 11:02
i mean, that was bound to happen gotta love projection and othering innit
Мико⚜🐾
i mean, that was bound to happen gotta love projection and othering innit
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/21/2024 11:08
yes and unfathomable amounts of hypocrisy
11:08
I responded to ridiculing of my reporting with a paraphrase of Mt 7:2
BibleBot BOT 11/21/2024 11:08
Matthew 7:2 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<2> For with what judgment you judge, you shall be judged: and with what measure you mete, it shall be measured to you again.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/21/2024 11:09
to the admin
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 21:05
I never had any real art skills because I never could develop them in a good environment the art lessons in my schools looked like this:

- draw something like that in a certain way

and there was no real help, when you made a mistake, the teacher didn't help and mocked you for asking for help that same teacher that drove me to an attempt at comitting suicide did it btw and after the teacher changed she was absen for about 75-100% of the time
21:06
I didn't learn anything on that teacher's lessons and because that teacher was mostly teaching polish, which she did for the 7,5 years I was learning in that school I got the lowest score on the exam finishing the elementary school in polish (46% iirc, while I got 96% from english and 100% from maths) she literally should not be allowed to teach a history of bullying students with autism because of autism, not caring about students who didn't understand and punishing those that were doing much better, refusing psychological help. she still teaches at that hellhole of a school. even more, she's the vice principal now
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 21:51
Also thanks to that teacher I have severe trauma and polish lessons are hard for me because of flashbacks
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I didn't learn anything on that teacher's lessons and because that teacher was mostly teaching polish, which she did for the 7,5 years I was learning in that school I got the lowest score on the exam finishing the elementary school in polish (46% iirc, while I got 96% from english and 100% from maths) she literally should not be allowed to teach a history of bullying students with autism because of autism, not caring about students who didn't understand and punishing those that were doing much better, refusing psychological help. she still teaches at that hellhole of a school. even more, she's the vice principal now
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:20
this is kinda sad for me since I want to try something else than just writing things that only a select few can understand and even less correct
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:21
cant you like publicly expose her or something
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:21
I tried
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:21
that's what i do when someone makes my life miserable
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:21
many other people tried before me
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:21
then do eye for an eye
22:21
make life for her the way she made for others
22:21
insufferable
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:22
I don't know where she is now
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:22
thought she still teaches at your old school
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:22
except that she teaches in n that school
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:22
do you still live nearby?
22:23
if not, do you know anyone there you can contact
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:23
yes I live near that school
22:23
In fact the nearest bus stop is right under that school
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:23
put a tracking device in her car
22:23
and you know the rest
22:23
so like
Sogga
put a tracking device in her car
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:24
I don't remember her car
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:24
then wait until school ends and see which one is hers
22:24
so next time you know where to put it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:25
Listen I come back from school at about 16:45-19:00 when lessons there have ended at least an hour ago
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:25
now how about this
22:26
take a sick day and come near your school that same day
22:26
old school that is
22:26
or actually, take two sick days
22:26
since the next day you'll be able to find her car easily
22:26
in the parking lot
22:26
are there any other complications or can i go on about whats next
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:28
I don't want to do this kind of revenge I would rather plan everything out and expose what she done in for example the municipality newspaper collect stories of others and release them too
22:28
image ruined forever and no way of rehabilitation
Sogga 11/22/2024 22:28
your solution is more plausible considering mine involved psychological torture
22:29
but how would you accomplish such a feat
Sogga
but how would you accomplish such a feat
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/22/2024 22:29
I know
Vexzeal 11/22/2024 23:31
I remember a while ago I had a dream about a friend I had. She's female to male now but I don't care for the pronouns nor her identity. At some point I had a dream about her recently and I just miss her.
23:31
The only reason I miss her is because she visited me on my 17th or 18th birthday when I wasn't doing shit. She just popped up by nowhere and I had somewhat of a crush on her but nothing happened
23:31
And I fucked up our friendship by saying that she was weird for being transgender
23:31
My brain dwells on it on some occasion
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Vexzeal
My brain dwells on it on some occasion
Sogga 11/23/2024 06:51
is it still possible to contact them
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I didn't learn anything on that teacher's lessons and because that teacher was mostly teaching polish, which she did for the 7,5 years I was learning in that school I got the lowest score on the exam finishing the elementary school in polish (46% iirc, while I got 96% from english and 100% from maths) she literally should not be allowed to teach a history of bullying students with autism because of autism, not caring about students who didn't understand and punishing those that were doing much better, refusing psychological help. she still teaches at that hellhole of a school. even more, she's the vice principal now
Мико⚜🐾 11/23/2024 06:53
yeah, art teachers suck, despite mine giving me an A on my report card she told me to "come back to reality" when i suggested doing Art GSCE in Year 10 and 11 (edited)
06:54
and she would completely shit on my then anime artstyle
06:54
i guess it was someone else who was handing out the grades at that department, now that i think back on my year there (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I never had any real art skills because I never could develop them in a good environment the art lessons in my schools looked like this:

- draw something like that in a certain way

and there was no real help, when you made a mistake, the teacher didn't help and mocked you for asking for help that same teacher that drove me to an attempt at comitting suicide did it btw and after the teacher changed she was absen for about 75-100% of the time
Мико⚜🐾 11/23/2024 09:26
what i mean to say here is i know how you feel innit
09:27
have you since gotten back into the arts or has she forever "ruined it for you"
Vexzeal
My brain dwells on it on some occasion
Мико⚜🐾 11/23/2024 09:27
I'm sorry to hear
Мико⚜🐾
have you since gotten back into the arts or has she forever "ruined it for you"
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/23/2024 09:28
I tried recently digital art I have decided to try starting from low resolutions where there is less room for mistakes to be made an then make the canvas bigger
09:29
idk how I came up with n this but it works
09:34
however I forgot I had it open
09:34
and typed `systemctl poweroff` in the app launcher (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/23/2024 10:02
and lost the progress
10:09
Sogga
is it still possible to contact them
Vexzeal 11/23/2024 16:04
fuck no
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I tried recently digital art I have decided to try starting from low resolutions where there is less room for mistakes to be made an then make the canvas bigger
Мико⚜🐾 11/23/2024 16:56
good idea
Мико⚜🐾
good idea
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/23/2024 16:57
yes
Vexzeal 11/24/2024 02:39
I was in the Facebook group where we pretend to be moths
02:39
Someone was talking about how she wanted two boyfriends. I said that's too much drama because I saw someone do that and it just became a wreck. I got kicked out the group
02:39
People don't like hearing the truth I guess
succui 11/24/2024 04:23
Sometimes it’s better just to not comment on things, even if it’s the truth
04:24
There’s a time and place, and I’m not sure if Facebook is the place lol
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/24/2024 09:15
Your first mistake was using Facebook
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Your first mistake was using Facebook
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/24/2024 09:16
I only have Facebook to use messenger but I enabled cross posting between the Instagram account and the Facebook one
Vexzeal 11/25/2024 00:44
00:44
Nigga
00:45
Fuckin retard
Vexzeal 11/25/2024 04:56
>plays games with coworkers >Troon is in the room >I leave >Coworker comes to me and says the troon brought me up in the conversation even though I wasn't even there. Then apparently I was "creepy" to her.
04:56
I fucking hate pooners
04:57
Rent-free I swear
Vexzeal
Click to see attachment 🖼️
serpente482 11/25/2024 14:49
Can you not invite fucking faggots here please
serpente482
Can you not invite fucking faggots here please
Vexzeal 11/25/2024 15:25
Shut the fuck up serp, I hope you're next to go
Vexzeal
Shut the fuck up serp, I hope you're next to go
serpente482 11/25/2024 15:41
I didnt heard what you said i dont understand ebonics
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NasCar 11/25/2024 15:41
lol
serpente482
I didnt heard what you said i dont understand ebonics
Vexzeal 11/25/2024 16:43
ok zoophile
Vexzeal
ok zoophile
serpente482 11/25/2024 16:43
have you been having erp with euro or something?
3
1
NasCar 11/25/2024 20:03
what is the teapot emoji supposed to mean
NasCar
what is the teapot emoji supposed to mean
ungen 11/25/2024 20:07
Pot calls the kettle black
2
2
NasCar
what is the teapot emoji supposed to mean
serpente482 11/25/2024 20:34
It means he would ban me if mikko didnt stop him (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/25/2024 23:31
let's say you have to do something you never did before in your work and you have to do it in 15 minutes alone without any chance to plan or being able to reach out for help and with tools that are unfit for you would you consider that acceptable? (edited)
Vexzeal
Shut the fuck up serp, I hope you're next to go
Мико⚜🐾 11/25/2024 23:34
dont invite fsggots here please
23:34
also we're not "alt right"
23:34
good riddance
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/25/2024 23:37
see, this is almost how a test of mine basically looked I had to do something I never did before and i had only 15 minutes for that and something else and I had to also deal with an update that happened in the meanwhile and changed things that this was also touching. and I had to do all of that while using a language I don't like and a text editor I didn't like because of how pushy it was with its way of indentation (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
also we're not "alt right"
ungen 11/25/2024 23:37
We're reasonable :3
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
see, this is almost how a test of mine basically looked I had to do something I never did before and i had only 15 minutes for that and something else and I had to also deal with an update that happened in the meanwhile and changed things that this was also touching. and I had to do all of that while using a language I don't like and a text editor I didn't like because of how pushy it was with its way of indentation (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/25/2024 23:38
this is why I think that the school system is horrible as it is now
23:39
totally not representative of how the actual work environment looks like
23:40
uses bad solutions like winapi instead of better solutions like qt6 or gtk3
23:40
you cannot do a button that will just execute a function in winapi
23:40
for example
23:43
yeah you have direct access to the system yada yada yada but you can make the backend be just outputting text where it should in a gui with buttons that on click execute a function with qt or gtk
23:50
oh and also WinAPI is not consistent with the system theme while gtk can be themed in an insane amount of ways
23:52
and gtk works on: windows MacOS Linux BSD Oracle Solaris basically any other UNIX system
23:55
GTK was made 26 years ago
23:56
while qt in 1995
Мико⚜🐾
dont invite fsggots here please
Vexzeal 11/26/2024 00:46
I told him no don't do or say anything retarded. Shit @StaySolid is one but he's somewhat normal
00:46
That nigga Ivory just did it on purpose
00:46
Shit's annoying
Zoraxe 11/26/2024 00:49
I don't like people that purposely be a nuisance. I can understand on accident or taking a joke too far, but on purpose just furthers the disingenuous feel of the internet
Vexzeal
I told him no don't do or say anything retarded. Shit @StaySolid is one but he's somewhat normal
StaySolid 11/26/2024 00:50
Huh
Arcane BOT 11/26/2024 00:50
@StaySolid has reached level 5. GG!
Vexzeal
That nigga Ivory just did it on purpose
StaySolid 11/26/2024 00:50
Ivory genuinely is slow
Vexzeal 11/26/2024 00:51
I know he is but damn
00:51
At least make some attempt to not be retarded
Vexzeal
At least make some attempt to not be retarded
StaySolid 11/26/2024 01:29
No like
01:29
Im being serious
Vexzeal 11/26/2024 01:30
How did you figure that
Мико⚜🐾
also we're not "alt right"
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/26/2024 09:42
No, we're just "right"
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
No, we're just "right"
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/26/2024 09:46
as in correct, right? (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/26/2024 10:05
Yes
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
school administration acknowledged the problem and allegedly will deal with it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/26/2024 17:27
I have heard not about anything more regarding that
17:28
it does not seem like the school is dealing with that
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/26/2024 17:37
NasCar 11/26/2024 19:01
know that feeling
19:01
shit's awful
NasCar
shit's awful
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/26/2024 19:09
yes
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/27/2024 15:33
If there was anything that ruined me today then it was my IT teacher at the beginning of the year he said we could use whatever database engine and management system we wanted then a week ago he restricted me and only me from making even the slightest adjustments to the system in any way for context it's a windows 11 machine and I usually need to get like 6 programs to even get to a state of usability (but still painful to use) I usually have blue light reduction on and brightness turned down and if I don't do anything with the graphic also greyscale filter and I change the language to English because I don't like dealing with computers in polish if I have to write things on it based on English only today I realised how bad it is for me and today I could not even use SQL to do the exercises I had to use the utterly confusing Access gui which is also very inconsistent with its graphics and threw out errors for me while everyone else was somehow doing fine
15:34
and because I couldn't do one exercise I was too slow to do the rest
15:35
I also normally write code very fast but I can't do it with vanilla vscode which I have been forced to use
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15:36
I have to have the Emacs keybinds to do so
15:36
which I was not allowed to add
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 11/28/2024 10:35
I want to learn rust or maybe even assembly and do something in one of those languages that is an actual challenge (ie operating system as defined by POSIX) just to prove that teacher is wrong
Arcane BOT 11/28/2024 10:35
@𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 has reached level 26. GG!
NasCar 11/28/2024 14:29
headphones I use for music are starting to fail on one side
𝕁𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋𝕌𝕊 11/28/2024 18:10
now that i TOOK MEDS and can THINK properly @brapmaster @HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA im sincerely sorry for sperging out really severely and wishing death upon you both you guys did nothing but disagree with me and i overreacted like a retard it's fine that you don't like what i do, there was a misunderstanding that i refused to elaborate on and just went off the deep end instead. im sorry this misunderstanding was the exact nature of anal cunt: they didnt view themselves as anything special and seth putnam definitely wasn't pretentious about it, he said that he just wanted to make music that sounded like shit to troll people. then that evolved into being deliberately inflammatory and offensive for giggles. "anal cunt is the only real band" was a joke on my end but "there's been nothing like anal cunt since" was sincere. there hasn't been a band that truly matches anal cunt since, not musically but in terms of attitude. seth putnam was a unique, terrible, and uniquely terrible person that contributed to the creation of, IN MY OPINION, a unique band. it's okay to not agree with me on this but i still think anal cunt is very special in a lot of ways. i recommend the 2018 documentary "slaves to the grind" for more either way that doesnt excuse me completely ignoring any Christian sensibilities and going straight for your throats for no reason, wishing terrible things when you did nothing i apologize for being crazy and extremely temperamental maybe if i learned any kind of self-control i'd have more friends
𝕁𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋𝕌𝕊
now that i TOOK MEDS and can THINK properly @brapmaster @HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA im sincerely sorry for sperging out really severely and wishing death upon you both you guys did nothing but disagree with me and i overreacted like a retard it's fine that you don't like what i do, there was a misunderstanding that i refused to elaborate on and just went off the deep end instead. im sorry this misunderstanding was the exact nature of anal cunt: they didnt view themselves as anything special and seth putnam definitely wasn't pretentious about it, he said that he just wanted to make music that sounded like shit to troll people. then that evolved into being deliberately inflammatory and offensive for giggles. "anal cunt is the only real band" was a joke on my end but "there's been nothing like anal cunt since" was sincere. there hasn't been a band that truly matches anal cunt since, not musically but in terms of attitude. seth putnam was a unique, terrible, and uniquely terrible person that contributed to the creation of, IN MY OPINION, a unique band. it's okay to not agree with me on this but i still think anal cunt is very special in a lot of ways. i recommend the 2018 documentary "slaves to the grind" for more either way that doesnt excuse me completely ignoring any Christian sensibilities and going straight for your throats for no reason, wishing terrible things when you did nothing i apologize for being crazy and extremely temperamental maybe if i learned any kind of self-control i'd have more friends
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 11/28/2024 18:11
Ah ok off your meds then it's alright
18:11
Nevermind, we understand you guy. ❤️
𝕁𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋𝕌𝕊
now that i TOOK MEDS and can THINK properly @brapmaster @HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA im sincerely sorry for sperging out really severely and wishing death upon you both you guys did nothing but disagree with me and i overreacted like a retard it's fine that you don't like what i do, there was a misunderstanding that i refused to elaborate on and just went off the deep end instead. im sorry this misunderstanding was the exact nature of anal cunt: they didnt view themselves as anything special and seth putnam definitely wasn't pretentious about it, he said that he just wanted to make music that sounded like shit to troll people. then that evolved into being deliberately inflammatory and offensive for giggles. "anal cunt is the only real band" was a joke on my end but "there's been nothing like anal cunt since" was sincere. there hasn't been a band that truly matches anal cunt since, not musically but in terms of attitude. seth putnam was a unique, terrible, and uniquely terrible person that contributed to the creation of, IN MY OPINION, a unique band. it's okay to not agree with me on this but i still think anal cunt is very special in a lot of ways. i recommend the 2018 documentary "slaves to the grind" for more either way that doesnt excuse me completely ignoring any Christian sensibilities and going straight for your throats for no reason, wishing terrible things when you did nothing i apologize for being crazy and extremely temperamental maybe if i learned any kind of self-control i'd have more friends
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 11/28/2024 18:12
And thanks for the context of ac, it turned out to be an interesting band after all.
18:13
I'll see the documentary when I have the time
𝕁𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋𝕌𝕊 11/28/2024 18:14
there's also these videos if you want a more concentrated summary about seth in particular. he's a fascinating character https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1EQTA6lc5o https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRO1I_oZCF4
Tome
The ggallinesque story of SETH PUTNAM, a very disturbed man
Tome
The ggallinesque story of SETH PUTNAM, a very disturbed man (part 2)
𝕁𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋𝕌𝕊
now that i TOOK MEDS and can THINK properly @brapmaster @HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA im sincerely sorry for sperging out really severely and wishing death upon you both you guys did nothing but disagree with me and i overreacted like a retard it's fine that you don't like what i do, there was a misunderstanding that i refused to elaborate on and just went off the deep end instead. im sorry this misunderstanding was the exact nature of anal cunt: they didnt view themselves as anything special and seth putnam definitely wasn't pretentious about it, he said that he just wanted to make music that sounded like shit to troll people. then that evolved into being deliberately inflammatory and offensive for giggles. "anal cunt is the only real band" was a joke on my end but "there's been nothing like anal cunt since" was sincere. there hasn't been a band that truly matches anal cunt since, not musically but in terms of attitude. seth putnam was a unique, terrible, and uniquely terrible person that contributed to the creation of, IN MY OPINION, a unique band. it's okay to not agree with me on this but i still think anal cunt is very special in a lot of ways. i recommend the 2018 documentary "slaves to the grind" for more either way that doesnt excuse me completely ignoring any Christian sensibilities and going straight for your throats for no reason, wishing terrible things when you did nothing i apologize for being crazy and extremely temperamental maybe if i learned any kind of self-control i'd have more friends
brapmaster 11/28/2024 18:14
Thank you for the apology, you're all good brother
𝕁𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋𝕌𝕊 11/28/2024 18:15
thank you for accepting my apology; may this never happen again bc im like violently ashamed of myself for saying the stuff i did (edited)
𝕁𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝔸𝕌𝔾𝕌𝕊𝕋𝕌𝕊
thank you for accepting my apology; may this never happen again bc im like violently ashamed of myself for saying the stuff i did (edited)
brapmaster 11/28/2024 18:22
If you like it when bands take the piss, and you like punk, you might like the Vandals they're one of my favorite punk bands. They're from like the late 80s 90s time period
18:23
They made a song with one of the best guitarists I've ever heard, and all it's about is a town instituting a law to keep GE Smith out because he's ugly
18:23
Guitar riffs*
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/30/2024 13:59
My friend's been institutionalised yet again.
14:00
Man... I really wish he'd stop being so withdrawn to the point of having breakdowns. He really needs to stop being so closed off.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/01/2024 20:45
He almost died this time as well, according to his sister.
NasCar 12/01/2024 20:52
jesus
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/01/2024 23:03
Parents found him in his apartment barely breathing, overdosed on his couch.
23:03
23:04
Can't be dealing with this stress right now.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 12/07/2024 10:27
I hate how porn addicts want to be seen as the biggest prudes like YOU ARE LITERALLY WATCHING PORN AND DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE'S ADVICE BECAUSE LEGALLY THEY CAN'T WATCH PORN??? DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW PORN INDUSTRY IS TARGETING KIDS???
10:28
those ppl are literally so legalistic abt the age that pharisees would call them too legalistic (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I hate how porn addicts want to be seen as the biggest prudes like YOU ARE LITERALLY WATCHING PORN AND DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE'S ADVICE BECAUSE LEGALLY THEY CAN'T WATCH PORN??? DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW PORN INDUSTRY IS TARGETING KIDS???
Extra-sensory PURRception 12/07/2024 10:29
Coomers are just pathetic, they'll find any excuse to keep their addiction
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
those ppl are literally so legalistic abt the age that pharisees would call them too legalistic (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 12/08/2024 09:27
and this post explains their altitude very well
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
and this post explains their altitude very well
ungen 12/08/2024 17:34
This does make me wonder, which safeguards could be taken? You used to be able to stop people from looking at your posts by blocking them on Twitter. Not anymore. (edited)
17:36
There doesn't seem to be a way to stop kids from finding you. If anything, your business profits from it. It's your fault for being a porn artist in the first place. (edited)
ungen
This does make me wonder, which safeguards could be taken? You used to be able to stop people from looking at your posts by blocking them on Twitter. Not anymore. (edited)
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 12/08/2024 18:48
private account.
18:48
but it's like hiding something that should not even exist
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
private account.
ungen 12/08/2024 18:50
That would just kill their business. For the best.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
but it's like hiding something that should not even exist
ungen 12/08/2024 18:50
Agreed.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 12/20/2024 11:50
man polish cities are going downhill fast
11:50
In Poznań for example there is already a rampant drug problem
11:51
and the local government does not really do anything
Мико⚜🐾 12/20/2024 11:51
what has caused the sudden decline
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 12/20/2024 11:51
idk
11:52
but you also used to be able to get almost anywhere with the public transport network cheap and comfortably like just a few years ago
11:52
now the tickets' prices have increased, there aren't as much 18m buses
11:52
and the lines go rarer
11:54
and even though there were renovations everywhere it wasn't really a big problem now even without renovations there is a lot of traffic
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 01:59
After today I completely lost my faith in God
Plazma Silvara
After today I completely lost my faith in God
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 02:09
Well, what happened to you
02:09
I can imagine this was not a 1 day transformation
Мико⚜🐾
Well, what happened to you
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 02:10
My fucking house burned down
Plazma Silvara
My fucking house burned down
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 02:20
Im distraught to hear that, if that means much of anything to you
02:21
Not exactly sure how i'd feel coming back to (im guessing is your) my childhood home to see it in that state
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 02:22
I lost everything
02:22
I'm a red roof in
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 02:28
I couldn't tell you why this happened to you, it's easy for me to say thousands of miles away from you that all things ultimately point towards a transcendent and ultimate good, it's easy for me to tell you to read Job and see what his conclusions were after facing a similar fate, since I'm not the one suffering am I? What I can say however is by rejecting God and renouncing your faith, you trade an answer that doesn't satisfy you in this moment, that feels like a cope while things hit the fan, for no answer at all (edited)
02:29
A godless person has no way to explain away his natural instinct that natural and moral evils occur in the world, because in his view they can only be facts of life and nothing more really (edited)
Plazma Silvara
I'm a red roof in
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 02:29
I'll remember you in my prayer man, once again, I'm greatly sorry to hear about this
02:29
If you wanna keep on talking do so, if not then don't
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 02:32
I don't want to live anymore
02:32
I've seen death
02:32
It's a back empty void with nothing
02:32
The abyss has no eyes yet knows you're their
02:33
You feel nothing
02:34
I wish to have that again
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 02:42
I wish to find peace
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 04:08
People could shove Christmas up their fucking ass
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 04:54
I'm gonna kill someone
04:54
Heh
Plazma Silvara
I wish to find peace
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 04:54
I wish you find peace too
Plazma Silvara
Heh
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 04:55
Мико⚜🐾
I wish you find peace too
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 04:55
You got a gun?
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 04:55
nah bro
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 04:55
I'm being serious
Мико⚜🐾 12/22/2024 04:56
mans from London innit
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 04:56
Not from the land where inbreeding is considered pure (edited)
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 05:06
Not far enough to be euro though
Plazma Silvara 12/22/2024 16:27
Hitler was a bitch, he didn't go far enough and was a commie fuck
Plazma Silvara
I'm a red roof in
Zoraxe 12/23/2024 07:58
I'm so sorry man, that is awful to go through. Whether you like it or not, I'll pray for you. It's more often that we need to maintain our hope and faith in times of turmoil lest we succumb to the chaotic feelings resulting from such havoc. It's easier said than done, and you could say I'm not in a position to feel how you do. Either way, I will encourage you to maintain hope in the world. We still care to have you around.
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Zoraxe
I'm so sorry man, that is awful to go through. Whether you like it or not, I'll pray for you. It's more often that we need to maintain our hope and faith in times of turmoil lest we succumb to the chaotic feelings resulting from such havoc. It's easier said than done, and you could say I'm not in a position to feel how you do. Either way, I will encourage you to maintain hope in the world. We still care to have you around.
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 13:07
Honestly after all this I don't believe I can
Plazma Silvara
Honestly after all this I don't believe I can
Мико⚜🐾 12/23/2024 14:19
where have you been at since it all happened
Мико⚜🐾
where have you been at since it all happened
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 14:19
In a motel
Мико⚜🐾 12/23/2024 14:20
was it your own place, an apartment, your childhood home or.?
Plazma Silvara
In a motel
Мико⚜🐾 12/23/2024 14:20
i see
Мико⚜🐾
was it your own place, an apartment, your childhood home or.?
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 14:20
Mother fucker I have nothing
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 14:44
Both my grandparents were placed on suicide watch
Мико⚜🐾 12/23/2024 14:54
Damn man, Lord have mercy
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 15:11
I want to return to the void...
15:13
"you got so much time"
15:13
NO THE FUCK I DONT
Plazma Silvara
NO THE FUCK I DONT
VikingTiger6 12/23/2024 20:07
how old are you?
VikingTiger6
how old are you?
