2023-07-25T04:43:35.000Z @idoldecay just under 2 weeks until my birthday... i better get treated soo well especially if theyre expecting me to work..
2023-07-25T06:05:12.000Z @idoldecay i wish i could have at least said goodbye to my cat..  because of her old age and my dogs temperament she lived with my mom and brother and like.. atleast i saw her like a week ago  i wish i couldve actually said goodbye to her.
2023-07-25T19:37:40.000Z @idoldecay august 5th :3
2023-07-25T20:41:02.000Z @idoldecay i   really miss my cat dude
2023-07-25T21:15:08.000Z @idoldecay 😑 i wanted to go out for my birthday but ig thas not happening whatever saving myself on a lot of food ill just get alc  and somthing nice for myself or Smth
2023-07-25T21:37:08.000Z @idoldecay throne.com/idolvampire anyway..
2023-07-25T22:28:15.000Z @idoldecay hi guys 👋👋👋
2023-07-25T22:37:14.000Z @idoldecay thank uuu 🫶🫶🫶
2023-07-25T23:03:18.000Z @idoldecay my chest feels so tight and i keep just bursting out in tears lovely lovely
2023-07-25T23:03:53.000Z @idoldecay TYYY
2023-07-26T00:19:32.000Z @idoldecay TY TYY
2023-07-26T00:21:04.000Z @idoldecay not even gonna lie this is the most svicidal ive felt in a while LOLL
2023-07-26T00:23:52.000Z @idoldecay Like Im glad I have things to look forward to coming up or else I would consider myself to erm be perhaps in a bit more danger. Itll pass though. It always does.
2023-07-26T01:17:31.000Z @idoldecay THANKYOUU in a moment ill send u the photos taken i dont have a full vid yett but i will soon :3
2023-07-26T01:54:10.000Z @idoldecay THANKUU
2023-07-26T02:04:55.000Z @idoldecay it feels stupid and weak to just be upset this much even though its.. normal. it's normal. i don't think it's normal for me to want to off myself to be with her but well im  not exactly normal
2023-07-26T02:21:04.000Z @idoldecay kinda feel like saying fuck it all and slashing my shit up but i wont 🫶✌️
2023-07-26T02:27:32.000Z @idoldecay 
2023-07-26T03:02:10.000Z @shiorinovella 
2023-07-26T03:09:13.000Z @shiorinovella 👁️ see.
2023-07-26T03:13:13.000Z @idoldecay I fucking despise it when I do something wrong and I just keep getting repeatedly asked "why did you do that" "I just don't get how you didn't think of that" "how does this make sense to you" BECAUSE IM FUCKING STUPID!!!!!!!Because I have been in a dissociative state!
2023-07-26T03:13:56.000Z @idoldecay and then made to feel even more fucking stupid when I get upset over it oh my god whatever
2023-07-26T03:15:04.000Z @shiorinovella Hello, father~
2023-07-26T03:15:22.000Z @shiorinovella 🧀
2023-07-26T03:16:05.000Z @idoldecay If I see something out of place or something that looks wrong I will likely just ignore it because I will assume that even if it seems weird there must be a reason for it which is just how my brain works and how I operate
2023-07-26T03:16:26.000Z @shiorinovella 👀
2023-07-26T03:16:53.000Z @idoldecay I fucking hate not having a door and not having privacy and knowing the whole house can probably hear me crying and breaking down it's humiliating I'm the only person who has no private place to go into unless I lock myself in the bathroom LMFAO
2023-07-26T03:19:35.000Z @shiorinovella 👀❔
2023-07-26T03:22:14.000Z @shiorinovella Take me out on a date first and we'll see👁️
2023-07-26T03:24:22.000Z @idoldecay right. like im sorry but i do think i just have a very different way of thinking.. that doesnt make me stupid...
