Well it's been about a week since I was last on and you've posted thrice on your blog! lol
Hm, that sounds pretty horrible in your last post.. One thing that's very important to remember though is that it's safe to say I'm sure, that you know yourself considerably better than they possibly could. That means that you must work out what is right for you, although I'm sure you know that already. I found out myself a long time ago, that if I let some person who thinks they know what's best for me, just because it's what they would like, tell me what to do and I do it, that it can lead to utter disaster.
These things take a lot of time, and require a lot of thought. Don't do anything hastily, especially if you have serious doubts. These sorts of things are about influencing the rest of your own life, and therefore should also be such as will lead to satisfaction with yourself. Parents often think that they have to 'be cruel to be kind', and I suppose that sometimes this definitely does hold merit, but there's also times when that's obviously not the case. It's good to respect parents, because even if sometimes they seem to forget to show it, I think that the fact they say anything at all, means they care.. they just do the wrong things about it sometimes. So that's when we younger folks have to just be careful to weigh it all in the balance against what we discover to be right for our own lives, and just hope that one day they'll understand.
That's my very humble, and possibly misguided opinion. Not being a parent, I can't claim to be an expert.
This life happens once, and so we must use every moment we have in the best way, and in the way that's right for our own sakes.

Forgive my rambling, please
