## Apology

Post by That-animeguy » Tue Jun 20, 2017 4:57 am

So recently someone brought it to my attention I've sloppy and such.
Seems fitting that someone else is judging you, while only wanting something done from me.
Doesn't change the fact I should, appologise to the users I have made promises.
Even though they never really.. contacted me, whatsoever
Stress is a burden, it's not easy when your family and yourself, is fighting over and over, no time to mourn, conflicts, endlessly.
And pain ain't pretty either, twice a week on a brink of a meltdown, depression and paranoia, tends to suck after four years
So I'm sorry I don't write as much or have managed to succeed in the requests.
At the time I felt motivated, than things got worse, and depression brought me back into my spot.
I appologise to the users whom I had promises too, even though you chose to avoid contact, I suppose, it feels humble to say it.
Suppose I feel like some have, not noticed, as desperate for that glance as the other, I'm guilty, I suppose I too desired it.
Regardless, I'm working, slowly.. on this, summer's heat isn't very pretty here, and I know it's worse outside my country.
Requests are of course, off the list, my prior task is to find myself write and see myself satisfied with that as well.
So, to that particular user: Instead of judging me as lazy .. remember that we all have some sort of weight on our shoulders.
Well, have a good day regardless!
So... gulible!

### Re: Apology

Post by Jason Toddman » Tue Jun 20, 2017 12:50 pm

Though it sounds something like a 'left-handed' apology to me, I can relate. I've had the same problems myself, if for different reasons than you do. mainly due to reasons of declining health.
Dare to be different... and make a difference.
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### Re: Apology

Post by Kidnapable82 » Tue Jun 20, 2017 6:21 pm

I am sorry people are judging you and are being...well... jerks. I am pretty much in a similar boat. I've been seriously thinking about leaving this site. Although more users make "promises" to me on here and they don't fulfill them. It angers me instead of a "No Thank you," they just randomly disappear, but they talk to others on here. Too bad I would get in trouble to name all 14 of them (and counting.) Then, I have had my stories corrected and feel like I am a student and they are a Professor. I come here to unwind, to have some fun. I also suffer from severe depression, and I am Bipolar. I used this site as a crutch, because it has helped me out -- well, used to help me. I wish you better health and hopefully things get better!
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### Re: Apology

Post by putasockinit2 » Sat Jun 24, 2017 4:11 am

Sorry to hear that people are judging you, think its a good point to make though. Many users of this site seem to expect you to spend your life on here adding story after story and then begin moaning when you havent updated for a little while, not considering there could be off site reasons why. Its a good reminder for certain users in particular that things crop up in life, this site whilst we enjoy it is not a priority in the grand scheme of things...most people are great but selective individuals need to grasp a sense of perspective
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