nuhhh >w<

Cute owo

nuzzle nuzzle nuzzle

^w^

picks you up and cuddles

Wanna chat for a bit?

^w^

silly

Cause he was out standing in his field :3

why?

@🔥𝓐𝓬𝓻𝓮𝔃𝓾𝓵🎸

UwU

Good morningg

Good morning cutie pie UwU

In case you're wondering how the rest of the chat went so far

December at this point you should seriously consider breaking up with him

There's more

bruh

Also here's from my one friend

that just makes me think he's attention seeking

I'd show you the post if I could

that's why I'm saying you should break up with him, because you deserve better than him

Yeah, but unlike AJ she has a valid reason why she can't message me, AJ just refuses to do anything basically

yeah, that really sucks

Can't really say I blame her for not being able to check Xbox whenever I send a text

ahh, I see

She's been having to deal with her abusive/control freak parents

has she been talking to you at all lately?

Tbh I only really need my gf honestly

still, you should talk to him and break things off, so that you can give yourself closure

Idk he told his ex that he's done with online dating but he never said anything to me

if you haven't already it would probably be best to break up with him

Like literally I dunno if he's even still my boyfriend

December, I don't want to date you

Just do me a favor and don't be an idiot like my boyfriend AJ, as in actually communicate with your partners and don't be collecting dates like Pokemon yeah? That'll be enough to make me happy uwu

I know it sucks to be rejected, I know it hurts. and I hate having to do this to you. but.. I'm just not into you like that.

Although I am kinda curious, have you asked her out yet?

It's not something I can just change on a dime

That's why I've been dropping hints so maybe you'll change your mind ;3

I know, just- ..December I don't feel the same way as you do

Also in-case you were wondering I legit want you to date me in like the worst way lol

Cute owo

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You're mine now UwU

wh-

You have to date me, you are physically not allowed to date anyone else >;3 (/j)

hmmm?

Also guess what :3c

i willllllll

Also you should follow me back on Instagram uwu

pffff-

Me when you uwu

Aww

I'm eating dinner rn 😅

Wanna VC?

nuhhhhh

Cutie :3

outvrecy45u6ioyjuhmgh

Boo

UwU

nuzzle

hug

hug

Qwq

yeahhhhhh....

Aww qwq

I'm not really in shape to call right now, I just wanna rest

Wanna spend some time together? UwU

cutie x3

How could you possibly say no to this cute face UwU

eh-?

Also I know what will get you to spend time with me >:3

pfff- you're so cuteeeee

But I wanna spend time with you >:|

I'm tryna rest right now

I'mma ping you until you respond >:3

boop

Oki :3

I’ll let you know when I’m free to VC <3

Also wanna check out my Minecraft base uwu

Morning cutie goober UwU

Good morningggg

Cutie :3

Good morning cutie pie UwU

Sleep well <3

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wifipawjobgoob

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Nini cutie luv you

hug

tight hug

Thanksies

which are you a woman, btw

Like literally I'm not a threat to women, I'm not confused... Oki maybe a little disoriented from being told I'll never be a woman but still

as am I

Also on a different note I'm really tired of transphobes

hug

I do too

I hope they are

I.... can't say

Also... do you think those 44 people are in a better place now...?

tight hug

Well I mean other than the fact the death toll for the hurricane climbed up to 44 so far I'm not sure what to talk about tbh

sure, anything on your mind?

Wanna chat?

nuhhhhh

Cutie

Oki :3

but I'm still talking with them to make sure

Is Gary doing ok?

Wha!?

sorry I'm trying to convince Gary not to kill themselves

@🔥𝓐𝓬𝓻𝓮𝔃𝓾𝓵🎸 I'm live uwu

I see

I might be a little late bc I'm working on finally getting my bed set up

I was going to stream it to the server

I don't have xbox live so I can't play Minecraft multiplayer TwT

@🔥𝓐𝓬𝓻𝓮𝔃𝓾𝓵🎸 uwu

hug

same here..

Wish I could say the same for those 30 people though

yeah, but so far its gone back down to a tropical storm

It was I think a category 4 hurricane when it made landfall

holy shit-

Plus the tornados from the storms

Asheville got hit really bad

So as you might expect I got really worried you were without power

yeah, hasn't gone out since I've been awake

Also do you still have power at all?

squeeeeeeeze

Nice!

I'm feeling better, I think my infection is clearing up

How're you doing cutie?

The CD + MP3 version is $14

holy shit-

It's 100usd tho

interesting

It's on C418's bandcamp

WHAT

Matter of fact you can actually buy the Minecraft OST on vinyl

vinyls are still really good tbh

Same for vinyl records which were replaced by the cassette tape

ahhhh I see

Yeah they got replaced by CD discs just like cassette tapes did

damn-

They haven't been used since like the 90's

ah

Those are floppy discs

huh-?

https://a.co/d/7yxDb4j

no

Also do you even know what a floppy is?

