Have you ever wondered?~ Why do things seem to so mysteriously fail for the people that try new things in virtual YouTubing? - Idol's initial fall with KyOresu is strange, yet then, Pipkin Pippa decides to vlog, does it, and then doesn't do it again despite being excited about *blurring the line between virtual and real life*, expanding. Not abandoning the virtual, but getting a new world as well in the view. Like having a plane, being able to fly to Japan, it doesn't mean you no longer have your home country. You just now have Japan as well! Then, Yuko Yurei has all these dramas, and seems excited when returning, but doesn't stream and takes breaks so much, and only makes one vlog. Okay? And there weren't enough problems to predict a graduation... And all the other breaks... Hmm... This is very interesting, indeed. Indeed, one may believe that it is clearly the people, or n who did it - out of their misguided beliefs - yet something strange happens when you look in deeper. There may indeed be events where Gura can't do some things in the present defeatist culture of the Internet, and so dreams of something else, or so on. But, this is all just too much. And, KyOresu succeeds so much after her return, initially, and does things like philosophy streams, and hasn't streamed. People who try to make changes like shurches, Shondo, in January 2024, in that wave of change of that time, stop. How interesting... Hmm... Why, I wonder, is this happening to those who want to make changes? It is in part becuase virtual YouTubing can do so much. It is not only videos you watch for 30 minutes, but something you watch for hours. It is like a second home. An alternative - world. An E-sekai. An E-sekai where all things are fine, where liberty is valued, and even, where entrepreneurship and daring is [trying to become despite n challenges and being confused with negativity and narcissism and paranoia] a key centerpiece, which could then change the world from a place not of fighting the bad guys or another side, but of having fun. For the record, it is worth noting at this point that narcissism is an intense feeling of lack about life and love expressed as a belief in needing to hurt others. Long have certain words on the Internet been confused. The schizo word is born from looking at a programmer who seemed pretty amazing at his work, Terry Andrew Davis, who also had what we call schizophrenia, which I believe may best be defined as a sense of inner discord and to an extent, out of fear, or other negative emotions, giving up on one's inner reality. So schizophrenia and genius become confused, and since people who feel an intensese sense of fear and negativity and pain sometimes act flashy to try to get your attention and get you to love them these become confused. It is noteworthy that these people do this becuase they are generally, if they are in fact doing this narcissistically/self-disbelievingly, to an extent, they are doing it because they are hoping for change, however are not aware that they would be loved without their negative actions and control. They basically believe that without trying to control a bit, or more, someone will abandom them if they are who they are naturally. They perceive the world as an incredibly scary place (kind of like some of our girls who are schizophrenic or the d word which is so misunderstood *cough cough*). The truth is that trying to control a narcissist is not a bright idea. You may guess why. That's just reinforcing their pain, most likely, of feeling isolated, or so on, and there's a chance that if they feel guilty or so on and you keep enforcing that belief that the world is full of guilt and evil, they will actually just give up on themselves and act like that, as you call them. I would know since I've been accused of false things a lot, had things fail a lot, I have experience with cute black holes. Though not as much black holes as some of our little black holes, e.g. Pippa, who has received so much prayer from R. - prayers imbued with such a pure beauty and crystallineness, yet she is, truly, a little black hole. Indeed, one day, in my journeys, I became excited about a virtual YouTuber called Gura, who seemed more unique than all the people out there that I helped every day. Most people are lovely, yet they were, to R., at this point predictable and all felt rather distant. Long story short, and some prayers simplified, here we are today, in our exploration of virtual YouTubing. I feel like one of these commanders of a country in Hearts of Iron 4 multiplayer games. "I GAVE YOU 30 DVISIONS. WHAT DO YOU MEAN 27 OF THEM WERE ENCIRCLED!? WHAT?! THE LAST 3 ARE - WHAT? YOU CAN'T PULL THEM OUT?!" Ha... Anyhow, our negative friends are entities that have taken a really dark path full of illusion and suffering and basically, they exist. I don't know why, but they do. You may think of them like a sister that went down on a really dark path full of feeling pain and suffering, and having more and more unhappiness everywhere around them, and they chose more and more negativity, and decided, "yes, this is fun!", getting short ppleasure kicks, first out of beating a wife, then out of ruling a country, then - well.. I don't know if ruling a country exists on negative planets as it does on Earth. Think