Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Jan 27, 2010 3:37 am

I havnt posted a story for a couple of weeks so im over due. If you havnt read one of my stories yet then listen up. I can only write stories on my phone using the keypad. Therefore i do tend to write in chunks so i dont accidenty deleat all i have writen. Same goes for spelling, i cant spell for toffee and have no checker. At least you can tell my stories are fresh as i have no way to copy and paste.

A little disclaimer. This is a true account of what happend between me and my then-girlfriend. Only names have been changed. The story contains sex, torture (erotic torture) and humiliation. Although this goes against the rules of the site, it is no worse that what other people have written.

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Jan 27, 2010 3:55 am

My wrist were burning as the steel bit into them as i franticly tried to wriggle my way out. It was no use, id tied my self too well. A million thoughts racing through my mind, would i be safe? What would happen to me? Would she look after me? Was i going to enjoy this? Should i have not told her about this and kept it as just a fantasy? I heard my girlfriend come back in the room where i was tied to her chair at the far corner facing her bed.

my legs were bent my ankles tied to the side of the chair just below my theighs, my torso held against the back of the chair and my wrist handcuffed behing me. I was gagged by two pairs of my socks tied tightly in my mouth and i was blindfolded by a pillow case that encased by hole head. A note was on the bed in front of me. It read...
'you said we could do this one more time, so here i am. As its our last time be a nasty as you can be im all yous untill you say so. Will always love you x'

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Jan 27, 2010 4:08 am

I had told kim my intrest in bondage very early on in our relationship, infact before we had even met. I was in a chat room online and got talking to a bird from south of the country. It had only been a few days and we had shared our fantasy's. Her's being mainly vanilla mine involving being tied up and what not. Months after our first online chat i arranged to meet her in Portsmouth where she was stundying. The weekend was great, so great infact that we moved in together a few weeks after.

This was about 5 years back, i was 19 she 18. I moved into her student house with 5 other students. They were cool with me and i liked them too. Kim was a gorgous girl. About 5'5" she was half cast with long dark hair and a cute round face. Beautiful brown eyes that were often framed by glasses. She was a little on the heavy side but have massive GG breast which must have stood for Good Golly! They werent the firmest but they were gorgous and could stare at them for hours at a time
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Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Jan 27, 2010 4:37 am

We had been living together for about a year and a half and we had played a lot of tie up games. Im not sure she was as keen on it as i was but was happy to make me happy. The most common way for her to tie me was spread eagle on our bed. I would often gag my self by stuffing a pair of socks in my mouth and securing them with a thick scarf. We didnt have a headboard but the bed was on small wheels at each corner where rope could be tied for an anchor points. The tighter the better for me. When i was being tied i would often help her my streching my limbs out to each corner as far as i could. All kim had to do was tie them to the anchor points. She would tie sum rope around each of my limbs and strech them even further away from me.

Kim would blindfold me using a pillow case. It was the closest we had to a mask. Once tied she was in control. We had no safe word or action i guess i just trusted her. Living in a shared house was difficult for our sex life kim was quite loud, and if kim wanted to torture me we'd have to wait till everyone was out. Even tho i was gagged i was still a bit paranoid other people might hear me moaning in pain.

On one particular night i was tied as above. Kim had some making up to do to me. Earlier in the day she had gone out shopping and left her phone. Being nosy i had a look through her inbox. There were messages from a guy called john. The messages were saying all he'd like to do to her and were pretty graphic. I looked at the sent messages and Kim had wrote back saying what he was going to do to him. I felt sick and upset. I confronted kim about it. She too was upset, promised me it was just harmless fun and nothing would ever happen. I got over it that night, we both loved each other and i believed her.

It was the easter holidays and our housemates had all gone home. We had our house to our selves. I had explaned to kim what id like her to do to me tonight and she was cool with it. She always is, as long as i return the favour after. With the thought of her txting that bloke still in my mind i asked kim to bring it up when i was tied up, to humiliate me to scare me.

