I feel I need to admit this before I continue using this forum.
I told you all that I removed my stories because it affected me since i'd broken up with Lucy. Truth is Lucy does not and never has existed. I created her online to try and fit in in the forums. I didn't think this forum was going to be a place I'd quite regularly start using so i didn't see harm in it. I began to make up stories and scenarios and the lie grew larger.
During this time i was going through serious, difficult decisions about my own sexuality. for years i've been attracted to men and subconsciously i have known that. but only recently have i thought about it and come to accept it. i'm not ashamed of being gay, i'm very pleased i am and i'm a lot happier since i came out to my friends.
I have a boyfriend now who I love to bits and hope to have a long, happy relationship with. I've introduced him further into the world of bdsm and on friday i'll be experiencing my first real TUG. Expect to see some recounts on here!
HopeYouForgiveMe.