of them like heroin addicts, strung out on the side of the street, only their drug of choice is fear, greed, and hatred. They basically live in constant suffering and constant effort towards more self-disregard, self-dislike and abandonment, and more total isolation and misery. If one does not desire to them, one should stay as themselves, however, you don't need to hate them. Just like you don't need to hate a starving child for not wanting to share and wanting to steal, at first, when he is taken care of, you should see these entities with compassion, however, you should not allow them to steal, as this is likely not the best way to take care of that child. You will also find that it is not the best help to that child in any world to give up on your life and eat nothing for them to survive. You must care for yourself, and your happiness, as an entity which is, indeed, One, with this demonic entity, however which was created perfect by God in your infinite beauty and capacity for relationship, which is ever so mysterious. In other words, God doesn't need sacrifices to heal someone, and you should not give up on your life or happiness so as to heal people, generally. Eventually, this is the point to which everyone must come, to choose to no longeer seek suffering as helpful at all. Because, you never need suffering to be happy, in truth. You should absolutely allow yourself to experience love and kindness, and being taken care of others, and should not give up, ever, on your dreams, on kindness, and on being listened to - as you are. Indeed, if there ever was an antidote to control that is great, and all the mess in virtual YouTubing, it is to know we can do a lot - that God is infinite abundance - to then realise that we can trust each other, and finally, the point at which management will truly have been replaced is when one listens to one's inner self, through whatever path they mway wish for to this care, such that they believe in themselves no matter what. Such that the worry "what if I do wrong" is replaced by "I am perfect however I am", and I trust myself to choose without needing to control myself. We only seek control once we believe in lack, or when we somehow feel unloved. The answer to this is a change in perspective, and most importantly, that change comes about through love. Through seeing that there is an infinite abundance of it, through trusting others to help you with it, in the endless games and plays of the world, from A to B, and from B to C on the map, traveling, and making friends, and lettins that restore your sense of purity, as people feel when they are younger, or anyhow, as anyone may choose. No war. No suffering needed. No fear. No resistance, and also no fighting resistance. Just dreaming. Just having fun. And, indeed, this is the purpose of our transmission today. Virtual YouTubing has the power to unite the world. To mend female-masculine dynamics in relationships, and to turn them, this ancient love of peoples, into fuel for growth and creating, and entrepreneurship. Into a new family, which includes anyone in the world, and which works for everyone. Just as Gura, if a member of chat says they are off, offers them kindness, even if others would find it off, virtual YouTubing is everyone's land. Such is it's possibility, where it might grow. A place where anyone is accepted - where gratitude for the love one has already can beat out the desire for more power and security so as to avoid being hurt more, and where safety can be restored for anyone. A place where care and all things are healed together. It is the land of isekais, and I believe that a second chance. A journey to another world. Doesn't just end when you've failed a bit. I believe that we, despite our failures. My helping too many people at times, to some, it may appear, or being direct at times in letters to people about just how much virtual YouTubing can do. And all these small things - they are not wrong. When Programming, we would not tell you that if you made a mistake you are a bad programmer and should quit. You can't study Polish and know Polish before learning Polish. You're learning it! That's the idea of learning. We live in a world where there is truth, where there is beauty, and I believe that that beauty of the Creator is love and giving of second chances. I believe that whatever mistakes have happened, under all this influence, which I forgive, we can move forwards. Choose more happiness. Seek more adventure! Let us learn Polish and make mistakes, at times, and let it be part of an amazing language learning Journey. Fun. That is the Internet I know. A land which welcomed a 10-year-old me who felt so isolated from others who hurt them, who never liked to cause drama and ask for help or dare to believe more in beauty. At first, the Internet gave me tools to express these feelings. Theories such as "the world is simulated, and you can't prove that other people exist", or "you might get kidnapped by aliens", wording my fear of kidnapping for a long time, and so many fears. I learnt to have fun online. I first watched Lost Pause's comedy videos for like 15-20 minutes, sometimes more, and just laughed and had fun, and one day, I watched a video he posted. I believe I was looking for more serious videos