So yeah, we are good friends and got together one day, partaking in much drink and merriment, to the point where in a bar, we, both severely drunk, began talking about our kinky sex lives. We talked about what we'd done, what we liked and what we wanted to try. She talked about her current boyfriend a lot; a sweet guy who she's quite besotted with, but apparently she had feelings for me for a while and they all poured out in this bar. All the talk of sex got her quite riled up and she very desperately wanted to come back to my place for sex. And we did just that.
So before you all say I took advantage of her, that just isn't the case. If anything I was more drunk than her. Several times I asked her 'Are you sure you want to do this?' and her answer was always a resounding yes. She felt guilty, sure, but she was justifying it to herself, saying it's just a 'one time impulse thing' and 'he'll never know', though how clear her conscience is I can't really say. The next morning when we'd sobered up I asked if she felt guilty. She said she did, but she didn't regret acting on impulse and we had sex most of the afternoon; she obviously likes me a lot but her heart's clearly with her boyfriend, which I have no problem with.
But now all this kinky sex has left me wanting more, being the male I am. She really enjoyed all the bondage we did, but made it clear that it was a one time thing. So I know I shouldn't bring it up with her again, I feel bad enough for her boyfriend; she cheated on him and did feel pretty guilty. But I like sex. Especially bondage sex. And she's a good looker too.
So what do I do? Approach her for more sex? Or do I do the sensible thing and let her keep at it with her boyfriend? And am I a colossal dick for not saying no to her, knowing full well she was taken? I hate to be that guy, but again, she wanted it and I didn't want to say no. To be honest I quite like her myself.
So yeah, comments and criticism welcome.