This place is my only real outlet, and I'm glad to have it (how I wish I had a buddy in real life.) Lurked forever before I finally joined up.
But sometimes I feel like I have near panic attacks when I'm browsing, and I suddenly want to scrub all traces of my presence.
Probably at least partially because anybody who even sort of knows (I've never told anyone outright, even my closest friends) acts like it's weird and/or creepy. And my tastes and fantasies are actually fairly vanilla, I think. I've certainly read some things on here that I enjoyed reading but could never bring myself to actually do

I'm not even one for porn, really.
Anybody else get those irrational twinges, or is it just me being paranoid?