First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby Gagged ginger » Wed Sep 09, 2015 1:22 am

By the time I was 17 I’d been bound on several occasions. Whilst each incident was fairly humiliating, I was beginning to admit to myself that it was fun, exciting even, to be helpless and at the mercy at others. Whether this was the thrill of being abandoned and vulnerable, and trying to desperately escape the bonds, or being surrounded by people ruthlessly taking advantage of certain weaknesses, I knew I wanted to experience being tied further.

Of course, I was barely admitting this to myself, and was not ready to confess this small but growing desire to others. I decided, perhaps mostly out of curiosity, to begin some experiments into bondage with myself. Experiments, which it turned out, led to some near discoveries by others, and a couple where I was straight up caught in the act.

For the first time I decided to act out self-bondage I wore only a pink bra and underwear. I never wear pink except for underwear (any psychologists out there, bite me). I felt that since I was alone in the house, I might as well make the experience sensual.

I’d been wanting to try out some form of hogtie, a position which seemed particularly tantalising to me. Of course, without anyone helping me I knew it would be difficult, and decided to try and hook my legs through where my arms where tied behind me back. I’ve always been pretty dextrous, and worked out my muscles (I can actually do the splits, which has made other tie ups very interesting).
With the rope I had from camping I began. I started out by stuffing a sock into my mouth as a ga and then crossed my ankles and lashing them together. I then paused. Tying my arms behind my back would be difficult without being able to properly see what I was doing. It took a lot of fumbling, and what were probably some quite dubious knots, but I got to a solid point where I couldn’t easily pull my wrists free. I then managed to hook my ankles and feet under my arms, with the length of my feet keeping me in place. It had taken a lot of wriggling and squirming, but I had done it.
I spent several minutes just lying there on my front, shivering slightly from the sensuality of my position. I began to fantasise about what would happen if the house was being burgled this minute and they found me bound and helpless. How these burglars (who were young and hot in this fantasy) would tease and torture me into surrendering the location of valuables and whether I could resist their torment.
Suddenly I heard the door lock and my fantasy fled leaving my mind frozen. I heard someone enter, and my mum’s voice call out, “Sam, I have a package for you!” I heard her footsteps hitting the stairs. Shit.
I tugged furiously against my bonds but the sudden panic meant I was thinking irrationally and just tried using my strength rather than any skill to escape. As she neared the landing I realised that it would be near impossible to untie myself, change back into my clothes, and hide the rope.
Instead, I rolled off my bed with a slight but inconsequential thump, managed to spit out the gag, and pressed my body against the door, preventing it from opening. The handle turned (does no one knock?) but I held firm, and shouted back, “mum, I’m getting changed, jesus!”
She seemed to believe my cover, and said she’d leave the package outside. I sighed, and once I had heard her leave managed to pull my legs free from the hogtie, and after some slightly nervous fumbling, undid the restraints around my wrists. My first self-bondage had been a close call, but in a way that had made it more exciting, that there was indeed a possibility someone would find me so helpless and vulnerable. I decided to try it again, and in the subsequent incident, I was indeed, walked in on.

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby That-animeguy » Wed Sep 09, 2015 6:11 am

The fear of getting caught, is that what makes it all the fun ;)
So... gulible!

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby Sealherlips » Sat Sep 19, 2015 2:02 am

Can you tell us about the time you got caught?

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby canuck100 » Sat Sep 19, 2015 3:43 am

I sure would like to hear about when you got caught too!

Great story!

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Postby Mmph Squad » Sat Sep 19, 2015 9:34 am

That was a fine story. Even being a guy I can see the appeal of wearing pink underwear and never pink otherwise. I don't like wearing white, but love wearing white-tighties and thinking to myself smuggly, "no one knows i'm wearing briefs right now." Pink might be a worthwhile upgrade :D

It turns out that it was a good thing you didn't reinforce the gag with anything. If you have duct taped the sock in, mom might have caught you!
To tie or be tied? I'm not one to care as long as there are gags!

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby Gagged ginger » Wed Sep 23, 2015 6:49 am

@sealherlips @canuck100 I'll just and write it up this week :) @burlap_mac I did use duct tape the subsequent time, and it didn't work out too well!

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby swamidfs » Sat Oct 10, 2015 5:42 pm

Long week. Still hoping

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby Gagged ginger » Wed Oct 21, 2015 6:36 am

second part is up :)

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby spd138 » Mon Dec 28, 2015 5:36 am

Had something similar happen it was a great rush. Love the story

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby SolidSnickerdoodle » Tue Dec 29, 2015 2:54 pm

Gagged ginger wrote:The handle turned (does no one knock?)

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There is only one God, and his name is Death. And there is only one thing we say to Death: Not today.

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby cleavegagger » Wed Jul 26, 2017 11:12 pm

Nice story
Women are beautifull, bound and gagged women are gorgeous

Re: First self bondage- almost discovered! self/F

Postby RKOJason03 » Mon Aug 14, 2017 2:06 pm

Great story
Jason Gines