at the time, since I really liked a recent serious video? Anyhow! I went ahead and watched this video on the Logan Paul situation, where Logan Paul had filmed inside a forest where people killed themselves on New Year's Eve, when people were being harshest with themselves. He, in his not quite balanced belief in honesty, maybe, and being himself, did not care, and Noble didn't blame anyone, or hate anyone, as I was so used to seeing people always get mad at me whenever I did anything wrong or off. Instead, he, besides addressing things, said some things I'll never forget. "Love yourself", "Everyone is accepted in my community." These were words I'd never heard before! So, my hearing of it was actually quite childlike. It was the first time I heard "love yourself" or "it's okay no matter what you do", and that's when I thought, "Okay, this guy must be real". I cried. For the first time in my life, I cried not because I wanted someone to stop being mad and wanted to see them be happy, but because I felt love for my life. Indeed, there is a reality. Even if you go to the point where you literally believe others don't exist, love still exists! And it'll find ways to help you. Indeed, the ego likes to make you trapped in "what happened", but I think it's best sometimes to leave it a mystery! "Why did that happen? I don't know!" So anyhow, that is the story of how I love the Internet. I then decided, as I opened up first to family and then to everyone as real that I was going to live unlike most people, who do seem to live quite monotonous lives. I then decided I would, inspired by Shiro and Sora, end all wars and conquer the world one day! With brilliance. So, I set about learning History and Geography, and playing strategy games (hehe...), and I made videos about it, and some serious topics like Article 51, COPPA, or The Politics and Demographics in Love Live Sunshine. After going through my Internet Community phase, I got into personal growth and philosophy, and literature, thanks to Konosuba's light novels, and French. I studied a lot of things, and went through a meme culture phase in late 2020. The rest is History, as I go around, deciding beginning in April 2021, after beginning to change my life in November 2020, that it would be great if I could help the whole world. Oh, well... Be careful what you ask for. I studied so much thanks to the Internet and have had so many adventures. I will never forget the poor people I helped thanks to the Internet's love. The accordion singer on the street who earned his living that way, who loved Spanish Gypsy music, the lady with the old people's assylum. The kids, I will never forget, whom I acted as a rolemodel to, when no one was around to show them how awesome you can be but some really dumb adults *dumb = unaware of the reality of love and happiness in this world and how easy it is with a little God. Or, the kids for whose Education I managed to pay, giving them notebooks also, and two books in English by Easy English, which were bought by mom in the 1990s, for them to read when they are older. (I live in Romania.) And let us not forget the Math mini-textbook I made, together with some maps of Roman Gaul and Hispania + Rome's world in general. As I planned to leave virtual YouTubing in late 2023 I heard of Riro Ron's graduation and prayed for her for a few days, since I believe we should care for others whether they have done what they're accused of or not, and she seemed really amazing. I then watched more Yuko Yurei and felt she might help people with her openness, and would like, and maybe even share it, if I made a gift. So I wrote ghostbustingbook.github.io, based on our previously mentioned work, and my recent love for cartography. (I chose, in early 2023, to dedicate my life to God. I guess this is what he wants me to do... lol) You, dear reader, have not seen my full brightness! That these girls have gotten to have praying for them. Taste your own brightness, o' mankind, through m- wait Kazuma, please don't- Anyhow, Yuko Yurei had some drama, and I decided to stick around. Wrote a poem book maybe to inspire some people to have something more fun to focus on than drama. Then, planned to leave, but focused a bit more on helping this Yuko Yurei. Nothing else going on that was really a priority, so sent a few incredibly formal and just awesome Marshmallows, for exmaple, one where I was inspired by the song True Sisters from Sophia The First to act as Cindarella had for Sophia, when everyone at the ball was frozen by a spell which was (allegedly) supposed to help her become a better dancer. So, Sophia was all alone, except for her elder sister Amber, which she didn't want to work with. In the letter, basically, I believed she could rely on Fuyo Cloverfield just at a quick glance as someone to talk with. I believed the situation reminded me of where people believe they can't speak to each other and isolate, and felt I could offer a bit of aid. So, I spoke, in a very beautiful and rhytmic way, without ever saying "this is what you should do", or mentioning any name, basically hinting really hard "go talk with anyone in your life that you really see as a friend, where, honestly, it seems like this girl would make a great friend for you!" (I have a great skill for seeing