Hi, I'm Christian. I'll be turning 21 next month. I've been interested in bondage and tie up games for at least 10 years. I dont remember when exactly my inital interest began but I was around eleven years old. Unfortunately my family's values and my upbringing means I have never been able to take part of the kinds of amazing experiences shared here and other places. At that young age, I would sneak online for pictures and videos and looks for scenes in books.
Then around when I was 14, my parents found out what I was looking up online and since then I've pursued this interest in secret. They're not accepting at all of this stuff and they have no idea how deep my interest really is. All they know is that was looking at videos and pictures. Not that I actually would want to be tied up
It's quite frustrating to read these experiences here and know that the way my friends are, my family is, I'll never be able to experience proper TUGs. It's gotten to the point that my dreams every night usually involve being tied up.
I do have a few true stories but they're mostly pseudo experiences at best. Once I was mummified in pallet wrap. Another I was "shrink wrapped" in a science class experiment about air pressure. But that's it. There are a few others.
As I get older, I feel like the time for these kinds of opportunities is long gone. I frequent this site, Brian's Page, Danger Theatre, and also enjoy perusing the stories on the old Canuck site. I write short stories in my spare time (thriller, action, sci fi usually) so I'll be glad to write fictional TUG stories for the community.
Seeing that this site is regularly updated, I'm very relieved to finally join a community who shares my interest. Has anyone else grown up in a similar scenario?
And does anyone have suggestions or thoughts on how I could expand my desire for TUGs beyond searching online without being labeled as a weirdo by my parents (again)?