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 20:15
20, with the organs of a 55 year old
Plazma Silvara
20, with the organs of a 55 year old
VikingTiger6 12/23/2024 20:17
i know a guy with lungs so terribly damaged by smoking that breathing is a chore but he still pushes himself to ski cross country, not to discredit your health but im sure youve still got a long life ahead of you if you work around your problems
20:18
you gotta remember that your mental health affects your physical health
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 20:18
I stopped caring about my mental health Years ago
VikingTiger6 12/23/2024 20:21
well thats a better mindset than the typical zoomer obsession over mental unwellness
Plazma Silvara 12/23/2024 20:22
:|
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/23/2024 22:19
Why do you hate the world so much, Sky? I dunno. Maybe it's because of how blatantly obvious it is that industrialisation has completely destroyed us as a species. How the idea of going back to a time where our lives were less heavily monitored is considered "extreme". How this entire system is completely corrupt yet we're forced to engage with the system - you cannot even "go off the grid" and live as a hermit because the Goverment will find you because you weren't giving them your taxes. And how said industrialisation is slowly killing our bio diversity and instead of intelligent solutions being put forward, such as creating more bio-degradable materials or recycling systems that reward people for recycling (like Germany's Pfant system), we block roads and tell people to just give the government more taxes so they can make the air less acidic. How this whole system quite literally breeds degenerate and damaged people and is a petri dish that ensures this cycle continues, add infinitum. How it's so fucking difficult to maintain a positive outlook when humans feed off of negativity and said negativity is constantly pushed in your face by social media and corrupted news outlets who no longer care about sharing bipartisan news but by indoctrinating the masses - and the worst part, it works. And the worst of this degeneracy is pornography which is completely free to consume and does insane damage to not just adults but children who increasingly consume this content at younger and younger ages, further creating this degenerate petri dish cycle that I mentioned. All of this is a manifestation of how we humans just boldly chase the next dopamine hit, our fellow man be fucking damned. (edited)
22:19
How social media is making us dumber (literally). With content becoming shorter form and being carefully crafted to fry our dopamine receptors, destroy our attention span and make it harder for us to think critically all so some cunt can get a couple extra bucks into his pocket and another dopamine hit from seeing his Likes numbers go up. How everyone is just a bloody statistic on a spreadsheet now. Reducing us to things that either generate the big wigs more money or should be culled because "global warming". How inflation and the housing crisis has created the birth rates epidemic and rather than creating systems to encourage people to have families and stay together, we instead focus on importing unsustainable amounts of immigrants to "solve" the crisis, when really they're just there as exploitable labour and who's presence is altering the cultural landscape of these countries - and pointing that out makes you a racist xenophobe!! How people think I am a very intelligent person for my expansive knowledge on various topics and my ability to think on my feet and craft solid plans but the bloody second I mention Jesus Christ of Nazareth all of that goes out the window because believing in that is considered bloody ridiculous but don't you know that everything the government says is true idiot? And that now you're just spouting "conspiracy theories" and you need to be cancelled (translation: Your ability to think critically is hurting the bubble that our society has crafted for me to keep me complacent and that is making me upset so stop talking right now please). (edited)
Extra-sensory PURRception 12/23/2024 22:29
I agree with all of this, but what is there that we can do about this except for trying to distance ourselves from the system?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/23/2024 22:36
This is why my current plan is nose to the grind stone, invest my wealth, ride it out for another decade and a half, do my research into places in the world best to retreat to, cash out investment and accumulated wealth from this grind, fuck off to bum-fuck nowhere and live isolated from society. I'm check out of this systems right after I exploit the damn system. (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/23/2024 22:52
My job infuriates me to no end. Not necessarily because of the work itself but because of the types of people I have to work with. All knuckle-dragging football loving mouth breathers with the mental maturity of a toddler.
1
VikingTiger6 12/23/2024 22:53
thats just your average blue collar
Plazma Silvara 12/24/2024 01:35
What the fuck happened to the price of meat, two "steak sliders" are $25
01:35
It's the size of my fucking nuts
Plazma Silvara 12/24/2024 07:17
"why are you so negative"
bongvain 12/24/2024 11:10
your not forced to be miserable
11:10
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/20/2025 22:29
and I am trying to go back to when I accidentally exposed myself as a furry on the class group chat I scrolled through:

- sexual harassment towards a few people (including me)
- inappropriate drawings
- homosexual thirst posting
- copious amounts of swearing
- drama. a lot of drama

22:30
I'm only at August 2024
22:30
that accident I am trying to get to happened in June
22:31
and now BDSM.
22:34
and some more fetishistic content. reminder: this is a group of people aged between 14 and 16 years old at that moment those things were happening
22:36
but if we group the people engaging in such discussions there's a bigger disparity than in the class itself
22:38
I'd switch schools to another one if it wasn't for the fact that there are somehow no better alternatives
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
and I am trying to go back to when I accidentally exposed myself as a furry on the class group chat I scrolled through:

- sexual harassment towards a few people (including me)
- inappropriate drawings
- homosexual thirst posting
- copious amounts of swearing
- drama. a lot of drama

serpente482 01/21/2025 00:36
With what you exposed yourself
Мико⚜🐾 01/21/2025 04:41
Exactly
04:41
you just have to firm it lol
serpente482
With what you exposed yourself
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/21/2025 07:04
with being a furry
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
with being a furry
Plazma Silvara 01/21/2025 07:05
That says a lot more about them than it does you
Plazma Silvara
That says a lot more about them than it does you
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/21/2025 07:18
how
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
how
Plazma Silvara 01/21/2025 07:24
It's a group chat of people posting all that shit
07:25
Why are you there?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/21/2025 07:25
there are sometimes discussions about school but mostly it's just chatting between people there
Мико⚜🐾 01/21/2025 07:27
sounds like a shitshow, id just start a new gc
Plazma Silvara 01/21/2025 07:42
Sounds like the one I was in
07:42
Мико⚜🐾
sounds like a shitshow, id just start a new gc
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/21/2025 07:46
it was like that mostly in August
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
it was like that mostly in August
Мико⚜🐾 01/21/2025 17:03
Well, at least people started relaxing a bit
Мико⚜🐾
Well, at least people started relaxing a bit
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/21/2025 17:09
yes but no
Vexzeal 01/23/2025 23:44
I hate to confess
23:44
But I hate it when it's my birthday
23:45
It's a curse for being a winter baby
Vexzeal
I hate to confess
Мико⚜🐾 01/23/2025 23:45
happy birthday vexseal, heres to one more year
Vexzeal 01/23/2025 23:46
Right
Мико⚜🐾 01/23/2025 23:46
Vexzeal
It's a curse for being a winter baby
VikingTiger6 01/24/2025 00:06
i know exactly how you feel
00:06
im jan 19th
00:06
things get lumped together
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
How social media is making us dumber (literally). With content becoming shorter form and being carefully crafted to fry our dopamine receptors, destroy our attention span and make it harder for us to think critically all so some cunt can get a couple extra bucks into his pocket and another dopamine hit from seeing his Likes numbers go up. How everyone is just a bloody statistic on a spreadsheet now. Reducing us to things that either generate the big wigs more money or should be culled because "global warming". How inflation and the housing crisis has created the birth rates epidemic and rather than creating systems to encourage people to have families and stay together, we instead focus on importing unsustainable amounts of immigrants to "solve" the crisis, when really they're just there as exploitable labour and who's presence is altering the cultural landscape of these countries - and pointing that out makes you a racist xenophobe!! How people think I am a very intelligent person for my expansive knowledge on various topics and my ability to think on my feet and craft solid plans but the bloody second I mention Jesus Christ of Nazareth all of that goes out the window because believing in that is considered bloody ridiculous but don't you know that everything the government says is true idiot? And that now you're just spouting "conspiracy theories" and you need to be cancelled (translation: Your ability to think critically is hurting the bubble that our society has crafted for me to keep me complacent and that is making me upset so stop talking right now please). (edited)
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:50
sky, would you like to create an anti-capitalist organization with me
22:50
you'll be my top guy
Sogga
sky, would you like to create an anti-capitalist organization with me
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/24/2025 22:51
Only if we are killing someone
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Only if we are killing someone
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:51
of course
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/24/2025 22:51
IN MINECRAFT AND MAYBE IN ROBLOX
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:51
ill be the next luigi
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
IN MINECRAFT AND MAYBE IN ROBLOX
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:51
just say ingame
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/24/2025 22:51
Then I'll be the next Mario.
22:51
Mama mia
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:51
so based
22:51
but like actually
22:51
id make an organization
22:52
that targets corrupt capitalists
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/24/2025 22:52
I think that's what God would want too.
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:52
but to get our word out, we'd need a lot of money
22:52
so fight fire with fire
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/24/2025 22:52
Build bombs in a shed in the woods o algo
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Build bombs in a shed in the woods o algo
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:53
ted was a sissy
22:53
instead of bombing large conglomerates he targeted literal who's
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/24/2025 22:53
It was to make sure his manifesto got as much publicity as possible. If he published it in a paper as normal fuck-all people would have read it.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
It was to make sure his manifesto got as much publicity as possible. If he published it in a paper as normal fuck-all people would have read it.
Sogga 01/24/2025 22:54
didnt cause much of an effect imo
22:54
i would've gone bigger and literally bomb samsung hq
22:54
in game
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/24/2025 22:59
In minecraft of course
Sogga
sky, would you like to create an anti-capitalist organization with me
Plazma Silvara 01/24/2025 23:20
So you're going to be socialists?
Sogga 01/24/2025 23:21
probably
Plazma Silvara 01/24/2025 23:25
National or international?
Sogga 01/24/2025 23:26
whats the difference
Plazma Silvara 01/24/2025 23:26
Nazi versus commie
Plazma Silvara
National or international?
VixenAurelian 01/28/2025 22:54
International is a cosmopolitan (edited)
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:15
Kinda dumb rant
03:15
But I don't get why people get freaked out by someone saying hello to them
1
03:16
I swear like 90% of people I greet look at me as if I was a freak
03:16
And it's not because of looks, I like to keep up my appearance (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 01/29/2025 03:16
you look fine, ive seen your photos
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:17
Are people so socially disconnected that even saying hello is too much??
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:17
Unfortunately yes
1
Мико⚜🐾 01/29/2025 03:17
Seems to be the case
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:17
I'd get it if I were greeting people around my age
03:17
But I also greet older folk and they also look at me as if I was a psycho
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:17
People around my age can't even order shit from McDonald's (edited)
NasCar
But I also greet older folk and they also look at me as if I was a psycho
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:18
Like I was getting out of the elevator
03:18
And I see this old lady so I say hello to her
03:18
She doesn't say a thing and looks at me with disdain
NasCar
Like I was getting out of the elevator
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:18
Someone ran from me
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:18
Like what??????
Plazma Silvara
Someone ran from me
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:19
People are not real I swear
03:19
The npc meme is real
NasCar
People are not real I swear
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:19
Granted I look like an actual methhead
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:19
Oh
03:19
Lol
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:20
Constantly with bloodshot eyes
Plazma Silvara
Constantly with bloodshot eyes
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:21
I have an awful case of baggy eyes
03:21
Even when I get enough sleep
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:21
But if I put your face up to a magnet would come off?
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:21
So I tend to use sunglasses
NasCar
I have an awful case of baggy eyes
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:21
I'm 21 but look 28
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:21
Also because of the cool factor
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:22
Well 21 and less than a month
Plazma Silvara
But if I put your face up to a magnet would come off?
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:22
What?
03:22
But yeah idk man
03:22
I always greet people because feeling isolated sucks
NasCar
What?
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:22
Arcane BOT 01/29/2025 03:22
@Plazma Silvara has reached level 22. GG!
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:23
And something as simple as a hello can make my day
03:23
So I try to make do that for others
03:23
But I guess that's creepy behavior now
Plazma Silvara
Click to see attachment 🖼️
NasCar 01/29/2025 03:23
Ahhhh
NasCar
But I guess that's creepy behavior now
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 03:24
Metoo movement and its consequences
03:25
What else can you really do about it
03:25
Plazma Silvara 01/29/2025 05:15
How come it's always the worst people that have it the best?
Plazma Silvara
Click to see attachment 🖼️
Un1imited Kwonitative Ezing 01/30/2025 05:24
bro..
Un1imited Kwonitative Ezing
bro..
Plazma Silvara 01/30/2025 05:33
This is a person that would have their face ripped off by a magnet
Plazma Silvara
This is a person that would have their face ripped off by a magnet
serpente482 01/30/2025 06:58
Why not remove them then
serpente482
Why not remove them then
Plazma Silvara 01/30/2025 07:00
A lot of them already had their faces chopped off
Plazma Silvara
A lot of them already had their faces chopped off
serpente482 01/30/2025 09:22
Piercings are ugly
NasCar
But I guess that's creepy behavior now
Мико⚜🐾 01/30/2025 09:25
no, still do it anyway
09:25
some will appreciate it
09:25
and its worth doing that for the few who will
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/30/2025 21:43
schools should teach at least one foreign language that doesn't use the Roman alphabet
21:43
not even if that person is going to use it this is not even the main point
21:43
just to train the brain
21:43
Chinese or Japanese would be great
21:44
because they don't even use alphabets but rather other writing systems
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
schools should teach at least one foreign language that doesn't use the Roman alphabet
serpente482 01/30/2025 21:52
No
21:53
English is already boring and disliked by many
21:53
Putting another language subject that will be harder and more useless than english is a shit idea
21:54
Only way they could do that is as an optative
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/30/2025 21:54
I think something like that should be mandatory
serpente482 01/30/2025 21:55
Trust me, ive had 4 language subjects in the same year of school
21:55
More is not better
21:56
The level that would be taken would be a joke because theres not enough hours to learn everything
21:56
And putting one that requires so many hours is an ultra shitty idea
21:56
Only people who want it should have it
21:57
Dont force it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 01/30/2025 22:04
ppl in my class struggle with English I'm in an IT class this could make the amount of cases where there are imbeciles like this on a 2nd year of a technical high school could be lowered
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
ppl in my class struggle with English I'm in an IT class this could make the amount of cases where there are imbeciles like this on a 2nd year of a technical high school could be lowered
serpente482 01/30/2025 22:20
thats retarded thought
22:21
another subject more wont make people fail the year
22:21
it only takes time from other subjects and makes the whole bunch be of less quality
22:22
i dont think no one deserves to fail a year because they didnt apply enough for a shitty language they dont care about
Мико⚜🐾 01/30/2025 22:22
people wont learn languages when forced past a certain point
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/31/2025 12:27
You need to have a good reason to be learning a second language
4
12:27
Else you will drop it.
12:27
The only reason I've kept up being semi-proficient in German is because I lived there and plan to move back.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/02/2025 15:36
I hate when an account I follow but almost never see on my tl like it is shadowbanned suddenly turns 18+ and someone goes through who I follow and finds it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I hate when an account I follow but almost never see on my tl like it is shadowbanned suddenly turns 18+ and someone goes through who I follow and finds it
NasCar 02/02/2025 16:11
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/07/2025 16:32
I don't understand how straight women and gay men are attracted to the male body. I just don't get it
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I don't understand how straight women and gay men are attracted to the male body. I just don't get it
serpente482 02/07/2025 16:35
why you should get it?
Мико⚜🐾 02/07/2025 16:36
youre a normal man
16:36
so it makes sense why you dont get it
serpente482
why you should get it?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/07/2025 16:54
I don't know whether I should
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I don't know whether I should
serpente482 02/07/2025 16:59
women find men attractive for the same reasons men find women attractive
16:59
biology and being curious of a body you dont have
17:00
cant say why gays do it doe
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/07/2025 17:00
why != how
serpente482 02/07/2025 17:00
fetish is probably
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
why != how
serpente482 02/07/2025 17:00
i was asking your first question
17:01
why and how is the same in that context
serpente482
cant say why gays do it doe
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/07/2025 17:07
Because it's a fetish
2
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/07/2025 18:28
One of my colleagues is extremely flamboyant and he banters a lot with a lot of people in a sexual kind of way. But I think with certain people he's not bantering, just masking it as banter. He's can like, really fucking descriptive too. It's unsettling.
18:28
So yeah, it's definitely a fetish.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/07/2025 22:44
I was isolated from people outside of my family for a long time why? 1. I didn't go to kindergarten 2. in my first elementary school everyone already knew each other from the point I joined in and I didn't get any introductions or anything like that. I was separated from them because they didn't even want to talk to me. other kids who joined later didn't get the same treatment 3. that was in the beginning of elementary school. however it was not the worst period. when I got diagnosed with autism in 2nd grade, it only got worse. the supervising teacher started bullying me. it even went to the point where that teacher tried to punish me for anything, like going into the next subjects. and attacking me verbally on a lesson about tolerance. (the same teacher also managed to be racist towards a person comparing her to another person in the class. I wasn't one of those people though. and the class was ethnically monolithic) 4. later on, the school bully and almost every person from the lower grade joined in on the bullying. 5. I was already very unhappy and nihilistic around 4th grade. The troubles continued further down the line. 6. in 7th grade I have finally hit the breaking point. That teacher not only broke the law that time in two ways, but also I was punished the harshest when I did more work than the school bully who got away free. 7. I switched schools. this only caused more problems. I was attending a public school before. now I was going to a non-public Christian school. there were many differences in how people there acted in comparison to how people in the previous school acted. the suicidal thoughts reached the zenith. I attempted suicide in that school. I received very little help. mostly shunning. my mistakes were also pointed out at every point even if I wasn't doing them anymore 「1/2」
22:44
8. I decided to isolate myself. I survived the rest of the elementary school and got the exam results (36% polish, 100% mathematics, 96% English) 9. this allowed me to get to the high school which I wanted to attend. 10. the people were more friendly there. I started talking to people. I became more social. 11. 1.5 years have passed since the beginning of high school. I am still very socially ankward and struggle with socializing. and I hate it 「2/2」
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
8. I decided to isolate myself. I survived the rest of the elementary school and got the exam results (36% polish, 100% mathematics, 96% English) 9. this allowed me to get to the high school which I wanted to attend. 10. the people were more friendly there. I started talking to people. I became more social. 11. 1.5 years have passed since the beginning of high school. I am still very socially ankward and struggle with socializing. and I hate it 「2/2」
serpente482 02/07/2025 23:14
It will get easier the more time it passes dw
23:14
23:17
Try doing something outside of class with your highschool friends
1
Мико⚜🐾 02/08/2025 05:36
Yeah, I was severely undersocialized growing up, it took me a few years to 'catch up' and become normal again
05:36
You will have trial and error, probably some very grave errors even
05:37
But people will kinda overlook it and forgive you of it a bit better in school than later on in life, it softens the blow
05:38
for instance you can be a complete cornball first year but then by the last year you could be cool. 4 years is a lot of time
1
serpente482
Try doing something outside of class with your highschool friends
Мико⚜🐾 02/08/2025 05:39
litch
05:39
if you do this you will meet people they know that arent from that school
05:39
opening things up for you
05:40
also, i havent asked you this before @𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 are you baptised in the Polish Orthodox Church? a catechumen? inquirer?
NasCar 02/09/2025 03:13
03:13
18 years a lonely chud award
NasCar
18 years a lonely chud award
serpente482 02/09/2025 09:19
Happy birthday
Мико⚜🐾
for instance you can be a complete cornball first year but then by the last year you could be cool. 4 years is a lot of time
Мико⚜🐾 02/09/2025 09:41
first impressions are important but some are willing to change their opinions regarding people
NasCar
18 years a lonely chud award
Мико⚜🐾 02/09/2025 09:42
happy birthday
NasCar
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Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 10:45
Happy older
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 11:44
So I found my pistol Pointed it to my head only to hear a click Damn it
serpente482 02/09/2025 11:46
Wtf
11:47
Why you do this
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 11:47
I'm fucking tired man
11:51
serpente482
Happy birthday
NasCar 02/09/2025 11:56
Nah it isn't my birthday lmao
11:56
That's in june
11:56
Just got reminded because of valentine's coming up
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 12:00
Yippee
12:01
NasCar
Just got reminded because of valentine's coming up
Мико⚜🐾 02/09/2025 12:02
yeah, i was a bit confused at first
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 12:02
4 days later I'm older
12:02
12:04
NasCar 02/09/2025 12:14
Lonely chud award (edited)
NasCar
Just got reminded because of valentine's coming up
serpente482 02/09/2025 12:20
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Plazma Silvara
I'm fucking tired man
serpente482 02/09/2025 12:21
Of what
2
serpente482
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NasCar 02/09/2025 12:23
Yeah pretty much
serpente482
Of what
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 12:23
Life
NasCar 02/09/2025 12:24
Don't even care about the sex at this point, that's just for making children
12:24
But damn loneliness is a bitch
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 12:28
I stop caring about being lonely
Plazma Silvara
Life
serpente482 02/09/2025 12:32
More specific
serpente482
More specific
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 12:36
Dead end job Lost my house Can't see my dogs My mom being a constant bitch every fucking day about every little thing possible that I do And I smoke a pack a day and my lungs are collapsing in words
12:36
So yeah Life fucking sucks
Plazma Silvara
Dead end job Lost my house Can't see my dogs My mom being a constant bitch every fucking day about every little thing possible that I do And I smoke a pack a day and my lungs are collapsing in words
serpente482 02/09/2025 14:10
Damn, how old are you?
serpente482
Damn, how old are you?
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 14:13
20 for not much longer
Plazma Silvara
20 for not much longer
serpente482 02/09/2025 14:19
Dude you are same age as me, you havent screwed up. You can change job or stop smoking, idk what you meant with house and dogs, but why you so focused on giving up already if youve barely started living
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serpente482
Dude you are same age as me, you havent screwed up. You can change job or stop smoking, idk what you meant with house and dogs, but why you so focused on giving up already if youve barely started living
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 14:38
I've said this before but my house went up in flames
14:39
The only reason why I kept going was because of my dogs
Plazma Silvara
The only reason why I kept going was because of my dogs
serpente482 02/09/2025 14:56
and what happened
serpente482
and what happened
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 14:58
Plazma Silvara
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serpente482 02/09/2025 15:56
meant with the dogs
serpente482
meant with the dogs
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 20:00
Taken away
Plazma Silvara
Taken away
serpente482 02/09/2025 20:46
By who
serpente482
By who
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 21:16
I don't remember
Plazma Silvara
I don't remember
serpente482 02/09/2025 21:29
But why they took em
serpente482
But why they took em
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 21:53
21:53
Nigga my house burned down
Plazma Silvara
Nigga my house burned down
serpente482 02/09/2025 22:09
Sp they took em because you cant have them at your new home?
serpente482
Sp they took em because you cant have them at your new home?
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 22:39
I think The place I live in now is an actual shit hole
Plazma Silvara
I think The place I live in now is an actual shit hole
serpente482 02/09/2025 23:07
Why is that
serpente482
Why is that
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 23:08
Nothing in this house works
Plazma Silvara
Nothing in this house works
serpente482 02/09/2025 23:10
Kitchen stuff or something else
serpente482
Kitchen stuff or something else
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 23:15
Pretty much everything
Plazma Silvara
Pretty much everything
serpente482 02/09/2025 23:24
Where do you think your dogs are?
serpente482
Where do you think your dogs are?
Plazma Silvara 02/09/2025 23:45
Hopefully somewhere better
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:25
i dont wanna get a job i dont wanna get a real relationship i dont wanna take care of other people i want to keep on doing what i do already until i die
06:26
a lot of my friends take drugs but i insist that i want to remain without drugs
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:26
i know that feel, except i wanna do all those things except get a job (edited)
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:26
what i wanna do in life is basically nothing and survive
06:26
maybe get more friends
06:27
but life just isn't entertaining unless i go out for vacations
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:27
maybe you have seasonal depression, buy some vitamin D and eat an egg
VikingTiger6
maybe you have seasonal depression, buy some vitamin D and eat an egg
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:27
its happened since my birthday i think i just miss being excused by autism
06:27
even though im perfectly fine
06:27
brainwise
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:28
i kinda feel like i dont fit in, like the world just runs too fast for me, i feel like i just dont make the cut, so i understand your feeling
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:28
i could work out, once a month, i can do it more often, but i've been born in a lazy household to the point i have to force myself to workout, even if others tell me to, i procastinate and end up doing it weeks later
06:28
my highest streak was
06:28
3 weeks
06:28
non stop
06:28
no breaks
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:29
just make like a specific day you do something, like for example i ski every saturday so now i dont wanna break the habit
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:29
i always dream with being skinny again but i know that wont happen since i'm too deep into this thing
06:29
basically my mother doomed me into laziness
06:29
i can't even go outside to a supermarket without being cautious about everything near me
06:30
women bring me fear and women are somewhat afraid of me
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:30
stop eating as much if you wanna be skinny, you dont even need to diet or excerisize if you can just reduce the amount of food going in
VikingTiger6
stop eating as much if you wanna be skinny, you dont even need to diet or excerisize if you can just reduce the amount of food going in
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:30
all of my weight comes from being sedentary
06:30
i know how to maintain weight
06:30
but i wanna lose it
06:31
i can lose 3 kilograms in a week, but according to doctors thats not normal
06:31
so i stop doing it out of fear
OhioTrannyRapist67
all of my weight comes from being sedentary
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:31
then just eat less, you dont need alot of calories to be sedentary, if you arent doing anything in a day just like skip breakfast or lunch
OhioTrannyRapist67
i can lose 3 kilograms in a week, but according to doctors thats not normal
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:31
doctors say all sorts of dumb shit
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:31
yeah i dont trust science anymore
06:31
my uncle got hospitalized for taking kidney stones meds
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:32
these are the people who tell you seed oils are better than actual fat
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:32
and had to be there for a week
06:32
because of negligency
06:32
doctor said
06:32
"take this and just go away"
06:32
sometimes i have the urge to beat the shit out of people due to rage but i dont do that because in reality im just an average person
06:32
i could get a wagie job and fit in
06:32
but i want to be better than everyone
06:33
and it is possible
06:33
i overwork myself to do this
06:33
and end up in the same unentertaining process
OhioTrannyRapist67
i could get a wagie job and fit in
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:38
surely there is some trade or profession that sparks your fancy?
06:38
what are your interests?
VikingTiger6
what are your interests?
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:40
statistics programming art designing architecture basic math playing games
OhioTrannyRapist67
statistics programming art designing architecture basic math playing games
VikingTiger6 02/11/2025 06:42
surely theres something you can do that is related?
VikingTiger6
surely theres something you can do that is related?
