Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby likho » Mon Sep 06, 2010 11:15 am

Hi everyone!
It seems, the best self bondage story is when something went wrong :) So, here is mine.

It was a hot summer evening… Well it’s hard to belive it was just a couple of weeks ago! Now it’s about 5°C outside. Never mind. As I said it was a hot summer evening with the temperature above 30°C, when I decided to play my selfbondage game again.

Preperations

Several years ago I found a perfect selfbondage technique and now I use it everytime.

I have an ordinary bed, without railing or bedpost, which are so usefull in selfbondage. I couldn’t find english word for this type of bed (in the OXFORD Wordpower Dictionary it’s called “divan”) so I attached a picture for you :) As you can see it’s just a mattress attached to the box for bedclothes.

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I took four belts from my trousers: two canvas and two leather ones. Then I made a noose with a buckle at each of them and attached to the four corners of the bed, as I was going to tie myself in spread eagle position. By “attaching” i mean just to put the belt-ends under the mattress. It’s enough because when I lay on the bed I press the mattress down with my weight (70 kg) and there is no risk I could pull those belts out anyway.

I found that the best way is to locate canvas belts at the foot and the leather belts at the top of the bed. I measured each of them to keep me streched wide on the mattress. Only the upper left belt was longer, to let me reach my right wrist and unbuckle belt when the game will be over.

At this point I checked if everything is okay. And I did it several times to be 100% sure I didn’t forget about anything. I got to the toilet (I wasn’t going to wet myself in the night), checked if the doors are closed, cooker is turned off etc. I also checked the combination padlock several times as it’s crucial part of the whole operation.

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As I said, it was a hot day and the night was also expected to be warm. Therfore I left all windows opened and was going to sleep only in my shorts. Now I had to wait for the night.

When it became dark outside I put all the lights in my flat off. I sat on the bed, put my ankles into the prepared belt nooses and tighten it up. Then I lay on my back and did the same with my wrists. At this point only my left hand had a possibility of move.

I took the combination padlock and threaded it through the two belt holes at my left hand, for making it as short as the other three belts. Now, I could reach the padlock, but I couldn’t reach belt buckle on my right wrist nor the one on my left wrist of course (it’s anathomical impossible). This was the last chance for retreat. Again, I considered if I didn’t forget about something by inattention and... locked the padlock. The game has begun! There was no escape for me now, until the sun will rise and let me see four digits on the combination padlock :)

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The joy of bondage

As usual, I had to check how good I bound myself. I begun to struggle, but belts kept me in place, no mater how hard I was fighting. I found myself totally helpless. And because I tied myself quite tight I was going to feel every second of it. I couldn’t lose belts even a bit.

And then I’ve heard a buzzing. :twisted:

Tortures

I live near a big river and there’s always a lot of mosquitos around. This year was even worse, because city fought against three flood waves and although we won and city wasn’t flooded, big areas between the river and our flood-banks were still under water.

I’ve been so absorbed with the preparations to my selfbondage game that I forgot about something elementary – turning on the electric mosquito protector! Needless to say, that without it, my room was soon full of bloodthirsty mosquitos. And I was almost naked in there, securely tied to the bed in a spread eagled position!

Well, I ensure you that I fought long and bravely, because I fought FOR REAL. I knew it’s imposible to release myself from belts, but at least I tried to get those isects of me. Every time I strugled in my bonds, mosquitos got up to flight but soon they have landed on me again. And so on. Again and again, until I completely ran out of steam. I was exhausted, unable to fight anymore. For real.

I tied mysef so tight that I had no possibility to keep those mosquitos off me. All I could do is just to lay and let them eat me alive. The mosquitos had a royal feast on me, indeed. You have no idea how helpless I felt. It have no comparsion to the normal bondage situation. The worse was, that the insects seemed to know that I am totally harmless and defensless. You wouldn’t belive how insolent they behaved. At some point they didn’t even try to fly away when I tried to strugle. They were sitting on my face, tried to get into my mouth, eyes and nose…

Without a doubt, mosquitos are a cruel tormentors. They know no mercy. And that night, they had got me. I was their pray. Those small insects were in charge now. What a strange feeling! And I swear it looked like they were taking revenge for a thounsands of mosquitos killed by me during this summer. And my belts, it tightened even more, making me imposible to move even further.

