The one thing worse that being found in selfbondage (m/self)

Postby Gothit » Wed Mar 19, 2008 9:36 am

Your tied up, most likely turned on (for us guys, its faaar more obvious), your helpless and someone stumbles upon you all tied up.
I can't get much worse than this, right?
WRONG!

This happened to me a year ago. And I'm writing this one the spot, so dont expect a long, well written piece.

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I was 15 at the time, and for years I had been into self bondage.
Being tied up was one thing, you had someone to call upon to help you, should you run into trouble.
But self bondage was something completely different.

I would only ever do self bondage at night (apart from one time, but thats another story), so I wont get caught. I would also block my door with my stool as a back up. Lastly, because my room is tiny, I would never tie my ankles to the bed, that way I could block the door with my body. I also never used a gag, incase my parents asked me why the door was blocked!

At the time, my hair was down to my hair was slightly shorter than my neck. I would normally wear any old shirt of mine, a blue denim skirt and a pair of tights, and this night was no different.. As for binding, more tights, as they can stretch and dont hurt as much as rope. Using the stretchiness, you could tie any body part with a small pair!


I was dressed up in the skirt, black tights and a black shirt as usual. I removed my glasses, wrist band and watch, taking note of the time. It was 10:30 pm, so I had at least 7 hours of tie-time.
For some reason, I didn't block my door with my stool, but with my boots and bags instead. It was a good thing I did, and you'll see why soon.

I started with my ankles, I used 3 or 4 pairs of tights to tie from my ankles to below my knees. I used a double knot to tie them off.
Then I used another 3 to tie from above my knees to my thighs. I used the left over tights (2? maybe 3) to tie my arms to my sides.
Now for the biggest mistake I made!

I used some chains I got from a magic kit and a COMBO lock to tie it in a pre-made wrist bind. I slid my wrists in and gave it a test struggle. My wrists popped out. So I tightened it by 2 chain loops and slid it on. It went on without a problem. I was kinda disappointed by this, so I decided to use a pair tights from my arm to bind my wrists.
I struggled around a bit, to find that I was stuck! No matter how hard I pulled, I couldn't squeeze out.

But since I hadn't done all this for nothing, I decided to go with it. Not very often you find yourself helpless by your own hand.
After what seemed like 4 hours, my arms started to hurt, so I thought it was time to get out.
I reached for the combo lock . . . but I couldn't get it. I had tied myself so I couldn't get to the lock my accident. So, like any other helpless bound person, I started to struggle violently. Big mistake as my wrists began to get numb. Soon I couldn't move them at all, they had got that numb.
I began to panic. Tied by my own hand, stuck, crossdress and no way out . . .

Yep. Out of options. So I could only do one thing. I slivered off the bed and stood up. I carefully moved the dam of bags aside, careful not to fall over. I knew I could hop, but on the floor, I was a worm.
I had moved it all but my school bag, the heave git had killed my back and now it was blocking my way out. I carefully bent down to pick it up (very hard with your wrists behind you and so numb you can barely feel them) and . . . I fell. My simple self bondage session had gone so horribly wrong!
I spent the next 15 minutes trying to open my door, and once it was open, I used my feet to pull me along the floor. My plan was to get mum to help me, she would understand more than anyone.
It took a good few minutes to get there, and once I was there, I sat at the edge of the stairs. I was too embarrassed to get help. So I spent a few minutes squirming on the stairs. Nothing budged.
I had no choice.

I used my feet to push open the door to my parents room, and as my mum is a light sleeper, it was enough to wake her.
She came out to find me tied, crossdressed and helpless.
Dan, my step dad, also woke up, the one person I DIDN'T want to see me!
Mum told him it was alright, so he went back to bed.
Phew.
Mum, who was rather annoyed, put in the code for the lock, but it wouldn't come off. My arms were hurting like hell, and I wanted out so badly!

Dan, being the sneaky bastard he is, came out to 'use the toilet'. he saw me and stood there, staring.
He did his stuff then went back to bed.
Mum eventually found that one of the digits wasn't directly over the line, so once that was done my wrists were free.
Mum used scissors to cut the rest of me free, and I went back into my room, feeling embarrassed and ashamed.

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I don't know about you guys, but I find being forced to get someone who you dont want to see you tied up to help you out is worse than being found.

After this night, my mum took away all my tights (cut up anyway, so they were unusable) and Dan took the skirt.

And I bet your wondering how a guy can get so much girl clothing without having a sister.
My mum knew about my love for tights for years, so all I need to do is ask and I get.
The skirt had been a gift for my girlfriend, but it was too big for her.

Hope you enjoyed my night of hell, I know I sure did! ^_^

I'll be sure to post another selfTUG soon! ^_~

-G

Postby Godzillaman » Wed Mar 19, 2008 2:49 pm

Hmm...what do you think your dad would have said if he saw you?:p
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Postby Gothit » Wed Mar 19, 2008 3:03 pm

Godzillaman wrote:Hmm...what do you think your dad would have said if he saw you?:p

Hes seen me on a bondage website before. He said that I shouldnt be ashamed, for all I know he might do it! (thats what he said).

Postby Jay_JWLH » Thu Apr 03, 2008 2:51 am

Gothit wrote:
Godzillaman wrote:Hmm...what do you think your dad would have said if he saw you?:p

Hes seen me on a bondage website before. He said that I shouldnt be ashamed, for all I know he might do it! (thats what he said).

Great, he is actually on your side about it.