TUGS oh my friend. My enemy. I love you so, yet hate I feel toward you.
You complicate my life so. My fathers death, my difficult school classes, and my constant worry about my social life. And furthermore my relationships with my friends have been muttled by you. Past, present I cannot ignore the temptation of attempting a TUG now and then. When I've been successful in the past I've paid, unsuccessful and I'm questioned. You get in my head, make me fear the worst, feel as if my friends think I'm crazy even when they do not. A 17 year old does not need this.
So I ask why do I still do TUGS? And why do I get this awful temptation. Just needed to rant.