
Seems fitting that someone else is judging you, while only wanting something done from me.
Doesn't change the fact I should, appologise to the users I have made promises.
Even though they never really.. contacted me, whatsoever

Stress is a burden, it's not easy when your family and yourself, is fighting over and over, no time to mourn, conflicts, endlessly.
And pain ain't pretty either, twice a week on a brink of a meltdown, depression and paranoia, tends to suck after four years

So I'm sorry I don't write as much or have managed to succeed in the requests.
At the time I felt motivated, than things got worse, and depression brought me back into my spot.
I appologise to the users whom I had promises too, even though you chose to avoid contact, I suppose, it feels humble to say it.
Suppose I feel like some have, not noticed, as desperate for that glance as the other, I'm guilty, I suppose I too desired it.
Regardless, I'm working, slowly.. on this, summer's heat isn't very pretty here, and I know it's worse outside my country.
Requests are of course, off the list, my prior task is to find myself write and see myself satisfied with that as well.
So, to that particular user: Instead of judging me as lazy .. remember that we all have some sort of weight on our shoulders.
Well, have a good day regardless!