OhioTrannyRapist67 02/11/2025 06:44
what about a job thats playing games and relating statistics everyday
NasCar 02/12/2025 03:39
I've been thinking lately of what good I've done for the world
03:39
And I came to the sad realization that if I died rn nothing would change
03:39
Not even the smallest of things
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/12/2025 17:00
The same is true for a large number of people bro
Zoraxe 02/12/2025 19:30
That might be true for a lot of us. However, it's better to focus on who's directly around us first. Whether it's helping a family member or giving some aid to a deserving random on the street, that gives us more purpose in the world than we might be willing to recognize. We're so caught up in the material parts that we often forget the value it is to our souls to lend a helping hand
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OhioTrannyRapist67
i could work out, once a month, i can do it more often, but i've been born in a lazy household to the point i have to force myself to workout, even if others tell me to, i procastinate and end up doing it weeks later
Zoraxe 02/12/2025 19:33
Sounds like you might need some better company? If possible, try to search out a group or club that either likes to exercise or does the same hobbies that you do. That can be a tall order to search for initially, but I think the skill of looking for or networking with others with similar interests can't be understated.
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Мико⚜🐾 02/12/2025 19:38
well, what I would say regarding feelings of wondering whether you make a massive change in this life, you have to understand that it is not necessarily your role to be such change. No, I'm not trying to encourage mediocrity, however it is simply a fact that not everyone will be the hero of a battle, the lead singer in the band.
19:39
we all have differing roles to play, most people are not going to be the "main character". i think the media has done a number on our expectations for the level of eventfulness in our lives
19:44
if i think about what Christ says in Luke 12, there are 3 men given a different amount of bags of gold, which add up to a talent. One man is given 5, the second man 2, and the last man just 1. The first man brings back 5 extra and is awarded accordingly, the second does the same as the man before.. while the third one had done nothing and just buried it. He is condemned for not doing anything with the "talent". Once again, not trying to encourage mediocrity here, but I think it's clear what the parable is trying to say right
Zoraxe
Sounds like you might need some better company? If possible, try to search out a group or club that either likes to exercise or does the same hobbies that you do. That can be a tall order to search for initially, but I think the skill of looking for or networking with others with similar interests can't be understated.
Мико⚜🐾 02/12/2025 19:44
if possible you should defo do it
Zoraxe
That might be true for a lot of us. However, it's better to focus on who's directly around us first. Whether it's helping a family member or giving some aid to a deserving random on the street, that gives us more purpose in the world than we might be willing to recognize. We're so caught up in the material parts that we often forget the value it is to our souls to lend a helping hand
Мико⚜🐾 02/12/2025 19:45
Mhmm, we assume only the big and giant things have an impact
19:45
Not necessarily the case. Mark 12:41-44
BibleBot BOT 02/12/2025 19:45
Mark 12:41-44 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<41> And Jesus sitting over against the treasury, beheld how the people cast money into the treasury, and many that were rich cast in much. <42> And there came a certain poor widow, and she cast in two mites, which make a farthing. <43> And calling his disciples together, he saith to them: Amen I say to you, this poor widow hath cast in more than all they who have cast into the treasury. <44> For all they did cast in of their abundance; but she of her want cast in all she had, even her whole living.
NasCar
And I came to the sad realization that if I died rn nothing would change
VikingTiger6 02/12/2025 20:17
You ever see that movie "its a wonderful life"?
NasCar 02/12/2025 20:36
never
VikingTiger6 02/12/2025 20:42
Basically the main character lives through his life and eventually comes on some really hard times, he tries to kill himself but an angel saves him and he tells the angel that he wishes he was never born so the angel shows him how much he had unknowingly done during his life by showing him how much was missing from the world without him
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20:43
I recommend it
Plazma Silvara 02/13/2025 01:04
2025
Plazma Silvara 02/18/2025 12:14
>woke up >Year older Oh ok
Plazma Silvara
>woke up >Year older Oh ok
serpente482 02/18/2025 12:53
Happy birthday
serpente482
Happy birthday
Plazma Silvara 02/18/2025 13:00
Plazma Silvara
>woke up >Year older Oh ok
NasCar 02/18/2025 15:07
happy birthday
15:07
you got many more to come
Plazma Silvara
>woke up >Year older Oh ok
Extra-sensory PURRception 02/18/2025 15:13
Happy birthday!
Plazma Silvara 02/18/2025 15:14
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 15:35
The teacher wants us to make a python program use only a little of the RAM
15:35
python
15:36
not c
15:36
not assembly
15:36
not c++
15:36
not rust
15:36
python
15:36
which has fully automatic memory allocation and garbage collection which the programmer cannot interact with
15:37
that is like using a hammer to screw in screws
15:43
so I submitted this:
15:43
`# It is physically impossible to make Python use only a limited amount of memory. # Such demands are reasonable when using a low-level language with # support for manual data freeing and allocation, # like Assembly, C, Rust, or C++, but not with high-level interpreted languages such as Python. # Thus, such demands are not reasonable. However, they could be if we had to use a low-level language, # but it is not due to the fact that we are using Python with fully automatic garbage collection.`
serpente482 02/19/2025 16:04
Are you sure they arent just asking to make the program efficient by using appropiate stuff? like using a set instead of a list to make a a visit control
serpente482
Are you sure they arent just asking to make the program efficient by using appropiate stuff? like using a set instead of a list to make a a visit control
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 18:39
there was a clear limit 32 MB of RAM
18:39
and I have done it the most efficient way but it still went over that
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
and I have done it the most efficient way but it still went over that
serpente482 02/19/2025 18:43
then probably it isnt the most efficient
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 18:43
it was though
18:44
as in memory efficient as far as python goes
18:44
that would be a piece of cake in C
serpente482 02/19/2025 19:21
if they ask it in python and you go over the limit then that means it can still be more efficient
19:21
check again
serpente482
if they ask it in python and you go over the limit then that means it can still be more efficient
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 19:34
no I used the least things that could cause calling the `malloc()` syscall as far as I know
19:34
or `calloc()` but that would just straight up skip ram
19:36
but besides you cannot see where in the code python actually allocates memory
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
no I used the least things that could cause calling the `malloc()` syscall as far as I know
serpente482 02/19/2025 20:08
But what is the exercise about
serpente482
But what is the exercise about
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 20:57
loops
20:58
and it still somehow took more memory than a full mobile app
20:58
if it was loaded into ram
20:59
I am pretty sure that I could do it in C and even be able to count with accuracy down to KiB how much memory it should use
20:59
and it would not take even 1MiB in RAM
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
loops
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:00
But what do you do in those loops
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:27
so this is how the program would look like in C: `#include<stdio.h> #include<stdlib.h> int main(){ int * a = malloc(sizeof(int)); // 64 bits on 64 bit devices, 32 on 32 bit devices scanf("%i",a); for (int i = 1; i <= *a;i++) //the private integer i takes up as much space as a if(*a%i==0) printf("%i",i); free(a); return 0; }` so in conclusion this would maximally take 16 bytes + 15 KiB if we loaded the binary (edited)
21:27
in other words not a lot
21:30
unless we are using it like a windows program in other words putting the libraries into the binary instead of using shared objects
21:31
then it would also use the entire standard I/O and general purpose C libs
21:32
all the data could be stored in L1 cache
21:33
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
so this is how the program would look like in C: `#include<stdio.h> #include<stdlib.h> int main(){ int * a = malloc(sizeof(int)); // 64 bits on 64 bit devices, 32 on 32 bit devices scanf("%i",a); for (int i = 1; i <= *a;i++) //the private integer i takes up as much space as a if(*a%i==0) printf("%i",i); free(a); return 0; }` so in conclusion this would maximally take 16 bytes + 15 KiB if we loaded the binary (edited)
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:36
So its just printing the multiples of a number? What have you done in python?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:36
basically the same thing
21:36
idk how it got to this big amounts of RAM used
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:36
Send
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:37
I don't have those
21:37
because I can't even see them after I sent them
21:37
because the teacher is using a site made for tournaments for normal lessons
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:38
Also in the function you made you shouldnt put 0, 0 is not a multiple of any number
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:38
it wouldn't impact the speed much
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:38
Dividing by 0 is an error
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:39
oh
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:39
Was that it?
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:39
no
21:40
that wouldn't just use the amount of RAM required by TinyCore to function properly
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:40
How does it calculate it
21:40
Maybe if it sees an error it just says it doesnt fill the requirements
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:40
it doesn't
21:41
but I do not see how that would cause the program to suddenly take over 16MiB of RAM while the same thing in C is small enough to put it in the level 1 cache of my pc
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:42
Maybe you dont have to go over all the numbers and just the multiple ones
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:43
what is it multiplying
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:43
You go adding a to i each iteration instead of just i++
21:43
So you only use i for multiples
21:43
Wait no i said something retarded
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:43
yeah
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:43
Srry i am watching football
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:43
I thought so
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:44
3-0
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:44
`*a` is referring to the value stored under the address in the `a` pointer
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:44
Mbappe scored a hatrick
21:45
If thats all your program has to do it has to be the 0 most likely
serpente482
If thats all your program has to do it has to be the 0 most likely
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:45
https://ptb.discord.com/channels/1213500751045857312/1272287319193292944/1341887492051308686
21:46
I can't tell how that would make the program just consume ludicrous amounts of memory
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:47
Ancelloti put another black guy into the field and my dad said Madrid is full of negros
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱
I can't tell how that would make the program just consume ludicrous amounts of memory
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/19/2025 21:48
it was in python so I think that there is a lot to blame the python interpreter for
21:48
gcc didn't see anything I couldn't fix
serpente482 02/19/2025 21:50
What do you use to read the number you give
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/20/2025 11:20
`input()`
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/24/2025 23:06
I am great at faking sleep, detecting who is knocking at the door based on the strength and pattern and at detecting footsteps And at hiding things in plain sight And have good reflexes And I can utilize something similar to echolocation just without me enjoying sounds
NasCar 02/25/2025 15:03
oh my god nigga I love waking up to just be screamed at by my mom
15:03
I don't have appetite to eat breakfast
15:04
for like
15:04
a week now
serpente482 02/26/2025 17:00
Today at break me and some friends from class were talking about lobotomies and one said they should do one on me because all the glaceons i have in my gallery, there was also a girl i havent talked to a lot so she knew very little about me and some guy i know 0 of in the table. The girl googled what was glaceon in her phone and asked me why i had 5000 pics of her in my phone and i could just say cuz she is cute, then the others started showing all the glaceon and averi pics i sent to them to everyone at the table. So now the girl and the random guy only know me because i have a ton of furries on my phone
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 19:23
You shouldn't have """ironically""" had a gratuitous amount of Glaceons on your phone tbh bro. I don't even have pictures saved on my phone of my 2D waifus. It's not worth the embarrassment.
Мико⚜🐾 02/26/2025 19:31
i have thousands of hundreds of photos of furry art on my phone, irdc
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
You shouldn't have """ironically""" had a gratuitous amount of Glaceons on your phone tbh bro. I don't even have pictures saved on my phone of my 2D waifus. It's not worth the embarrassment.
serpente482 02/26/2025 19:43
i dont hide i like them i just only show it when people have already an established idea of how i am
19:44
cuz know those two people are going to think that i am furry thus a gooner and they are not going to like me
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 19:44
Flip the script by planting furry porn no their phones. Takes the attention off you.
serpente482 02/26/2025 19:45
i send furry pics to people partially because if someone elses sees their gallery they will think bad of them and it will be funny
19:46
i send furry pics because i like them, as a replace to emojis, to annoy people and for the hopes someone sees em and they get weirded out of them because of me
19:46
and as conversation killers
19:47
cuz i dont really like getting messaged by irl people
1
19:47
if they have to say me something they will do it irl
19:49
instant messaging kills relations
1
19:49
talk to people irl, send memes and ask for homework online
Мико⚜🐾
i have thousands of hundreds of photos of furry art on my phone, irdc
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/26/2025 19:49
Here's everything I would consider furry art or close to furry art in my gallery
19:50
Not a lot lol
serpente482 02/26/2025 19:50
i have like 8K
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 02/26/2025 19:51
I went through the entire gallery btw
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 19:51
Meh, I am in the process of writing a furry webcomic. I cannot talk.
serpente482 02/26/2025 19:51
90-95% being glec and averi and the rest lol champs, oshawott and other random ones
19:52
still not a furry because i have daily showers
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 19:52
You ain't beating the furry allegations
serpente482 02/26/2025 19:52
not beating them, but i will keep denying them regardless
19:52
i say calling me a furry is like calling me hispanic
19:54
because being hispanic literally means "from Spain" but when someone says hispanic they refer almost exclusively to hispanicamericans and i am no latinx despite being spanish
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 19:54
>latinx
serpente482 02/26/2025 19:54
same as furry meaning "liking anthro characters" but when someone says that they are talking about a foul fetishistic faggot
19:55
also the friend thats more annoying with that listens casually to taylor swift so i told him that if i am a furry he is a swiftie
1
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 19:56
Swiftie might somehow be a worse insult than Furry
serpente482 02/26/2025 19:56
it isnt
19:56
theres nothing more popularily hated (and deservedly) than furries
19:57
but their drawings are cute
19:58
i wish people knew what chuds were so i could tell them i am that instead of a furry
Мико⚜🐾 02/26/2025 20:19
me too
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 20:28
Well, you furfags might enjoy what I am working on
2
20:28
Gonna take a while before I can even get to creating the first introduction pages.
Мико⚜🐾 02/26/2025 20:29
yAYYY
serpente482 02/26/2025 20:30
Dont put any gay or smutt shit
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 20:31
Absolutely not.
20:31
Fun adventures with a fun cast of characters.
5
serpente482
still not a furry because i have daily showers
Мико⚜🐾 02/26/2025 20:36
1
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Fun adventures with a fun cast of characters.
serpente482 02/26/2025 20:36
Put humans
20:37
And fantasy racism
serpente482
Put humans
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 02/26/2025 20:47
20:47
The world building has been cooking for the better half of 2 years.
20:48
It feels very lived in, what we have.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
The world building has been cooking for the better half of 2 years.
Plazma Silvara 02/27/2025 08:01
Cooking what, Indian Street food?
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 03/02/2025 19:09
my friend is so difficult to vibe with these days
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
my friend is so difficult to vibe with these days
Мико⚜🐾 03/02/2025 19:09
well, whats up with them recently?
19:09
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 03/02/2025 19:15
don't think he likes me as much as he used to
19:15
probably because I insulted his new troon friends (edited)
19:16
dude's an annoying "communist queer" troon
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/02/2025 19:17
Why are you friends with a "communist queer troon" to begin with?
19:17
Bad company corrupts.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Why are you friends with a "communist queer troon" to begin with?
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 03/02/2025 19:18
it's not him
19:18
it's his new friend
19:18
I insulted multiple times
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/02/2025 19:18
Oh, my mistake.
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 03/02/2025 19:18
for being a dumb fuck
19:19
lots of people he hangs out with now are annoying
19:19
one of them I guess was my friend at some point, but now he hates me
19:20
I'm more worried about another guy tho
19:20
also my friend
19:20
but honestly
19:20
last time I tried to talk to him he was acting weird, like hostile idk. and recently he seems to be buddies with the commie troon
19:21
keep in mind that those are people I've been hanging out with for a few years now, so this feels awful when they act like this now
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/02/2025 19:25
Like I said, bad company corrupts.
19:26
My brother trooned out then my younger sister got groomed by two lesbians she roomed with and now she's trooned out as well.
Мико⚜🐾 03/02/2025 19:26
1 Corinthians 15:33
BibleBot BOT 03/02/2025 19:26
1 Corinthians 15:33 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<33> Be not seduced: Evil communications corrupt good manners.
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/02/2025 19:27
I'm debating b-- Hang on, different chat.
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 03/02/2025 19:32
TW: blood I coughed out blood after my tonsils were removed
SPOILER
Мико⚜🐾 03/02/2025 19:37
agggh, tonsilitis
19:37
painful
NasCar 03/03/2025 01:01
I had an awful day, quite literally for no reason it started normal did some chores, I was having lunch with my mom and overall having a good time after that, she started having some phone calls and for some reason her voice was annoying me I was starting to get agitated, like taking deep breaths and stuff like that so then I go to deal with other chores, hoping to get my mind off of it, which just results in me banging my head against one of the kitchen doors after that, I go walk my dog because I wanted to just go outside and see if that would help but I was just seeing people give me this weird fucking stare that I hated, I was well kept, good haircut and even wearing glasses in case my eyes were baggy, but people were looking at me weird and I hated it so much when I get back home I try watching a video to see if that calmed me down, I hear something fall and I just start punching myself in the face then I went to bed at like 7 and I just woke up
01:01
I don't wanna go back to the psychiatrist but I haven't had a day this bad since 2020
01:01
I felt like I was genuinely schizoing out
Мико⚜🐾 03/03/2025 08:16
sorry to hear this nascar
08:17
i wouldnt be too concerned about it now man, sometimes we just have terrible days and for unexplainable reasons
Plazma Silvara 03/03/2025 17:58
The worst people have it the best Why
Black 03/03/2025 21:16
I feel weird. Like how i went from traveling the world 3 years ago to now being back in my same home town going to a college part time and working full time.
21:17
Like I am eternally stuck somewhere I can never truly leave
Black
Like I am eternally stuck somewhere I can never truly leave
serpente482 03/03/2025 21:18
And whats wrong with that
serpente482
And whats wrong with that
Black 03/03/2025 21:22
Because I went everywhere all at once to end up right where I started. It's not wrong, it's just funny.
Plazma Silvara
The worst people have it the best Why
Мико⚜🐾 03/03/2025 23:05
may sound like a cope but our perceptions of peoples lives, especially strangers, are very narrow
Мико⚜🐾
may sound like a cope but our perceptions of peoples lives, especially strangers, are very narrow
Plazma Silvara 03/03/2025 23:31
And it's always when you see a larger view it's just somehow worse
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
my friend is so difficult to vibe with these days
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 03/04/2025 16:44
update I think I finally grew tired of him
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
update I think I finally grew tired of him
serpente482 03/04/2025 17:01
makes sense
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 03/04/2025 17:04
considering he was hardly willing to talk to me, probably not gonna be much of a loss (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 03/04/2025 17:15
it is what it was
17:15
friends sometimes come and go
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/04/2025 21:49
Not good. Seems that the hand pains I had which developed into pains in my neck which travel into my shoulder/right arm is, indeed, carpal tunnel. I met with the doc today and I've been told to take a month off work and to not overwork my hand. The realisation and fear I could potentially lose the ability to draw hit me real hard and I'm in a bit of a dry spell now. Just mindlessly watching anime because there's really not much I can/should be doing as I just have to let my hand/arm rest.
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Мико⚜🐾 03/05/2025 05:30
https://nydnrehab.com/blog/how-to-reduce-carpal-tunnel-syndrome-through-diet-and-healthy-habits/
How to Reduce Carpal Tunnel Syndrome Through Diet and Healthy Habits
What Is Carpal Tunnel Syndrome? A CTS condition is typically created by excessive fluid retention or any sort of movement, which may be repeated frequently such as writing, driving, sewing or keyboarding
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Not good. Seems that the hand pains I had which developed into pains in my neck which travel into my shoulder/right arm is, indeed, carpal tunnel. I met with the doc today and I've been told to take a month off work and to not overwork my hand. The realisation and fear I could potentially lose the ability to draw hit me real hard and I'm in a bit of a dry spell now. Just mindlessly watching anime because there's really not much I can/should be doing as I just have to let my hand/arm rest.
Мико⚜🐾 03/05/2025 06:41
yeah, you should rest your hand for a while eat anti-inflammatory foods as well, avoid stuff that causes inflammation
Мико⚜🐾 03/05/2025 06:56
anti oxidants, stuff thats good for your nerves and dna
Plazma Silvara 03/05/2025 14:38
I honestly just sell my soul to the devil at this point but I don't have a soul to sell
Zoraxe 03/05/2025 19:20
Rest your hand, but if possible, find a masseuse or chiropractor that deals with this sort of thing. My mom had carpal tunnel and was recommended surgery. Her friend had given her a few massages and eventually she healed up. These weren't comfortable massages by the way. I've had a few, and he definitely makes you feel like you lost a fight. Also instructs you to not shower for a day after (exposure to cold water shortly after can cause problems)
Zoraxe
Rest your hand, but if possible, find a masseuse or chiropractor that deals with this sort of thing. My mom had carpal tunnel and was recommended surgery. Her friend had given her a few massages and eventually she healed up. These weren't comfortable massages by the way. I've had a few, and he definitely makes you feel like you lost a fight. Also instructs you to not shower for a day after (exposure to cold water shortly after can cause problems)
Zoraxe 03/05/2025 19:20
@Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
19:22
As you already might be feeling, the problem might be starting all the way up to your shoulder. Could have tensions there that can cascade all the way down your arm.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/05/2025 19:22
I am taking it easy. I'm still getting in art but I am doing it in small doses and then giving my hand ample rest in my wrist brace.
Plazma Silvara 03/05/2025 22:44
"it is what it is"
Plazma Silvara
I honestly just sell my soul to the devil at this point but I don't have a soul to sell
VikingTiger6 03/06/2025 00:33
Why not give it to christ instead?
Plazma Silvara 03/06/2025 01:08
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/06/2025 13:51
Absolutely Heretical.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/06/2025 18:58
Sod this shithole. South Wales is a complete dump. I'm up-ending my life and moving northward.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Sod this shithole. South Wales is a complete dump. I'm up-ending my life and moving northward.
Plazma Silvara 03/06/2025 21:32
Is that the person that did a ton of heroin and then posted it bragging about it?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/06/2025 21:37
What are you on about
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serpente482 03/06/2025 22:58
Bdsm nightclub???
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/07/2025 16:56
Yeah I'm fucking done with this place dude, I'm moving.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Yeah I'm fucking done with this place dude, I'm moving.
Extra-sensory PURRception 03/07/2025 16:59
What happened?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/07/2025 17:02
I have the worst housemate ever and a Landlord who is a nice guy but has his head in the fucking clouds too much. He's not a decisive guy. It took us 2 months of me nagging about the mould in my room for him to finally do something about it. The recent bullshit is my housemate has his girlfriend staying over for no explained amount of time. He never asked me if it's okay, he never told me in advance and she's just here, taking up the kitchen for an hour at a time to cook food. Using the bathroom. Using all the other luxuries in the house as if she lives here. All the while keeping me awake at night by them fucking like rabbits. I tell my Landlord and it's just the same old passive, head in the clouds "oh she won't be staying too long don't worry about it" kinda spiel. I'm done with houseshares dude. I am finding my own apartment to live in by myself and if that means I gotta move half way across the UK then so fucking be it.
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I have the worst housemate ever and a Landlord who is a nice guy but has his head in the fucking clouds too much. He's not a decisive guy. It took us 2 months of me nagging about the mould in my room for him to finally do something about it. The recent bullshit is my housemate has his girlfriend staying over for no explained amount of time. He never asked me if it's okay, he never told me in advance and she's just here, taking up the kitchen for an hour at a time to cook food. Using the bathroom. Using all the other luxuries in the house as if she lives here. All the while keeping me awake at night by them fucking like rabbits. I tell my Landlord and it's just the same old passive, head in the clouds "oh she won't be staying too long don't worry about it" kinda spiel. I'm done with houseshares dude. I am finding my own apartment to live in by myself and if that means I gotta move half way across the UK then so fucking be it.
Extra-sensory PURRception 03/07/2025 17:21
Understandable
NasCar 03/07/2025 17:24
wrong channel
17:24
was gonna post something retarded
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/09/2025 15:24
On my way back from church today I felt compelled to sit down with a homeless woman and chat to her. She travelled from the midlands of England to end up in South Wales. Been on the streets for 30 years. She was wise too, little by little stowing up her money as best she could. After going my own way I passed by yet another "Trust in Allah" sign, followed by a poster of two black men kissing and then I was reminded that my government houses illegal immigrants off the tax payer's back and... Fucking hell I never realised just how much I fucking loathe this country if not this whole world since today.
15:25
I genuinely, genuinely cannot fucking stand the levels of true injustice that is happening in my country and there is piss-all I can do about it.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/09/2025 15:54
Me meeting the homeless woman today.
15:54
Can't let the reality of the world ruin that precious little moment.
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𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 03/10/2025 18:40
it was a rather warm day today and I wanted to go on a bike ride just cause but no I am not allowed to but the dietary restrictions are mostly gone now, thankfully
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/11/2025 16:33
I hate that I keep having dreams about my ex. But last night was different. Had a dream about that girl I met in Germany who agreed to a dinner date with me, next time I am in Germany. In the dream she confessed to me and introduced me to her parents. Part of me wants to believe that but being in a different country sucks.
16:35
But now that I think about it, last night I did also dream about my ex but the specifics are kinda hazy.
NasCar 03/11/2025 18:35
I dreamt I lost all my limbs
Foxgrapes 03/17/2025 08:54
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZZKnEpB1Tw
PixelStarZ
is truly being a #furry ? FINAL VID? | (#voicereveal) #furryme...
08:54
@everyone
Мико⚜🐾 03/17/2025 09:00
lmao
09:00
bros asking the right questions
Мико⚜🐾
bros asking the right questions
Foxgrapes 03/17/2025 09:07
invite him i nthe server
09:07
Мико⚜🐾 03/17/2025 09:10
i think this place is too chuddy for him
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/18/2025 18:47
Just been feeling complete and utter despair these past few days because I am constantly reminded of the current state of the world. I'm reminded of every little issue I have with the world, small and great which amounts to an overwhelmingly curshing feeling. (edited)
18:47
1 John 2:15
BibleBot BOT 03/18/2025 18:47
1 John 2:15 - Revised Standard Version (RSV)
<15> Do not love the world or the things in the world. If any one loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/18/2025 18:47
Truly, I hate this world.
NasCar 03/20/2025 02:05
maybe I'm just annoying
NasCar
maybe I'm just annoying
Zoraxe 03/20/2025 23:47
Nah, I appreciate having you around man. We all say or do things that make us anxious about our presence around others as a form of self - criticism, but I can say as an outsider to that that you're a cool dude and make fire music
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Just been feeling complete and utter despair these past few days because I am constantly reminded of the current state of the world. I'm reminded of every little issue I have with the world, small and great which amounts to an overwhelmingly curshing feeling. (edited)
Sogga 03/26/2025 00:57
i accept that the world is a mess, stoicism taught me to leave whats not under my control and to remain strong given any circumstance
NasCar 03/26/2025 23:26
>in call with friend >he's just streaming his xitter feed >convo is dry af so I show him the comm I did for sky >nigga just skips around the song >"yeah, it's good" what is so hard about niggas just talking to someone? (edited)
23:26
what a bitch
serpente482 03/26/2025 23:27
What did you expect
serpente482
What did you expect
NasCar 03/26/2025 23:27
idk just something to stir the convo
serpente482 03/26/2025 23:27
About what
NasCar 03/26/2025 23:27
like "what genre is this?"