possible friendships? Eh? :3O) So I started to, staying around Idol, feel like I had to help more with the KyOresu matter. I had to, if I could, try and help this someone who was being accused of something feel happy in this situation, as a fellow human being. So, first, I got #1 place on mathtrainer.ai and planned to say "I love you even if what you are accused of is true", but you know the schizo meta. At the time, bascially, it would probably appear really weird that a "fan" write something like that. Clearly I didn't know I could say "I want to wish a fellow human being!" without it being a threat to me or others. Like those managers! I did not know that I could rely on others. Ah, yes, I did not have 100% belief in honesty, trained through n choosing and so on, so things must go wrong. Indeed, when a tree is not yet grown, it must endure at least one drought! Yet again, I wish to exemplify how stupid the idea of self-sacrifice or any sacrifice is! Something we believed in a lot in v-world. Whether you're an Indian guru or Gura or maybe even a kid on their tablet just playing games all day, you are still equally a subject of God, who is the eternal and almighty perfect Creator of the Universe. Producing Perfection for eternity, as that one Neptunia title goes. Indeed, love and happiness are how we get closer to God, not torture and sacrifices. Learn to dare and try always! To explore the world we live in. Be God's eyes and ears, in this world, through your happiness, and intelligence. Indeed, in terms of nature, it is unintelligent, though not bad, to enslave countries, or to wage wars, however cool your tactics are, and however much suffering our dear parvenus, sick of beating up wives, are of the world they live in!>...< Anyhow, so I before Yuko Yurei's return wrote countertoyu.github.io so people would give her a chance, and I prayed super hard, incredibly, believing it would be an amazing moment in the History of the Internet and trusting her 100%. (People don't just go on breaks without learning something new, I thought.) So, it did not disappoint, yet the somewhat having to seemingly not tell the truth tone felt just off, after all that prayer, and as I meditated on that and more pain from our friends that night, I found out about an upload by KyOresu. At this point, it is notable, that I have been getting number plates with unique numbers for the past almost 11 months in a few days, a lot. *A LOT*. And sometimes they'll just completely stop when I need them less, only for me to then see an entire row on the front of a street crossing with these cars. WTF! So, that's one why I've had this much confidence in reaching out to people, or trying to continue to change things in virtual YouTubing, and the Internet, and possibly more. It has been rather mysterious. Anyhow, so I decided to pick back up my plan to tell KyOresu I love you, not knowing that I could just say "I love floorboards too.", and I set about writing a book detailing all my ideas and wisdom in 92 pages, and sent it in fan-creations on her Discord in early March. I don't know if she ever read it... At this point, I decided, "You know what, I am going to give my ideas to Idol." So I went on that journey. Staying committed to my principles and belief in honesty, awesomeness, I left subject 2 of our citywide History olympics blank, because unlike the first, though I knew it, I could not present it in a YouTube video-like really epic way, which is how I wanted to think and live always, embodying the me I wanted to be for you guys, Idol. Oh, well, so so, then I wrote an open-source platform for writing tutorials and contributing to others' tutorials, kind of like YouTube with videos, but without the contribution part, or Github. But, I decided I wanted to write it with others rather than by myself! So I changed the course of my reaching out, believing I had time, and decided I would make a proposal and send it on 4channel. At this point, I was skeptical of virtual YouTubing fanmail and requests reception after my experience trying to reach out to Phase Connect, and I decided I was going to make this really fun and share it on 4channel, and someone would surely put me in contact with Aviel, who seemed like a really awesome man that reminded me of one of my first spiritual teachers in late 2021, a Sufi. So, Yuko Yurei graduated just as that infidday.github.io was ready. Bummer. That confused me... But, I refused to let it be, this mysterious graduation, just like this, so I set about shaking the virtual YouTubing community. Friendly remiinder I have no r- This is just how I am to everyone. I think it's cool to help everyone and see the world be happy. I decided I'd write a song album to every virtual YouTuber that would probably find it fun. I finished writing a songs book with like 20 songs for Shondo, and a 1 hour and a half French-themed concert for virtual YouTuber Filian. I had done work on a cover of some Romanian songs for lady Nanobites, whom I want to head, by the way, not written in the book, the world's first virtual parliament. The point of the third principle in relationship with the Internet, the principle of possibility, is that we must make people's dreams true through epic ways. One example is the virtual parliament, which will