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Jan 27, 2010 5:05 am

Kim was a bit taken aback by this but shes used to it. She did her best to fulfill my fantasys and id always do my best to do what ever she wanted. So i was tied gagged, hooded and naked and about to wear pegs on my nipples. They hurt like hell but enjoy the helpless feeling not being able to do anything about it. As my erection grew she held it in her hands.
'This james is the reason i txt other guys this tiny thing has never been able to satisfy me like other men have. You have never given me an orgasm i have to fake it to keep you happy and ive had enough, i should just leave you here while i find a real man who can give me what i want.' she placed a peg on the end of each of my nipples.
'you should be punished for having such a useless pathetic cock' (i should mention that im not that small, ive measured it... O come on who hasnt, and im just above average size)
She tied a shoelace around my ball tightly making them stick out. Next she ripped off a small strip of cellotape and taped the top of my penis to my belly, so it was lying straight. I heard amy use her lighter and im guessing light a candle. We sometimes played with hot wax and it was a bit too much for my pain barrier but i was helpless and this often helped to get passed the pain.
kim held the candle above my penis and let hot wax drip all the way up the length of my penis. I felt the as it hit tender skin and screamed into my gag. I tried to shift my body out of the way but with my legs tied so far apart it was useless. She did this untill my penis was covered in dry wax then she picked off the wax and did it all again. Each time she put fresh wax on it was more sensitive and hurt more. Again i tried moving out of the way but no room at all. After the 6th time of her covering my poor wily in hot wax she moved on to my bound balls. If we did have a safe word now would have been the time to use it. Despite the pain i had never been so turned on in my life...

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Jan 27, 2010 5:45 am

She pulled off the tape which let my penis spring up and held it in her hands
'haha its so pathetic' she laugher 'i dont think he's been punished enough' i heard kym go to her stationary draw and knew what was coming back with her. I felt a small rubber band being wrapped around my penis about half way down. I heard kim undressing.
'iv only got knickers on now, want to see?' she said teasingly. I nodded as much as i could and shouted yes, but all that came out was a 'eeppphh' like sound.
'too bad. Why should i let a man like you see me naked if you could even call your self a man.' her voice had changed to a seriouse almost saddistic tone.
'i dont think ill ever let you see me naked again, only real men can see me naked, but ill let u know what your missing out on.' with that she put a knee either side of my head and basicaly sat on my gagged ane hooded face. I smellt her womanly smell and loved it, taking in deep breathes of her scent. She was sitting up straight puting all of her weight on to me. It was hard to breath but i got a breath in each time she shifted her weight

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Jan 27, 2010 6:13 am

I felt kim move forward back to my penis that baddly needed some attention. I felt the elastic band pull around my penis as she stretched it and let it ping back onto me. It hurt, it hurt bad. I had asked her to do this for that reason. It felt like i was being whipped. She pinged me... I dont know how many times on each side of my penis at verious heights along my shaft. I screamed in agony through my gag each time she did this. Whenever we did this together i always asked before i was gagged to be as mean as she liked and not too take any care of my moaning and that if i got too loud she should sit on my face to quiet me or put her headphones on and listen to music. Kim stopped the pinging and lent over to get her mp3 player from the bedside table.
'im sick of your moaning. This is what you deserve for making me need to see other men who can satisfy me' she was already sat on my face so i must have been pretty loud. But i had good reason too. The pinging hurt alot more that it usually did. She must have been pulling the elastic band back further than other times cus the pain was more immence. It was more than perhapse i was willing to take. Just as i was going to shout to her, try, to tell her to stop i heard loud distorted music coming from my girlfriends ears. There was no way i could tell her to stop now, even if i could. She sat back on my face heavily muffling any noise i could still make. I able to breath fine as my nose was sticking out. But maybe i was regreting telling her to ignor me and be nasty to me.