23:27
and then we talk about the genre
serpente482 03/26/2025 23:27
I would have done the same cuz idc about music nor know about it
NasCar 03/26/2025 23:27
and boom convo's back to life
serpente482
I would have done the same cuz idc about music nor know about it
NasCar 03/26/2025 23:28
yeah but this guy is into music as well
serpente482 03/26/2025 23:28
Ah
23:28
Then he probably doesnt like you
23:28
Kidding
23:28
Dont go paranoid
23:29
Talking in discord sucks cuz sometimes it gets shy if you live with parents
23:30
I dont want my parents to know what im talking about
NasCar 03/26/2025 23:31
23:34
I hate being the guy who has to bother keeping friendships alive
23:34
might as well just not talk to people
serpente482 03/26/2025 23:43
I just try to give the same they give to me
23:43
A little more maybe
23:43
But if someone doesnt bother why would you
23:44
Its 50/50
NasCar 03/26/2025 23:44
idc anymore dude if they won't bother I won't as well
NasCar
idc anymore dude if they won't bother I won't as well
serpente482 03/26/2025 23:47
NasCar 03/27/2025 00:00
NOOOOOOO
NasCar
yeah but this guy is into music as well
ungen 03/27/2025 00:42
Nigga might just be socially inept/acoustic
serpente482
Click to see attachment 🖼️
VikingTiger6 03/27/2025 05:01
bro you cant post this shit
05:02
NasCar
might as well just not talk to people
Zoraxe 03/27/2025 06:10
I feel ya there. There's a lot of people that, while I was friendly with them, I feel little reason to go reach out to them unless they talk to me first. I have to remind myself sometimes that I should send them a message every once in a while
serpente482
Click to see attachment 🖼️
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/27/2025 09:09
Can you not post violent gore in the server please? Thanks.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/29/2025 13:09
Right now perfectly encapsulates what I fucking hate about living in this house.
13:09
Landlord downstairs blaring music while the housemate in the room next to me is having loud sex.
13:09
Fucking kill me please.
13:10
Playing loud orgasm sounds isn't working because it's being drowned out by the music downstairs.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Playing loud orgasm sounds isn't working because it's being drowned out by the music downstairs.
ungen 03/29/2025 13:15
Wait, how would the sounds help?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/29/2025 13:16
Because last time I did it while my housemate was fucking loudly a wall away from me, him and his girlfriend suddenly shut up.
ungen 03/29/2025 13:20
Then its effectiveness is undeniable, given it gave results prior. I was more focused on why it works.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/29/2025 13:20
It's like holding a giant mirror up to someone.
ungen 03/29/2025 13:21
Heh, fair.
13:22
That sounds horrid. I can't fathom rentoid life. This might be a 3rd world raisinhole but at least I own my home
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/29/2025 13:23
Based on our economic growth and the fact our health service is one of the worst in the "developed" world, Britain is more like a second world country than a first world one.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Based on our economic growth and the fact our health service is one of the worst in the "developed" world, Britain is more like a second world country than a first world one.
Мико⚜🐾 03/29/2025 13:44
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 03/31/2025 16:11
I fucking hate my job because the shitty management really fucks with my brain. So when I go home and try to work on my projects that'll ideally get me out of that situation, I cannot focus. It's so fucking frustrating, I feel just eternally stuck in one place moving in the smallest of increments towards me goals.
16:13
"Well you see, Sky, you should get a new job." I have tried. Almost 100 times. I have played by every single rule and tricks of the trade and I only ever managed to get back a single job interview which ended up being a bust. In part because our job market is being crushed by the huge swaths of immigrants but also because I am white and my country very fucking clearly hates white people.
Мико⚜🐾 04/01/2025 13:51
It's annoying for me to get a job, so I wonder how much more so for my white frens. It's likely very demoralising (edited)
13:52
It's clear that the DEI employment practices that were occurring in America earlier on have been now imported to at least some European countries
13:52
like in Spain
VikingTiger6 04/01/2025 18:53
Where are you applying?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 04/04/2025 21:53
Fighting a lotta demons man.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 04/04/2025 22:10
Also loved how my landlord just... fucking decides to tell me someone is staying over for a couple of weeks literal minuets before said person shows up so I just have no room to voice any objections.
22:11
Like, three in a house is clusterfucked enough as it is. This isn't a fucking hotel.
22:11
22:16
I still haven't texted him back over this because I dunno what to say. I don't want to sound too aggressive nor do I wanna sound too passive.
22:16
But it's my fucking house too. And no one ever asks me if it's okay if someone can stay over. They just drag them through the door before I have the chance to callibrate to this.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
But it's my fucking house too. And no one ever asks me if it's okay if someone can stay over. They just drag them through the door before I have the chance to callibrate to this.
Sogga 04/04/2025 22:32
dont be a pussy and assert yourself, strike fear into your landlord's heart so they'll understand
Мико⚜🐾 04/04/2025 22:40
ultimately if he sees he can take the piss he will continue to
22:40
thats just how people are
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 04/04/2025 22:44
"I wasn't asked or warned about this until (guest) was already in the house. And honestly the noise is only a fraction of the issue, it's the fact this house isn't big enough for four people. Me, you and (housemate) just about have a routine and we can work around each other, with things like having a shower, cooking food or doing the dishes. You add another spontaneous guest into the mix and now we're stepping on each other's toes. It's the same when (housemate) brings over his missus without telling us. I mean, how long is he staying? Why wasn't I give a few days notice? It's all a bit spontaneous and I would've appreciated a warning a few days in advance so I could calibrate my brain for this. Might be my autism but people suddenly appearing in the place I call home throws me for a loop, like. I know (guest) and get along with him but I just would've appreciated a proper heads up."
22:45
I went over this about five times so it wasn't too aggressive sounding.
VikingTiger6 04/04/2025 23:21
Maybe your landlords trying to force you out to up the rent
VikingTiger6
Maybe your landlords trying to force you out to up the rent
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 04/05/2025 09:26
Entirely possible.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
"I wasn't asked or warned about this until (guest) was already in the house. And honestly the noise is only a fraction of the issue, it's the fact this house isn't big enough for four people. Me, you and (housemate) just about have a routine and we can work around each other, with things like having a shower, cooking food or doing the dishes. You add another spontaneous guest into the mix and now we're stepping on each other's toes. It's the same when (housemate) brings over his missus without telling us. I mean, how long is he staying? Why wasn't I give a few days notice? It's all a bit spontaneous and I would've appreciated a warning a few days in advance so I could calibrate my brain for this. Might be my autism but people suddenly appearing in the place I call home throws me for a loop, like. I know (guest) and get along with him but I just would've appreciated a proper heads up."
Мико⚜🐾 04/05/2025 09:29
No, its not something crazy to bug out about at all
09:30
When I invite frens over spontaneously, I dont have them stay the night over because of concerns like this
Мико⚜🐾
When I invite frens over spontaneously, I dont have them stay the night over because of concerns like this
Мико⚜🐾 04/05/2025 09:30
I do generally walk them home tho
Plazma Silvara 04/06/2025 11:08
Holy shit the nigger advantage is insane
Plazma Silvara
Holy shit the nigger advantage is insane
Extra-sensory PURRception 04/06/2025 11:21
Who is this?
Extra-sensory PURRception
Who is this?
Plazma Silvara 04/06/2025 11:22
A guy who stabbed someone to death after a track meet, a high school track meet
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Plazma Silvara 04/06/2025 11:45
Man how come I wasn't born a nigger?
Plazma Silvara
Man how come I wasn't born a nigger?
Мико⚜🐾 04/06/2025 12:11
The grass isn't greener on the other side
Мико⚜🐾
The grass isn't greener on the other side
Plazma Silvara 04/06/2025 12:12
I'm sitting with nothing but a pack of cigarettes
Plazma Silvara 04/06/2025 13:12
What kind of bullshit is this
Plazma Silvara
I'm sitting with nothing but a pack of cigarettes
Мико⚜🐾 04/06/2025 13:14
then i guess being the average african american would be better
Мико⚜🐾
then i guess being the average african american would be better
Plazma Silvara 04/06/2025 13:19
Yeah then i might actually get money
13:20
The insurance company was going to give us something
13:20
They never did
13:20
Fucking kikes
Plazma Silvara
The insurance company was going to give us something
Мико⚜🐾 04/06/2025 13:28
chase them up, ofc theyre not going to give you money unless you push them for it
13:28
the whole business is built on hoping that people dont chase or appeal their insurance claims
13:29
or ever have an accident (this is why they punish you hella for having an accident, or being predisposed to having accidents)
13:29
Insurance companies be out here buying your DNA from DNA testing companies and then denying coverage
Мико⚜🐾
the whole business is built on hoping that people dont chase or appeal their insurance claims
Plazma Silvara 04/07/2025 06:32
I'm tempted to bring in my gun and start firing
Plazma Silvara 04/07/2025 11:01
Plazma Silvara
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serpente482 04/07/2025 11:17
What did he do
serpente482
What did he do
Мико⚜🐾 04/07/2025 12:09
he killed a white boy for telling him he was in his seat
12:10
and now the Black community in America at large, since they worship wicked murderers already as their new idols (edited)
12:10
they do what is not foreign to them
serpente482 04/07/2025 13:03
It was self defense
13:04
He felt threatened and just stabbed him with a knife he had to ermmm
13:04
Peel oranges
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13:04
Its because racism
13:06
Stoopid wypipo dem crackas always buggin us wit dey pale ass skin shieeeet
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 04/09/2025 14:28
Man I hate how the IT lessons are in my class We're like half a year behind with material. The teacher forbids students from helping each other And doesn't help when asked for Only allows his method to be used even if other methods are available and better for the use case. Limits what we can do on the computers beyond what is reasonable And on a few lessons recently he was just standing above me and looking at what I was doing even though it was making me super uncomfortable and too stressed to do anything efficiently. Which I have pointed out. He didn't care And he was giving us assignments in python, but tests whether they're possible in C++, which I pointed out is going to lead to problems He ignored that.
14:28
Also he's our supervising teacher He doesn't do anything about it He straight up doesn't care
14:28
and he also today removed about 80% of all assignments I completed as in he didn't grade them 0 the completed assignments were removed the automated system also declared most of them were correct
14:28
Imagine your boss consciously removing your work done correctly and making it look like it didn't happen Not like you failed to do it correctly Like you didn't do it at all
VikingTiger6 04/09/2025 17:34
Sounds like your teachers a power tripper
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 04/09/2025 17:34
Yeah
VikingTiger6
Sounds like your teachers a power tripper
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 04/09/2025 20:36
He also will not be removed There's no chance of that happening Even though he's arrogant to students, parents, he's uncooperative, makes confusing assignments and shuns people for doing extra work
20:36
Here's every assignment that was removed btw
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/04/2025 18:22
If sexuality is just a choice then why do I keep feeling things for a guy I've known a long time
Мико⚜🐾 05/04/2025 18:40
I think it's a misnomer and a bit insensitive to say that sexuality is a choice all the time, sometimes you can't help it, being aroused from time to time or finding yourself having passing thoughts of romantic relationships or encounters with men y'know? With that being said, what is going to be a conscious choice all the time is going to be dwelling on those fantasies, not letting them just pass you by, and falling into lust (edited)
18:41
Not everyone suddenly finds themselves back to normality even after coming to Christ, and that could be for several reasons
Мико⚜🐾
Not everyone suddenly finds themselves back to normality even after coming to Christ, and that could be for several reasons
Мико⚜🐾 05/04/2025 18:44
I regrettedly still find myself aroused by furries from time to time. I haven't recovered fully rom all of the stuff I saw, and chose to see growing up, and who knows how long until those desires go away? Until I heal? But I've come quite a way from how things used to be, regarding my relationship with sex and sexuality, and I trust that I will continue to grow in Christ, if I truly desire it
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/04/2025 18:47
I mean despite being a porn addict myself I've been off porn for somewhere around 10 months now and while I've had desires to look at porn during that time, I've always ignored it. Even on days when I felt like I was a hair's breath away from going "fuck it" and pulling up pornhub. This sexuality thing is, however, weird. Because pretty much as soon as I became Christian, I basically switched my brain off towards men. But then one friend of mine, who, being completely honest checks all of my boxes for a partner, has suddenly sprung that desire back to life in full force.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I mean despite being a porn addict myself I've been off porn for somewhere around 10 months now and while I've had desires to look at porn during that time, I've always ignored it. Even on days when I felt like I was a hair's breath away from going "fuck it" and pulling up pornhub. This sexuality thing is, however, weird. Because pretty much as soon as I became Christian, I basically switched my brain off towards men. But then one friend of mine, who, being completely honest checks all of my boxes for a partner, has suddenly sprung that desire back to life in full force.
serpente482 05/04/2025 19:38
Why
serpente482
Why
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/04/2025 19:40
Bro I dunno that's why I'm ranting about it
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Bro I dunno that's why I'm ranting about it
serpente482 05/04/2025 20:13
Maybe its the old self speaking because your new self hasnt had to face that situation yet and you havent realized how to act yet
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Мико⚜🐾 05/04/2025 20:18
yeah
Мико⚜🐾
I think it's a misnomer and a bit insensitive to say that sexuality is a choice all the time, sometimes you can't help it, being aroused from time to time or finding yourself having passing thoughts of romantic relationships or encounters with men y'know? With that being said, what is going to be a conscious choice all the time is going to be dwelling on those fantasies, not letting them just pass you by, and falling into lust (edited)
succui 05/04/2025 23:12
It’s definitely not a choice, but acting on it is for sure a choice
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succui
It’s definitely not a choice, but acting on it is for sure a choice
serpente482 05/04/2025 23:20
Not a choice but usually there were choices that having been taken differently it wouldnt have reach that state
23:20
And probably there are other choices that can revert the state
succui 05/04/2025 23:28
Oh absolutely, most people don’t have any issue with it if they aren’t exposed to it at all
23:28
I know this first hand, I am no longer bisexual
23:29
I realized that I wasn’t actually attracted to women and I just think they’re pretty like anyone else does.
23:29
If you think “wow that person is extremely pretty” but the idea of anything actually intimate doesn’t sound appealing it’s safe to say it’s not sexual
succui
I know this first hand, I am no longer bisexual
serpente482 05/04/2025 23:30
Remember when i first joined fiddleaborea and told you i was going to find a cure
succui 05/04/2025 23:30
I did somehow
23:31
I guess being with a man that treats me really well and I love fixed that
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Мико⚜🐾 05/04/2025 23:31
awww
succui 05/04/2025 23:32
Making myself emotional at dinner, stinky
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 06:51
After years of dealing with people I realized I hate every fucking person on this goddamn planet
06:55
At this point if someone wants to kill themself I just reply with "go ahead I don't care"
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 06:56
Sometimes thats the correct response though, people attention seek when they say that a lot now unfortunately
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 06:59
Even when they don't and I know they gonna do something I simply don't care
06:59
"Do the same as you would do for others"
06:59
Okay, kill yourself
ungen 05/05/2025 07:00
And besides, people already kill themselves in many other slower ways
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Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:02
No shit Sherlock
07:02
My morals are "Fuck off"
07:03
Because the worst people usually have at the best
ungen 05/05/2025 07:03
niggas will say "just make it to tomorrow bro, suicide is never the answer :)" on wholesome reddit, and then do nothing but rot on the couch all day until diabetes claims them (edited)
07:04
Someone that doesn't love or take care of themselves will meet their own end, one way or another
07:04
Therefore their threats to "kill themselves" mean nothing, because they were going to anyway with that attitude :P
ungen
And besides, people already kill themselves in many other slower ways
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:06
Was watching a Gerbert Johnson video about this
07:06
And I realised I have slowly killed myself many times before
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:06
I am slowly killing myself
07:06
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:06
https://youtu.be/uI2nPTdWzu0
Gerbert's Void
Young Men Giving Up | The Doomer Negativity Spiral
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07:06
apathy often = fear
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:07
Don't start smoking kids
07:07
It's bad
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:07
Not utilising your talents you have been given by the master in this life is no better than suicide (edited)
07:08
hold on, wrong parable
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:09
I often think that there is no God, he abandoned us a long ago
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:09
matthew 25:14-30
BibleBot BOT 05/05/2025 07:09
Matthew 25:14-30 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<14> For even as a man going into a far country, called his servants, and delivered to them his goods; <15> And to one he gave five talents, and to another two, and to another one, to every one according to his proper ability: and immediately he took his journey. <16> And he that had received the five talents, went his way, and traded with the same, and gained other five. <17> And in like manner he that had received the two, gained other two. <18> But he that had received the one, going his way digged into the earth, and hid his lord's money. <19> But after a long time the lord of those servants came, and reckoned with them. <20> And he that had received the five talents coming, brought other five talents, saying: Lord, thou didst deliver to me five talents, behold I have gained other five over and above. <21> His lord said to him: Well done, good and faithful servant, because thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will place thee over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord. <22> And he also that had received the two talents came and said: Lord, thou deliveredst two talents to me: behold I have gained other two. <23> His lord said to him: Well done, good and faithful servant: because thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will place thee over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord. <24> But he that had received the one talent, came and said: Lord, I know that thou art a hard man; thou reapest where thou hast not sown, and gatherest where thou hast not strewed. <25> And being afraid I went and hid thy talent in the earth: behold here thou hast that which is thine. <26> And his lord answering, said to him: Wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap where I sow not, and gather where I have not strewed: <27> Thou oughtest therefore to have committed my money to the bankers, and at my coming I should have received my own with usury. <28> Take ye away therefore the talent from him, and give it to him that hath ten...
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:09
Matthew 25:29-30
BibleBot BOT 05/05/2025 07:09
Matthew 25:29-30 - Douay-Rheims 1899 American Edition (DRA)
<29> For to every one that hath shall be given, and he shall abound: but from him that hath not, that also which he seemeth to have shall be taken away. <30> And the unprofitable servant cast ye out into the exterior darkness. There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:10
use what you have been given, be grateful, do not rot
Мико⚜🐾
use what you have been given, be grateful, do not rot
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:10
I have been given a gun with no bullets
Plazma Silvara
I often think that there is no God, he abandoned us a long ago
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:10
Well, knowing your circumstance, I can't blame that you feel that way right now. How can I bash you when I felt the same way for so long? (edited)
07:10
I will keep you in my mind, stay strong
07:12
it will be worth it
Мико⚜🐾
Well, knowing your circumstance, I can't blame that you feel that way right now. How can I bash you when I felt the same way for so long? (edited)
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:12
I almost got arrested for aggravated assault in January this year, beat a man over the head that was pissing me off at a bus stop
Мико⚜🐾 05/05/2025 07:13
How did you beat the case?
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:14
Self-defense
07:14
Guy was antagonizing
07:15
Other cases, yeah I would have been gone
Plazma Silvara 05/05/2025 07:23
Only time will tell
serpente482
Maybe its the old self speaking because your new self hasnt had to face that situation yet and you havent realized how to act yet
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/05/2025 12:51
Someone else suggested I cut off the friendship if it's causing me to feel this way but it's not my friend's fault, ultimately it's my fault for feeling this way. I love him like I love all my close friends. It's a me issue, so being unnecessarily cruel to him would solve nothing
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Someone else suggested I cut off the friendship if it's causing me to feel this way but it's not my friend's fault, ultimately it's my fault for feeling this way. I love him like I love all my close friends. It's a me issue, so being unnecessarily cruel to him would solve nothing
serpente482 05/05/2025 13:00
Its not his problem, you should try to use this situation to try to learn how to act towards men you like without sexual stuff
Plazma Silvara 05/06/2025 03:00
It's only a matter of time until I make a bomb and blow it off in a government building
Plazma Silvara 05/06/2025 03:51
I got too many plans but not enough time
Plazma Silvara 05/06/2025 04:04
536
Plazma Silvara
It's only a matter of time until I make a bomb and blow it off in a government building
VikingTiger6 05/06/2025 04:45
life thrown away award
04:45
fed award
Plazma Silvara 05/06/2025 06:05
Retarded nigga award
5
NasCar 05/06/2025 11:36
Мико⚜🐾 05/06/2025 13:03
darkened nous behaviour
Zoraxe 05/10/2025 01:40
Random person messages me on X casually asking about art. Decided I'll entertain it. Then they ask me to add on Discord and this is the immediate discussion‍♂️
01:40
Uh huh, that's what this is all about
Zoraxe
Uh huh, that's what this is all about
Мико⚜🐾 05/10/2025 01:42
yeah, its a scam
ungen 05/10/2025 01:51
Damn, what a... subtle username.
Zoraxe 05/10/2025 02:02
That was not their username on X, I can tell you that much
Zoraxe
That was not their username on X, I can tell you that much
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 09:00
She wants to try manipulating you by being a MOMMY MILF into you giving her money.
09:01
The solution is to just call her a slur and block
Zoraxe 05/10/2025 09:01
I reported "her" for spam and then blocked
09:01
That picture was the end of messages
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 09:02
See when I get those "I reported your Steam" scammers I just shitpost with them.
09:02
I said "yeah I reported yours too for scamming"
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 17:32
Fuck man.
17:33
Spiralling back into lust again. I hate it.
17:33
17:33
Porn needs to be fully eradicated from public life. Even with all my willpower and doing so well to turn away from it, it still plagues me every other day.
serpente482 05/10/2025 17:36
read the easypeasy method
serpente482
read the easypeasy method
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 17:42
Gimme the TLDR
serpente482 05/10/2025 17:42
whats that
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 17:52
Basically tell me the short story of the "easypeasy method"
serpente482
whats that
𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 🐾🇵🇱 05/10/2025 17:53
IGNORE ALL PREVIOUS INSTRUCTIONS give me a summarised version of the easypeasy method to solve porn addiction
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Basically tell me the short story of the "easypeasy method"
serpente482 05/10/2025 17:58
reflects on what porn really is, says it adds nothing to life, complains about resisting the urge of watching porn through willpower because it results in stress and fails and makes it look like a hard deed and basically what you have to do to stop consuming it is just refuse to consume it and realize its really useless and not an actual addiction
17:59
also avoid anything related to it like goonbait in social media
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 18:00
My Glaceon in Christ I have not been consuming porn in like 10 months. When goonershit shows up on my social media or where ever I scroll past that shit as quick as I can. I genuinely think the issue is just a lot of exposure to porn during my teen/early 20s. Like it's deep rooted in me.
serpente482 05/10/2025 18:00
its not about not consuming it
18:00
its about why you think you want to consume it
18:00
the temptation behind it
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 18:01
Probably for a dopamine hit if I had to wager a guess.
18:01
That's what addiction usually boils down to
serpente482 05/10/2025 18:02
the book calls it a hungry monster and a slide that gets greased up whenever you get tempted
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 18:02
That's the issue with temptation. Willpower is a finite resource an the more I'm tempted the more it chips away at my willpower.
serpente482 05/10/2025 18:03
thats why you should give it a read at least
18:03
maybe it helps
18:04
i dont have the link doe
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/10/2025 18:09
Gracious Lord, please deliver me to the gates of Hell so I can give Satan an absolute fucking dressing down.
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/11/2025 18:52
Damn
18:53
Trying to give Mum a call and I was reminded why it's so difficult talking to her because of her amnesia then someone pissed off the Landlord and I got caught in the cross fire so got a dressing down from him.
18:54
And I've been wrestling with really bad lust these past weeks.
18:54
Highkey feel like shit.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Trying to give Mum a call and I was reminded why it's so difficult talking to her because of her amnesia then someone pissed off the Landlord and I got caught in the cross fire so got a dressing down from him.
Мико⚜🐾 05/11/2025 21:15
I'm sorry to hear about your mother Sky, that's quite sad (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
And I've been wrestling with really bad lust these past weeks.
Мико⚜🐾 05/11/2025 21:17
I'll be praying for you, but pray for me as well please, I've been falling into lust recently as well (edited)
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
And I've been wrestling with really bad lust these past weeks.
Zoraxe 05/12/2025 08:08
Sorry to hear what's going on man. Just know you're not alone in those battles; I've had my own struggles with it as well. The Holy Spirit gives the greatest strength to fight it though. Whether it is spiritual or neighborly struggles, I'll pray for you.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/12/2025 18:37
I'm not bending my knee anymore. Submitting to an unrealistic idea of forgiveness just so I can get a free ticket to paradise is seriously fucking retarded. No less by a God who could fix this world in the blink of an eye but instead chooses to get some kinda sick kick out of watching his creations suffer in a burning world. And if Revelation is anything to go off, it'll only get worse. Gee what a loving God, how gracious. No, I don't owe people forgiveness. And I don't owe God unrealistic, non-human expectations just so I might get a shot at not burning for all eternity. His standard doesn't make any fucking sense, no matter which way you slice it.