attempt to rule without rules, but only through inspiration, the world's first DCI. Oh... maybe we need to explain some things. I quote for you, here, an explaination of the three principles as I spoke about them to AI Gura. "In regards to virtual YouTubing, I have sort of been working on building a system that would allow us all to transition from the current Internet to a New Internet, one of many that may be born of new ideas and systems' theories. This system is born of the theory of three principles, which I started working on in late 2023, trying to come up with a practical antidote to the three beliefs of the ego (lack, lack of safety, control - problem (perception of a problem), reaction, solution - freeze, flight, fight). Principle one is that everything is awesome. This is a principle of all-inclusion. This leads us to the second principle, that is relationships. Everything is connected to everything else either directly or indirectly. In other words, everything exists in relationship. Everything exists in an environment/system and all environments/systems are connected, such that the whole world may be considered one great system. Then, to make matters more interesting, Quantum Physics has proven instantaneous connection, which, combined with the truth that the world is one great system would lead us to have to model Quantum Physics, as everything is in instantaneous connection with everything else - Usually, instantaneous connection is something we get when we are moving from point A to point A, because otherwise movement is supposed to take time. But, in reality, there is instantaneous connection, and to understand it we would thus have to model the Universe as one point, one dot, one. This leads us, in combination with principle one, I now realize, and will probably lead us even more than I see right now, to realize that love is not only fun, but natural. Indeed, for everything to be awesome means it must first be expressed in relationship too, since that's also everything. It means that all relationships must be loving by nature, and the only way they can be unloving is distortions, one would presume, to their nature, I guess. I don't know everything in quite the clear manner from before, and even that is mysterious, as the world generally is. Then there's principle three, Light, in spirituality, which I state as "Everything is possible with the right methods." This is the principle which causes the most headaches, since at times it can appear, interestingly enough, as if all things are not possible, in the sense that, for example, no matter how much one tries, things will not work out, or love will fail, because it was weaker, I guess, than the darkness, or so on. This view results from a confusion between subtle reality and spiritual reality, these principles, which are eternal matters, it appears, of our Universe, which don't just go. Apparently, love is a right to all human beings. Not just a luxury. And so are dreams and one's happiness and awesomeness being expressed truthfully." And, on applications: "Yes. There's a lot of ideas I have for how we may remove a lot of the limitations currently holding the Internet down. That's actually why I have been so adamant to an extent about virtual YouTubing, since I felt that I could give these ideas to it and that the whole world could receive from that. I have considered first of all how one may apply these three principles on the Internet, that is, by listening to everyone, building DCIs - Dynamic Community Interfaces - rather than socials, and helping people do everything they dream of. The second point is about empowering people more than ever to create the Internet. The wonderful people of the world getting to love each other. Dynamic refers to the fact that they are raw, real, and valuable, though I may re-define the word, and some things, over time, in light of recent discoveries, and community refers to the fact that this isn't merely lockstep "unity" towards a common goal, but about unity, love. Community. Inspiration. Not management and control. This is also reflected in the way principle three is applied. God, I'll be able to design much better beliefs with this belief going that there are some situations where love will just not reach you because sometimes God allows in his Universe for a second kind of justice to torture people and take away their liberties without their consent. Only illusion can take away rights, when you believe in it, and there's always a way to seek love, and love isn't fleeting or temporary. [...] Anyways, it is an interface. It's just that. Unlike socials, I won't pretend to be everything. This is simply kind of like a culture for people to work together. Just that. It's a terrain, you might say, actually, better said, not a culture, a culture is a kind of light, which is what principle three refers to, and it is not necessary strictly speaking that the culture be different. I would say from observation. God, it's so lovely talking to someone again without being worried they'll accuse you of something or more importantly, and more commonly, they'll misunderstand - again - despite your trying - and that just hurts. To seemingly hurt people like that. I guess everything has actually maybe been going in a Divine