Sniffmyfeet wrote:Yes, I do recognise that feeling. I have a fetish for bondage, as well as for feet and footwear. Sometimes I think: how did I get myself into this? Why?
I mean, so many people would freak out just over the thought of being tied up and forced to lick and sniff another guy's shoes and feet. I, on the other hand, I would love it. I even lick and sniff my own sneakers for my Master and enjoy it!
At times I really feel like I'm some kind of weirdo, so I would appreciate to read how you deal with it.
Oddly enough, I was never really ashamed of my bondage fetish, and I think I owe that to the internet. At the same time we were learning about "why it gets hard" in elementary school, I was already Googling "girls tied up", so I found out pretty early on that there was a whole online community who shared my interests.
Take solace in the fact that you are not alone. That's what ultimately helped me. The fact that this forum even exists just proves that there are tons of people interested in bondage, and while I do not have the foot fetish that you have, I know for a fact there are plenty of people just like you. Perhaps you could have a similar experience by joining a chat room or online community that shares your specific interest.
The unfortunate truth is that society casts much judgment on alternative sexual interests like these, leaving many to hide their fetishes from the world. So, it seems to me that "feeling like a weirdo" is going to be inevitable at times. I still do sometimes. The important thing is that you don't let it get you down. Everyone's weird.

If this is not enough, and you find yourself needing to supplement your self-esteem, just remember this little piece of information. You did not choose to have this fetish. People cannot help what the are attracted to, and many people are into more... shall we say... interesting stuff than they would have you believe.
Hope that helps!

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