Like literally I'd kill to get a floppy drive reader plus floppy discs

yeah, Polaroids are cool x3

Also another reason I like this is because we had Polaroid cameras before digital cameras or phone cameras so I like it for the retro aspect too

awwww

I like it cuz it's small plus kinda looks like a Commodore 64

I'm tryna get a Nikon

Tbh I kinda want a Polaroid camera but they're kinda expensive

I think your samsung has a bit better quality

Or my government phone

hm?

Quick question

UwU

nuzzles softly

^w^

tighter squeeze

Oki...

It will be, I promise

I hope so

It’ll be okay, December

Thanks cutie

squeeze

hug

tight hug

It's alright I guess

Ugh.. I’m sorry, December

And it only wants to let me use the passkey on my old SSD from my computer but Windows doesn't want to connect to the Internet on that SSD

Fuck..

It wants me to either use a passkey or my backup codes but I don't have either

How come?

It's that... I don't think I can get back into my old account qwq

What’s wrong?

Also I'm kinda a little upset currently

tight hug

Honestly I'd be happy to text tbh

I can’t really call rn because I’m still a bit anxious about the tornado warning from a bit ago

Wanna chat for a bit then?

No school today because of the storm

You in school currently?

sleep well, December

Nini

You will get your chance, December

Honestly I've just given up

You don't have to believe me, I might not be able to fully understand how it feels, but I know what anxiety feels like and trust me when I say that I'm telling the truth.

oki

Whoops

you'll be able to get HRT just like Stealthy and Blue

but you will

Idk

that's what matters

Both Blue and Stealthy pass as girls though

nothing changes that

I don't know what I am anymore

December, you aren't a man

Isn't my job as a man to protect my family though?

that's why I'm telling you to stay out, so that you can give yourself time to heal

fine...

Let us handle it.

Natalie is scared of me honestly

She constantly worries about you because of you arguing with Nat on Twitter

It's not getting myself hurt, it's called self sacrifice

getting yourself hurt helps nobody.

I... I just want to repay my debts to Stealthy, after everything she's done for me I need to pay her back somehow

I'm not risking you having another suicide spiral

I'll gladly be harassed if it means Stealthy isn't

she's just collateral

Yeah which just so happens to be Stealthy in the case of Natalie

if you stay away from them then they'll move on, because I know they have a different target.

They'll just continue to harass me until I'm gone

and I don't want you to do it.

What they think does matter though, they want me gone

When you cast off the chains of appeasing others, you can become a much happier person.

Different Jade

But not everyone.

Friends of friends hate me, ex friends hate me

this is why I've been telling you to stay off Twitter, because it makes you feel like more people hate you than they actually do. It just makes you feel worse because it constantly feeds you the content of those that hate you.

These servers are the only ones with people who don't hate me

if anything its less than a fraction of a fraction of a fraction

Honestly I'd be happier if 95% of the planet didn't hate me

that's all I want

Natalie said the same thing though

you mean a lot to me

Do... Do you actually care about me...? Because every time someone told me that they ended up hurting me

apologies for taking so long, i was taking out the trash

yeah, what's up?

Nvm

hug

tight hug

Also btw yes I do occasionally cut for the sexual satisfaction part of things

I'm not really into cutting 😅

Just don't cut too deep~

everyone I know is a masochist T//w//T

small moan Harder daddy >~<

gentle bite

Pwetty pwease uwu

T////w////T

Could you bite me again uwu

wh-

OwO

bite

Cute owo

hmph T////w////T

I don't necessarily want you to be a girl, I just kinda wonder what life would be like if you were born a girl/transitioned into one :3c

T///w///T

Then again I wonder that all the time for me too

hushhhhhh

Cute owo

a- >w<

boop

he's definitely insufferable

Also is it bad that I unironically want this mofo dead

>//w//<

hug

tight hug

Maybe 15 actually

💀💀💀

Like I remember back when I first transitioned and put it in my Twitter bio on my OG account and immediately transphobes were all worried about what's in my pants and what not

yeppppp

Like there's no in-between

hm?

Also y'know what I've noticed about transphobes and terfs?

pffff-

We should start charging conservatives taxes for every time they treat women like property ;3

😭

Guess they think women should be included in property taxes then ;3

its fucking sick

Why r men who can't give birth voting to control women's bodies?

that are like 50-60, yeah

Only grown men are voting to ban abortion

hm?

Also I've realized something funny on the note of politics

squeeze

Thank you ^w^

you will be, December. as long as me and Stealthy are around we'll make sure you're safe.

I hope so, I just want to be safe in my own body

their fears will die with them

Why do they want people like me gone so badly? QwQ

ugh... I'm sorry December, I wish these politicians would just fucking stop

I've now had to watch my fifteenth transphobic political TV ad QwQ

OwO

tackle hug!