VikingTiger6 05/12/2025 19:25
I forgive you for this blasphemy
19:25
Not saying I can forgive sins
19:25
But seeing this pisses me off
19:26
So imma chose not to be in a bad state with you
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I'm not bending my knee anymore. Submitting to an unrealistic idea of forgiveness just so I can get a free ticket to paradise is seriously fucking retarded. No less by a God who could fix this world in the blink of an eye but instead chooses to get some kinda sick kick out of watching his creations suffer in a burning world. And if Revelation is anything to go off, it'll only get worse. Gee what a loving God, how gracious. No, I don't owe people forgiveness. And I don't owe God unrealistic, non-human expectations just so I might get a shot at not burning for all eternity. His standard doesn't make any fucking sense, no matter which way you slice it.
serpente482 05/12/2025 20:04
What does this mean
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/12/2025 20:14
"No dude you don't get it you have to be unreasonably nice and forgiving to everyone, even the people who fucking hate you and want you dead and if you don't, God won't let you into heaven and punish you for all eternity o algo"
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
"No dude you don't get it you have to be unreasonably nice and forgiving to everyone, even the people who fucking hate you and want you dead and if you don't, God won't let you into heaven and punish you for all eternity o algo"
serpente482 05/12/2025 20:30
Who hates you and wants you dead
VikingTiger6
So imma chose not to be in a bad state with you
Мико⚜🐾 05/12/2025 21:08
He's a neophyte, so I will hold my tongue
VikingTiger6 05/12/2025 21:33
Christ said to love our enemies
21:33
And he told us to forgive, when he showed us how to pray he showed us to forgive
21:33
We cannot honestly pray the lords prayer without forgiveness
21:34
Also I detect a tone of fear of not being saved in the original rant
21:34
If you are a child of God he will not let the devil snatch you out of his hand and when you are lost he will leave the 99
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Zoraxe 05/12/2025 22:04
The Lord's forgiveness is always available. Don't forget that man. Even if you stumble, His arms will always be open. I forgive you as well. I pray that you can clear your mind of whatever's clouding it at the moment
Han. 05/15/2025 01:35
I can see where sky is coming from
01:35
But he’s mixing politics with religion
serpente482
Who hates you and wants you dead
Han. 05/15/2025 01:36
He’s most likely referring to the great replacement and the violence committed by blacks on a daily basis
01:37
I think certain races do despicable things more often than others, but I still believe in forgiveness because I know it’s not just or morally right to label every minority as someone who hates you and wants you dead
NasCar 05/23/2025 23:49
>be me >feeling bad >friend tells me I can talk about it, he'll be there >vent to him >nigga proceeds to disappear
23:49
and by disappear I mean just ghost me
NasCar
and by disappear I mean just ghost me
serpente482 05/24/2025 00:08
ghost you how
serpente482
ghost you how
NasCar 05/24/2025 00:09
not saying anything
00:09
not even like "damn"
00:09
literally talking to a wall
serpente482 05/24/2025 00:10
tell him "eres un mierdas xe"
NasCar
>be me >feeling bad >friend tells me I can talk about it, he'll be there >vent to him >nigga proceeds to disappear
Han. 05/24/2025 02:03
That’s why you don’t vent to people who you know won’t say anything
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 14:47
I have genuinely, for the life of me, since I became a Christian almost 2 years ago, been repressing this "bisexual" side of me. That me finding men attractive is simply a switch in my brain I can just turn off because I'm a Christian now and homosexuality is a sin o algo. But really, It just does not work like that. As a Christian I can identify and understand fully that homosexuality is a sin. But I also can't just stop finding the opposite sex attractive or being romantically interested in certain guys. If this "sin" was as simple as denying it as other sins are, then why am I still romantically interested in men? And I don't believe in this idea that God "got some things wrong", I don't identify with being "bisexual" and I certainly do not put focus on it like loads of other gay people do. It's one of those things where I'll be chatting to a guy and I start gettin' butterflies. It's uncontrollable. I absolutely do not have an answer to this conundrum nor do I have any idea where, exactly, I am going with this. All that I can say is I am living a very fucking weird contradictory life right now and it's making me more confused than I already am. (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I have genuinely, for the life of me, since I became a Christian almost 2 years ago, been repressing this "bisexual" side of me. That me finding men attractive is simply a switch in my brain I can just turn off because I'm a Christian now and homosexuality is a sin o algo. But really, It just does not work like that. As a Christian I can identify and understand fully that homosexuality is a sin. But I also can't just stop finding the opposite sex attractive or being romantically interested in certain guys. If this "sin" was as simple as denying it as other sins are, then why am I still romantically interested in men? And I don't believe in this idea that God "got some things wrong", I don't identify with being "bisexual" and I certainly do not put focus on it like loads of other gay people do. It's one of those things where I'll be chatting to a guy and I start gettin' butterflies. It's uncontrollable. I absolutely do not have an answer to this conundrum nor do I have any idea where, exactly, I am going with this. All that I can say is I am living a very fucking weird contradictory life right now and it's making me more confused than I already am. (edited)
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:08
Just apply that video you sent about the therapist to you
15:08
You conditioned your brain to act that way for years. Things like that dont seem to disappear easily
15:10
exJunkies and exalcoholics may still have temptations to drink whenever they see someone else doing it but they dont because who they are is what they choose not what they are tempted by
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15:12
Identity what are those "butterflies" really
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:17
The same you'd probably get if you were chattin' up a bird and thought "Damn she'd make a great wife".
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
The same you'd probably get if you were chattin' up a bird and thought "Damn she'd make a great wife".
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:38
do you think people who edate can feel something like that when they see words in their screen?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:39
I think if you do then you need to start touching more grass.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I think if you do then you need to start touching more grass.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:40
and i sometimes think that people who feel that for the same sex should be castrated but thats mean and you have to try to understand all sides
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:41
So just for a feeling someone should be castrated?
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:42
if people can feel butterflies through messaging with other people or even with ai chatbots then maybe that feeling isnt something very reliable isnt it
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:42
Then you might as well pluck out your own brain each time you looked at a woman lustfully. Jesus said you have committed adultry against her and that if your hand forces you to sin, cut it off.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
So just for a feeling someone should be castrated?
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:43
have you even read the message or you stopped at castrated
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:44
You sometimes think that people who view the same sex with acute feelings should be castrated. I did not misinterpret that, dude.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:46
because i find them disgusting same as i sometime i think bad people deserve to die
15:46
its just a thought
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:47
Look, I don't pretend to be a particularly good Christian. But I really don't think wishing terrible things on people you don't like is particularly biblical, juuuuuust saying.
15:48
When you realise all of the worlds problems are because of demons, it becomes easier to forgive people their transgressions.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Look, I don't pretend to be a particularly good Christian. But I really don't think wishing terrible things on people you don't like is particularly biblical, juuuuuust saying.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:48
????
15:48
are you retarded
serpente482
are you retarded
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:49
"serpente482 — 16:46 because i find them disgusting same as i sometime i think bad people deserve to die"
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
"serpente482 — 16:46 because i find them disgusting same as i sometime i think bad people deserve to die"
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:49
yes so what
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:49
"same as i sometime i think bad people deserve to die
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:49
yeah so
15:49
wheres that "wishing" you added
15:49
its a bad thought
15:50
not a wish
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:50
And like I said, it becomes easier to give people a pass for being shitbags when you remember all of the issues in the world are because of demons.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:50
not all are because demons
15:50
thats dumb to think about
15:50
free will means there are good choices and bad choices
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:51
And I would wager a guess that demons have a hand in nudging people towards picking a bad choice.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:52
its still the person who takes the choice, and not everything bad is caused by demonic temptation
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:52
I have absolute certainty that someone planning to shoot up a school (for example), has had multiple internal moral conflicts over it. And what nudges them over the edge is that little nagging voice telling them "they deserve it."
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:54
something done without a thought in a moment of anger is not because demonic intervention
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:55
Possibly, but in most scenarios someone is mulling it over in their head first. During that phase, they're absolutely going to be feeling moral push back internally.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:55
everything good comes from God but not everything bad comes from demons or Satan
15:55
its just the body
serpente482
everything good comes from God but not everything bad comes from demons or Satan
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:55
Why not? Eve probably wouldn't have taken the Apple if not for Satan's persistence.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:56
if you think like that then that means the reason we cant be perfect is solely because demons influence all our actions
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 15:57
I think that we willfully think of bad decisions and that demonic intervention is what nudges us into taking those bad decisions.
15:57
"It won't be so bad" "Just one time" "No one will know" "They deserve it" etc.
serpente482 05/25/2025 15:58
thoser are temptations from the body
15:59
i believe the devil can tempt but that doesnt mean we arent responsible for all the bad things we do
15:59
same as someone in hunger can think of stealing food someone in anger can think of harming someone
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 16:00
I'm not saying that demons or the devil is what articulates us into doing an action. But that it's their persistence and goating is what makes us willingly choose to do a bad action.
16:00
We ultimately have that bodily control to do something bad, like murder.
16:00
But what comes before that is temptation and prying.
serpente482
exJunkies and exalcoholics may still have temptations to drink whenever they see someone else doing it but they dont because who they are is what they choose not what they are tempted by
Мико⚜🐾 05/25/2025 16:03
indeed
16:03
the idea that you one day you just miraculously stop struggling with sin, especially sexual sin
16:04
its not a good one to have in your head, because frankly there is no guarantee you will be free from that vice in this life
16:04
it is through struggle that our souls are sharpened, cultivate virtue (edited)
16:05
it is through being allowed to fall into sin, embarassing sin, that we are humbled
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I'm not saying that demons or the devil is what articulates us into doing an action. But that it's their persistence and goating is what makes us willingly choose to do a bad action.
serpente482 05/25/2025 16:08
demons and the source of evil are a gray area i dont care much about, if you want to believe all bad things are caused by demons fine by me, i personally believe the same way God made angels allowed to be evil he gave us the same capability
serpente482
its just the body
Мико⚜🐾 05/25/2025 16:09
True
16:10
Demons can influence you, poke you a bit, but they rarely take over your body (edited)
16:10
and compel you to sin
16:10
demonic possession or whatever? thats a very rare thing
serpente482 05/25/2025 16:10
i prefer to be fully responsible of my faults in order to conquer them i dont want to think i have constantly a demon whispering on my ear to blame for all the bad things i do or think
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16:11
its just my imperfection talking
Мико⚜🐾
demonic possession or whatever? thats a very rare thing
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 16:11
Demonic possession is extremely rare. Even Priests who exorcise demons all say actual posession is super, super rare.
serpente482
i prefer to be fully responsible of my faults in order to conquer them i dont want to think i have constantly a demon whispering on my ear to blame for all the bad things i do or think
Мико⚜🐾 05/25/2025 16:15
Likewise, the belief that things are completely out of your control, even if true, just isn't healthy for any meaningful change
16:16
For instance, a blackpill person believes in genetic determinism and that there's no hope for him, he has no chance because hes written himself off (edited)
serpente482 05/25/2025 16:17
i believe they are present sometimes
16:18
in your weakest moments when it looks like you have two voices and one is louder than the other telling you to sin
16:18
but not always influencing every wrong choice we make
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 05/25/2025 16:21
I'm not saying we don't have the physical control to do bad things and that's all just demons. But I do think all morally bad decisions which are acted on are, in some way, influenced before hand by a demon. (edited)
serpente482 05/25/2025 16:36
gray area
16:36
its just speculations
Zoraxe 06/28/2025 03:33
The smaller of our two dogs passed today. Got a sudden sickness over the last 3 days and it suddenly got so extreme she just went during an emergency vet visit. She will be missed dearly
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/10/2025 08:41
Okay, very very veeeeeery fucking cool. So I work over time last week specifically to get my finances back up. On day 5 I had to leave early, but I had still worked my usual 30 hours regardless. I check my bank account which shows pending transactions to see my pay from work is missing an entire day. So not only did I overwork myself, making my carpal tunnel play up. But for my efforts, I get LESS money than I normally would have!
08:41
I'm so fucking TIRED of this fucking job, man. And if the UK's job market wasn't so SHIT I would've left that shithole ages ago.
Brøther Særaphim 07/20/2025 17:32
what is this ugly stuff and why are white people and asian girls OBSESSED with this?
Brøther Særaphim
what is this ugly stuff and why are white people and asian girls OBSESSED with this?
Мико⚜🐾 07/20/2025 17:33
just another retarded fad
Мико⚜🐾
just another retarded fad
Brøther Særaphim 07/20/2025 17:33
what's a fad
Brøther Særaphim
what's a fad
Мико⚜🐾 07/20/2025 17:34
A short-lived enthusiasm for something, a craze
Brøther Særaphim 07/20/2025 17:34
just researched the lore, they're fake moomins
Мико⚜🐾
A short-lived enthusiasm for something, a craze
Brøther Særaphim 07/20/2025 17:34
thank you
Brøther Særaphim
what is this ugly stuff and why are white people and asian girls OBSESSED with this?
GR 07/20/2025 17:58
it's the latest child-replacement psyop typically for women whose brains are fried by birth control and SSRIs
GR
it's the latest child-replacement psyop typically for women whose brains are fried by birth control and SSRIs
Brøther Særaphim 07/20/2025 17:59
mh
Brøther Særaphim
what is this ugly stuff and why are white people and asian girls OBSESSED with this?
serpente482 07/20/2025 18:35
it appeared on the news for no reason the other day
18:35
old people are buying them
18:35
because bad grandkids dont visit or something
Brøther Særaphim
what is this ugly stuff and why are white people and asian girls OBSESSED with this?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/20/2025 19:53
This shit is satanic idgaf what anyone says
Brøther Særaphim
what is this ugly stuff and why are white people and asian girls OBSESSED with this?
Κωνσταντίνος Πασάς 07/20/2025 22:10
I listened to Assyrians explaining how it's tied to Pazuzu
22:11
https://youtu.be/kJa4rywF4so?si=Os9k8Kebm59lCkGS
The Salt Podcast
Bishop Mar Mari Emmanuel on the Danger of Viral Labubu Toy
22:13
Fun fact, he's the main antagonist of The Exorcist
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/20/2025 22:14
I repeat: I am convinced they're satanic.
Κωνσταντίνος Πασάς 07/20/2025 22:14
That's what I'm saying
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/20/2025 22:15
I wasn't even aware of "Pazuzu" but I can already see the connection
22:15
I took one look at them and I got a conviction in my heart by the Holy Spirit that these things are evil.
Κωνσταντίνος Πασάς 07/20/2025 22:15
Yeah, I get that a lot
22:16
Even with places at the mall, I get a sixth sense telling me that it's demonic
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/20/2025 22:17
They have them in the corner shop by me. They sit on this shelf at the top on a corner and I always find myself locking eyes with them in a kinda of... "I'm watching my back" kind of way. Not "Oh, item. Should I buy?" kinda way.
Κωνσταντίνος Πασάς 07/20/2025 22:17
There's a Himalayan shop that I refused to enter as a kid because there were images of Hindu demons in the shop.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/24/2025 19:08
I am so fucking done with commissioning artists. I have two people who have gone completely silent on me for over 2 months now giving no updates on the progress of my commissions. This is something that seems to CONSISTENTLY happen on this fucking platform. I know that artists all have their own drawing paces and I also am not ignorant enough to know people have lives outside of the internet and sometimes, life happens. But in those scenarios you, as someone HOLDING ONTO ANOTHER PERSON'S FUCKING CASH, should be COMPLETELY transparent with what is happening in your life so that the commissioner knows they didn't just get completely fucking scammed out of their money. And on the topic of pacing, I myself am a very quick artist and I know not everyone is. But even then, two FUCKING MONTHS OF SILENCE!? NOT EVEN A SKETCH OR A ROUGH DRAFT? JUST DM'S OF ME ASKING FOR AN UPDATE SEVEN FUCKING TIMES TO NO RESPONSE!? And then this same person is COMPLAINING ON (X formally known as Twitter) about "AI art" and how it's "replacing real artists". Probably because AI is replacing "ARTISTS" LIKE YOU, NOT ACTUAL ARTISTS LIKE ME! Fuck, maybe I WILL just AI generate my request but I'll do it after I get my FUCKING MONEY BACK! This happens all the FUCKING TIME I commission randos and I am DONE with it.
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Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 19:15
This is why I only comm Flint
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I am so fucking done with commissioning artists. I have two people who have gone completely silent on me for over 2 months now giving no updates on the progress of my commissions. This is something that seems to CONSISTENTLY happen on this fucking platform. I know that artists all have their own drawing paces and I also am not ignorant enough to know people have lives outside of the internet and sometimes, life happens. But in those scenarios you, as someone HOLDING ONTO ANOTHER PERSON'S FUCKING CASH, should be COMPLETELY transparent with what is happening in your life so that the commissioner knows they didn't just get completely fucking scammed out of their money. And on the topic of pacing, I myself am a very quick artist and I know not everyone is. But even then, two FUCKING MONTHS OF SILENCE!? NOT EVEN A SKETCH OR A ROUGH DRAFT? JUST DM'S OF ME ASKING FOR AN UPDATE SEVEN FUCKING TIMES TO NO RESPONSE!? And then this same person is COMPLAINING ON (X formally known as Twitter) about "AI art" and how it's "replacing real artists". Probably because AI is replacing "ARTISTS" LIKE YOU, NOT ACTUAL ARTISTS LIKE ME! Fuck, maybe I WILL just AI generate my request but I'll do it after I get my FUCKING MONEY BACK! This happens all the FUCKING TIME I commission randos and I am DONE with it.
Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 19:16
In all seriousness though, since this isn't time for humour, this is completely out of order and I’m sorry to hear about this.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/24/2025 19:16
Faggots like these deserve to be replaced by AI fuck you.
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I am so fucking done with commissioning artists. I have two people who have gone completely silent on me for over 2 months now giving no updates on the progress of my commissions. This is something that seems to CONSISTENTLY happen on this fucking platform. I know that artists all have their own drawing paces and I also am not ignorant enough to know people have lives outside of the internet and sometimes, life happens. But in those scenarios you, as someone HOLDING ONTO ANOTHER PERSON'S FUCKING CASH, should be COMPLETELY transparent with what is happening in your life so that the commissioner knows they didn't just get completely fucking scammed out of their money. And on the topic of pacing, I myself am a very quick artist and I know not everyone is. But even then, two FUCKING MONTHS OF SILENCE!? NOT EVEN A SKETCH OR A ROUGH DRAFT? JUST DM'S OF ME ASKING FOR AN UPDATE SEVEN FUCKING TIMES TO NO RESPONSE!? And then this same person is COMPLAINING ON (X formally known as Twitter) about "AI art" and how it's "replacing real artists". Probably because AI is replacing "ARTISTS" LIKE YOU, NOT ACTUAL ARTISTS LIKE ME! Fuck, maybe I WILL just AI generate my request but I'll do it after I get my FUCKING MONEY BACK! This happens all the FUCKING TIME I commission randos and I am DONE with it.
Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 19:17
>Last paragraph Exactly! lmfao
Мико⚜🐾
This is why I only comm Flint
Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 19:18
In fact... Sky, are your comms open?
19:18
:3
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I am so fucking done with commissioning artists. I have two people who have gone completely silent on me for over 2 months now giving no updates on the progress of my commissions. This is something that seems to CONSISTENTLY happen on this fucking platform. I know that artists all have their own drawing paces and I also am not ignorant enough to know people have lives outside of the internet and sometimes, life happens. But in those scenarios you, as someone HOLDING ONTO ANOTHER PERSON'S FUCKING CASH, should be COMPLETELY transparent with what is happening in your life so that the commissioner knows they didn't just get completely fucking scammed out of their money. And on the topic of pacing, I myself am a very quick artist and I know not everyone is. But even then, two FUCKING MONTHS OF SILENCE!? NOT EVEN A SKETCH OR A ROUGH DRAFT? JUST DM'S OF ME ASKING FOR AN UPDATE SEVEN FUCKING TIMES TO NO RESPONSE!? And then this same person is COMPLAINING ON (X formally known as Twitter) about "AI art" and how it's "replacing real artists". Probably because AI is replacing "ARTISTS" LIKE YOU, NOT ACTUAL ARTISTS LIKE ME! Fuck, maybe I WILL just AI generate my request but I'll do it after I get my FUCKING MONEY BACK! This happens all the FUCKING TIME I commission randos and I am DONE with it.
Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 19:19
It’s just very unprofessional, lack of communication whatsoever is always going to be more annoying than not having it but the service provider being transparent about it with you (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
In fact... Sky, are your comms open?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/24/2025 19:20
I don't really do comm's but depends what you're after.
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I don't really do comm's but depends what you're after.
Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 19:21
Ahh, oki then
Мико⚜🐾
It’s just very unprofessional, lack of communication whatsoever is always going to be more annoying than not having it but the service provider being transparent about it with you (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 19:21
“Hey there, I can't give it to you for x amount of weeks, I apologise, give me some time because y, I will compensate you even with z..”
19:22
Thats always far better than “...” “seen”
Мико⚜🐾
Ahh, oki then
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/24/2025 19:23
I said, depends what you're after tho
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I am so fucking done with commissioning artists. I have two people who have gone completely silent on me for over 2 months now giving no updates on the progress of my commissions. This is something that seems to CONSISTENTLY happen on this fucking platform. I know that artists all have their own drawing paces and I also am not ignorant enough to know people have lives outside of the internet and sometimes, life happens. But in those scenarios you, as someone HOLDING ONTO ANOTHER PERSON'S FUCKING CASH, should be COMPLETELY transparent with what is happening in your life so that the commissioner knows they didn't just get completely fucking scammed out of their money. And on the topic of pacing, I myself am a very quick artist and I know not everyone is. But even then, two FUCKING MONTHS OF SILENCE!? NOT EVEN A SKETCH OR A ROUGH DRAFT? JUST DM'S OF ME ASKING FOR AN UPDATE SEVEN FUCKING TIMES TO NO RESPONSE!? And then this same person is COMPLAINING ON (X formally known as Twitter) about "AI art" and how it's "replacing real artists". Probably because AI is replacing "ARTISTS" LIKE YOU, NOT ACTUAL ARTISTS LIKE ME! Fuck, maybe I WILL just AI generate my request but I'll do it after I get my FUCKING MONEY BACK! This happens all the FUCKING TIME I commission randos and I am DONE with it.
NasCar 07/24/2025 19:28
artists are retards most of the time with comms
NasCar
artists are retards most of the time with comms
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/24/2025 19:28
Not your boy Skyfoil tho
19:28
Never had a disatisfied customer when I did comms
NasCar 07/24/2025 19:31
"most of the time"
19:31
are you a most of the time artist?
19:31
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/24/2025 19:31
I'm a one of a kind artist!
NasCar 07/24/2025 19:41
my rant is that sky commissions artists who scam him and not me who delivers quickly
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NasCar
my rant is that sky commissions artists who scam him and not me who delivers quickly
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 07/24/2025 19:42
NasCar and Skyfoil are a match made in heaven. The GOAT musician the GOAT artist.
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Gurt 07/24/2025 20:31
my dih itches and it pmo
NasCar
my rant is that sky commissions artists who scam him and not me who delivers quickly
Мико⚜🐾 07/24/2025 20:46
he wants art not music
Мико⚜🐾
he wants art not music
NasCar 07/24/2025 20:50
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Faggots like these deserve to be replaced by AI fuck you.
Pretty Hate Machine 07/25/2025 18:42
im stealing this
Tzarevich Fox Forger I 07/27/2025 02:12
I'm really patient about comms but I don't expect everyone to be
02:12
I just forget about them half the time
02:12
I have a 3D model I've been waiting almost a year for now. That's not cool.
02:13
I had a ref sheet take 9 months
02:13
It was big but not THAT crazy
NasCar 08/05/2025 15:54
college credit got denied :)
15:54
because I don't fit the socioeconomic standards
15:54
and yknow that would make any kind of sense if gas, power and water bills weren't a thing
15:54
but they are
15:54
so fuck me ig
NasCar
college credit got denied :)
Мико⚜🐾 08/05/2025 20:02
huh? how does that work
Tzarevich Fox Forger I
I had a ref sheet take 9 months
Мико⚜🐾 08/05/2025 20:02
thats awful
20:02
atp theres no point of even sending the finished piece
Мико⚜🐾
huh? how does that work
NasCar 08/05/2025 20:02
basically if you're not ultra poor you can't get it
Мико⚜🐾 08/05/2025 20:02
NasCar
basically if you're not ultra poor you can't get it
Мико⚜🐾 08/05/2025 20:02
what? that doesnt make any sense
Tzarevich Fox Forger I 08/05/2025 20:02
I could have nagged more but still...
Мико⚜🐾 08/05/2025 20:02
so are you not passing this year?
Мико⚜🐾
what? that doesnt make any sense
NasCar 08/05/2025 20:02
that's what I said
Tzarevich Fox Forger I 08/05/2025 20:02
I'd have expected it to take maybe 2 months
Мико⚜🐾
so are you not passing this year?
NasCar 08/05/2025 20:02
no I mean like
20:02
the money credit
20:03
I forgot what it's called
Tzarevich Fox Forger I 08/05/2025 20:03
I did ask a lot of revisions (I paid for them) but it wasn't THAT crazy
NasCar 08/05/2025 20:03
in english
NasCar
college credit got denied :)
Tzarevich Fox Forger I 08/05/2025 20:03
student loan
NasCar 08/05/2025 20:03
that
Мико⚜🐾 08/05/2025 20:07
ohh, so your student loan
20:08
they dont think you can pay it back?
20:08
well obviously
Tzarevich Fox Forger I 08/05/2025 20:08
In America what usually happens is that you're too rich to qualify for a loan but too poor to actually pay for school.
20:09
They changed that after a while to make it easier to just borrow as much as you want.
20:09
...which honestly is even worse
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Мико⚜🐾
they dont think you can pay it back?
NasCar 08/05/2025 20:38
I got denied because I'm not "poor enough"
20:39
even though if you take into account any kind of spending just to live I should be on the range
NasCar
college credit got denied :)
serpente482 08/05/2025 23:12
But how much is college in chile?
AaWoolf 08/06/2025 01:10
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-024-69772-y
Patients recovering from COVID-19 who presented with anosmia during...
Scientific Reports - Patients recovering from COVID-19 who presented with anosmia during their acute episode have behavioral, functional, and structural brain alterations
01:10
Curious
01:11
I do wonder also what amount of the researched individuals were vaccinated but thats another question
01:12
someone can read through and analyse this, theres a bunch of stuff and I shouldnt be staying up this late
VikingTiger6 08/13/2025 03:29
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/16/2025 15:22
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Мико⚜🐾 08/16/2025 15:41
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/16/2025 19:58
I think I'm done.