I begun to try open the padlock gropingly. With four digits I had a 10 000 possibilities :worried: And of course I didn’t hit it.

Releasing

When the sun rised, my body was already covered with red marks. I was unimaginalbe exhausted. In the sunlight I easely menaged to find correct numbers on the padlock and soon I was free - my clever selfbondage technique worked well once again.

Now I was ready for revenge! Unfortutately I couldn’t find any of those bloodthristers. They escaped! Cowers! ;)

Well, at least I have learn something new: it is just impossible to remember about everything. There is always a small chance that something will go wrong. So, there is no such thing as “safe selfbondage”. That’s me :)

Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby Chris12 » Mon Sep 06, 2010 11:18 am

Sounds scary!

Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby Jason Toddman » Mon Sep 06, 2010 12:28 pm

I once got tied to a tree in just my underwear by my older brother when I was 7 or 8 and left outside all night, where I endured a similar situation of being at the mecy of mosquitoes al night.
It was no fun at all for me either... the only Tugs I ever had that I didn't enjoy on some level.
Perhaps when you try this game again you should keep one of those tiny flashlights close at hand for emergencies like this. You should always leave yourself a out, even if it reduces the fun for you.
After all, next time it could be your building on fire or something else equally dangerous!!! Unlikely, yes; but you never know...
BTW excellent illustrations for your story! :big: Best layout I've ever seen here.
Dare to be different... and make a difference.
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Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby xtc » Tue Sep 07, 2010 1:39 am

Welcome.
Good story.
Thanx for the pix.
Have you considerd asking one of the board memebers to proof read for you?

xtc
Boxer shorts are cool,
but little speedos rule!

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Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby likho » Tue Sep 07, 2010 3:50 am

Jason, You are probably right. I should always prepare an emerency exit. The problem is, I quickly get bored of being tied-up if I have a slightest possibility of selfreleasing. After all the tie-up games are about being UNABLE to get free :)

On the other hand, everything could be potentially dangerous. Skiing, skateboarding, swimming, backpacking… Not to mention mountain climbing, bungee jumpung or parachute jumps.

Perhaps danger is always a part of fun and perhaps it’s okay, as long as we keep it on the reasonable level?

Xtc: I’d be VERY grateful if someone could check my stories through before I put it on this board. I know my english is… well, not good :( Long time ago I asked Canuck about it, but he said it’s not so bad ;)

Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby viking » Tue Sep 07, 2010 4:32 am

i know exactly what you mean about translation. when your from a different country that does'nt speak english it's really hard to figure the right word sometimes, but i think you came yourself to a rescue by adding the pictures, a lot easier to see what you mean by them.
i got a similiar bed myself so cool how you figured a solution to a tie up for these kinds of furniture. might use it next time i decide to tie up someone :twisted:
Once a scout, always a perverted pyromaniac with a fetish for knives and duct tape

Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby Jason Toddman » Tue Sep 07, 2010 6:51 am

likho wrote:Jason, You are probably right. I should always prepare an emerency exit. The problem is, I quickly get bored of being tied-up if I have a slightest possibility of selfreleasing. After all the tie-up games are about being UNABLE to get free :)

On the other hand, everything could be potentially dangerous. Skiing, skateboarding, swimming, backpacking… Not to mention mountain climbing, bungee jumpung or parachute jumps.

Perhaps danger is always a part of fun and perhaps it’s okay, as long as we keep it on the reasonable level?

Xtc: I’d be VERY grateful if someone could check my stories through before I put it on this board. I know my english is… well, not good :( Long time ago I asked Canuck about it, but he said it’s not so bad ;)


I understand the dilemma. One reason why self-bondage no longer interests me is because it's not intresting if you can escape quickly. But I got into a situation where I had to wreck my bed in order to free myself (fortunately I am rather strong) and decided never to do *that* again. At best self-bondage is like masturbation; it just does NOT compare to doing it with someone one - espcially someone else who plays around with you (tickling, teasing, whatever) whil you're helpless. I figure what's the good of being helpless unless someone (you can trust not to be TOO cruel to you) is around to take advantage of the fact?
I've never engaged in most of the other activities you listed except swimming and backpacking/hiking; I guess I'm too chicken :oops: (and too old to start such things either).
Dare to be different... and make a difference.
To boldly go where no one in their right mind has gone before...

Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby xtc » Tue Sep 07, 2010 8:31 am

Xtc: I’d be VERY grateful if someone could check my stories through before I put it on this board. I know my english is… well, not good Long time ago I asked Canuck about it, but he said it’s not so bad

The atmoshere you created was wonderful. Who wouldn't have winced as you decribed your torment.?

Your English is very good: you can make yourself understood and that is my main criterion. Mind you, that's from someone who, when he speaks French, is considered to be a retarded Canadian! The main problem is the tense-shifting.

God knows what would happen if I tried to speak either Russian or Mandrin these days! I certainly could not write them.

Keep writing, Brother.

If you want to pm me with any texts, I'd be very happy to sub-edit them and return them to you for your acceptance or over-ruling. But, please, only (excellent) short stories like this.

In one month's time, real life will intrude again and service might not be very quick.

Beware: I don't seem to pm people reliably but I do seem to be able to recieve pms.

Wassail! (be whole, good health)
xtc
Boxer shorts are cool,
but little speedos rule!

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Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby milagros317 » Tue Sep 07, 2010 4:12 pm

What a ghastly situation. I hate mosquitoes. Nice story, it is a cautionary tale.
I love bondage, tickling, and women's bare feet. :D
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Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby likho » Wed Sep 08, 2010 3:56 am

Thank you all!

Xtc, I appreciate your help! We have only three tenses in slavic languages (past, present and future - it’s as simple as that!), so idea of numerous english tenses is really hard to understand for me. But I keep trying ;)

Re: Tortured by insects while in self bondage

Postby haftwin » Wed Sep 08, 2010 7:36 am

Wow, loved the story, and the scenario. It reminded me of what I used to do 'way back, with a bed that was similar; a mattress on a box.

I used four lengths of rope, two twice the width of the bed, and two somewhat longer than the bed. I would pass the shorter ones under the mattress from side to side about a foot from each end of the bed. The longer ones would run from head to foot of the mattress, also a short distance from each side. I supposed if you looked under the mattress the ropes would form a square slightly smaller than the mattress itself, with their free ends hanging out.

Then sitting on the bed in just shorts or often nothing at all, I would tie the lower ends around my ankles - the side-to-side ropes coming up each side of the bed, the head-to-foot ropes around the end of the mattress. This would hold my ankles firmly at each corner of the bed. After that I would slide myself up as far as I could, pulling the rope taut. As you found, the weight on the mattress, and the friction of the mattress on its base, held the ropes fairly well, but not totally (at least for my tastes).

At the head of the bed I would put a slipknot in each rope, fairly close to where the ropes came out under the mattress, leaving a free end on top of the mattress. When putting my left wrist into each loop I would make sure that I would have to push down hard to get into the loop, so the mattress springs would tighten the loop snugly. The right hand was trickiest; I would slip my hand into the end-to-end rope first, making sure to pull out all the slack so I could feel my legs stretched to the other corner.

With two ropes at each corner, your hands and feet can hardly move, not even side-to-side as they would if only tied to each end or corner. This meant the last rope, the one at the top that went side-to-side, was the critical one - with both wrists tied up to the head of the bed, I could still move my (slightly) free right hand enough to reach the left and untie myself. But once my wrist was in the last loop, and it was pulled closed, the mattress would keep all the ropes nicely taut there would be no way for me to reach any of the knots, no way to get any slack, or to free myself.

With my heard pounding (as it is now, just remembering it), I would tuck in my thumb and squeeze my hand into the smallest shape, as all the ropes had very little slack so as to make sure the stayed tight after the loops closed around my wrists. I would slide my right hand into that last loop, past the knuckles, almost over the thumb joint - which was the point of no return, after which there was no pulling it back out.

And there I would stop. Often after a sudden, er, release. If you were wondering what my escape plan was, I didn't have one. I, too, needed the bondage to be inescapable, and not having anyone to play with, was not ready to go that last bit... but would keep getting as close as I could. No, I never got stuck, which was a good thing as I would only do this when my folks were out of town and I had the house to myself. The closer I got to letting that last loop close around my wrist, the more I scared myself, the longer it would be before I tried again. But I would.

Thanks for the story, and bringing back the memory.