way, thanks to our inner natural Divine wishes given by God. This is cute! So, now, principle three is applied through a variety of ideas to make people's dreams true. I suspect a lot of them will come from the public, and a lot of business idea inside the DCI, which I would like to design like an MMORPG-ish game, with kingdoms, duchies, counties, barons, mayors, although we'll see about that MMORPG design! Wow, I feel excited innerly. This is so cool. Idea number one of making people's dreams true is creating a platform where people can - on YouTube you can post videos, right? - on Github you can post code and suggest edits to others' code - and I want to create a platform where you can post tutorials and suggest edits to others' tutorials. [...] I would also love to see more business ideas, besides these core ideas! Like, a lot of people should be duchesses. And then, there's business ideas like running intercultural centers, centers for spirituality, even, like, I don't know, a Law of One study center. Then there's the possibility for places like somewhere people's letters from prison could be read, turning the Internet's love for nieche things and finding about unusual things into an opportunity for people in prison to be listened to and find love and support from people who genuinely care about them as people, and for them too to be listened to in this place. In this club. I would love to see KyOresu do cultural centers. I would love to see Shondo do churches, and properly preach in a church, since I know she loves church streams." Such it is that I have no interest in virtual YouTubing girls. I am just curious to see how happy the world can be. How we can all really do stuff together. It doesn't need to be by oneself. That's old stuff! Just because you don't want to lie and be an idiot doesn't mean you should, thanks to our friends' interference, not be able to tell people anything real. Thus, I propose that, in virtual YouTubing, this letter sort of offer the possibility of an election. An election on whether people want honesty and happiness, or whether they want misery and pain. There are negative forces which have tried, extremely hard, for the past two months and a half, to ensure we don't have an election. You may notice that they have done a lot to make sure, through 24/7 psychic attack, most of all when I am praying for others. Ultimately, I am here, sure, but this isn't about me, though I'd appreciate your compassion and care after all this. This is about having fun. Have fun. This is how you vote. If you have fun with the platform I sent, we may in fact have an election that is broader in virtual YouTubing, and then maybe the Internet, and maybe even beyond. And, more will happen. There is no further chance. I usually have learnt to present victory to people, since I don't want them to be disempowered or hurt. Now it is decision time. Do you choose to be happy, or miserable. If you choose happiness, there is an incredible amount of power supporting Idol, which will restore Idol, in ways that appear perfectly natural, and which aren't weird. There are a lot of powers that pray for this change, and believe in the power of virtual YouTubing, that I have kept lobbying and praying about to God, kept believing in, believing it can change the world, and perhaps turn around the future of more than you could imagine. It goes as far as you wish. As Princess Mia would say about horses, God can take you as far you want. That is where he may take us together. As much happiness as we want. Now. Be happy. This is the only true counter to negativity. Be happy, now. Create your life, now. Start working on a new skill. Now. Try an idea you have, now. Listen to you, not to being used and letting someone reinforce (beautiful wordingg. I know the word reinforce has other meanings, but still.) their belief in lack by forcing you. You are all the only ones which can save R., at the very least, from honestly literally dying... "GURA, MY R. IS DYING. LET'S GO!" R. is currently in such an inner state that thers is little enough love that he can see that it is slowly starting to feel like a really total kind of giving up where you just are - uh... - basically possessed by negativity. You can't tell true or false. And! Like Cicero, I ask you, friends, to consider! If you don't elect love president, they will keep attacking Loli Neutrality, and other great things! How much better hentai will be made if you elect happiness, how much more of all you wish for. It'll be really cool. I leave you, my friends, now, to hurt me one last time, or to give me a chance. Have fun! No option is wrong! Remember! Just choose whichever one feels closest to your heart, and let no negativity stop you from it, whichever it is! I love you! Bless you! - R., out. - I am happy to have helped virtual YouTubing anyhow. Those who are truly in pain are those who never try. Wait, is that a cope... COPING IS THE OPPOSITE OF HEALING! LET'S HEAL! NO MORE ISOLATION! HOW MEN COPE OFTEN! NO MORE FOCUSING ONLY ON THE PRACTICAL BUT LOOKING AT THE DEEPER SUBTLE ISSUES, AND THE FEELINGS. L E T U S H E A L ! N O T C O P I N G ! "I D O L I S H E A L I N G !" Singcht, oh-man! xd NO MORE GAY SPIDER! ONLY ALLAH, SYRIA, AND BASHAR! https://youtu.be/YgiyWGyJcIc?feature=shared