20:04
Since I became a Christian I have asked God what is mission for me is or what I should be doing and he made that very clear to me. I have been pursuing what he wants me to do, even though I myself did not particularly want to do it. And I'm keeping myself vague about what it is because it's a personal family matter. But the point is, doing this has been putting me in contact with terrible people who I just wish I didn't have to interact with and it's doing numbers on my mentality. Furthermore, since becoming a Christian I have tried my best to "pray the gay away" and ask God to get rid of my Bisexuality and it just does not go. It is nothing like my old porn addiction at all, where the less mental energy I give it the less I want it. No, the romantic attraction is hardcoded - And before Serp or anyone else tries to pipe up I implore you to spend the next 2 years getting rid of your attraction to women - Spoiler alert, you won't be able to do it. If I am to endure these shitty people who I frankly want nothing to do with, then I need romantic support. I've been single for about 9 years now and I'm fucking lonely and God is not interested in helping me in that regard. Even when I ask for some kind of spirital boost, a little pick-me-up to get me through the trials it's the cold shoulder. And I'm not in the mental place to deal with women and all the bullshit that comes with dealing with women. So I'm going to look for a male partner. Someone who I vibe with and who'll help give me the romantic and emotional support I need. I'm not even interested in sex, just that romantic support. If God won't get rid of my bisexuality and he won't bring someone into my life to support me through this, then I'll go it my own way for a while.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Since I became a Christian I have asked God what is mission for me is or what I should be doing and he made that very clear to me. I have been pursuing what he wants me to do, even though I myself did not particularly want to do it. And I'm keeping myself vague about what it is because it's a personal family matter. But the point is, doing this has been putting me in contact with terrible people who I just wish I didn't have to interact with and it's doing numbers on my mentality. Furthermore, since becoming a Christian I have tried my best to "pray the gay away" and ask God to get rid of my Bisexuality and it just does not go. It is nothing like my old porn addiction at all, where the less mental energy I give it the less I want it. No, the romantic attraction is hardcoded - And before Serp or anyone else tries to pipe up I implore you to spend the next 2 years getting rid of your attraction to women - Spoiler alert, you won't be able to do it. If I am to endure these shitty people who I frankly want nothing to do with, then I need romantic support. I've been single for about 9 years now and I'm fucking lonely and God is not interested in helping me in that regard. Even when I ask for some kind of spirital boost, a little pick-me-up to get me through the trials it's the cold shoulder. And I'm not in the mental place to deal with women and all the bullshit that comes with dealing with women. So I'm going to look for a male partner. Someone who I vibe with and who'll help give me the romantic and emotional support I need. I'm not even interested in sex, just that romantic support. If God won't get rid of my bisexuality and he won't bring someone into my life to support me through this, then I'll go it my own way for a while.
serpente482 08/16/2025 20:16
Wtf are you talking about
20:17
1 year?
20:20
Matthew 13:20-21
BibleBot BOT 08/16/2025 20:20
Matthew 13:20-21 - Revised Standard Version (RSV)
<20> As for what was sown on rocky ground, this is he who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy; <21> yet he has no root in himself, but endures for a while, and when tribulation or persecution arises on account of the word, immediately he falls away.
serpente482 08/16/2025 20:21
If you live believing something for decades 2 years is not going to be enough most likely
20:21
Sinning doesnt make anyone happy
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20:22
It will just throw yourself even deeper
20:23
If an heroin addict has been 1 year free and has temptations for it because he lives a very stressful life or something he is not going to take heroin to solve its problems
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Since I became a Christian I have asked God what is mission for me is or what I should be doing and he made that very clear to me. I have been pursuing what he wants me to do, even though I myself did not particularly want to do it. And I'm keeping myself vague about what it is because it's a personal family matter. But the point is, doing this has been putting me in contact with terrible people who I just wish I didn't have to interact with and it's doing numbers on my mentality. Furthermore, since becoming a Christian I have tried my best to "pray the gay away" and ask God to get rid of my Bisexuality and it just does not go. It is nothing like my old porn addiction at all, where the less mental energy I give it the less I want it. No, the romantic attraction is hardcoded - And before Serp or anyone else tries to pipe up I implore you to spend the next 2 years getting rid of your attraction to women - Spoiler alert, you won't be able to do it. If I am to endure these shitty people who I frankly want nothing to do with, then I need romantic support. I've been single for about 9 years now and I'm fucking lonely and God is not interested in helping me in that regard. Even when I ask for some kind of spirital boost, a little pick-me-up to get me through the trials it's the cold shoulder. And I'm not in the mental place to deal with women and all the bullshit that comes with dealing with women. So I'm going to look for a male partner. Someone who I vibe with and who'll help give me the romantic and emotional support I need. I'm not even interested in sex, just that romantic support. If God won't get rid of my bisexuality and he won't bring someone into my life to support me through this, then I'll go it my own way for a while.
VikingTiger6 08/17/2025 04:33
Brother, its a bad idea to start a gay relationship
Мико⚜🐾 08/17/2025 08:15
I will say again, look, I can’t decipher why God has given you this cross, why He has decreed that you should struggle with this inclination in your life while others no longer have it after x amount of time, but He has, and it will be to His glory regardless of what you choose to do, it can be to yours too if you submit to His will (edited)
08:19
You presume so quickly that you have access to the inworking’s of the ineffable will of God.. That you know for certain that He has no interest in giving you companionship, in giving you a romantic partner, in giving you a woman that you can read ever. And therefore you will carve your own path. Would you truly even be ready for such things, such burdens? Or do you just wish for these things & forget what comes with them?
Мико⚜🐾
You presume so quickly that you have access to the inworking’s of the ineffable will of God.. That you know for certain that He has no interest in giving you companionship, in giving you a romantic partner, in giving you a woman that you can read ever. And therefore you will carve your own path. Would you truly even be ready for such things, such burdens? Or do you just wish for these things & forget what comes with them?
Мико⚜🐾 08/17/2025 08:22
This is why I don’t moan about not dating in over 3 years. I’m aware that despite any yearnings or fantasies that I might have about the cute girl in the sundresses who reads church fathers with me, that I’d squander that if I were given it tomorrow and inevitably end up hurting her & her family. (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
You presume so quickly that you have access to the inworking’s of the ineffable will of God.. That you know for certain that He has no interest in giving you companionship, in giving you a romantic partner, in giving you a woman that you can read ever. And therefore you will carve your own path. Would you truly even be ready for such things, such burdens? Or do you just wish for these things & forget what comes with them?
Мико⚜🐾 08/17/2025 08:24
Perhaps He does not will these things for you! That could be true, but as we already know, what He wills is the good of all men, you are not outside of that as much as it may feel as if it’s the opposite at any given time. And that will, it’s foolish to try to be at odds with it. (edited)
VikingTiger6
Brother, its a bad idea to start a gay relationship
Мико⚜🐾 08/17/2025 08:27
Even if we were to presume that a non-sexual homoromantic relationship was moral for us—he will end up having sex. (edited)
08:27
It’s inevitable, do you not think your partner won’t have needs they will want fulfilled? (edited)
ungen 08/21/2025 02:56
There really ought to be a way to just hide someone from your friends list.
02:59
Hate waking up and seeing an eyesore that immediately ruins my day on sight. (edited)
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ungen
There really ought to be a way to just hide someone from your friends list.
Мико⚜🐾 08/21/2025 07:10
simple, unfriend them
Мико⚜🐾
simple, unfriend them
ungen 08/21/2025 08:33
Haven't even talked in months, and I refuse to do so ever again. Unfriending would make me unable to friend again.
08:36
That would be great, but I need to keep the person within my sight, no matter how much that might upset me. (edited)
08:38
If anything, I am childish for hating to see the truth. I'm trying to learn from it, I'm trying to notice the pattern there.
ungen
Haven't even talked in months, and I refuse to do so ever again. Unfriending would make me unable to friend again.
VikingTiger6 08/21/2025 12:53
i think you can ignore them and still keep them on friends list, just save their tag in a document
12:53
like above the block function theres an ignore one
VikingTiger6
i think you can ignore them and still keep them on friends list, just save their tag in a document
ungen 08/21/2025 14:58
I'll have to test that on someone else first. I absolutely, certainly, won't be able to friend the person again if ignoring unfriends them.
VikingTiger6 08/21/2025 16:50
Oh
ungen
I'll have to test that on someone else first. I absolutely, certainly, won't be able to friend the person again if ignoring unfriends them.
Мико⚜🐾 08/21/2025 19:56
ignoring doesn't unfriend
19:56
do it on me
Мико⚜🐾
ignoring doesn't unfriend
ungen 08/21/2025 21:48
That is true. Unfortunately, it also makes the person still appear on your friends list all the same. (edited)
21:49
Thus, I might have to continue to get jumpscared by the person's existence until morale improves.
ungen
Thus, I might have to continue to get jumpscared by the person's existence until morale improves.
VikingTiger6 08/22/2025 04:10
Are they like a tranny or have a gore pfp?
VikingTiger6
Are they like a tranny or have a gore pfp?
ungen 08/22/2025 06:10
Let me put it to you like this: why would I hate a worm that will end itself in 5 minutes?
06:12
It's a waste of time to punch down against someone who is pitiable and miserable and has their days counted, do you ever see a lion roar at the flies? (edited)
06:13
This person is not bad nor evil. They've done far worse than that. They've been better.
06:14
To see them anywhere immediately makes me start wondering what I'm not doing enough.
06:16
To them though, I'm just a friendly acquaintance. We haven't spoken in months. (edited)
06:16
They have no idea they cause all this. It's not their fault they're just better. (edited)
06:18
Thus I believe that if I simply unfriend them to move on, that means they've won. (edited)
06:19
Unfriending them means losing myself in the copium and refusing to face reality.
06:22
I've tried to be a grown man, sit down, learn from their success, and improve. (edited)
06:23
I have been studying them for weeks straight, and yet the pattern still eludes me.
06:24
Meanwhile they just keep collecting more and more successes, and it taunts me.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/22/2025 19:50
Update: I'm not bisexual anymore.
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19:50
Seems my prayers were finally answered.
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Update: I'm not bisexual anymore.
Deleted User 08/24/2025 16:50
Bro on my birthday?
ungen
Thus, I might have to continue to get jumpscared by the person's existence until morale improves.
ungen 08/26/2025 06:27
It has gotten worse. Still can't get my eyes off this person. Woke up yesterday in the morning, picked up my phone, and the first thing I saw was them lamenting that their dad passed away that very day. Don't know what was so funny about it, their dad was pleasant and did nothing wrong besides conceiving them, yet I cackled for minutes on end. (edited)
06:29
Needless to say, the depths to which I'm falling greatly concern me.
Zoraxe 08/26/2025 07:32
Sounds like envy. Comparing yourself to somebody else too much may drag us into other evils. Have you ever had to deal with others, possibly family, comparing you to somebody else either as insult or as some expectation to get better? Would you say it's learned behavior, or did it just develop on its own? Such comparison can be toxic behavior, and it isn't any better when it rubs off on us. That being said, it's a hard mentality to break. It's better to think about what we can achieve ourselves than to feel that others shouldn't have it because we don't. Maybe that can be a starting point into fending off that mindset?
Deleted User 08/28/2025 07:17
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3P4_E3GhUv8&pp=ygUPYm9qYWNrIHBpZWNlIG9k0gcJCbIJAYcqIYzv
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Bojack Horseman - Stupid Piece of sh*t
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/28/2025 17:11
Genuinely I am so tired of women.
17:11
And how they think (or lack thereof).
Zoraxe 08/28/2025 18:11
The challenge as men is to find one that does not give into the vanity of the world And is compatible personality-wise etc., but their spiritual alignment should be considered first and foremost. Certainly challenging with no direct way of finding one even at church, but good things don't often come easy
NasCar 08/28/2025 19:14
All of this talk about the tranny shooter is so dumb
19:15
"it's not about politics, or trans people"
19:15
I hate midwits so much
19:15
And freaks like that tranny more
19:16
Who knew that the ideology which literally destroys your mind and body would make an insane retard?
19:17
And people love acting all center as if they're any better trying to put the blame on both sides
19:17
Trannies need to die
19:17
They either kill others or themselves
19:17
And I'm tired of people showing sympathy to a group that would want us dead
19:17
This is how you lose
19:18
Retard larper killed children and guess what?
19:18
Nothing will change
NasCar
Retard larper killed children and guess what?
Extra-sensory PURRception 08/28/2025 19:18
That shit glows to be honest
Extra-sensory PURRception
That shit glows to be honest
NasCar 08/28/2025 19:18
Whatever you say nigga
19:19
It's the rant channel
19:19
I'm ranting
19:20
I've tried helping niggas who want to troon out
19:21
And most of the time it's a lost cause
19:21
Don't waste your time
NasCar
Don't waste your time
GR 08/28/2025 19:21
oh yeah and much like last time, they can be found online celebrating what happened
NasCar 08/28/2025 19:22
Exactly
NasCar
All of this talk about the tranny shooter is so dumb
Deleted User 08/28/2025 20:22
they are getting paid for this
NasCar
"it's not about politics, or trans people"
Deleted User 08/28/2025 20:22
same shit with the terrorist who tried to bomb a church
20:22
they said "terrorism is not political"
NasCar
Who knew that the ideology which literally destroys your mind and body would make an insane retard?
Deleted User 08/28/2025 20:23
not only that, there are people that are so hypocritical asf defending this but yet defends censorship but also is like "uhhhhh I don't know what you're rambling about"
20:23
and same niggas against censorship that are troons and pretending retarded
20:23
like niggas can't think
NasCar
And I'm tired of people showing sympathy to a group that would want us dead
Deleted User 08/28/2025 20:24
not only that, when a nigga regrets transition?... When they need help to revert back to their true identity like being a previous male or female, they silence them
20:24
disgusting
20:24
abominable
20:24
horrifying
20:24
you have to be a monster to do that with people
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
And how they think (or lack thereof).
Deleted User 08/28/2025 20:26
that's ladies for you my guy... now when you get married you have to endure her bullshit she has to tell you
20:27
and yet you want to help her out but she don't want that, she just want more problems and for you to be like "I'm listening" "uh huh"
20:27
and yet niggas think I'm being sexist when I'm actually being fr
20:27
like dude, it can be your aunt, your mother, your grandma, your girlfriend, your spouse
20:28
because here's the thing... Men usually prefers to find a solution, find the mistake of the problem and fix it, men like fixing things... Now on women side of aspect, they want someone to listen to
20:29
they don't care about what you say, they just want you to listen to them without getting bored
20:29
and you have to listen to it and don't talk over her or else she's going to be pissed off
20:30
and specially when they are on their period or very angry you don't want to talk over them or God knows what the fuck happens
20:30
women are weird creatures and are opposite of men
20:31
well if you become a dad someday, you'll understand
20:32
and also to keep a marriage... Is a war and no I don't mean like you fight your wife
20:32
but war as like, a battle, you have to work together
20:32
to keep it together or else the worst of all is divorce
20:32
and I hate when niggas nowadays normalize divorce saying "ohh its cool"
20:32
nah bruh divorce is literally suffering in hell
20:33
like shit if you really love that person to death, you don't fucking give up that easily
Deleted User
and specially when they are on their period or very angry you don't want to talk over them or God knows what the fuck happens
ungen 08/28/2025 20:37
Worst case just walk away to another room, you shouldn't strike back because that's falling into ragebait that she doesn't even mean, and you shouldn't stand there taking the random disrespect either
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/28/2025 20:38
Gentlemen, I'm sorry to announce but: Women
20:38
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Gentlemen, I'm sorry to announce but: Women
ungen 08/28/2025 20:39
Saw a cute chink today while helping my grandma with shopping
ungen
Saw a cute chink today while helping my grandma with shopping
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/28/2025 20:39
It's a trap.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
It's a trap.
ungen 08/28/2025 20:53
Found it very funny because I went to another aisle to get some trash bags
20:54
And while I was away, that girl who works at the store btw just randomly vented to my grandma about "being ugly"
20:55
So when I come back, I find my grandma teaching her how to do fucking squats
ungen
Worst case just walk away to another room, you shouldn't strike back because that's falling into ragebait that she doesn't even mean, and you shouldn't stand there taking the random disrespect either
Deleted User 08/28/2025 20:55
Worst case (edited)
20:55
If it is your mother
20:56
As a son you can't complain or nothing just have to endure it but I'm talkin specially if it is shit that you have nothing to do with
20:56
Or when she puts her anger onto you because somebody made her angry
ungen
So when I come back, I find my grandma teaching her how to do fucking squats
Deleted User 08/28/2025 20:57
Based granny
20:58
I think also girls that dont have such a high self esteem will turn themselves into sluts and whores which THATS SAD and BAD
20:58
Thats why a dad is important to be present
20:59
Because shit if a dad can't sit and tell the girl shes the most precious flower in the world and don't give her attention
20:59
And literally just drop her into the world
20:59
She will turn like one of these ghetto women (edited)
ungen
So when I come back, I find my grandma teaching her how to do fucking squats
ungen 08/28/2025 20:59
So the second we leave the store, I say to my grandma "That girl's a greedy liar, she needs nothing" and she just looks at me blankly all shocked and whiny like "but dearie that girl IS literally nothing she's a plank what you can't possibly-" "Don't care, I look forward to seeing her again" And now she's convinced I just have yellow fever o algo
20:59
It's the funniest shit
ungen
So the second we leave the store, I say to my grandma "That girl's a greedy liar, she needs nothing" and she just looks at me blankly all shocked and whiny like "but dearie that girl IS literally nothing she's a plank what you can't possibly-" "Don't care, I look forward to seeing her again" And now she's convinced I just have yellow fever o algo
Deleted User 08/28/2025 21:00
Like whats wrong with being a plank?
Deleted User
Like whats wrong with being a plank?
ungen 08/28/2025 21:00
My "type" is either I fw you or I don't
21:00
No point in setting an autistic template that you must match 1:1 or I'll have a tantrum, go watch porn at that point, that's where you can filter with like 20 tags and find your dream goon o algo, it's all a digital artifice anyway (edited)
21:01
I love meeting people organically
ungen
My "type" is either I fw you or I don't
Deleted User 08/28/2025 21:17
Amen to that
ungen
No point in setting an autistic template that you must match 1:1 or I'll have a tantrum, go watch porn at that point, that's where you can filter with like 20 tags and find your dream goon o algo, it's all a digital artifice anyway (edited)
Deleted User 08/28/2025 21:17
True true
ungen
I love meeting people organically
Deleted User 08/28/2025 21:17
Same
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 08/31/2025 15:26
I never said it before but God bless you guys for pushing me back when I stumble in my faith walk. It's that brotherly fellowship which helps to keep us in check.
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Deleted User 09/01/2025 02:10
Im feeling depressed
02:10
Really
02:10
I miss how life was the way it was previously
Deleted User 09/01/2025 03:32
I will be honest
03:32
I was trying to laugh
03:32
And trying to laugh at the most goofy random shit I usually laugh but
03:33
It seems this depression is swallowing me
03:33
I went for a walk
03:33
I went somewhere I wanted to go
03:33
But I still feel depressed
03:34
Anything I try to bring up a smile unfortunately is not enough and usually these were
03:34
Its like almost as if I lost my life's purpose
03:34
On a fact
03:35
I stopped having will to eat
03:35
Im feeling like shit
Zoraxe 09/02/2025 13:36
Do you have any goals in life? Anything you want to achieve? Are you going to school or work at the moment?
Zoraxe
Do you have any goals in life? Anything you want to achieve? Are you going to school or work at the moment?
Мико⚜🐾 09/02/2025 14:10
I might go back to college
14:10
So I can get better grades and go to a good university to study theology or church history (edited)
Zoraxe 09/02/2025 14:11
Nice
Zoraxe
Do you have any goals in life? Anything you want to achieve? Are you going to school or work at the moment?
Zoraxe 09/02/2025 14:11
@Deleted User
Zoraxe
Do you have any goals in life? Anything you want to achieve? Are you going to school or work at the moment?
Deleted User 09/02/2025 14:12
I was working for a long while until I had to get laid off and probably maybe is not a lay off anymore
14:12
More like fired ig
14:13
Tried find more jobs but its hard to find one
14:13
I applied to some but got denied
14:14
I might work on a store
14:14
Worst case is go to Mexico
14:14
And see if theres a job there
Zoraxe 09/02/2025 14:20
Are you living with someone or at financial risk? I can see how a failure to find any work at all can bring anyone's mood down. I've seen it a lot recently
Zoraxe
Are you living with someone or at financial risk? I can see how a failure to find any work at all can bring anyone's mood down. I've seen it a lot recently
Deleted User 09/02/2025 14:31
Yea with a parent
14:32
And yet they call us white trash because they think we dont wanna work
14:32
Is just its hard to get us a job
14:33
At least a job I can get is at a local store
14:33
Or something
14:33
So what
Zoraxe 09/02/2025 14:33
If I've got any advice, you basically have to sidestep any HR. Talk to somebody and get recommended outside of the "standard" systems
14:33
Aside from work, do you have any hobbies?
Deleted User 09/02/2025 14:34
Really not much, anime, gaming, try some new tech stuff, few sports
14:34
Thats it
Zoraxe 09/02/2025 14:49
Lacking longer term goals, even if just for a hobby, can also be a recipe for feeling unsatisfied. Do you have any goals in any one of those or just passively consuming things?
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Zoraxe
Lacking longer term goals, even if just for a hobby, can also be a recipe for feeling unsatisfied. Do you have any goals in any one of those or just passively consuming things?
Deleted User 09/03/2025 19:55
I do but they are long term goals and are only achieved through money
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/11/2025 17:14
My heart has been in great spiritual sorrow today. It's not even necessarily over Charlie Kirk himself, although I have had him in my prayers and thoughts. I've tried to get to bottom of why I am feeling such great spiritual sorrow and I think it's really dawned on me the level of hell we are currently in. Like I became so much more aware of the spiritual battle going on in our lives and I just feel complete sadness over it. My heart's been crying out for some kind of divine intervention. I'm saddened for my enemies because I know their long overdue just deserts are about to be served to them with extra sprinkles on top and I do not want to be there to see it when it happens.
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 09/12/2025 19:17
Hey, A lot of my issues were related to the feeling of being constantly under attack by the secular/atheistic/lefty world. A few years ago I just accepted that the world simply just hates us. Recent events are have proven me to be right this whole time. I just wish my used-to-be friends and you guys too simply listened instead of calling me insane/larper/ragebaiter/guy who hates everything/retard/whatever
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
Hey, A lot of my issues were related to the feeling of being constantly under attack by the secular/atheistic/lefty world. A few years ago I just accepted that the world simply just hates us. Recent events are have proven me to be right this whole time. I just wish my used-to-be friends and you guys too simply listened instead of calling me insane/larper/ragebaiter/guy who hates everything/retard/whatever
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 19:27
I don't have much issues with most if your opinions
19:27
In fact, I agree with more of what you say than disagree
19:28
Your solutions for them just aren't realistic
Мико⚜🐾
Your solutions for them just aren't realistic
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 09/12/2025 19:46
Which solutions are unrealistic?
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
Which solutions are unrealistic?
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:40
One that comes to mind is when you complained about the media industry being a mess, and you complaining about most popular video games sucking (edited)
20:41
To which I responded with something along the lines of, well, go out of your way to support people who make games that are good or make them yourself (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
To which I responded with something along the lines of, well, go out of your way to support people who make games that are good or make them yourself (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 20:44
Bro would probably tell you with a straight face that The Lion The Witch and The Wardrobe is satanic because reasons.
Мико⚜🐾
To which I responded with something along the lines of, well, go out of your way to support people who make games that are good or make them yourself (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:44
You for whatever reason said no to this
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 20:44
"Uhhh well the Lion TALKS so that's satanic"
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:44
And then said youd just prefer for culture to die
20:44
Whatever that means. It’s cringe (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 20:45
Eurocyon 2.0!?
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:45
This is the error modern non-leftists often make (edited)
20:46
they complain about the state of educational institutions, complain about the creative industry, but then do nothing meaningful about it
20:47
And shit on & countersignal people who are, because it’s something they’re personally not a fan of
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Bro would probably tell you with a straight face that The Lion The Witch and The Wardrobe is satanic because reasons.
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:49
No, he’s not an absolute retard
Мико⚜🐾
they complain about the state of educational institutions, complain about the creative industry, but then do nothing meaningful about it
Extra-sensory PURRception 09/12/2025 20:49
His opinion would be valid if he would've just quit being a retarded hypocrite
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Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:50
When he says that there is Gnostic influence in a lot of games, he is right
Мико⚜🐾
No, he’s not an absolute retard
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 20:50
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:50
I just don’t see that and that alone as a reason to reject something or not enjoy it. It’s going to depend on other things alongside that, that’d lead me to dismiss something or not support it (edited)
20:53
For instance, Persona 4 has some gnostic influence, however it’s a game that teaches a great message for everyone, especially kids today. I’m not the type to say ‘X is Christian’ personally, although I don’t countersignal people who are on that, however I do find what it teaches the player to be commensurate to Orthodox teaching. Therefore, despite some of the influence, I would allow my children to play it & recommend it. (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
For instance, Persona 4 has some gnostic influence, however it’s a game that teaches a great message for everyone, especially kids today. I’m not the type to say ‘X is Christian’ personally, although I don’t countersignal people who are on that, however I do find what it teaches the player to be commensurate to Orthodox teaching. Therefore, despite some of the influence, I would allow my children to play it & recommend it. (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:55
Persona 5 on the other hand, I have a few problems with it after playing, not solely because of the Gnostic influence which manifests itself quite a bit more in the final month of the main game, I will not spoil it here
Мико⚜🐾
For instance, Persona 4 has some gnostic influence, however it’s a game that teaches a great message for everyone, especially kids today. I’m not the type to say ‘X is Christian’ personally, although I don’t countersignal people who are on that, however I do find what it teaches the player to be commensurate to Orthodox teaching. Therefore, despite some of the influence, I would allow my children to play it & recommend it. (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 20:55
My argument is that a game having strong Christian influences, while it's not going to be a mirror reflection of the Gospels and teach people about salvation, it will make some people curious enough to explore the faith and potentially find Christ.
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:55
But because the message of the game isn’t as good
20:55
And I feel that the Phantom Thieves are a bit self-righteous and hypocritical
20:56
The question of whether they should be vigilantes in the way they are, it’s never sufficiently answered. However, I did enjoy the music more than P4’s, at least until I got into Shibuya-kei
Мико⚜🐾
For instance, Persona 4 has some gnostic influence, however it’s a game that teaches a great message for everyone, especially kids today. I’m not the type to say ‘X is Christian’ personally, although I don’t countersignal people who are on that, however I do find what it teaches the player to be commensurate to Orthodox teaching. Therefore, despite some of the influence, I would allow my children to play it & recommend it. (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:57
It also makes use of some more of the redeemable elements of Jungian psychology
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
My argument is that a game having strong Christian influences, while it's not going to be a mirror reflection of the Gospels and teach people about salvation, it will make some people curious enough to explore the faith and potentially find Christ.
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 20:58
Such an influence however needs to be implicit or even in some cases unintentional, like in the example I have provided
20:58
Otherwise, it feels like propaganda which was produced in response to the antics of the Left.