to be continued shortly...

ps its all got a happy ending anyway. And feel free to coment

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby dreadnaught3200 » Sun Jan 31, 2010 9:23 pm

Interesting story, though it definitely belongs in the Intimate section.
There's a permanent tension in music isn't there? On one hand you have three chords, you know, four four and three chords. Then there's the people like me, who say "Well, why don't we add a fourth chord and put it in five four?" - Bill Bruford

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Mon Feb 01, 2010 11:22 am

Does it? Sorry about that.
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Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Tue Feb 02, 2010 5:48 pm

Sorry i havnt added in a while. Il write more in the morning.
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Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Feb 03, 2010 4:35 am

The torture continued for a few minutes while i writhered under my girlfriend. I was in pain and wanted it to stop but i was well gagged and my girlfriend was listening to musice through ear phones. I was crying behing my gag i was in so much pain. She suddenly stopped and got off me. I heard her leave the room. My penis throbbed, it felt like it was on fire, all i wanted to do was run it under cold water.

i was left for about half an hour when my girlfriend returned, i felt a cold thick liquid on my penis being applied.
'this will help baby' she said, and it did, it was a cool sensation and helped numb the pain. I was untied and ungagged. We talked about what had just happend and she told me she didnt mean anything she said and that she loved me very much. I told her how much i enjoyed it and then it was my turn to repay the favour. I'm not allowed to write about that tho ;)

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Feb 03, 2010 4:57 am

month had passed since that unforgettable evening. Sadly tho it looked like Kim and me had drifted apart. I was working long hours and she was busy at uni and the relationship had run its course. Arguments would break and some times we would be just screaming at each other all day. We broke up and i moved in to a tiny room next to hers. I had wanted to move out and i told her i would as soon as something came up. Things between us went from bad to worse. I was still good friends with the other house mates.

one night i was in my tiny bedroom and i heard kim arrive home. I heare her talking to someone... Another bloke. I heard them chatting and laughing, sounding like they'd just got back from a night out. They made their way upstairs and into kims room right next to mine. I heard their voices and could tell what was going to happen so i grabbed a jacket and went out.

i was still in love with kim and had hopped we could have worked things out but deep down i knew it wouldnt. I made plans that night to stay with a friend for a few weeks. He was out of town and would be back next month but he said i was more that welcome to stay when he returned.

next day i bumped into kim around the house. We went to her room and had a chat. Kim told me she didnt have any feelings for me anymore but said that she valued our time together. We talked for a while like we did when we were together. She brought up the bondage subject and we talked about how she did things to me and why i liked it, that kinda stuff. I told kim of my plans to move out and i asked her if we could have just one more bondage/sex night. Her eyes kinda lit up and she agreed only if it meant just one night no strings attached. We didnt set a date but we promised each other it would happen soon.
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Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Feb 03, 2010 5:31 am

I was asleep one night when i was awoken by the sound of kim and someone else having sex next door. I tried to go back to sleep but it was no use they were too loud. I got up and watched tv downstairs for a bit. This happend a few more times over the weeks. It made me upset but knew we werent in a relationship anymore and she had every right to do as she wanted, bloody students.

i had a call 3 weeks after we broke up from my pal saying he would be back the next day and that if i wanted to move in i could. He had to get the spare room sorted and i could move in in 2 days. My friend lived a few miles away and i didnt think id see kim again. I remembed the night she promised me and thought about doing something about it. It was 7pm and kim would be back at 9. I txt her saying i had a suprise waiting for her in her room. I decided i would tie myself up and we could have that night we said we'd have. It was a bit of a risk, i mean how would she re-act to me tied in her bedroom? But i would be gone the day after tomorrow anyway so didnt think i had much to loose. I went in her room and stripped to my white calvin klein boxers and tied myself how i described at the top of the story. Just as i snapped the handcuffs around my wrist i heard kim arrive home. Hang on a minute, did i hear someone with her? No surely not. I heard one set on feet come up the stairs and into her room.

