Through the story of my life i have never been into any big tied up situation. never have i been ball gagged or even muzzle gagged and even ever tied with proper professional bondage equipment. No belts no straightjackets not even rope. Some will say I’m an amateur and I’ll reply: “You're right!”.
having very busy parents occupied with their jobs I was most of my free time visiting my elder Cousin Ashley. She was a nice girl sometimes mean with me and I think she didn't like the fact that I was so energetic putting my nose into everything she did as I snooped around her house all days of the week-end. I don't know why but I liked to annoy her allot but gently only as I never was a mean person.
Back in the days I was only 12 years old as she was 16 and sometimes had to watch over me when their parents went out on diners or party’s which now I realize were pretty common back in days for them due to how much time I would stay alone with cousin Ashley that would make me be her literal working slaves the first times I visited to shy to complain.
But days after days… I adapted myself to her and learned to say “Can't you please do it yourself?” which made her pretty annoyed turning her into the mean girl she is. Sure we had fun and good times and I still like her very much and even If she is mean I like it when she doses so because she used calls me “Loud mouth” all the time because I asked allot of stupid questions until one day something different happened.
As we came from the grocery store I was still hopping around excited to play a new game I bought for my game-cube console and I would brag to Ashley how happy I was like a puppy who was about to get his bone. Suddenly she would just putt the shopping bag on the table grab me by behind and with her left arm would block my arms and my sides and with the other arm would tightly hand gag me for several seconds. Letting me make a cute mumphing muffled sound under her smooth sweaty and smelly hand. I wouldn't even struggle as I was surprised by it at first but then I suddenly enjoyed it as she told me to shut up for once. Not wanting her to let her go I simply attempted to talk even more under her thick girly hand but couldn't as she pressed it even tighter against my lips.
“- No! Shut up! Shh! Would you keep your mouth closed for a Minuit without my help?” she would ask.
As much as I enjoyed it I tried to make myself forget about it… but I became impossible. As a theater cos-player I would often play the bad guy that would tie damsels to the railroads and even one day I was asked to play a damsel in distress as I very girly back then. A wig and the proper outfit with just a little makeup and the job was done. I never really wanted or even want to become a full female which I think is called a sissy? But I have to admit I do love to become someone else with costumes and dressing up in disguises and being a girl for the first time was something I couldn't refuse to try out. And to my other surprise this was going to be my first real bondage experience.