Postby larossa » Sat Aug 20, 2011 1:11 pm
I am a high school student, and since I was a small kid have always been fascinated by going barefoot and being with other barefoot kid. I always liked to play tie up games, where me or other kids were tied. We played the pirates, indians or whatever came to mind. But my interest was only in tie up games. Preferably me being the barefoot prisoner.
Then that moment of play ended and I remained fascinated by the idea of tie up games. And started to feel guilty and fearing there was something wrong with this interest in bare feet and tie up games.
Lately a family friend; a grown up man discovered me while I was attempting to tie myself and explained me that there was nothing to be ashamed and that there are many other kids with my same inclinations. He showed me a few places in the web (actually some weren't exactly suitable for a 13 yo) to prove that I am not an isolated weirdo. He gave me also some materials he collected around the web in the past years. Unfortunately he has refused to help me in actual play because he says that is inappropriate and would put the both of us and expecially him in troubles, since there are many people who don't understand these things.
Anyway, I discovered that leaving a pair of handcuffs (with a sensible history to go for having them around like it was a theatre prop) around in my room and observing wether the friends coming there noticed and/or tried them give me some "conversation starters"....
Laro