'james! What the.... What are you doing!?'

'mmp mmpf hmmmp ummmf' was all about i could say

i heard kim pick up the note i had written. I heard her come towards me and she inspected my bondage and my handcuffs securing me to the chair.
i was blindfolded and couldnt see her reaction. I heard kim leave the room and run downstairs.

'whats she doing?' i thought. The keys for the cuffs were on the bed well out of my reach. She left me for about 15 minutes. I then heard her come back in the room.

'ok james, it says here be as nasty as i like, will do...... Mike come here look at this'
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Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Wed Feb 03, 2010 9:04 am

'holy shit babes, u werent lying, what the?... Did he do this to himself?'

'haha told you so, come with me a sec' i heard her say.

was this for real? I couldnt beleave it. They left the room and returned a few minutes later.

'lets do this then' i heard kim say. I felt the handcuffs being released and then the rope securing me to the chair the gag and blindfold were left on. Kim directed me to the wardrobe in her room and made me stand up straight.

i heard the 2 of them move onto the bed and heard handcuffs being snapped on

'just wait here a minute while i deal with him' kim said to the third party. Kim returned and tied a piece of rope around each knee and each ankle. I was then told to kneel down. I could have ran but decided to go thru with what ever kim had planned. I knelt and kim moved my knees apart and tied each knee to the door frame forcing my knees apart. She then tied my ankles together behind me. Next she tied a length of rope around my right wrist and looped it over the clothes rail, brought my left hand up and tied that so my arms were stretched up high kneeling with my legs stretched wide.

i then heard kim move back to the bed and clothes being stripped off and passionat kissing. I heard the handcuffs come off. I dont think im allowed to write on here what happend in detail but they had sex on the bed in front of me. I felt realy jelous and mad that she'd do this to me but i had asked her to be mean to me.

they were going at it for im guessing an hour. I was trying desparatly to escape but no use, id taught kim too well.

just when it sounded like they were about to finish i heard mike whisper something to kim and heard her reply 'sure do what u like' mike got up and came over to me.

'im gonna take ur gag off, u shout or anything ill punch u, u understand?' i nodded. I felt him undo the gag and it fell to the floor

i cant write in detail but he forced me to suck him off and swallow his load. That was horrible and i didnt enjoy it one bit.

kim and mike lay back down and hugged n kissed. Soon after mike left. Kim untied me and i ran to the bathroom to be sick. When i returned i found her door locked and my clothes outside. I went to my small room and fell asleep. I woke early before kim, packed to bags of clothes and left town. To this day i havnt spoke to kim, i hear she lives in devon with some bloke and never completed uni.

i hope u enjoyed. Id love to hear all comments and thanks for reading.

james

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Nuclearo » Fri Feb 05, 2010 4:14 pm

Oh wow. That was harsh. I don't see how you haven't expected she might have come with someone. But still, it was mostly what you asked for, no?

The story is good. I liked it, at least :) It's been said before, but this should be in the intimate section, but nothing we can do about that, right? ;) I don't think it breaks the rules of the site. It's a really interesting way to go on this: a TUG with the tier being the one who didn't really want it to happen.
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Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Fri Feb 05, 2010 4:26 pm

Thanks nuc im glad you enjoyed it. I guess i did and didnt want it to happen but i guess you can never tell with fantasy's until they happen
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Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Boundgal08 » Mon Feb 08, 2010 7:50 am

Hmmmm... a good story there :) Always admired your stories really good and well written, even if they do come in several chunks/posts :)

Cheers,
BG
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I am a switch, I like to put a man in ropes and also have a man put me in ropes!
I am the 'Queen of bondage'

Re: Shot through the heart. (m-self, f/m)

Postby Spreadeagle » Mon Feb 08, 2010 3:28 pm

Never happy are you bg?! Haha x
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