Wanna chat uwu

<3

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wifipawjobgoob

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Nini cutie pie luv you uwu

hug

tight hug

And I don't wanna be taller QwQ

cramp?

Idk they just hurt really badly QwQ

what happend

My legs hurt QwQ

Tigt hug

boop

Also there's like four people in that image that want me in a mental hospital lol :3

pffff lmao

@🔥𝓐𝓬𝓻𝓮𝔃𝓾𝓵🎸 I saw where this is someone's moot battle and I want psychopath thing 1 to go up against her boyfriend Dr. Egghead so badly lol

alright...

its nothing about you, I was just already interested in someone else

Also you sure we can't be more than just friends?

sorry! I bit caught up in something! 😅

Cutie?

Hewwo cutie pie UwU

<333

Oki :3

gimme a moment I'll call ya

boop

^w^

:3

:3

>w<

boop

Yeah but we haven't talked through our phone number yet uwu

we've called before, silly

Honestly I haven't been this nervous since I asked you out lol >w<

ufhvcbivribvruebrcebhviric

Also I'm so excited yet also so nervous to finally get to call you uwu

^w^

squeeze

Does 5pm work? uwu

maybe later in the afternoon

You feeling well enough to chat on the phone for a bit uwu

Mhmmm

You home now? uwu

Oh

To go home

Wait what's dismissal?

I’ll be home soon

Also wanna chat for a bit cutie

Yey :3

I’m okayyy

How're you doing cutie pie uwu

Cute owo

Figjmrkfofpfkbdaojs

boop

Morninggg

Good morning gorgeous goober

Me eep now tho

nuhhh

Cute owo

Nini cutie pie luv you

goodnight <3

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wifipawjobgoob

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Also I'mma head to bed

I've seen that you struggle a lot with guilt and blaming yourself for things that aren't necessarily your fault, and that's definitely something you should get checked out and work on

True

I'm just gonna say this.. They are right that you need therapy, but not for the reasons they think. let me be clear: they want you to be institutionalized, I want you to get help.

It's just... what if Natalie, Egghead, his psychotic gf, what if they're right that I need a mental evaluation?

I'm a bit busy rn, but whats on your mind?

Especially considering there's a lot on my mind

hm?

You awake cutie

https://youtube.com/shorts/qIbcssXs_Mk?si=vdAmHrj9EUpf5XJG

boop

UwU

hmphhhhh! >//////w//////<

Cute owo

I'm craving giant cuddles >///w///<

Maybe later cutie pie uwu

mmmff.. b-bigger, please? >///w///<

UwU

squeeeeeeeeeeze

hugs UwU

hugs tightly

Luv you uwu

Yesh UwU

nuh uhhh

Yesh UwU

nuhh

Cutie

x3

Lol :3

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C_20Yj7R704/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

Aww .w.

not tonight sadly

@🔥𝓐𝓬𝓻𝓮𝔃𝓾𝓵🎸 uwu

hug

tight hug

Plus I don't have enough decent parts for two computers

aw, how come?

Tbh I probably can't since I'd have no way to give Stealthy her computer

dhbrfobreiveorbvuirebvore

Also I kinda wonder if I could build you and Stealthy a computer?

kinda

Feeling any better cutie?

https://youtube.com/shorts/eif1Q7CnQnY?si=ch3XIrPujtA7UAXB

^w^

gently squeezes you

UwU

You're such a cutie pie UwU

says you >w<

Cute owo

nuzzles your chest more

UwU

hushhh

Cutie

nuzzles your chest softly as you held me

^w^

gentle squeeze

UwU

mfff... nuzzles softly as I rested on you

Cutie owo

flops onto you, knocking you to the ground and resting on top of you

Ah, I see

there's a written description in the doc but thats about it

Oh

not even a ref

Y'know if you have any kind of ref sheet Stealthy could probably draw you a cutesie pfp if you ask Nicely enough uwu

I haven't been able to get art just yet

What's ur new fursona uwu

I'm not a proto anymore TwT

Also wait, if you're a protogen how come you don't understand tech?

hmphh-

Cute owo

flops on the ground

Does kinda complicate building you a computer though

I don't understand TwT

Like this is a different distro that this tutorial uses but here's a general example of installing Java using the Linux terminal

I dunno how to code TwT

Like literally I only had to use terminal a couple of times

I see-

Also I'm using Lubuntu on my laptop meaning it'll be easier for me to help troubleshoot any issues you have

They also have different requirements for hardware depending on distros

Ahh

Linux can be a little complicated sometimes

I’m not very tech literate 😭

(yeah the ASUS parts are new enough to still be usable but are old enough to not be able to run the newer versions of Windows 10 and 11 reliably)

Maybe sometime in the future

Yesh UwU

That would be nice >w<