The Dairy of Her Life (a story of discovering bondage)

Postby Captive-or-Captor » Sun May 03, 2015 8:17 am

February 19, 2004

It feels weird starting another dairy at 14, but have so many... thoughts. My english teacher, Mrs. Flemings, says journal writing is "An excellent way of discovering oneself." Yeah I don't bout all that. Damn it though I have no idea what else to do... what's the worse that could happen? My kid sister finding it... second thought, that WOULD be pretty bad. Alright enough stalling, gonna start.

I... guess it started at school, during 4 period lunch. It started out normal enough. Me, Kate, and June were having lunch. You know nothing special, Until Ben walked in. Ha, Kate buried herself in her lettuce. She liked him and we knew it. So naturally we teased her. We didn't say or do anything differently then usual, I guess Kate didn't want to hear it. So she reached out and grabbed my mouth with her hand.

It made me feel so... numb. I heard June laughing at us and continue her teasing. I... frozen. I don't how to described what it was I was feeling. I mean I can describe how Kate's palms where soft and warm over my lips and how her fingers pintched my cheeks. I was feeling so much more though...everywhere. I don't know how to describe it.

It didn't there though. Later that day in History, we watched some dumb movie. It somehow tied into some war, I don't know. I hate history. In the movie though, the girl got caught by the army guys... and they tied her up and tied up her mouth too. It was weird, they took a cloth and pulled it past her teeth and knotted it behind her. I'd seen stuff like this before... but it was different that day. All I could think about was Kate's hand on my mouth and that strange feeling that made it hard to move. I couldn't tell if I liked it or not. I still can't

Then it happened again after I got home from school. My sister was watching that dumb movie, small soldiers. I walked in on the part where the blonde girl was tied to the chair. I'd seen that movie, and that, a gazillon time. That day though, everytime I hear her scream into the tape that covered her mouth, made that feeling come back. Stronger with each scream.

I don't what's going on with me, cuz now I can't thinking about. I doubt writing in this stupid thing will help, but who know

The Dairy of Her Life (a story of discovering bondage)

Postby Captive-or-Captor » Sun May 03, 2015 2:02 pm

April 29, 2006

It's amazing what you find when you finally decide to clean your room after 2 years. I mean, I completely forgot about this silly thing until I found it chillin' under my bed. What's also amazing is how feelings and emotions can come rushing back to you after so many years. There's only one stupid entry in this thing, but reading it instantly brought me back to that confusing and... well thrilling day!

It also made me laugh. I had no idea then, but that day... I was horny! First time I ever was too I think. It then got be thinking that having my mouth grabbed like that, was the first thing to make me feel like that. Make wonder if I tied up my mouth again, if it would happen again. So I tried.

I stripped one of my pillows from it's pillow case. I rolled it up. I opened my mouth. I placed the pillow case in my mouth and I tied it behind me... WOW!

It felt soooooo good! I loved the way it hugged my face. I loved how it pintched the sides of my mouth. I loved how it pulled everytime I moved my head. I loved it ALL, and all those weird confusing feelings... weren't so confusing anymore.

This lead to me using whatever I could find to keep it up. I used my other pillow case to tie up my feet. That was amazing! So then I got some PJ bottoms and tied up my knees. MORE! I used an old torn shirt to tie up my hands... that didn't work so well, but the idea still made me feel wonderful.

Needless to say I will definitely be tying myself up again. I might as well write about like I am today. Maybe this thing isn't so dumb after all.

Re: The Dairy of Her Life (a story of discovering bondage)

Postby abductionfan » Sun May 03, 2015 4:13 pm

Great start, cant wait to hear more

Re: The Dairy of Her Life (a story of discovering bondage)

Postby cellofello » Wed May 06, 2015 7:44 pm

capturemygirls2332 wrote:February 19, 2004

It feels weird starting another dairy at 14, but have so many...


cows?

Re: The Dairy of Her Life (a story of discovering bondage)

Postby Mr Irony » Fri Sep 15, 2017 10:09 pm

Great job on this. I really enjoyed the realistic voice and scenarios.