Hey this is my first post because an hour ago I just experienced my first relatively significant bondage moment. I've just got to warn you that this will probably be boring because it's SELF-bondage so there are no sexy females to talk naughty to. But whatever. Plus I need a little advice.
I'm a 16 year old boy and I've had a bondage fetish since I was born. I've watched many videos but I want to start getting involved in the real thing. I'm not exactly savvy with the ladies and I would never let a guy tie me up so self-bondage is the best thing I have.
My parents were sleeping on the boat that night and I was able to have the house to myself. Since this opportunity doesn't come often, I figured this would be an ideal time to try out some self bondage. In the past I've tried gagging myself, tying my legs up and I've failed to tie my hands many times. I wanted to be completely stuck and unable to free myself.
I initially wanted to tie myself to my bed but I literally don't have bedposts so that wasn't possible. I decided to do a hogtie instead. I found a decent amount of rope in my house and I got to work. I tied my legs together at the ankles with a really thick rope. That's obviously the easy part. Before my hands would become unusable, I stuffed a sock in my mouth and taped it shut. Being a boy scout, I'm well informed about the "two-half hitches" knot. I believe it's the same thing as the slipknot. I'm not sure. But I'll refer to it as a slipknot because it's shorter. I kept trying to slip my hands in different loops and tighten them and it was basically a big mess. I managed to "tie myself up" several times but every time it was really easy to escape. I quickly realized that lying on the ground I got bored. I thought I would enjoy wiggling around and moaning, but if I had the ability to free myself then the experience wouldn't be enjoyable.
After some time on the internet, I found something that seemed promising. I found the technique that uses a wrist coil and a cinch. I tied two ends of a long rope together with a square not. I folded the giant loop up into a smaller loop. After practicing tying the cinch, I slipped the wrist coil through the loop of the cinch. I stuck my hands into the coil on either side of the cinch and tightened the cinch.To my excitement, I discovered that it wasn't exactly easy to escape. I quickly became excited. But that was when the paranoia settled in.
I'm naturally just a paranoid person. They were sleeping on a boat many miles away, yet there was always the possibility of them coming home. That possibility is obviously very unlikely to occur, but I always want to be prepared for anything. I decided to go through with it anyway because I don't get to be alone very often. Still I was constantly worrying about how I should prepare myself for that small possibility. I didn't know whether or not to have the lights on. If the lights were off, they might open my door just to see if I was sleeping. I would be lying on the floor. Obviously it seems more beneficial to keep the lights off, but I saw some advantages to keeping them on. I have some exercise equipment in my room and I like to listen to music on my CD player while working out. I obviously leave the lights on for that. So if I left the lights on and had music playing loudly, they might decide not to enter because they don't want to disturb my workout. In the time I had, I would use my release mechanism (forgot to add that initially. I had a swiss army knife near me) and try to free myself and clean up as fast as I could. Still on the other hand, if the music was too loud then I might not even hear them enter the house. Obviously I was quite conflicted by my paranoia. I was constantly being reluctant about whether or not I should tie myself up. That preoccupation in my head would probably make the experience less enjoyable. Still like I said I don't get this opportunity often.
I decided to leave on the lights and listen to Dark Side of the Moon while tying myself up. I first blindfolded myself with a sock because I think blindfolds are sexy. In order to create the hogtie, I tied one end of the cinch rope to my feet. I put my hands behind my back and used the cinch on the other side of that rope to tie my hands. I stretched out my legs and the knots tightened. I instantly tested the bonds to see if I could escape and to my excitement I couldn't! I couldn't see, I couldn't talk and I couldn't free myself. This is exactly what I had wanted! I lied to on my stomach and listened to the music. After a few minutes I realized that I was actually getting bored. I knew I was able to free myself if I tried because you're naturally not going to do a great job if you tie yourself up. Plus that paranoia was still in my head, so I decided to try to escape.
All I needed to do was slip my hands out of two loops. When I tried to squeeze one hand out, I realized that the rope was tightening around my other wrist. It was becoming really tight and I was becoming fearful of cutting off blood flow. Whenever I felt the tightness increasing, I stopped trying to escape and I just rested. At that point I realized that this wasn't what I had expected. I was kind of bored and whenever I tried to escape, it would just hurt. I decided to just put an end to it.
Ignoring the tightness around my wrist, I pushed myself really hard and freed one hand. I untied myself, took of the blindfold and then took off the gag. After cleaning up everything and returning the ropes to their original locations, it was all back to normal. After eating a little, I decided to come right down to my computer where I wrote this story.
I hope I didn't bore you but I just wanted to tell someone. So now I just have some questions. Is there an easy way to reduce the chance of blood flow getting cut? And most importantly is there any way to make the experience more enjoyable. I know girls like to leave in vibrators but I obviously can't do that. So I'm just kinda stumped. Help me out.