## A lie, a confession, a hope.

Post by Jake » Mon May 30, 2011 6:36 am

I feel I need to admit this before I continue using this forum.
I told you all that I removed my stories because it affected me since i'd broken up with Lucy. Truth is Lucy does not and never has existed. I created her online to try and fit in in the forums. I didn't think this forum was going to be a place I'd quite regularly start using so i didn't see harm in it. I began to make up stories and scenarios and the lie grew larger.
During this time i was going through serious, difficult decisions about my own sexuality. for years i've been attracted to men and subconsciously i have known that. but only recently have i thought about it and come to accept it. i'm not ashamed of being gay, i'm very pleased i am and i'm a lot happier since i came out to my friends.
I have a boyfriend now who I love to bits and hope to have a long, happy relationship with. I've introduced him further into the world of bdsm and on friday i'll be experiencing my first real TUG. Expect to see some recounts on here!
HopeYouForgiveMe.
I'm all yours. Use any method of tying me up and I'll welcome it. Gag me however you wish. Blindfold me if you need to. Just don't hurt me!

### Re: A lie, a confession, a hope.

Post by xtc » Mon May 30, 2011 7:36 am

There is nothing to forgive. You will certainly not be the only person to have created a fictitious presona on this site! You are merely honest enough to admit it. I sometimes write in the fictitious persona of the Professor, surely you don't really believe I'm the Professor of Vernacular English at the (non-existant) University of the South Coast?
Trouble has been caused by writers who deny the falsehood of their presented persona. Speaking for myself, and it is only I for whom I may speak, I always treat alleged "True Tugs" with more than a pinch of salt. That's not to say that they are all fictional but, come on . . . .
Don't blame yourself; if your stories were entertaining then where was the harm?
Blessed be in your new persona,
Xtc
Boxer shorts are cool,
but little speedos rule!
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### Re: A lie, a confession, a hope.

Post by Jake » Mon May 30, 2011 2:12 pm

Well thank you
I'm glad i'm being more open about stuff now
I'm all yours. Use any method of tying me up and I'll welcome it. Gag me however you wish. Blindfold me if you need to. Just don't hurt me!

### Re: A lie, a confession, a hope.

Post by SamanthaBoundx » Mon May 30, 2011 5:13 pm

It's good to hear that you're confident and comfortable enough with yourself now to be able to share it with the rest of the board. It's hardly something that needs forgiving - rather something that should be applauded, for having the guts to come out about that kind of thing ^^
There are probably so many people on this board who are lying through their teeth about every single experience they've had. I've certainly noticed a lot of the people on this board who claim to be well practised in TUGs have a few too many contradicitons in their stories for them to make sense xD Not that it really matters at all, to be honest xD
And hey, I hope you really enjoy your first TUG. It sounds like you absolutely adore your boyfriend, so I hope you'll have a fantastic time