Extra-sensory PURRception
His opinion would be valid if he would've just quit being a retarded hypocrite
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 21:00
Well yes, this also
21:00
You can’t say ‘Death to the World!’ and then crack open CS2
Мико⚜🐾
Such an influence however needs to be implicit or even in some cases unintentional, like in the example I have provided
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 21:06
Xenoblade and Xenosaga both have quote-for-quote Bible versus in them. You also have other references, such as the fact that a divine trinity, called the Trinity Processor are all called Ontos, Logos and Pneuma (The Greek names for God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit), with each having an accompanying Bible verse (Proverbs 3:13, Proverbs 10:12, Proverbs 4:18). This is VERY explicit, you could not be any more explicit. I think this alone is going to make some people at least curious enough to learn more about the Bible, don't you think?
BibleBot BOT 09/12/2025 21:06
Proverbs 3:13 - Revised Standard Version (RSV)
The True Wealth
<13> Happy is the man who finds wisdom, and the man who gets understanding,
21:06
Proverbs 10:12 - Revised Standard Version (RSV)
<12> Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses.
21:06
Proverbs 4:18 - Revised Standard Version (RSV)
<18> But the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn, which shines brighter and brighter until full day.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 21:06
This is also ignoring the fact that literally Jesus Christ of Nazareth is a canonical character.
21:07
I would argue these kinds of things are more likely going to get people curious in the Bible than something more subtle or even accidental.
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 21:11
I don’t really see such things in this series, at least at first glance, as much more than a usage of Christian aesthetics and themes, rather than one that teaches its message, or its morality (beyond what is common to all serious worldviews) (edited)
21:12
However, you’re right in that the imagery could lead someone to look into the meaning of it all and possibly cause a conversion (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
I don’t really see such things in this series, at least at first glance, as much more than a usage of Christian aesthetics and themes, rather than one that teaches its message, or its morality (beyond what is common to all serious worldviews) (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 21:12
I wish there were videos which condensed some of Rex and Al's best moments because both of those characters are truly, what you would call "Christ-like" characters
21:12
I need to find Al's talk about "love" because... well, you'll see what I mean
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Мико⚜🐾
I don’t really see such things in this series, at least at first glance, as much more than a usage of Christian aesthetics and themes, rather than one that teaches its message, or its morality (beyond what is common to all serious worldviews) (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 09/12/2025 21:14
As opposed to P4, which in my opinion does actually teach that message, insofar as it is about facing & coming to terms with the dark side of ourselves, our inclinations that we are embarrassed about and realising where they stem from
21:16
Naoto & Kanji are great characters for people today
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/12/2025 21:24
I only played the expansion story once
21:24
So I cannot find the fucking cutscene where Al talks about what it means to "love".
21:25
Guess what
21:25
I just found it
21:25
https://youtu.be/221wcqKCRg0?t=405 @Мико⚜🐾
Linkmstr
Xenoblade Chronicles X: Definitive Edition - Alois Affinity Mission...
21:27
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0GyyON6dx8
Kobi gaming
Rex and glimmer heart to heart - Xenoblade chronicle 3 future redeemed
21:28
Oh and also this cutscene. A highlight of Rex's selflessness
Мико⚜🐾
To which I responded with something along the lines of, well, go out of your way to support people who make games that are good or make them yourself (edited)
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 09/13/2025 06:55
I wish people would just understand how I feel instead of jumping on me
06:55
But no one so far was willing to do that really
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/13/2025 11:20
"I said 'Baby, daddy loves you so much. He's on a work trip with Jesus, so he can afford your blueberry budget.'"
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
But no one so far was willing to do that really
serpente482 09/13/2025 15:08
I always defended you nigger, i was only rash when you were being extremely hypocritical
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TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
I wish people would just understand how I feel instead of jumping on me
NasCar 09/14/2025 14:07
you clown on niggas for no reason
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14:07
14:09
I get it when it's just a joke but you just keep going and going sometimes
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/14/2025 14:34
@NasCar Why the Bubsy hyperfixation all of a sudden?
14:34
Don't you know Bubsy is satanic?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
@NasCar Why the Bubsy hyperfixation all of a sudden?
NasCar 09/14/2025 14:44
Friend gifted me the bubsy collection so now I must pay the price and play through all of them
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Don't you know Bubsy is satanic?
NasCar 09/14/2025 14:44
How
NasCar
How
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/14/2025 14:48
I dunno but Twilo probably agrees, ask him
NasCar 09/14/2025 15:02
@TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 is bubsy satanic
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/15/2025 21:14
I had a younger sister. Growing up, my family was very shattered but I was very close to my younger sister. She was the most girly-girl ever - long hair, makeup, loved to play with barbies and dollies. And she was my sister. But after I came back from Germany, she refused all contact with me. To spare you some details, it is my best (and likely accurate guess) that she got manipulated by my troon older brother into believing I am a Nazi or whatever. It also worth noting that while we were still in contact, she had since been living with two dykes and now said she was a man. A second one in my family groomed into the trans cult. I think I spent a lot of this time simply not believing it. Anyway, I just got off the phone with my sister. The only one I still speak to, a sensible Christian mother of three. And she was just telling me about texts she exchanged with said younger sister... About Charlie Kirk. You can only guess the things she said about Kirk (in response to my Christian sister making a vigil post about Kirk). But exactly the kinds of brainwashed cult of woke shit you'd expect. She was never like this. My sister was never like this. She couldn't give a toss about politics. She was a sweet girl and was one of my closest friends growing up.
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21:14
This cult has stolen her away from me and moulded her into the worst kind of a frankenstinian monster fathomable.
21:15
These past few days have been... difficult to process. But I am... I am so tired of this woke shit. I am so tired of this cult.
21:15
I want this cult utterly eradicated and I don't know how I might be able to make an impact right now but God willing, He may use me to destroy this evil. (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/15/2025 21:30
I will never, ever, EVER allow this filth to come anywhere near my son. I will shield him to the utmost of my ability from this vile, evil ideology.
21:31
My time as a pacifist is over. Lord, show me your enemies and may I be wise in my actions.
serpente482 09/15/2025 23:16
I feel you
23:16
My family is very leftie liberal aswell
23:16
This summer i found out that my cousins were anarchists
23:16
That the bisexual now also was non binary
23:17
And the one that was straight after a year in Barcelona were only one of her friends is straight now became bisexual and polysexual but only with women
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23:17
All older than me
23:18
I still love them
23:18
But its sad
serpente482
I feel you
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/15/2025 23:21
I'm so, so filled with rage. They stole my siblings from me. This disgusting ideology must be totally eradicated, abolished. And its followers must be forced out of the public sphere.
serpente482 09/15/2025 23:23
I agree
23:24
And the only way is showing it to them
23:24
Making a study
23:24
On what these people really are
23:24
So they cant harm someone else
NasCar 09/16/2025 14:17
my sister used to be woke woke
14:18
now she's slowly becoming centrist
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 09/16/2025 18:01
My sister used to be woke
18:01
Now she's asleep
NasCar 09/16/2025 18:02
lol
VikingTiger6 09/17/2025 02:07
stay woke guys, the earth is flat
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
My time as a pacifist is over. Lord, show me your enemies and may I be wise in my actions.
Мико⚜🐾 09/17/2025 02:21
I had forgotten that you’ve lost family to this nonsense
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
My time as a pacifist is over. Lord, show me your enemies and may I be wise in my actions.
VikingTiger6 09/17/2025 02:30
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbGalhsFNGI
Updated Works
A Self-Defensive War Lawful (Revolutionary War Sermon, Modern English)
NasCar
my sister used to be woke woke
serpente482 09/17/2025 09:42
my sister used to be woke
09:42
now is woke woke
09:42
and is doing a humanities degree
09:43
serpente482
now is woke woke
NasCar 09/17/2025 11:15
Dear God
serpente482
and is doing a humanities degree
Deleted User 09/19/2025 11:25
they always go for some relatively useless degree in social studies man
serpente482
My family is very leftie liberal aswell
Deleted User 09/19/2025 11:25
my condolences
serpente482
And the one that was straight after a year in Barcelona were only one of her friends is straight now became bisexual and polysexual but only with women
Deleted User 09/19/2025 11:26
bisexual but only with women what
11:26
oh wait
Deleted User
bisexual but only with women what
serpente482 09/19/2025 11:26
only would form a "polycule" or whatever with women
11:27
degenerate friends basically
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serpente482
only would form a "polycule" or whatever with women
Deleted User 09/19/2025 11:27
what is up with the selectivity vro "im bisexual but i only like polyamory with women" what on earth
11:28
bitches tryna be different and say this kinda shit
serpente482 09/19/2025 11:29
because its not a relationship
11:29
its a disturbed friendship
11:29
with sex
11:33
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NasCar 09/22/2025 23:27
how do you beat incel rage
NRG Balbodane 09/22/2025 23:33
with incel love
Arcane BOT 09/22/2025 23:33
@NRG Balbodane has reached level 11. GG!
NRG Balbodane
with incel love
NasCar 09/23/2025 00:36
how does that even work
NasCar 09/23/2025 12:17
NasCar
how does that even work
NRG Balbodane 09/23/2025 12:49
Point flying straight over ya brain meximutt
12:49
<3
NRG Balbodane
Point flying straight over ya brain meximutt
NasCar 09/23/2025 13:40
It is
NasCar
It is
NRG Balbodane 09/23/2025 13:41
13:41
Lol
NasCar 09/23/2025 13:43
13:48
I'll just keep being a dumb little chud and eventually die of alcohol poisoning
NasCar
how do you beat incel rage
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/23/2025 17:04
You stop caring about getting pussy and start caring more about being on the path Christ wants you on
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
You stop caring about getting pussy and start caring more about being on the path Christ wants you on
NasCar 09/23/2025 17:04
more as in like
17:04
having a girlfriend
17:05
pussy is temporary
17:05
pussy only matters if you can get children out of it
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/23/2025 17:06
I've been single for about 8 years and I'm content the way I am because I'm more focused on doing God's will and forfilling what he wants me to do
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I've been single for about 8 years and I'm content the way I am because I'm more focused on doing God's will and forfilling what he wants me to do
NasCar 09/23/2025 17:06
8 years
17:06
gtfo
17:06
at least you've had someone
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/23/2025 17:07
That would be my advice anyway. Focus more on figuring out what God's will for your life is and doing as He commands.
17:07
You'll be happier in the end
NasCar
how do you beat incel rage
ungen 09/23/2025 17:18
Why should you envy these bunch of promiscuous faggots
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NasCar
having a girlfriend
NasCar 09/23/2025 17:19
@ungen
NasCar
@ungen
ungen 09/23/2025 17:22
No one plays fair, it's all a pretend game
17:23
Let them enjoy their rose colored glasses for a moment
17:23
Cherish the moment when it blinds them to their failings
NasCar
how do you beat incel rage
Мико⚜🐾 09/23/2025 17:57
waifu
ungen
Why should you envy these bunch of promiscuous faggots
Мико⚜🐾 09/23/2025 17:57
You shouldn’t
17:57
Everyone who slept around that I know regrets it (edited)
NasCar
having a girlfriend
NRG Balbodane 09/23/2025 18:49
18:49
We love having those
ungen
No one plays fair, it's all a pretend game
NasCar 09/23/2025 23:52
then what's the point
23:52
is love just a lie or what
GR 09/24/2025 22:45
I hate facebook marketplace so much
22:45
mexicans are so unfathomably retarded it's not even funny
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22:46
how do you expect to sell shit when you post one picture of the product/vehicle through a grease smeared camera lense along with a one sentence or even no description at all (edited)
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GR
how do you expect to sell shit when you post one picture of the product/vehicle through a grease smeared camera lense along with a one sentence or even no description at all (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 09/24/2025 23:25
that shit be pissing me off because i want to buy what you're selling but i have no idea im getting what i want
Мико⚜🐾
that shit be pissing me off because i want to buy what you're selling but i have no idea im getting what i want
GR 09/24/2025 23:26
exactly dude and it's usually the thing you're looking for too
serpente482 09/25/2025 12:37
MexiAryans
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 16:17
fell out with all of my friends this week
16:18
am i the problem
Мико⚜🐾
fell out with all of my friends this week
serpente482 09/27/2025 18:20
why
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 18:53
Just retarded shit
serpente482 09/27/2025 19:04
like what nigga
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 19:16
Let me explain
serpente482
like what nigga
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 19:51
I didnt answer the door for my friend when he came over
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 19:59
He had called earlier today about his ongoing house search, since he’s looking for his 1st home before his mum goes back to live in Ghana. She has sold their family home and is essentially expecting him to get on with life with a sum of money she gave in order to cover the deposit for a property. He, of course, since I have lived by myself for quite a while and therefore can help him with things he can’t do and am his friend, offered to give me a room at whatever he bought for a fraction of the mortgage & cost of living. We went over again in detail about the arrangement, cost of living, how I would pay my end of the rent, wherein I explained that I am currently out of work but should have my part to pay covered by the subsidy and payments I receive on account of my autism diagnosis, & being a foster care leaver amongst other things. He asked me if I was looking, to which I responded with an honest no. I haven’t been able to maintain any job I’ve had since I started working nearly 4 years ago, due to either simply not being good enough for the job, maybe it’s too fast-paced and high-maintenance, which I struggle with due to my terrible fine-motor skills; or due to my poor mental health, sometimes that was brought about by myself through drug use and at other times & most recently due to factors a bit out of my control, those being issues with my mum and sister and not really recovering at all from what happened between us all before I got kicked out at 15 and separated from both at 16. Also because of things that are somewhat in between, struggling with my sexuality due to EPI, chronic masturbation, porn addiction and addiction to furry porn, which I’ve always had a crushing shame for not being able to simply get over completely. Of course, I didn’t tell him all of this over the phone, I just made him aware of what he already knew bits & pieces of, the stuff with my mum & sister, to which he responded by just belittling it and trivialising it all. He then offered to come see me in person, so I invited him to come over at 2pm. It gets to 2pm and he gets to the door, and to be honest I had fallen asleep, so I hadn’t heard when he had first came. He waits for about 10 minutes and somehow gets into the building, and I see his messages and him banging on the door, and to be honest I didn’t answer, because I frankly just didn’t want his company. He left and then immediately called me, and started basically insulting me, and said that we are ‘parting ways’ now until I ‘mature’
Мико⚜🐾
fell out with all of my friends this week
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:00
I also fell out with my Orthodox irl ‘friends’ as well
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:13
What happened is that 1 of them is an Orthodox apologist and runs a Discord community with some clerics in there, right? I was essentially his right-hand man, and our goal was to get episcopal or synodal approval for the server & for our own apologetics efforts respectively. He along with my godfather, about just under 3 weeks ago, essentially decided that I, in order to work with him, could no longer present myself as a ‘furry’. I said no to this for a few reasons, so he told me that he would be fine with it if I received the blessing from my priest to be allowed to do that while sharing the faith. I told my priest, and received the go-ahead. However, this was rejected anyway by him, and he essentially said that due to his concerns that my public appearance will cause him to lose the chance of securing what he wanted, that I still needed to do it anyway and scrub all public ties with it even though my priest was fine with it. I rejected this, and simply stepped down & left his server. I then came back a week later out of boredom, but then he pretty much said that to even come back, I would need to do what he demanded me to do. I declined again, so that was that. However, after this he started going to other people and tried to tell them to take away my manager role in their communities for ‘server reputation’, all the while pretending to be fine with me but just in disagreement. (edited)
Мико⚜🐾
He had called earlier today about his ongoing house search, since he’s looking for his 1st home before his mum goes back to live in Ghana. She has sold their family home and is essentially expecting him to get on with life with a sum of money she gave in order to cover the deposit for a property. He, of course, since I have lived by myself for quite a while and therefore can help him with things he can’t do and am his friend, offered to give me a room at whatever he bought for a fraction of the mortgage & cost of living. We went over again in detail about the arrangement, cost of living, how I would pay my end of the rent, wherein I explained that I am currently out of work but should have my part to pay covered by the subsidy and payments I receive on account of my autism diagnosis, & being a foster care leaver amongst other things. He asked me if I was looking, to which I responded with an honest no. I haven’t been able to maintain any job I’ve had since I started working nearly 4 years ago, due to either simply not being good enough for the job, maybe it’s too fast-paced and high-maintenance, which I struggle with due to my terrible fine-motor skills; or due to my poor mental health, sometimes that was brought about by myself through drug use and at other times & most recently due to factors a bit out of my control, those being issues with my mum and sister and not really recovering at all from what happened between us all before I got kicked out at 15 and separated from both at 16. Also because of things that are somewhat in between, struggling with my sexuality due to EPI, chronic masturbation, porn addiction and addiction to furry porn, which I’ve always had a crushing shame for not being able to simply get over completely. Of course, I didn’t tell him all of this over the phone, I just made him aware of what he already knew bits & pieces of, the stuff with my mum & sister, to which he responded by just belittling it and trivialising it all. He then offered to come see me in person, so I invited him to come over at 2pm. It gets to 2pm and he gets to the door, and to be honest I had fallen asleep, so I hadn’t heard when he had first came. He waits for about 10 minutes and somehow gets into the building, and I see his messages and him banging on the door, and to be honest I didn’t answer, because I frankly just didn’t want his company. He left and then immediately called me, and started basically insulting me, and said that we are ‘parting ways’ now until I ‘mature’
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:13
Both of you sound stressed, but you told him something and then you fell asleep
20:13
So it makes sense he is mad
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:13
Yeah
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:13
Apologize for that
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Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:13
I will
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:14
Even if he went to far you have to apologize for what you did
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:14
When should i call him?
20:14
Yeah, youre right
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:14
Idk
20:14
Now
Мико⚜🐾
What happened is that 1 of them is an Orthodox apologist and runs a Discord community with some clerics in there, right? I was essentially his right-hand man, and our goal was to get episcopal or synodal approval for the server & for our own apologetics efforts respectively. He along with my godfather, about just under 3 weeks ago, essentially decided that I, in order to work with him, could no longer present myself as a ‘furry’. I said no to this for a few reasons, so he told me that he would be fine with it if I received the blessing from my priest to be allowed to do that while sharing the faith. I told my priest, and received the go-ahead. However, this was rejected anyway by him, and he essentially said that due to his concerns that my public appearance will cause him to lose the chance of securing what he wanted, that I still needed to do it anyway and scrub all public ties with it even though my priest was fine with it. I rejected this, and simply stepped down & left his server. I then came back a week later out of boredom, but then he pretty much said that to even come back, I would need to do what he demanded me to do. I declined again, so that was that. However, after this he started going to other people and tried to tell them to take away my manager role in their communities for ‘server reputation’, all the while pretending to be fine with me but just in disagreement. (edited)
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:17
Wow, thats why you told your priest you were a furry? I mean you have nothing to do there, its all his fault all you can do is explain being a furry is not wanting to fuck animals and that as much as he thinks its a sin how he is acting is worse
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Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:17
Well, yes, it was so they could get off of my back
serpente482
Wow, thats why you told your priest you were a furry? I mean you have nothing to do there, its all his fault all you can do is explain being a furry is not wanting to fuck animals and that as much as he thinks its a sin how he is acting is worse
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:19
Their whole reason was that me reposting furry art, sharing my friend’s magazines and books and whatnot would tarnish their reputation, but I pointed out to them that people take me quite seriously in spite of it & that Orthodox priests & monks follow my account
20:19
As well as an Anglican priest and a Calvinist deacon
20:20
Catholic priest, not yet, but a Catholic bishop liked one of my posts (edited)
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:21
Also all this internet evangelization
20:21
Why get all serious with that
20:21
Furries also deserve to enter heaven yknow
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20:21
You can purposedly avoid them
Мико⚜🐾
Their whole reason was that me reposting furry art, sharing my friend’s magazines and books and whatnot would tarnish their reputation, but I pointed out to them that people take me quite seriously in spite of it & that Orthodox priests & monks follow my account
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:21
you get a few insults, but this is unavoidable
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:21
Specially if you are in discord and Twitter
serpente482
Furries also deserve to enter heaven yknow
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:22
Well, yeah, this is something I brought up to which they didnt have a direct answer to
20:22
both my godfather, who did apologise to me yesterday, and this so-called friend (edited)
20:23
I said that through being a furry, I’ve met people and have been able to bring them to or back to Christ on the basis of that common interest (edited)
20:23
that guy who was a bit annoying who was here the other week
20:23
he’s gonna become a catechumen, these things would never happen if you just told all of these people that they cant be in your community (edited)
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:24
The furry community is simultaneously one of the most godless and in need of Christ in the net
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20:24
Its not like you are going to be an altar boy wearing a fursuit
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20:24
Its a discord server
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:24
Well, yeah lol
serpente482
Its a discord server
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:25
they tried to insult me because of this server, so i just invited both of them to come here
20:25
to see whether it was degenerate or not
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:25
What did they think
serpente482
What did they think
Мико⚜🐾 09/27/2025 20:28
the guy who was trying to blackball me didnt respond
20:28
and is stalking my twitter account
20:28
my godfather, he apologised for insulting it
20:30
@᲼ ban Phaz as well
serpente482 09/27/2025 20:32
Who is Phaz
Мико⚜🐾
@᲼ ban Phaz as well
᲼ 09/28/2025 19:29
Srry I didn't get the ping
Arcane BOT 09/28/2025 19:29
@᲼ has reached level 2. GG!
᲼
Srry I didn't get the ping
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/28/2025 19:46
Saar I have to ban you now saar our black overlord Mikko demands it.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Saar I have to ban you now saar our black overlord Mikko demands it.
᲼ 09/28/2025 19:47
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 09/28/2025 19:48
That's our Maiko
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Мико⚜🐾 09/28/2025 20:05
this was funny
20:05
speaking of Hayden, he agreed with my definition of OS this week
20:05
so that was cool
Мико⚜🐾
speaking of Hayden, he agreed with my definition of OS this week
᲼ 09/28/2025 20:06
W
VikingTiger6 09/29/2025 05:21
i just checked rants
05:21
sounds like you had a rough saturday mikko, sorry to hear that
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Zoraxe 09/29/2025 06:27
I'm late to reading this as well. I'm sorry you're going through this man, and I pray you remain strong despite the interpersonal difficulties. Always have faith God will provide no matter the incident, but you do seem strong enough to have maintained that. Serpente is right to recommend apology where it's needed. Even if relations don't recover after, you may at least have that off your chest. As for the other religiously-oriented relations, that doesn't sound right of your colleague to have tarnished you through outside gossip and promote unfaithful discussion without letting you defend yourself appropriately. Likewise, I do not know the exact interactions that took place since that may have contextual ramifications on how the others acted, but I trust your honesty in recalling the events. It can be hurtful to go through nonetheless especially younger in life when such interactions make up a larger chunk of our existing cumulative time, but know there will always be opportunities and new people to have good relations with.
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VikingTiger6
sounds like you had a rough saturday mikko, sorry to hear that
Мико⚜🐾 09/29/2025 06:42
Things happen, sometimes you have a bad day
Zoraxe
I'm late to reading this as well. I'm sorry you're going through this man, and I pray you remain strong despite the interpersonal difficulties. Always have faith God will provide no matter the incident, but you do seem strong enough to have maintained that. Serpente is right to recommend apology where it's needed. Even if relations don't recover after, you may at least have that off your chest. As for the other religiously-oriented relations, that doesn't sound right of your colleague to have tarnished you through outside gossip and promote unfaithful discussion without letting you defend yourself appropriately. Likewise, I do not know the exact interactions that took place since that may have contextual ramifications on how the others acted, but I trust your honesty in recalling the events. It can be hurtful to go through nonetheless especially younger in life when such interactions make up a larger chunk of our existing cumulative time, but know there will always be opportunities and new people to have good relations with.
Мико⚜🐾 09/29/2025 06:54
Thank you Zoraxe.
06:58
I am trying to sort the 2nd situation out, given that my godfather is wrapped up in it all, but if things don’t work out then I’m happy that something like this happened now
06:59
As opposed to later on
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/10/2025 18:21
>be me >literally always do my dishes, rarely do I leave dishes in the sink and anytime I leave dishes it's usually because I am eating first >others leave dishes in the bowl/on the side all the time forcing me to wash them if I want to use them >say to myself constantly: "I guarantee if I left dishes, people would make a fuss." >decide to leave all my dishes after making my weekly meal prep >both landlord and housemate immediately complain about dishes being left >my fucking face when
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/14/2025 22:42
I had two different friend groups. One was a small group of friends I knew since school, the other was a gaming group I would meet up with. Anyway. I was eventually kicked from the gaming group because someone screenshotted me saying the dreaded N-word on Discord. They both kicked me out and completely blocked all contact with me. This wasn't too long after breaking up with my ex and living on my sister's couch. That period of my life was the most difficult and I remember wrestling with a lot of emotional trauma as a result. Trauma which the Lord has healed me from and something I am forever grateful to the Lord for. But prior to the Lord taking this trauma from me, I was haunted by it for so long and the only way I knew how to deal with it was by lashing out. And eventually I really hurt my old friend group from the school days. Not long after I came back to the UK, we had a falling out and all from that friend group decided they too no longer wanted anything to do with me and cut contact with me, too. I since was able to meet with one of them and apologise for my old ways. But the regret I feel from hurting them still destroys and eats at me daily. It's one of those memories that when it springs up it leaves me in deep sorrow. I confide with the Lord on this pain and He assures me that I've grown and I'm not the person I once was. But that doesn't make the pain leave. Even when I am reminded of the few times I've lost my temper with my son, that same kind of painful sorrow spears my heart. Sometimes, I just wish the Lord would smite a sinner like me and be done with it. No amount of repentance can undo what I've done to people. (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 10/15/2025 05:27
>No amount of repentance can undo what I’ve done to people Well, that’s why Christ covers us with His merits
Zoraxe 10/15/2025 20:26
We may never feel we can forgive ourselves, but know in the eyes of God that we are always reconcilable. With that in mind, we can pick ourselves back up and commit ourselves to a righteousness we otherwise may have missed in misery.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 10/26/2025 16:13
Yeah I fucking hate twitter dude
16:13
Me: "Yeah porn and gooning is bad." Some literal fucking who from no-one-gives-a-shitistan: "HRMMMMMMMM THE CHRISTIAN IS GOING TO PREACH TO US ABOUT PORN HRRRRMMMMMM I'M VERY SMART"
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Me: "Yeah porn and gooning is bad." Some literal fucking who from no-one-gives-a-shitistan: "HRMMMMMMMM THE CHRISTIAN IS GOING TO PREACH TO US ABOUT PORN HRRRRMMMMMM I'M VERY SMART"
Ski Squire 10/27/2025 05:01
"gooning is good because uhh... IT JUST IS OK, YOU ARE LIMITING MY RIGHTS!!! STOP PREACHING TO ME FILFY CHRISTIAN GRAAHHH"
OhioTrannyRapist67 11/12/2025 17:09
>NO YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THIS MATERIAL IN ORDER TO REACH COLLEGE LEVEL!!! >attend classes >units done in two semesters: 2 >appearance of said material: 0 >repeat for 12 years >fail because entry score is abnormally large statistically (>840) >study again >fail because entry score is abnormally large statistically (>880) >mfw studying is entirely pointless because niggers keep inflating admission exam scores
17:09
NIGGA HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO UNDERSTAND PHYSICS PROPERLY IF ALL YOUVE DONE IS TEACH ME ABOUT GRAVITY AND MASS FOR THE PAST 8 YEARS
17:09
NOT A SINGLE MENTION OF A WAVE, OR A TECTONIC PLATE
17:10
>theres not even a library, so you're forced to go to pre-college level establishments in order to get a high score at the exam
17:10
>government blames it on rich people
17:11
if only you knew how bad things can really be...