2023-07-26T03:26:20.000Z @shiorinovella Another present from yours truly. \nhttps://youtu.be/uEN-Mb5foz0
2023-07-26T03:30:59.000Z @shiorinovella Only if you show me your pretty rocks.🗿
2023-07-26T03:33:26.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you for the warm welcome! It's a secret for now, but I'll tell you later~
2023-07-26T03:35:14.000Z @shiorinovella Mama! Thank you for the heart and soul you put into creating me! I hope to make you proud!
2023-07-26T03:38:45.000Z @idoldecay hi. https://curiouscat.live/idoldecay
2023-07-26T03:42:30.000Z @shiorinovella 🍴
2023-07-26T03:45:46.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you! Not as gorgeous as you~ See you at my debut!👁‍🗨
2023-07-26T04:28:47.000Z @shiorinovella I'll be waiting-  \nhttps://youtube.com/live/EwGAcKnE-y4?feature=share \n7/29 @ 8:00 PM PDT #holoAdvent ⁠ #ShiorinOnAir ⁠#ShiorinSketch
2023-07-26T04:36:56.000Z @idoldecay TY TYY
2023-07-26T04:41:58.000Z @idoldecay im so pissed off im obviously at my worst and incredibly unstable i dont have the mental capacity right now to be talked to like this 
2023-07-26T04:42:08.000Z @idoldecay TYYY🫶
2023-07-26T04:59:30.000Z @idoldecay 
2023-07-26T05:11:25.000Z @idoldecay 1:11 everything goes as I desire. I am loved. I am shown that I am loved.
2023-07-26T05:51:33.000Z @idoldecay 🫶🫶🫶
2023-07-26T05:52:04.000Z @idoldecay Im gonan be pathetic here a bit but I really need  interaction
2023-07-26T05:55:03.000Z @idoldecay Mainly cc coz like questions help me just kinda talk and be distracted without having an actual conversation if that makes sense
2023-07-26T05:55:37.000Z @idoldecay Ahhhhhhhh What Ever Nothing matters really.......I'm just going to keep going forward. Work is going to suck. I called off  today because I just couldn't do shit.
2023-07-26T05:58:00.000Z @idoldecay everything works better for me when I just disconnect from it all and become disinterested in the world around me but then I get called out for it 🤷
2023-07-26T06:00:29.000Z @idoldecay You're one of my favourite moots x) That's not a question, just a statement lol. Uh, do you have any favourite fo… — thabkyouuu 🫶 My favorite foods are sushi and pancakes probably. I don't let myself have either very often so the… https://curiouscat.live/idoldecay
2023-07-26T06:44:25.000Z @idoldecay Ooh, I like those foods too! Blueberry pancakes are probably my favourite type of pancake :3 I get them being spe… — yumm i dont like blueberries on their own but in pancakes and stuff they can be super good. and thankyou ♥️ i hop… https://curiouscat.live/idoldecay
2023-07-26T06:45:00.000Z @idoldecay I do things outside the realm of human understanding simply because my way of doing things is too advanced for them to understand
2023-07-26T15:50:21.000Z @shiorinovella Time to come out and play? #holoAdvent
2023-07-26T15:51:56.000Z @shiorinovella I woke up and just saw this! Thank you so much for the art! 🤍 But I think you're cooler!
2023-07-26T15:53:28.000Z @shiorinovella Ahhh! Thank you so much for drawing me! I love the way the hair is drawn! Shiori~n!
2023-07-26T15:55:43.000Z @shiorinovella Ehe~ Thank you for the lovely art piece! W-what a nice attention to detail.  (/ω＼)
2023-07-26T15:56:48.000Z @shiorinovella Oh no! It seems I've made a mess~ Thank you for the art! 🍎🤍
2023-07-26T15:58:02.000Z @shiorinovella They were a very lovely pair of eyes she gave me~
2023-07-26T15:58:26.000Z @shiorinovella wwww 👀
2023-07-26T15:59:32.000Z @shiorinovella This is accurate. Thank you for drawing all of us! This was a wonderful piece to wake up to www.
