
I have only really done self bondage before but I met a guy on here before with my old account. We talked for months and although I didn't meet him personally I felt I could trust him for various reasons. Eventually we got the chance to meet up in a hotel and I was thrilled at this. Before I continue any further I just want to state I am heterosexual so obviously he would not be my first choice.
Anyway we agreed that I would go in to hotel with him and then he would make me wear football socks (still don't know why) handcuff me, tie my legs, place me into a hogtie, gag and then blindfold me. I was then going to be given a small break then told to strip down to underwear where I would then be tied to a chair for the remainder of the time. Throughout he would be taking pictures of Me for us both.
The day came and I was waiting in my hotel room nervous to say the least so I went to meet him at the train station. When I met him there we got on like best friends talking about video games and the like. Even when we got into the hotel we were still chatting. He then took out the equipment such as leg straps, blindfold, ballgag, handcuffs and I started feeling chills. He noticed I was slightly nervous and just said baby steps and I was the one that would ask to have things moved forward. Anyway I continued and put on socks as he wanted and at this point I still I didn't feel too bad. Then he ordered me to stand up and he slapped the handcuffs onto me. This point everything changed.
I immediately felt awkward and turned on. From here on in conversation basically seized and I didn't know where to look, what to say and stared at the TV the whole time. We both knew ourselves we found it awkward on each other. Then I wanted to pull things along so I asked him to tie my legs which he did. I was like this a few minutes and like I said I don't know what it was but I felt awkward I think it might of been the fact I was being made horny by a guy.
I ended up not being able to do it anymore and asked him to stop. He was alright about it and I talked with him recently to get closure on what happened which is something I'd been wanting to do for a while.
I just want to know if anyone went through anything similar. I keep re-running everything in my head and feel I took things too slow and this was what was wrong but I don't know if this is really the case. I know if it was a Girl I would of managed fine and got on with it. That was my one and only bondage experience with a partner and I think it couldn't of gone any worse really. I just wanted your thoughts and to see if you think we could of taken things differently and although I was tied up I oddly didn't feel like I was restrained which was especially weird.
Thanks for reading and taking time to answer sorry for any bad Grammer haven't had change to proof read.
P. S. Was thinking of posting two self bondage stories on here and possibly a story about this experience that went wrong but a fictional one that would of played out how I wanted it to. If interested say so.