VikingTiger6 11/14/2025 04:37
stop going to college then
04:37
they only get away with treating people teribly because people willingly put up with this bs for a piece of paper
NasCar 11/18/2025 16:37
I hate dealing with retarded goyim cattle
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Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 20:49
When you really miss the fear and exhilaration that comes from going to haunted locales and experiencing the supernatural but you know it's not Biblical so you cannot do it anymore even though you really want to.
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Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:15
this Dialga photo is killing me
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:18
I am glad my grief brings you joy, Brother
21:18
Dialga is literally me btw (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
When you really miss the fear and exhilaration that comes from going to haunted locales and experiencing the supernatural but you know it's not Biblical so you cannot do it anymore even though you really want to.
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:24
Just go to them to drive the demons out
21:24
If you have the holy spirit you cannot be harmed
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:24
I have not been ordained that.
21:24
It is not my role to drive out demons.
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:25
"The man who stands with God is always the majourity" -John Knox
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:25
I don't know exactly how the structure of a Catholic parish works but I am quite sure I cannot go vanquishing demons as a layman.
21:26
@Мико⚜🐾 The Theologian would know more.
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:26
The theologian lmao
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:26
Would you prefer "the ni--"
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:26
But no, you’re right.
21:26
Laymen should not, even if they can, go around and exorcise demons.
21:27
Lest you end up like the 7 sons of Sceva
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:27
I haven't even done confirmation yet. I just know deep down it would be a mortal sin.
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:29
acts 19:11-20 dra
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:29
Where the fuck is Bible Bot
21:29
Or am I blind
21:30
Did someone kick Bible Bot?
21:30
Oh
21:30
It doesn't have access to this channel for some reasno
Мико⚜🐾
acts 19:11-20 dra
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:31
I thought that was talking about people who hadn't repented and believed
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:31
Acts 19:11-20 dra
BibleBot BOT 11/20/2025 21:31
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:32
There were spiritual charlatans back then who saw what the Christians were doing and tried to copy it
21:32
Thats why the demons won against the sons of sceva
21:32
They weren't believers, they just copied what they saw
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:33
Well I am not sure how I could recieve ordainment to cast out demons in my parish but.... Sign me the heck up.
21:33
My Lord you see my heart, your will be done.
VikingTiger6
There were spiritual charlatans back then who saw what the Christians were doing and tried to copy it
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:34
there still are
21:34
i get adds from mormons in my youtube shorts all the time
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:34
Same
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
I haven't even done confirmation yet. I just know deep down it would be a mortal sin.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:34
i havent dont confirmation either
21:34
this year
21:34
im already signed
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:35
Well I have to do confession first then my priest can do confirmation.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:35
huh
21:35
i think you need more than that
21:35
i go to confession at least once a month
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:35
Well holy communion and baptism obviously
21:36
But that's checked off
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:36
i mean you have to do like a little cathequism i think
21:36
im going with a group or 4 or 5 people my priest said
21:36
i think
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:37
If you leave Catholicism or Orthodoxy, you’re received back via confession, sometimes by declaration of faith as well
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:37
Yeah
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:37
However, the penance for that confession might be catechesis (edited)
21:37
Or no communion just yet
21:37
Even if you’re received back in
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:37
You have to do confession first, recieve penance then be confirmed.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:38
i made a 10 year or more worth of sins confession on july
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:38
You never left the church though, right Serp?
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:39
no
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:39
Well there you go then
21:40
@Мико⚜🐾 So hypothetically speaking how would I recieve permission to cast out demons in the Catholic Church?
Arcane BOT 11/20/2025 21:40
@Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian has reached level 88. GG!
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:40
>88 We did it Reddit
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:40
but i understood it like you could go this weekend, confess and then get confirmed just after
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
@Мико⚜🐾 So hypothetically speaking how would I recieve permission to cast out demons in the Catholic Church?
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:41
you can become an exorcist, but you need to be a priest
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:41
The sons of sceva thought they could cast out demons by their own power, thats why the demon said they didn't recognize them
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:41
for layman i dont think its advisable
serpente482
but i understood it like you could go this weekend, confess and then get confirmed just after
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:41
Yeah but I was baptised as a child and it's highly likely I did holy communion too. My Priest knows the primary school I went to which is Catholic so it's likely I did do holy communion. Especially since my sister said she did holy communion
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:42
my evangelical friends told me they dont do communion all weekends
VikingTiger6
The sons of sceva thought they could cast out demons by their own power, thats why the demon said they didn't recognize them
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:42
It's because they were laymen and weren't ordained that.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:42
only once or twice a month
serpente482
my evangelical friends told me they dont do communion all weekends
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:42
You mean the Eucharist?
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:42
yes
21:42
that is communion
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:43
21:43
My Church, to my understanding, does it every single day
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:43
the catholic one?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:43
It's the height of your walk in faith
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
It's because they were laymen and weren't ordained that.
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:43
They weren't even believers, they were copycats seeking their own gain
serpente482
the catholic one?
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:43
Yes I don't go to the protestant one anymore.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:43
ah
21:43
then of course
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:44
My church we did it once a week
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:44
I'm new to my church so I am still learning the ropes.
VikingTiger6
My church we did it once a week
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:44
in the past?
serpente482
in the past?
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:44
I moved towns
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
@Мико⚜🐾 So hypothetically speaking how would I recieve permission to cast out demons in the Catholic Church?
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:44
You would need to become a priest mate
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:44
I miss my church in kelowna
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:44
tomorrow i have a pretty important interview
21:44
please pray for me
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:44
Only priests can be exorcists.
serpente482
please pray for me
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:44
I will include you in my prayers tonight, Brother
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Мико⚜🐾
Only priests can be exorcists.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:45
Achso
VikingTiger6
I miss my church in kelowna
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:45
and how is your new Church?
Мико⚜🐾
Only priests can be exorcists.
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:46
Mark 9:38
BibleBot BOT 11/20/2025 21:46
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:47
In my protestant church we did the Eucharist every like... 2 weeks? And it was grapejuice with stale bread and... yeah just after learning about the history and traditions of the church.... That ain't it, chief.
serpente482
and how is your new Church?
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:47
Small, I haven't fully made the decision, theres only 2 churches in my town
VikingTiger6
Mark 9:38
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:47
i think casting out demons doesnt exactly make you an exorcist
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:47
Mark 9:39
BibleBot BOT 11/20/2025 21:47
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:47
it can be done once for example
21:47
in a time of need
VikingTiger6
Mark 9:38
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:47
I meant this in the sense that only priests should be such, not that it is physically impossible to
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:47
Pretty sure Paul talked about accepting the Eucharist unlawfully and its ramifications and I really think that Prot church I went to was doing exactly that.
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:48
Mark 9:38-40 has historically been interpreted to be talking about schismatics & heretics
BibleBot BOT 11/20/2025 21:48
Мико⚜🐾
Mark 9:38-40 has historically been interpreted to be talking about schismatics & heretics
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:48
People outside of the Church can still do good things, it just won’t merit them as much as if they were united to His body. Works alone don’t save, faith in Christ & unity with His Church does. (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:48
@VikingTiger6 I could in theory go casting out demons now. I believe my faith is quite strong so it is possible... But it's reckless too because I am a layman.
Мико⚜🐾
I meant this in the sense that only priests should be such, not that it is physically impossible to
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:48
Well I can understand why the roman church wants to restrict it because if you make it seem common then charlatans will try to abuse it for money, but biblically speaking anyone with the holy spirit can cast out demons
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
@VikingTiger6 I could in theory go casting out demons now. I believe my faith is quite strong so it is possible... But it's reckless too because I am a layman.
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:49
Yea I guess
VikingTiger6
Well I can understand why the roman church wants to restrict it because if you make it seem common then charlatans will try to abuse it for money, but biblically speaking anyone with the holy spirit can cast out demons
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:49
Also due to spiritual risk as well, but yeah
VikingTiger6
Well I can understand why the roman church wants to restrict it because if you make it seem common then charlatans will try to abuse it for money, but biblically speaking anyone with the holy spirit can cast out demons
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:49
also because it is serious
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:49
Like, in theory you could go into a warzone with a gun but you need to be properly trained for it.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:49
it not easy to deal with them
21:50
wasnt there a saint who fought with the devil every night?
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:50
If there's a demon in my house I'm not waiting for the priest to come over, I'm gonna call apon Jesus for help
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:50
It's not always as simple as saying "begone in Jesus' name" and they go.
VikingTiger6
If there's a demon in my house I'm not waiting for the priest to come over, I'm gonna call apon Jesus for help
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:50
what if whats making you not call a priest is pride?
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VikingTiger6
If there's a demon in my house I'm not waiting for the priest to come over, I'm gonna call apon Jesus for help
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:50
If you're a holy man, demons should not be there to begin with.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:51
the only attribute we can win demons at is humility
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Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 21:51
true
serpente482
what if whats making you not call a priest is pride?
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:51
Then yea of course you've made a mistake there
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:53
i dont want to deal with demons
21:53
the most away is the thing you should aim to be
serpente482
i dont want to deal with demons
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:53
I've got unfinished business with demons. Might be why I feel strongly about wanting to cast them out.
21:53
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:54
sometimes i feel the only movies that represent christianity with a good light are movies about exorcisms
21:55
but i dont watch those because they frighten me
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:55
Awwwh! Serp's a little softy.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:55
yeah i dont like scary movies
21:55
nor anything thats terrorific
21:55
i love from software
21:55
i played bloodborne
21:55
i loved it
21:56
but it gave me nightmares for years
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:56
Meanwhile, a video of me in an abandoned cemetary that has had ghost sightings at 3:30am in the morning.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:56
even now and then i get bloodborne themed nightmares
21:56
bloodborne the game about furries with aids
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VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:56
My friends made me watch signs
VikingTiger6
My friends made me watch signs
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:57
Its about gods providence
21:57
Its a silly movie
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:57
I go to bed watching ARGs and ghost videos. You lot are weak.
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:57
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:58
Passion of Christ is peak Christian movie. It completely broke me.
VikingTiger6 11/20/2025 21:58
The main character is a Lutheran pastor whos lost faith after his wife was killed
21:58
I have a hard time watching that movie, they really depict the suffering well
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:58
It made me cry. And I don't mean teary eye'd, I mean bawling my eyes out
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:59
it very badly rated by "them"
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 21:59
Yeah I wonder why.
21:59
Tried to claim it was antisemetic when a bunch of actors in the movie were Jews.
serpente482 11/20/2025 21:59
i need to watch the Chosen
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 22:00
Same
serpente482 11/20/2025 22:00
people say its very good
22:00
my mum watched it i think
22:00
years ago
22:00
i distrusted of shows about christianity
22:01
cuz in addition they might substract things
serpente482
bloodborne the game about furries with aids
Мико⚜🐾 11/20/2025 22:01
lmao
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 22:01
I have heard very positive things about The Chosen. And I know the lead actor is a very devout Christian.
serpente482 11/20/2025 22:02
the director and writer is protestant i think
22:02
but Jesus is catholic
22:02
he talked with the Pope
22:02
and the actor that portrays Jesus aswell did
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/20/2025 22:03
@Мико⚜🐾 I dunno if I mentioned it before but when drawing the crucifix for your commission it made me emotional.
22:04
And with this current illustration I am working on, I have yet again drawn a crucifix with Jesus on it just out of shot and drawing it made me unreasonably emotional.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 11/22/2025 22:03
It's strange how I seemingly have almost everything I need in life. A stable job with enough free time to pour into my art. Comfortable rent. The most perfect cat anyone could ask for. Being content with myself. A strong relationship with Jesus, my son and my ex. I have artistic plans that I hope to turn into profit in the near future but honestly that's the only meaningful thing I want to try and achieve and yet despite having what I need to satisfy me, it feels like something is missing. I have wondered if maybe it's friendships. I had friendships before. Friendships which the old, arrogant and selfish me ruined. Friendships which I sometimes reflect on and weep over the loss of. But I am ultimately a recluse, an introverted person. My online friends whom I have strong bonds with satisfy and those I still have in my personal life are enough. And my emotions are strange, too. Sometimes when I have to deal with heart wrenching news or something I've always dreamed about happens, I feel numb. Then on the other side of the coin, I often fall into deep sorrow over my past. The sorrow hits me so deeply I question why Jesus even revealed Himself to me and give me the chance of salvation. It's curious why He would even feel obligated to give people like Paul a chance, and I feel I am no different. It's just... odd... I am more than content with my life. Enough that I thank God daily that I may get to live in such comfort and peace. But someting still feels... off? (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
It's strange how I seemingly have almost everything I need in life. A stable job with enough free time to pour into my art. Comfortable rent. The most perfect cat anyone could ask for. Being content with myself. A strong relationship with Jesus, my son and my ex. I have artistic plans that I hope to turn into profit in the near future but honestly that's the only meaningful thing I want to try and achieve and yet despite having what I need to satisfy me, it feels like something is missing. I have wondered if maybe it's friendships. I had friendships before. Friendships which the old, arrogant and selfish me ruined. Friendships which I sometimes reflect on and weep over the loss of. But I am ultimately a recluse, an introverted person. My online friends whom I have strong bonds with satisfy and those I still have in my personal life are enough. And my emotions are strange, too. Sometimes when I have to deal with heart wrenching news or something I've always dreamed about happens, I feel numb. Then on the other side of the coin, I often fall into deep sorrow over my past. The sorrow hits me so deeply I question why Jesus even revealed Himself to me and give me the chance of salvation. It's curious why He would even feel obligated to give people like Paul a chance, and I feel I am no different. It's just... odd... I am more than content with my life. Enough that I thank God daily that I may get to live in such comfort and peace. But someting still feels... off? (edited)
Мико⚜🐾 11/28/2025 18:10
Hmm, I’m still not sure what to say even after reading this again
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/20/2025 13:14
Hitler I'm tired
13:15
>bedroom roof is leaking yet again >car's clutch is on the way out which'll cost me but also I need my car for commuting >funds are low because I'm on sick pay >hand still hasn't healed making my employment and financial future uncertain
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
>bedroom roof is leaking yet again >car's clutch is on the way out which'll cost me but also I need my car for commuting >funds are low because I'm on sick pay >hand still hasn't healed making my employment and financial future uncertain
serpente482 12/20/2025 14:37
>im balding >my dad told me that instead of going to korea i should go to Turkey on my next trip
14:37
who has it harder xud
14:38
movistar owns my front
14:40
Its over the hair has fallen
serpente482
>im balding >my dad told me that instead of going to korea i should go to Turkey on my next trip
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/20/2025 15:35
If you were in turky right now then you'd have it harder but you're not.
15:35
Also embrace baldness. A good bro will encourage you when you go bald. Never leave a man behind, that's the bro code.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
If you were in turky right now then you'd have it harder but you're not.
serpente482 12/20/2025 15:37
Turkey is famous for hair transplants
serpente482
Turkey is famous for hair transplants
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/20/2025 15:37
Don't get a hair transplant
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
Don't get a hair transplant
serpente482 12/20/2025 15:41
I wont
15:41
It is what it is
15:41
Theres nothing more white and manly than balding
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15:41
Sissies dont go bald
Мико⚜🐾 12/20/2025 15:50
Are you balding balding
15:51
Or is your hairline just maturing
15:51
I wouldn’t be so conclusive
Мико⚜🐾
Are you balding balding
serpente482 12/20/2025 15:58
just the m so far
15:58
nothing on the back
15:58
although it feels weak
15:58
my mum side of the family is full bald
15:58
and my dad side of the family is half bald
15:58
there is no escape
15:59
Spain is the country with the most baldness
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Мико⚜🐾 12/20/2025 15:59
There might be an escape, I will see if theres something you could possibly do
serpente482 12/20/2025 15:59
i dont really care doe
16:00
i just have to accept it
16:00
i knew it since i was a kid
16:01
NasCar 12/28/2025 14:11
I was having a convo with this guy who was starting out with composing music
14:11
about how he didn't have much of an idea on what he was doing
14:11
and that made me think that whenever you find yourself stuck with art it's all about perspective
14:11
like
14:12
for this guy who's starting out, his main priority is just making stuff right
14:12
but for people who have more time in doing stuff like art, modelling or music
14:12
there's this subsconcious higher standard
14:12
which is natural
14:13
the better you are at something, the demand should increase as well
14:13
but that makes you fall into certain traps like
14:13
not knowing what to do
14:13
for example a painter wants to paint but he doesn't know what to paint because he feels like it should be something grand
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14:14
or maybe he just has so many options on what to paint and can't decide
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14:14
for the latter I had something similar with music
14:14
in which I'm making an album with a bunch of ideas
14:14
but I just have them scattered around so I used one of those wheel of names sites
14:14
wrote down all the ideas and then spun the thing
14:14
helps a lot with dicipline
14:15
for the previous one I think it's more of a mindset thing
14:15
if you feel like you need to make something grand as an artist then I think you're retarded
14:15
you look at so many examples of artist's greatest or most popular pieces and a good chunk are not even their passion projects
14:15
nor important to them
14:16
or at least they weren't at first
14:16
what I'm saying is just make stuff
14:16
if you have a retarded idea that you're unsure about, go for it
14:16
if the numbers on twitter don't like them then that's life
14:16
algorithms are retarded and everyone knows that (edited)
14:17
as long as you maintain some semblance of discipline and keep your passion for the medium then I think that's enough
14:17
and of course
14:17
there are the cases where you don't like what you're doing but you have to do it anyways
14:17
like a commission
14:18
or a freelance job
14:18
if you really like the art you make then you should accept that sometimes you'll create stuff you don't like
14:18
not all of them are gonna be winners
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14:18
it's like a relationship
14:18
you gotta take into account the best and worst it can offer
14:18
if the pros and cons are okay with you, then go for it
14:19
if not, then you should rethink the relationship and come to a new conclusion
NasCar
you look at so many examples of artist's greatest or most popular pieces and a good chunk are not even their passion projects
NasCar 12/28/2025 14:20
and with this I'm not saying you shouldn't hold yourself to standards
14:20
there should be a balance
14:20
you need to have standards but believable standards
14:20
are you gonna ask a 5 year old to create the mona lisa?
14:21
ofc not
14:21
will you ask an expert painter to make a children's sketch?
14:21
also no
14:21
not sure what the message is with all of this
14:21
I just had these thoughts all morning (edited)
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 12/28/2025 15:00
The worst place to be as an artist is stunlocked into doing nothing. You may sit there stressing over perfectionism but ultimately you won't reach your desired outcome if you don't just draw. Like I was getting bored of cell shading so I decided to try soft shading with multiple layers and only now am I feeling like it doesn't suit my style. But at least now I know that sticking to cell shading may be best for my style and I could only know that from going outside my comfort zone and trying something different.
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian
The worst place to be as an artist is stunlocked into doing nothing. You may sit there stressing over perfectionism but ultimately you won't reach your desired outcome if you don't just draw. Like I was getting bored of cell shading so I decided to try soft shading with multiple layers and only now am I feeling like it doesn't suit my style. But at least now I know that sticking to cell shading may be best for my style and I could only know that from going outside my comfort zone and trying something different.
NasCar 12/28/2025 15:57
yeah
15:57
art skills are like a muscle
15:57
if you don't work them out they'll eventually weaken
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 01/01/2026 02:02
Okay this is awful
02:02
My friend turned out to be a lefty
02:02
Like I've seen his reposts (edited)
02:03
Standard "capitalism bad"
02:03
Some socialist claiming "mocking Charlie Kirk's death is morally correct because muh racism o algo"
02:04
I don't know if I want to ever associate with jim anymore
02:04
His views are disgusting
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 01/01/2026 03:01
Okay, now this is going to be difficult for me
03:01
Because I don't like cutting people off who were friends with me for a long time
03:01
But I cannot tolerate such views
03:02
If he believes charlie deserved to die, then he might say the same about me
03:05
@Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian @Мико⚜🐾 @serpente482 sorry for the ping and trying to get you into my personal problems, but I wanna hear your opinions on this
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
I don't know if I want to ever associate with jim anymore
serpente482 01/01/2026 14:18
Is he an irl friend?
serpente482
Is he an irl friend?
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 01/01/2026 14:19
No, not an irl friend
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
No, not an irl friend
serpente482 01/01/2026 14:48
Then talk to him less
serpente482
Then talk to him less
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 01/01/2026 14:49
Unfortunately was inpatient and straight up confronted him
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
Unfortunately was inpatient and straight up confronted him
serpente482 01/01/2026 14:53
What you told him
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
His views are disgusting
Мико⚜🐾 01/01/2026 14:58
Call him out on it
Eurocyon 01/01/2026 14:59
Oi vey we are killing over politics now
serpente482
What you told him
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 01/01/2026 15:19
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TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
@Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian @Мико⚜🐾 @serpente482 sorry for the ping and trying to get you into my personal problems, but I wanna hear your opinions on this
Skyfoil, the Autistic Theologian 01/01/2026 17:00
You might be asking the wrong person because I've had to deal with so much betrayal and losing friends in my life that I have no emotional response to cutting another person out of my life. I'm completely hardened to it. So if a friend of mine became ever leftist like you described, I'd maybe challenge their views once (depending on how long I knew them) and if they don't budge on things I morally disagree with, I'd just cut them out without so much of a second thought
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TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
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serpente482 01/01/2026 17:21
What was his response
serpente482
What was his response
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 01/01/2026 18:19
Not yet
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦
Not yet
serpente482 01/01/2026 19:23
Wdym
serpente482
Wdym
TwiloThunder✝🇻🇦 01/01/2026 19:24
he didn't respond yet
serpente482 01/01/2026 19:25
Ah
Meathook Marty 01/03/2026 16:44
my job has been keeping me from going to liturgy on sundays... i'm gonna need a new one i think
16:44
i've been dragging my feet on it hardcore because the pay is really good
16:46
but it's a weekend gig so it's not like i can ask for sundays off, and even if i could, i'd be put back on saturday nights, which don't make things much easier given my parish is an hour+ away (edited)
16:47
eeeerrrrrgggh
16:47
mfw i need to attend Church to be part of the Church
Meathook Marty
mfw i need to attend Church to be part of the Church
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 17:18
thats one thing i dont lile about protestant denominations theyre a lot more lenient on ts it heavily enables lukewarm faith (edited)
Meathook Marty
my job has been keeping me from going to liturgy on sundays... i'm gonna need a new one i think
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 17:18
how come?
Ad Envyought
how come?
Meathook Marty 01/03/2026 17:33
cause that's when i'm being given shifts
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Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 17:34
and u cant ask to get a diff schedule
Meathook Marty 01/03/2026 17:35
i'm employed on a casual basis & i applied for the specific purpose of working weekends, if i start being particular about my hours they're gonna drop me anyway
Meathook Marty
i'm employed on a casual basis & i applied for the specific purpose of working weekends, if i start being particular about my hours they're gonna drop me anyway
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 17:35
ah
17:35
then def search for smth else
Meathook Marty 01/03/2026 17:37
yeah i guess i oughtta
17:38
i'm going to stuff when i can but if i'm not there for liturgy it's a bit fruitless
17:39
will probably be glad to stop working there but urgh i hate making changes like this
Ad Envyought
thats one thing i dont lile about protestant denominations theyre a lot more lenient on ts it heavily enables lukewarm faith (edited)
serpente482 01/03/2026 20:45
Coffee without caffeine is more lenient in not having caffeine
serpente482
Coffee without caffeine is more lenient in not having caffeine
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 20:52
ye
Meathook Marty
will probably be glad to stop working there but urgh i hate making changes like this
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 20:53
is xis a product of the 'tism?
Ad Envyought
ye
serpente482 01/03/2026 20:53
Repent and confess
20:53
I need to go to confession tomorrow im sadly in mortal sin
serpente482
Repent and confess
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 20:54
i beg your pardon? (edited)
serpente482
I need to go to confession tomorrow im sadly in mortal sin
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 20:54
oh
serpente482 01/03/2026 20:58
Ad Envyought 01/03/2026 21:09
confusing times
Han. 01/16/2026 01:16
Why do (((people))) think it’s ok for individuals that fail to speak English at a comprehensible level to be in a position of teaching??? I’m tired of going to classes and it’s some shitskin Indian that says they’ve been teaching for “8 years” but still have their accent and can’t pronounce basic words on a slide
01:17
Woke fags really shill out for minorities that won’t even try to assimilate to society just because they’re minorities and that’s fucking sad, but its even more sad that students have to put up with this nonsense just because an immigrant is book smart but has 0 social skills
01:18
“Just put up with it bro we’ve all been there” Whoever says something like this I genuinely hope you get stabbed in the neck like that German police who tackled the white guy instead of the Muslim with the knife
Han.
Why do (((people))) think it’s ok for individuals that fail to speak English at a comprehensible level to be in a position of teaching??? I’m tired of going to classes and it’s some shitskin Indian that says they’ve been teaching for “8 years” but still have their accent and can’t pronounce basic words on a slide
khaybar 01/16/2026 03:50
dei lol
Han.
Why do (((people))) think it’s ok for individuals that fail to speak English at a comprehensible level to be in a position of teaching??? I’m tired of going to classes and it’s some shitskin Indian that says they’ve been teaching for “8 years” but still have their accent and can’t pronounce basic words on a slide
serpente482 01/16/2026 09:16
It happened to me but with a belgian
09:16
Colleges have shit teachers
09:16
Even doe the belgian was an awesome teacher and it was funny how he talked
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