## Public apology to KittyReaper + BlackFalcon from Chase Ricks

Post by Chase Ricks » Fri Nov 09, 2012 6:53 pm

I was a big dumb fool too obsessed with my own single minded egotistical style of rping in the forums here and the Tugs chatroom to see how deeply I was hurting the feelings of you two and the other members of this board. Ever since September I have been trying to come up with the right words to fully purge this huge amount of guilt from within and all I can say is this.
You two are among the best of the current Tugs roleplayers around here right now and if ever I fully decide to retire from this website and never login to post I can be assured that along with HITPOOANDRUN and ManRandomThe and chris12 this site will be forever in the very best of capable hands as long as the Games and Roleplaying section of General Chat should exist.
I hope this is enough for you to stop feeling angry and upset by my numerous past rping actions and I only ask for your forgiveness finally after all these months.
Chase Ricks
From whence I came and whence I went heaven said I was too evil and sent me to hell. Demons and devils succeeded in breaking my soul.

### Re: Public apology to KittyReaper + BlackFalcon from Chase R

Post by KittyReaper » Fri Nov 09, 2012 7:02 pm

Chase you're still missing the point on why I was so upset. I was your friend and I stuck up for you on many occasions telling people you were changed and much better and very friendly. Then you turned around and lied about me to other people and then acted like it was nothing.
People may call this bitterness or call me childish but I'm not angry with you, I'm done with you. That's all I have to say.

### Re: Public apology to KittyReaper + BlackFalcon from Chase R

Post by Chase Ricks » Fri Nov 09, 2012 7:15 pm

I fully understand and accept all responsibility that shall be laid upon my head for the righteous anger many here feel whenever I post. Good luck with whatever you and the others do here in the future in rp forums I am not involved in with any of my characters new or old. From now on it will be a fresh start as much as I am able to drive myself in a direction that pleases as many here as I am possibly able to do so. Leaving to attend a rping school to learn how to turn my great weaknesses finally into strengths and become a better player as a result but until then I will only post in forums I was in before and after my hiatus began that neither of you are in. I shall return to create a new rp forum here only after "Heroes and Villains 2" has ended so I can use what I have learned from my own painful lessons to ensure I never again fall so far from grace. There will be others to help guide me in the future here. None of them will be who any might expect. Do not try to look for where I train online for it can not be found on Google or any other web browser. Farewell.
From whence I came and whence I went heaven said I was too evil and sent me to hell. Demons and devils succeeded in breaking my soul.

### Re: Public apology to KittyReaper + BlackFalcon from Chase R

Post by The Black Falcon » Sat Nov 10, 2012 11:04 am

Ladies...gentlemen....I'm going to say something that might push a few buttons, but I'm not sure.
This is just rp'ing.
This is an online forum where we live out fictional fantasies and have fun pretending to be other people in different scenarios. This is fictional. Sure, there are rules that are established that we all need to follow, such as godmodding and genre-bending and stuff like that. But at the end of the day, this is just role playing. The point of all of this is to let loose and have fun, and sure, sometimes structure and guidelines are the best way to ensure that fun. Chase, I appreciate your apology, but I just think we're blowing this way out of proportion. Personal problems are one thing, but taking the rp way too seriously is quite another. I frankly don't know how to deal with all of this. Again, I appreciate the fact that you were willing to publicly apologize, as that takes a lot, although this is something that should be settled in a more private manner.
But again, it's just a role playing game.
College student by day. Crime-fighting vigilante by night.

### Re: Public apology to KittyReaper + BlackFalcon from Chase R

Post by Chase Ricks » Sat Nov 10, 2012 11:10 am

Thanks everyone who posted here. I ask that Nuclearo please close and lock this thread as it no longer neds to be open.
From whence I came and whence I went heaven said I was too evil and sent me to hell. Demons and devils succeeded in breaking my soul.