Postby Guns and Roses » Thu Jul 16, 2009 12:34 pm
Like many others it began back in the childhood when playing cowboys and indians and stuff like that. Soon I realised that becoming tied up myself was even more fun than tying up someone else. the feeling was delightful, a warm nice feeling, no more, no less. Once, when playing with my younger cousins one of these cowboy.indians games, I got captured and tied up hands behind my back and legs bound too. That kind of bondage I liked and soon become skilful in freeing myself. But I didnt ever like to be tied to something like a chair or a tree. That kind gave me the creeps, and I have after that many times experienced that I suffer from a severe fobi for narrow places and being trapped in for example elevators stopping between floors (that I have experienced for real and I did NOT like it at all). Perhaps my childhood games including tying someone up or become tied up was a kind of therapy helping me out of my fobi. Many years later I played a similar game with some kids and thinking (or not thinking) that being tied up just was fun, I realised that there can be situations You dont like at all, so its recommendable to be careful. The gagging thing I dont like at all, not for myself and I never,ever, want to do it to someone else. There is a great risk of suffication, I know because a neighbour of my parents died after have been tied up and left alone gagged by some burglars. Awful indeed! Thanks for reading this essay of mine. TR