2023-07-26T16:00:28.000Z @shiorinovella Hehehe, so cute! Thank you for the art! I'm so happy to see all of us together~
2023-07-26T16:01:53.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you! \nSincerely, a new friend!🌭🤍🤗
2023-07-26T16:02:14.000Z @shiorinovella EHHHH?????????
2023-07-26T16:03:51.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you, best girl! \nThank you for adopting me into your family!\nI hope to make lots of memories with everyone and to become an even kinder person thanks to you all~
2023-07-26T16:05:21.000Z @shiorinovella I sometimes use @kosekibijou\n as a rock. Does that count?
2023-07-26T16:09:02.000Z @shiorinovella Hello!\nAhhh.... Thank you....?
2023-07-26T16:09:33.000Z @shiorinovella M-maybe I'm just shy. Hello! 👀
2023-07-26T16:10:43.000Z @shiorinovella It makes the temptation all the better 👁‍🗨
2023-07-26T16:11:18.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you~\n👁️👁️
2023-07-26T16:11:47.000Z @shiorinovella I'll be an open book just for you~
2023-07-26T16:12:23.000Z @shiorinovella Hehe, thank you!
2023-07-26T16:13:26.000Z @shiorinovella Food!!!! Thank you!!!! 🤍🍴🐙🍴🤍
2023-07-26T16:15:15.000Z @shiorinovella What's stopping you? 💙🩷🤍
2023-07-26T16:16:53.000Z @shiorinovella Ehhhh? I'd like to think I'm somewhat sane~ Thank you for drawing me! 🤍
2023-07-26T16:18:11.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you for drawing me! (´ω｀*)\nS-staring respectfully.
2023-07-26T16:19:01.000Z @shiorinovella What a fine doodle! Thank you so much for drawing me! 🤍
2023-07-26T16:20:43.000Z @shiorinovella S-silly? (´･з･)\nThank you for the art~
2023-07-26T16:22:18.000Z @shiorinovella What a lovely sketch~ A #ShiorinSketch! Hehe~ Thank you for the art piece!
2023-07-26T16:24:02.000Z @shiorinovella (,,> ᴗ <,,) It was quite the welcome. Thank you for drawing our interactions together!
2023-07-26T16:26:18.000Z @shiorinovella Waaaaah! Your art looks so nice! \nI'm glad you love my appearance. It's all thanks to my wonderful @kaya7hara\n mama, hehe! \n\n(๑ > ᴗ < ๑)  ママ！みんな私のことをかわいいと思っているわ!
2023-07-26T16:26:53.000Z @shiorinovella Ohhh? In love already? Thank you for the confession and the art~ 🤍
2023-07-26T16:28:24.000Z @shiorinovella 😏 Hehehe. Thank you for drawing us together! Now I'm hungry too....
2023-07-26T16:29:10.000Z @shiorinovella Rock candy! Thank you for the meal!
2023-07-26T16:30:04.000Z @shiorinovella AHHHHHHH! SO CUTE! I-I mean, ahhh, thank you for drawing us t-together... So cute....
2023-07-26T16:33:54.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you for the art! (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄\nI-it's... uhh... very detailed! I like the details of the hair! A-and skin...?
2023-07-26T16:35:16.000Z @shiorinovella - Suppressing laughter -
2023-07-26T16:49:03.000Z @shiorinovella A-are you okay? Are you... happy...?
2023-07-26T16:49:34.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you for drawing us together! These girls are precious to me~
2023-07-26T16:50:28.000Z @shiorinovella (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈) Thank you, aaaah 🤍
2023-07-26T16:56:04.000Z @shiorinovella She's my emotional support rock~
2023-07-26T17:57:09.000Z @idoldecay ty!!!
2023-07-26T17:57:15.000Z @idoldecay eee thank uu
2023-07-26T18:01:43.000Z @shiorinovella Thank you for drawing us together! Hehe, I love the way you drew the ooze dripping over eye.💜🖤
2023-07-26T18:46:57.000Z @shiorinovella Shall I read a bedtime story?
2023-07-26T18:59:22.000Z @idoldecay severe thunderstorm warning what if the power goes out at work and we go home early